Thursday, October 25, 2007.

today is the last day of school.
i've been feeling rather down in class this week.
dont really know why.maybe its due to my inability to social or maybe i just dont really like my classmates.
i start to develop some negative feelings against them.
they dont seem that friendly or truthful to me anymore.
well,actually i feel this for quite a long time already.
it just got worse lah.
so now i can only look forward to going home and onlining[crunchyroll].
of course,i also look forward to meeting up with my friends during recess and after school.

i suppose to get my report book today,but cant because the stupid principal says that we can only get our report book if we attend the remedial during the school holidays.
and if we dont attend,we will get a high chance of retaining.
taking into consideration that my results this time around is not at all good,its giving me the jitters.so this totally leads to my bad mood.
sometimes i just feel like im inferior to my friends[in studies]
like as if,everything that i do can never succeed or turn out good.
whatever that's on my hands would turn to dust and ashes in the blink of an eye.
why do i keep failing?why is it that all these things have to happen to me?
i studied hard,was it not enough?im so bloody pissed at myself!
nothing at all,nothing can turn out right for me.

WHATEVER!!!

the most,i can go ITE if my studies are really that bad.
im not cut out for studies,maybe.
TSKTSK..

WHATEVER
WHATEVER
WHATEVER
WHATEVER
WHATEVER
WHATEVER.

{ 2:26 AM }

[Rihanna:]
As much as I love you
As much as I need you
And I can't stand you
Must everything you do make me wanna smile
Can I not like you for awhile? (No...)

[Ne-Yo:]
You wont let me
You upset me girl
And then you kiss my lips
All of a sudden I forget (that I was upset)
Can't remember what you did

[Rihanna:]
But I hate it..
You know exactly what to do
So that I can't stay mad at you for too long,thats wrong

[Ne-Yo:]
But I hate it..
You know exactly how to touch so that I dont want to fuss and fight no more
Said I despise that i adore you

[Rihanna:]
And i hate how much i love you,boy
I can't stand how much I need you (I need you)
And I hate how much I love you,boy
But I just can't let you go and I hate that I love you so

[Ne-Yo:]
You completely know the power that you have
The only one makes me laugh

[Rihanna:]
Said its not fair
How you take advantage of the fact
That I will be under reason why
And it just ain't right

[Ne-Yo:]
And I hate how much I love you,girl
I can't stand how much I need you (yeah)
And I hate how much I love you,girl
But I just can't let you go
But I hate that I love you so

[Both:]
One of these days maybe your magic won't affect me
And your kiss won't make me weak
But no one in this world knows me the way you know me
So you'll probably always have a spell on me...

{ 2:16 AM }

narcissism.

AMANDA!
25th Jan '92
studies in Junyuan Secondary
is in 4E4 '08
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Artistes/Bands.

Leona Lewis
The Click Five
Never Heard Of It
Boys Like Girls
Jack's Mannequin
Hinder
Breaking Benjamin
Fall Out Boys
Aly & Aj
Busted
Ashley Tisdale
Burden Of A Day
Five For Fighting
Riverside
PANIC! At The Disco
Foo Fighters
3 Days Grace
Dashboard Confessional
Evanescence
James Blunt
Glassjaw
Good Charlotte
Jordin Sparks
Katharine McPhee
Zhou Jie Lun
Lost Prophets
The Fray
Lamb Of God
Plus 44
Mandy Moore
Natasha Bedingfield
Rihanna
White Stripes
Yellowcard
Relient K
Funeral For A Friend
Killswitch Engage
Ashley Parker Angel
Bon Jovi
Daughtry
Armor For The Broken
Broken Dolls
Goo Goo Dolls
Stone Sour
Mercy Me
Rush Of Fools
Casting Crowns
Coheed & Cambria
Plain White T's
The Jonas Brothers
Needtobreathe
Nickelback
The Used
The Cure
Stacie Orrico
The All-American Rejects
Gwen Stefani
Delirious?
Sum 41
The Last Goodnight
J. Holiday
Fergie
One Republic
Snow Patrol
Day At The Fair
Children of Bodom
Hatebreed
Trivium
Punchline
Self Against City
Cradle Of Filth

noise.

nonsense.

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[joel]
[ray]
[elaine]

memories.

October 2005 November 2005 December 2005 January 2006 February 2006 March 2006 April 2006 May 2006 June 2006 July 2006 August 2006 September 2006 October 2006 November 2006 December 2006 January 2007 February 2007 March 2007 April 2007 May 2007 June 2007 July 2007 August 2007 October 2007 November 2007 December 2007 January 2008 February 2008 March 2008 June 2008

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