Freak

Met in a lil car accident on the way to college this morning. Fark-ed up man. Because of a stupid old wira, Rm100 fly away already. After a whole day in studying mood, this question come across my mind: 'Am I a Freak?' Why am I not laughing when everyone's laughing, why am I laughing and no one are? When went for lunch with the whole gang, it's like I'm creature or I'm just like invisible to them. Life's like that eh?

Suddenly the lecturer says she's going to replace the business class on next Wednesday, so that means I gotta miss another class on the same day! Damn, why do I have to take car license? I don't really think I would like to drive next time. Zzzz. I don't know why, getting annoyed already. I think I need to pay a visit to the counselling sometime soon. One word: 烦！

Have anyone told you or even his friends that you are he's best bud, or even call you 'brother' but actually makes you feels that you two actually not that close? As in, he may have new friends around him, and he ask the friend out for basketball and you only knew if from that friend's mouth. When you ask the dude why didn't he call you he just go....... So, how does that makes you feel? Huh...life like that eh? Gotta face it. Haiz

Regards,
LoKe d' TanKer

Facts don't change.

Sometimes you will find the facts never change. ='(

Mothers Day!

Wow~! One week passed so fast!
Holding on to those assignments and assessments for the whole week. Gotta start completing them pretty soon, I don't want to fail my first term. -.-

Like said so, went SP with class mates on Monday. Yea, IP MAN2 is really good. I'll like to rate it 9.5/10! Didn't know that Ip Man was the teacher for our great chinese kung fu master - Bruse Lee. Once again, it proves that I'm weak when it comes to general knowledge. Sad huh? haiz...





Well, went One U with most of the class mates yesterday. Or you could call it class one-day-trip in One U? Hahaha. Went to watch Iron Man 2. Not as good as expected, don't really like the story line, cause it's a lil not so interesting but yea the effects are good. Sadly not everyone are with us yesterday. Even only a part of them are there. I made up a statement: Girls can really go C-R-A-Z-Y! especially when there are in a group. You can all ways hear them chatting, laughing, shouting abd also screaming! LOL
Bought 5 napkins from Parkson. Costing RM6.90 each, so 5 of them cost me Rm17.25
Sakit ahhhhh!








That's it. Uncle will be preparing pasta and salad. And I Gotta start preparing for the dinner as soon as I finish my lunch. As usual, will be having my butter cake. Planing to make pizza and egg sausage muffin and also cream caramel as dessert. Hope fully I won't ruin the dinner.

Will update with photos soon. ( Providing I succeed and having free time.God bless my food! >.<)

Regards,
LoKe d' TanKer

New Chapter

That's it, welcome to the life of college. It been a week already.
It seems to have more freedom comparing to high school life. The environment is cool. Fresh environment, VERY different comparing to high school. With 3 assignments awaiting already. LOL

All right. Sadly, after the first week of college life, I found myself...somehow stuck in somewhere I don't really seem to belong to. Like others said, Taylor's are REALLY expensive. People around here are like really rich you know. Not all of them, but most part of them are giving me that kind of feelings. Yeah, overall my parents told me not to worry about the fees and stuff all I have to do is concentrate and perform well. But, looking back on the fees, daily expenses. With the pay that dad are working so hard for it everyday. It's worth of every drop of sweat. Yeah, somehow...there's no turning back now. Had have to focus on studies, and maybe...try to to convince parents to let me start of with a part time job. Doing sales probably will be much easier for me to cope with my study time tables. I guess I'm really lucky that I could do my diploma here. Really gotta learn how to appreciate things and also to change my attitude of doing things, NO MORE last minute work ahhhh~! Never been easy for a better change.

Well, at times, I really do wonder. Am I a freak or what? Why am I having thoughts so different with others? Is it because of me or what? Haiz, why it just seem to be so not easy to talk to a new friend? When it's so easy to talk to someone older I really don't know or don't care of? Plus, I'm really are like an old retard sometimes. So blur, so blind, so careless, so clumsy....whatever you can name...Man, life gotta move on and it gotta change for a better tomorrow! ROAR!
Will be sitting for the QTR test tomorrow...wish me luck ma-ta-fa-kers! =D
Will also be going for IP MAN tomorrow after class with classmates. Anyone wanna join? It sounds fun huh? *Cheers!* (More updates coming up (: )

Regards,
LoKe.

Birthday...

What a 18th Birthday..Thanks for Hock Lin & Yoong. What a time we had in FTZ gaming- L4d2 and DotA till morning. Muahahaa. Who want more speghetii? :p

Got a great present from parents on this very day!
Guess what? Well, not yet a DSLR, but a brand new 12MP Digital camera!
It rocks! Well, though it's not a canon s90 I'm aiming for...but this...
Kodak C182 are making my hands ichy already! *Ngek ngek*!!!
With 2Gb memory - which is more then enough for now...
Check this out!




Didn't manage to get many photo in the camp. Well, cause was abit stunned when my mum showed me THIS when they came to pick me up. At least I got a few photos with it around the NS camp's environment. :)

Hope won't get my head thinking too much today. wanna get a good rest for the mind, free from sad cases. ><

I WANT MY DRIVING LICENSE! lol
So, DotA or bkb? Anyone?


Regards,
LoKe.

Apologize.

I'm sorry. Please put the blame on me.

Lonely

Feels like breaking down,
Feeling out of place,
Like somehow don't belong here,
And no one understands. =(