Phew... this is 1 tiring day. Finally the com's up and running again, that = back to play CS plus anything else i want to do. Today was the real AGI and it was PD (physcially draining). Lots of practice over and over again. Luckily got the indian man/sir directing the rehearsal. His scoldings + funny drumbeats and stand at attention and at ease antics lifted the training mood for me. e.g bahris sedi.........AAAAAAAAA! (he yelled the "AAAAAA" part) , Brrrrrrr, Brrrrrrr, Brrrrrrrrrrr check! (drumbeats, serious) Weather also damn guai lan. When we came, weather was fine, but later rained a while, then fine again, than rained AGAIN, then fine AGAIN, then rained YET AGAIN b4 it decided to stay sunny. Wth, very random sia.
This holidays i'd better buck up in my studies, or else i'm like 逆水行舟.

Yours truly updated at 11:55 PM

Whew... Teacher's day celebration + last day of school = Saya suka itu (I like that in Malay) The concert famn sian lah,want to sleep. But it was funny. Loved the rocker picture or Dr Hon, looked damn retard on him. Second, a team comprising of a counseller( mind the sp.), an art teacher + KohKT (omg... laggy typing all of a sudden) won the quiz of sorts. More funnily, Mr Samuel Lim (a.k.a the teacher with holy shit type-shiny shoes) is a history teacher, but dunno when WWII actually ended. Pwned man. Later didn't go back to Nanyang PRIMARY school as I asumed the guards wouldn't let ex-pupils in. Went home submit late IS project( 1term overdue -_-") Went to see Star Wars: The Clone Wars later with my bro. Lots of damn nice actions but lots of problems: One, instead of reducing it, I feel it created MORE loopholes in the Star Wars galaxy. Like, wth the new Padawan came from. Second, ending = suckiest I've ever seen , no link at all. Third character models. Some of the characters draw damn nice like Yoda, but others,like Mace Windu, seems damn awkward. Fourth retardedness. Seriously, when the clone leader said the clones outnumbered the droids when it is the opposite, the droid who asked the clones to surrender go and count the number of clones, lmao! Can't u see that? Went home with a eagerness to pull a trigger. Played Star Wars Battlefront 2 on the original Xbox until my hand pain. At night went to play CS.
See my result, sianz my assignment pulled my CL to B4, nvm MSG 2.43,best so far this year.
Tmr AGI, gonna stone like siao,hopefully CSH a.k.a Chief Commissioner of SJ of SG don't crap so much, I have a tendency to fidget if stone too long.

Yours truly updated at 10:30 PM

Sianz... so long never post,will make a quick update on these few days. Firstly, I'm writing this post on my father's laptop as the family com screwed up,press on button no light shine... of all times-_-.
I don't seem to be focusing on my studies this whole week, must be due to the upcoming holidays. Heard that those with 5+ demerit points got their points cleared, wth... shld clear mine lah, all due to bogus reasons...
Fast forward to ep3, training started later due to lack of ncos, when started did a bit of FD,then chosen to raise flag in week 3 as secs3 got their tests. Quite an unique experience lah, but let me hold nat flag damn scary,screwup = auto mati. Spent lots of time rehearsing with donut(Bernard), wc, kloh and timyu while klim,luky and chengen kept commanding their hearts out. Damn suay kloh tio screwed by Tan Yao Xing like siao.Afterthat a brief time in gym, can carry 10kg but needs abit more strength to lift the weight up.
Got MSP ace due tmr,but decided not to do it as topic is really difficult and other team members dunno about it.Will explain to Mr Faizal tmr after school b4 MSP/ extra History lessons (depends which i go,can someone help me decide?)

Yours truly updated at 10:47 PM

Let's start this post with the chorus of Fort Minor's Remember the Name:

This is ten percent luck, twenty percent skill
Fifteen percent concentrated power of will
Five percent pleasure, fifty percent pain
And a hundred percent reason to remember the name!

I seriously believe in these lines especially in anything i do/did. Whatever happiness i had, the misery I felt was always tenfold, I always wonder whether i was born with a cursed life, that misery after misery was how my life's destiny was arranged.

Luck, that factor came on Tuesday, b4 the maths test, I'd asked Ding Quan, Zhen Wei and DanMUG how to do qn 48 of the maths wb i bought. DanMUG helped me solved the question and oddly, it came out in the bonus question. When did hitting the bulleyes so easy?

Skill, that had to be every test, where everyone was applying whatever they knew into the test.

Will, that was what that spurred me on on Geog and maths. After having lackluster performances in these subjects the last two tests, I motivated myself to do well in this this and sure enough, A1s for both subjects :)

Will continue the rest tmr.

I will NOT put a cbox in this blog, cuz i'm using classic blogger, dun noe where to place and not screw up blog and avoiding spamming from people like President Hu Jintao, Olympics Commitees, Tan Yao Xing...

Yours truly updated at 11:27 PM

Life got its up and downs, sometimes even literally. That is how I'll will describe today. PE was like "Knock it down!" and "up!" over and over again, sianz waste of time, like our cohort will really shut up... geog 24/30, amazing considering I've used only 1 day to study, must be due to good planning and thinking of what qns that will come out. Then maths. I didn't believe ms tong took only 1 DAY to mark our scripts. Got 33/40, was happy but could gotten more if not for CARELESS MISTAKES...

Fast forward to ep3, when cpl feng called some people out, i knew that they were for comp team without much guess and my hunch was FULLY correct. The people they called out were imba in some ways... I of course not inside lah, then why i used "they"? However, this caused a sense of inferiorlism in me; it wouldn't be that bad if i wasn't in comp team this year, but i was. Not being shortlisted made me damn n00b lah. But thinking now, I shortlisted the reasons why i wasn't chosen to 2 reasons:

1. Physical strength
I remember I could not pump too much because my left upper arm will hurt. Sir WS told me b4 POP he will tell the new pc about it. Also I don't have the strength to carry the strecther without feeling pain in the back (darned posture)...

2.Endurance
NDP rehearsal screwed me in this point. During the first rehearsal, I had to fall out because I felt faint and numb all around me. Falling out could have left a bad impression of me to the NCOs....

One point surprises me though, why KLoh wasn't chosen? He's good in my opinion. Ironic that the initial 6 LCPs in my squad, 3 not in comp team...

However this might not be a bad thing. I can focus on my studies without much interruptions (like dozing off zzz...) I remembered ever since the loss during zone comp, my results got back to pre-comp training standards. But because of that loss, i was ever determined to get it back. Now that seems nigh impossible. But i'm hoping the currents teams (especially first-timers) will know that their results gonna drop a bit at least ( unless you are DanMUG) and those going to CSE will be ulti-stressed to the maximum. One advice: Don't joke too much and be serious, time to get back in to the right road.

Later at poolside, yiren said lots of niao-ing things(again...) When will he don't be so niaoish in his words (i think he don't know his mistake) Some are quite "interesting". lol

I have to prove to the NCOs i'm still capable for comp team. However, I will have to double up my efforts and correct my mistakes to show them my true potential. I rather be a master of one than a jack-of-all-trades. But like my blog title says: Acta Non Verba; Actions, not words. I have to do my course of actions to prove them that. But first, to mug CL test. I will end this post with a quote from yiren last year:

"LET'S GO!"

Yours truly updated at 10:32 PM

That's the only word i can use to describe today. Firstly cheena test is 0.5 marks away from B3. Darn!!!!! Then today need to submit proj day final website, due to ActiveX/ running scripts cannot see webby!!!! argh!!!!!!! Hope teacher gives chance, let us solve the problem first. KLim also can't really submit webby as well (buttons got prob). Good thing EL assignment got 57/70, pwned like at least 3/5 of my class. Tmr ndp, must not screw up or else pump!!!!!!

Yours truly updated at 10:14 PM