Wednesday, February 27, 2008.

recently,i have an urge to own a dog.
dont get the wrong meaning,i dont want to own them just because they are cute then the next minute throw them away or what.that's not what i meant.all along,i've been wanting to have a dog,just that my parents dont allow.in addition,my sister fear dogs[not only dogs,cats too.she has no past experiences with them though,i also dont know why.]so these two points can already stop me from owning a dog.
for me,i really love animals.i detest those people who abuses them,or take advantage of them.
for example,some people in China[they are the one's who started this]wants to remove the gall bladder from bears that are unarmed and not knowing what those monsters want from them.the bears can live without the gall bladder,but its the torture from the humans they received.they will prevent the cut on the bear's body to heal so that they can retrieve its gall bladder from time to time.worse,the bears are forced to squeeze into cages that are too small for them,which causes them to get more injuries.i cried for them when i watched that documentary.my heart went all out for them.those barbarians have no rights to take over innocent bear's lives just to use it for medicinal purposes.i seriously dont believe that with our current advanced technologies,diseases cannot be cured through pills.
next is about the dolphins which are caught together with the tuna to let fishermen earn more quick buck.if what they are manufacturing is tuna,why catch dolphins too?it's unfair to them!
i hate to see animals being abused.

sigh,the world is becoming more and more inhumane.
i feel so sorry for those innocent animal's lives being abused for the enjoyment or treatment of humankind.

{ 8:01 AM }

Friday, February 15, 2008.

Who am I, that the Lord of all the earth
Would care to know my name
Would care to feel my hurt
Who am I, that the Bright and Morning Star
Would choose to light the way
For my ever wandering heart

Not because of who I am
But because of what You've done
Not because of what I've done
But because of who You are

I am a flower quickly fading
Here today and gone tomorrow
A wave tossed in the ocean
A vapor in the wind
Still You hear me when I'm calling
Lord, You catch me when I'm falling
And You've told me who I am
I am Yours, I am Yours
Who Am I, that the eyes that see my sin
Would look on me with love and watch me rise again
Who Am I, that the voice that calmed the sea
Would call out through the rain
And calm the storm in me
I am Yours
Whom shall I fear
Whom shall I fear
'Cause I am Yours
I am Yours

{ 3:46 AM }

This is the clock up on the wall
This is the story of us all
This is the first sound of a new born child
Before he starts to crawl
This is the war that's never won
This is the soldier and his gun
This is the mother way to buy the fall praying for her son


Pictures of you,pictures of me
Hung up on your wall for the world to see
Pictures of you,pictures of me
Remind us all of what we used to be


There is a drug that cures it all
Blocked by the governmental wall
We are the scientists inside the lab just waiting for the call
This earthquake weather has got me shaking
Inside I'm high up and dry

Because there's still me every secret moment
Every stolen promise you've been lead
Confess to me
All that lies between us
All that lies between you and me
We are the boxers in the ring
We are the bells that never sing
There is a title we cant win no matter how hard we must swing

Pictures of you,pictures of me
Hung up on your wall for the world to see
Pictures of you,pictures of me
Remind us all of what we could have been
Pictures of you,pictures of me
Hung up on your wall for the world to see
Pictures of you,pictures of me
Remind us all of what we could have been
What could have been
We could have been
Pictures of you,pictures of me
Remind us all of what we could have been
What could have been

{ 3:33 AM }

Monday, February 11, 2008.

Chinese New Year can really tire one's self!
but it's fun!

my first time drinking X.O![during new year's eve]
man,its strong!i just drank it with ice,damn thirsty after drinking it.
i felt my body became hot,hot,hot!

after eating,played "dai-dee"[big 2,if you still don't know,then i don't know how to interpret it any further.sorry]
i lost that round,lucky never played money.

the following days of gambling was damn unlucky.kept losing.probably lost about 10 over dollars.
at first i was winning,but then lost.
hahahaha..
but that's the fun of it all right?
once a year,so never mind,after all,those money are fro my ang-paos.
XD
anyway,my last gambling game will be this coming saturday.
i hope i win.
i should wear purple,my aunt says its my lucky colour this year.
[how ironic,just when i lost interest in purple.]
TSK!





























































































































































































































































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