Yesterday was my first day of work at shadow 33 .
Finally, i've met the handsome hairstylist MAX .
He's very nice and a little shy but he's so so so so cute !
was a long tiring day going ard taking photos for my boss, interact with his clients, friends and brothers ..
had buffet for the whole day but cant finish cause boss ordered too much !
saw darren and le sheng from project superstar cause they are my boss' brothers .
Max and i was like chatting away the whole day at night we even talk and laugh like we're good friend, but he's really very nice tho he's a malaysian like mars but almost all my good friends in this industry are from malaysia C:
from 10am preparing everything we serve till 8 plus at night ..
then mike-boss bring us down to dragonfly .
me and max shared locker together C:
most of his friends were there and le sheng .
met energy-jy's sem hairstylist drink with him, mike's friend and max all of them .
then mayko-mike's gf also hairstylist at shadow 33 bring me and max up to the ktv pub upstairs then she went down cause she don like to sing .
heard le sheng's singing live not bad .
mike said he's going to help me and max get member card so that we can come here often to make friends ard cause most of his clients are from dragonfly .
then me and max went down to join the rest, drink, dance, get high and we're really high .
and i drank alot last night !
energy and mike's friend kept pouring drink for me .
i can hold liquor quite well thus i was not drunk but high !
max left at ard 2 then went to get my bag shortly after i left too with mayko's friend jinling .
really tired last night came back home and then knockout !

first day of work so tiring yet enoyable C:

♥ my thought you cant decode ♥ 9:21 PM

22/04/2009
After a year ++ through my course i'm on the verge of giving up .
Because the academy, the exams and everything esle just suck without much standard .
Unfortunately, after owning a place in its own jean yip building, everything is out of control .
Oh well i mentioned the word 'STANDARD' is there of ?
I always think i learn things ahead of the rest cause i'm at plaza singapura's outlet for almost a year but somehow my passion diminished a little from there cause of the people and i'm not least afraid that it will run me down cause it will never be a ' game over ' for me !
Looks like i've been through so much for a year ...
Stepping in the working society is a huge step for me cause i dont have much working experience .
I thought i'm prepared to meet all kinds of people but little did i fail to realise i'm still a greenhorn to this .
Then again i thought i've still got 1 year + to finish my course, do i have the ability to press on surviving in this co .
So much so for tonight, let me hope that i will just wake up tomorrow wishing all i've gone through are all dreams ...

* it was some thoughts that i typed it in my phone wanted to blog it the next day but due to my laziness therefore the delay

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Today
After all i left jean yip, i think its a wise decision made BUT i am not be able to go church on sundays again .
I've went for interview today at a newly open salon, not officially open yet .
My first day of work which is on saturday will also be the salon official's open !
How lucky me !
First day of work i only need to enjoy buffet, get to know more of my new colleague, social with my new boss friends that he invited .
Also try to promote our salon's packages .
I can say my new work place is so much more flexible than the previous .
I AM HAPPY !
Oh yes, did i mention that i met one of the hairstylist in the shop today .
I didnt catch his name but he's quite good looking !
HAHAHAHAHAHA !
For the shop, there will only be me -a assistant hairstylist, 2 hairstylist, 1 beautician and maybe a manicurist not forgetting my boss but he will not always be around .
I'm so excited for my new work, not forgetting the point that i cant go church anymore, cant serve as vocalist in worship team anymore .
Oh well, when there's gain there will be of some loss too ..
You wont get the best of both world unless you're the boss :C
But then again, its my profession, my choice, i cant blame anyone therefore i shall not whine .

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*STEWARDSHIP*
Recently God made me realize that the money I have in my wallet and bank account is not mine but it is His .
I am not the owner of the money .
I am just a manager .
One of His managers .
God trusts me that I will manage it well .
I must admit I have not been a good manager .
But I am determined to change .
If I cannot manage the little money I have now, what makes me think that God would bless me with a big sum of money and let me mismanage it ?
I cannot afford to be foolish .
At the same time, this reminds me of one of the goals I set at the start of this year .
And it was to have a big fat savings account .
Now, my bank account there's nothing, nothing to accumulate my big fat savings .
How sad life could be when you have nothing in your bank .
Money is not everything but I believe it is one tool which can determine whether we are gonna be successful in life or not .
People who do not manage money well will not be successful .
Be a good steward to your money !
Simple as that !


with love,
Sophia C:

♥ my thought you cant decode ♥ 11:33 PM

yesterday most of us went for adam's birthday celebration ...
we had steamboat first den mandy came the actual birthday girl which whole lot didnt meet for a long time !
den some left .
the rest of us-me, weiqian, ivan,billy,ben, kai ming and of cos adam we went to play pool den down to boat quay to drink .
amber 21 then we bumped into dexter, cheryl and 2 of their friends .
been long since i met cheryl even since when we're 15 ?
4 years alr !
after amber 21 then went to club rav for some dancing ..
my first time with almost all of them and adam really can make it seriously !
OUR BIRTHDAY BOY AND DANCING KING last night so should i say this morning .
so fun to see him dance !
i think he's alr half drunk and he dance with face expression !
really cute my small small husband back then in sec school C:

tmr will be one of my best friend's birthday - chien ming
but he's in vietnam with yu jie, jin xiang and his aunt .
dunno when will they come back also !

alright i shall blog till here cos i cant go on !
take care C:

♥ my thought you cant decode ♥ 7:45 PM

some quiz that i've done and i think its quite true C:

Your view on yourself:
You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:
Your have very sensible tactics when approaching the opposite sex. In many ways people find your straightforwardness attractive, so you will find yourself with plenty of dates.

Your views on education
Education is less important than the real world out there, away from the classroom. Deep inside you want to start working, earning money and living on your own.

The right job for you:
You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:
You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen career and nothing will stop you from trying.

What are you most afraid of:
You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.

Who is your true self:
You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

♥ my thought you cant decode ♥ 9:58 PM

I always believe in promises are not meant to be broken, but no longer now ...

♥ my thought you cant decode ♥ 1:57 PM

LOVE what is this all about ?


this is from my bro's fb : why do you pretend like i don't matter to you when you're all that matters to me?
tho it doesn't relate to me but i find it intesresting ..



I was deep in thought at the same time praying if i should let out the truth ..
then i saw this quote somewhere : "Never pretend to love which you do not actually feel, for love is not ours to command ."
so i've decided to confess theh truth .
i dont know if i've hurt him in any ways as dragging on will only make matter worse .

To you : [ i dont wanna hurt you nor distract you with your studies so i thought i should tell you the truth earlier so that it wont hurt so much . i tried to work things out between us but i dont know what is right and this period i dont feel like love to you but more of guilt to you . i think right from the start there's isn't any stable foundation between us . ] its not the right way to start so fast it was really a dramatic mistake so here i apologise . you said there are better guys for me, i thank you on their behalf . i guess i'm going to stay single until i really meet one that i've got feel, i don want to pretend anymore cos its torturing . seperation makes two realise how much love they have for each other but i don think we will feel this way . AND i wanna see you do well in studies so pls do ! cos i don wanna be a destroyer of someone's future . i think your os in your heart will be, "hey don think too highly of yourself !" i don know there might be some possibility *grin there's a saying goes like this : absense makes the heart grow fonder so i say let go of your feelings and study hard C: we're still friend if u have any problem u can always share with me, i'll be glad to listen C: JIA YOU !


-[ ___ ] that's what i think if u think otherwise u can rebuke but i guess this is it .

♥ my thought you cant decode ♥ 5:16 PM

BREATHE by PARAMORE

I climb, I slip, I fall
Reaching for your hands
But I lay here all alone
Sweating all your blood

If I could find out how
To make you listen now
Because I'm starving for you here
With my undying love
And I, I will

Breathe for love tomorrow
Cause there's no hope for today
Breathe for love tomorrow
Cause maybe there's another way

I climb, I slip, I fall
Reaching for your hands
But I lay here all alone
Sweating all your blood

If I could find out how
To make you listen now
Because I'm starving for you here
With my undying love
And I, I will

Breathe for love tomorrow
Cause there's no hope for today
Breathe for love tomorrow
Cause maybe there's another way

Breathe for love tomorrow
Cause there's no hope for today
Breathe for love tomorrow
Cause maybe there's another way

I climb, I slip, I fall
Into your empty hands
But I lay here all alone
Sweating all your blood

♥ my thought you cant decode ♥ 12:39 AM