i did something dumb today.
oh damn MiiE !

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been surfing thru pages n pages of blogskins these few days..
nth really caught my attention..

been browsing thru pages n pages of jobs vacancies..
no much response from them..

i need to go to bed le..
tired liaos..

nites ppl -

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i am working like a ~ s n a i l ~ now..
feel so inefficient.
but finish doing everything le den i do what ???
i rather i w o l s

i forgot my smile again.
after dear dear send me off ytd nite..
i have left my smile with him.
i guess.
i forgot how to smile at home again.

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work half day ytd..
went to meet dear dear..
he is down with a cold..
quite worried actually..
its been a wk.. his cold..
we had soup for both meals
yong tau fu & yong tau fu ~

now i feel a lil sick..
not kena by him one..
b4 tt i alr abit abit flu liao..
gonna sleep at 11pm sharp tonite ~

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a lil sick of my blogskin.
change to this first.
find the cartoon quite cute.
gee..

ke bin fly me aeroplane this time ~
fair fair liaos =P

i slept a lot these 2 days..
am i mad or wad..
oh man ~

oh yah.. thanks Cindy for the hello kitty boxes..
really love it lots lots.
=D

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There are 9 letters in your name.
Those 9 letters total to 45
There are 5 vowels and 4 consonants in your name.

Your number is: 9

The characteristics of #9 are:
Humanitarian, giving nature, selflessness, obligations, creative expression.

The expression or destiny for #9:
The expression that you exhibit is represented bythe number 9. Your talents center in humanistic interests and approaches. You like to help others as you were intended to be the 'big brother or big sister' type. You operate best when you follow your feelings and sense of compassion, and allow yourself to be sensitive to the needs of others. You work well with people, and have the potential to inspire. This suggests that you could successfully teach or counsel. Creative ability, imagination and artistic talent (often latent) of the highest order are present in this expression. It's possible that you're not using or developing all of these capabilities at this time. Some of your talents may have been used at an earlier time in your life, and some may still be latent. Be aware of your capabilities, so that you can make use of them at appropriate times.

If you are able to achieve the potential of your natural expression in this life, you are capable of much human understanding and have a lot to give to others. Your personal ambitions are likely to be maintained in a very positive perspective, never losing sight of an interest in people, and a sympathetic, tolerant, broad-minded and compassionate point of view. You are quite idealistic, and disappointed at the lack of perfection in the world. You have a strong awareness of your own feeling as well as those of others. Friendships, affection, and love are extremely important.

Undeveloped or ignored, the negative side of the 9 expression can be very selfish and self-centered. If you do not actively involve yourself with work that benefits others, you may tend to express just the opposite characteristics. It is your role to be very involved with other people and their needs, but it may be difficult for you achieve this role. Aloofness, lack of involvement, and a lack of sensitivity mark the low road of this expression.

Your Soul Urge number is: 7

A Soul Urge number of 7 means:
With a number 7 Soul Urge you are very fond of reading, and retreating to periods of being alone and away from the disruptions of the outer world. You like to dream and develop you idealistic understandings, to study and analyze, to gain knowledge and wisdom. You may be too laid back and withdrawn to really succeed in the business world, and you will be much more comfortable in circumstances that are tolerant of your reserve, your analytical approach, and your desire to use your mind rather than your physical being.

You are very timid around people that you don't know very well, so much so at times that casual conversation and social situations can be strained. You tend to repress your emotions to the extend that some people have a good bit of difficult understanding you. You tend to be very selective with friends and you don't easily adapt to new environments or to new people very quickly.

The negative traits of the 7 include becoming too much the introvert and isolated from others.

Your Inner Dream number is: 2

An Inner Dream number of 2 means:
You dream of close and meaningful relationships, cooperation with those around you; family and friends. You want to be a peacemaker and mediator. You present an image that you are a very pliable and easygoing person who would be very easy to get along with.

*****

TRUE ?

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char kuey tiao ~
kwel ~
same feeling i had in e morning ~
no more of these kinda food for e nxt 1 mth !!!
x_x *faints


hai.
now wadeva contract/temp job..
come bah come bah..
i just need at least 1 yr of work experience ~
den i can seek for better jobs !

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JOB JOB
I NEED A JOB

Old Navy
PAID.
but now....
might be CANCELLED.
NoooOoooOoo ~

had carrotcake just now.
felt a bit digusted by e taste liaos ~
or issit it has been my fave since v young..
eat until sian liao..
like wan to vomit out liddat ~
x_x

心　的　夏　季
fanfic lah ...
v nice one ...
in chinese thou ...

CRUCHYROLL.COM
wonderful ~

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aiya.
i forgot to apply e solution on my palms again.
can someone remind me tonight ?

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IDIOT !!
how am i suppose to know who faxed e PO over !
DAMN YOU.
so fierce for F.
like i cant provide u with solutions LIDDAT.
x_x

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y do u have to come n trigger everything at e wrong time.
i know i did something wrong.
but do u have to keep saying n saying.
u r not using a senior position to talk to me.
u r using ur status as a mother to blame me this blame n that.
is not tt i wanted to talk back to u.
u force me in doing that.
i was all along keep silent.
ARGHHHHH ~
i really wanna find a new job n get out ASAP.

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Dear did something GREAT ytd. =D
*hugx*hugx*
u r e BEST.

had my 1st parallel parking lesson just now.
oh man. i kena scolded like -.-"
n as usual he say i MUST control my brake properly when doing parking..
TOO fast too fast.. STEP brake more ~
other than tt.. everything was okay liaos.
i manage to keep e vehicle in e middle of e lane.
wun keep moving near e kerb or out of my lane.
the last few lessons he keeping asking me y i keep on doing tt.

hills have eyes is rated R21.
i wonder will we be able to get in.
hai. i really wan to watch !!
n lots of movies coming up ~

i rejected 2 job offers ytd.
not i purply one.
1 is HP, 6 mths contract.
another one GV, no fixed working hrs.
thou both are mar comm job.
hope i hear more news soon ~

i wanna change blogskin.
surf blogskins.com until my eyes O.O liddat liaos.
maybe making my own. like wad andrea said.
but i got no ling gan leh ~~~ n is time consuming ~

PRAY mama TONIGHT WIN 4D !!!

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felt much better todae.
after saying it out.
now looking very hard.
I NEED A JOB.
ANY LOBANGS ?

and ke bin.
pray tt a horror movie pop out somewhere.
n we shall meet.
dun bring me go lim chu kang hor.
later i jump.. jump .. jump..

I MISS U DEAR DEAR.
thou *ouch*

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feelin rather frustrated for the week tt just passed.
now e problem lies with me.
i am getting emo.
am controlling hard.
i have enough listening ear.
i dun need any solution.
i dun need anyone to console.
i just need to feel loved.
something to touch my heart instead of me.
can anyone lend me a shoulder to cry on ?
can anyone spare me a hug for a moment ?
really every night.
just feel like crying.
but no tears came out.
so miserable.
i feel like quickly find a new one n just leave.

davide called ytd.
all e way from perth.
so happy.
as usual we talk about everything under the moon.
u jia you okay.
decide wad is good for urself.
if u need someone to tok to again.
like i say.
can just ring me.
but not too late lars.
=)
hope to cya soon.

mr ke bin.
cute name rites.
horrrr...?
l o l s.
=P

i am not hoping for much.
i am not greedy.
just for things to get better.
everything.


and as usual.
i miss u dear.

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NO MORE "I LOVE MY BOYFRIEND" TEE.

replace with ..


BUT
i still love my boyfriend a lot. xD

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F21
AE
WS

$$
clink
clink
clink
.
.
.

xD

tempted to spree again.
long time no spree.
here i come.
=x
=x
=x

needa go SLEEP le.
nites ppl.
ZzZ

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歌曲：不痛
专辑：梦里花
歌手：张韶涵

一点点痛的感觉 加上一点我对你的思念
承诺不算太遥远 遥远只剩一瞬间
一步步靠近终点 再差一步我们踏上永远
谎言让人太陶醉 陶醉在你给的世界

我不想不愿不去承认我的执著
怕不知不觉无法忍住眼泪不留 oh~
是爱伤害了彼此的自由

你不看不听不说为什麽要离开我
我不哭不笑 只剩下沉默
带著我的骄傲高飞远走

紧握过的双手
拥抱过的温柔
所有的对错
跟着脚步你一定带走

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went to JE swimming with dear on fri..
den he follow me to airport to pick my parents..
had the v nice fried chicken .. yummilous..
movie on sat.. shooter..
not bad.. just some parts i a bit scared..
did jumped a lil.. =/
today went out with my family..
monday tmr .. yet again..
sorry if i sound moody..
but i will be fine =)

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oOps. i forgot e lyrics for this song.


小情歌

词曲:吴青峰
演唱:苏打绿

这是一首简单的小情歌
唱着人们心肠的曲折
我想我很快乐
当有你的温热
脚边的空气转了

唱着我们心头的白鸽
我想我很适合
当一个歌颂者
青春在风中飘着

你知道就算大雨让这座城市颠倒
我会给你怀抱
受不了看见你背影来到
写下我度秒如年难捱的离骚

就算整个世界被寂寞绑票
我也不会奔跑
逃不了最后谁也都苍老
写下我时间和琴声交错的城堡
最后谁也都苍老

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~ . 我愛你 之 短篇小說 . ~

~ . 我愛你 之 短篇小說 ( 2 ) . ~

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monday.
tuesday.
wednesday.
THURSDAY.
den
its F R I D A Y.
means PH !!!!!!

finally i survived to my last day of being incharge of the office.
A L O N E.
can SLEEP till later tmr liaos.
woohoooooo ~~~

ytd me n mei continue on corner love.
its so so touching !!!!
qing lang so ke lian.
one moment he is like floating up the heaven.
another min. he like kena pull down to the hell.
so sobs lor.
the xi xian also. omg. such a b*tch.
n the guy.. wad's his name. so cunning !!
xin lei so ke lian. cus of the parents. have to give up qing lang.
the parents also another one. x_x
haiss... dramatic..
cant wait to continue it todae.

weekend is coming ~
time for some relaxation ~
=P

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the weekend was well spent i sld say.
at least this is how i felt.
didnt do anything special.
so nth to say. =P
conclusion for the weekend.
dear dear. i love you. =)
dun merlions pls. =P

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