Wednesday, May 30, 2007.
im back!haha.my eyes have "recovered".haha.
not really,just cant be on the computer for too long.
anyway.i went to school today for A.maths class from 9 to 11am.
and then after school,i met up with pearline,hanwei and joel.
we went Ajisen to eat.so nice.always had cravings for their noodles!
>_<
we went to watch Shrek 3.it was damn hilarious.i LOVE it!!!
once again,i saw so many things but yet cant buy.
sigh.
then went we're about to go home,pearline and joel not feeling well.pearline need to "lau-sai" and joel need to puke.most probably because they ate too spicy.moreover,joel was having stomach flu.tsk.
anyway.borrowed some books today too.borrowed some for brenda,as she told me to.will be passing it to her on Friday.
i realised that i actually got chunks of homework to do but yet have not even touched them yet and Mdm Teng[A.Maths teacher] want to add more to it.she ay she will be giving us weekly assignments online.
DAMN HER!
sigh.
this holidays dont seem to be a good one.
well,at least i heard from my mom that my godmom has already been discharged,however,my mom got fever.and her temperature almost hit 40 degrees.
another thing that i worry is my two best friends,Brenda and Pearline.
they are going to M'sia for the holidays.and they are driving in!
and i've heard stories/rumours/true facts that when people over "there" throw rotten eggs or stuff on your car,DO NOT,i repeat.DO NOT STOP!.why? because in S'pore,you can stop and scold.but when in M'sia where people "there" are short of cash,they just wait for you to climb out of the car or they grab you out once you stop and they will ither rob off all your cash and jewellery,rape females[brenda,pearline.are you reading this?] in your vehicle or even worse kill everybody on board.
terrible,isn't it?
so no matter what,dont stop.
other things to lookout for:
-when the car behind you,bang your "butt",DO NOT STOP!
-when people throw stuff at you,DO NOT STOP![as said above,are you reading anot?]
-try to park under buildings.they are much safe.because "they" will use hammer to break into your car.
-try not to stay in motels.if you can afford,stay in a 4-star hotel.they are much safe.
no hard feelings on the M'sians,just some who wants to make life miserable for others.i despise them.worse than beasts.i mean,so what if your hard up for cash?does it mean you can take away people's lives or money?if you have the guts to kill and rob,why don't invest those filthy guts on stable jobs?
sigh.
im done talking.i've said enough for tonight.
don't feel like myself tonight.i don't know why.
bye..
{ 6:20 AM }
Saturday, May 26, 2007.
i just came home from Parkway Parade.so sad.i saw so many thigns i want to buy but cant.because no money.
sigh.
earlier on,we[my family] went to visit my godmom in the hospital.she seems better but there are still so many more check-ups and observations to be done.poor thing.
anyway.much earlier on,there was this parent meeting the teacher session.in the end.i got a hell lot of nagging from my parents.the teaher did not say any bad things about me except that im not focus in class.then my dad nag me from the school till im home.and they say i cannot go out this hols.must stay at home to study.like what shit lah! i've been planning what to do during the hols.and now im stripped off the rights to even procees to even do a single planned event.im bloody pissed.i fought the urge to cry when i was at the bustop,but somehow,those tears just seem to disobey my every command.sigh.what a shame.what a let down.i know it's not my parents' fault.but i really just want to play and have fun.i feel guilty too about my results.but telling me straight in the face that i cant go out is just too much to bear.sigh.
life sucks.really.
moreover,whenever i walk in the malls.i see so many things i want.and i have to spare a thought about our financial burden,so cant really just see and buy.even if i really do,i'd feel kinda guilty.
like my family is trying so hard to make ends meet and there i am,making those ends harder to meet.how i wish i was born into a rich family.they seem so carefree.but then again,there are so many cases where rich kids yearn for our live down here.see how contradicting life can be?
so unfair,ain't it?
sigh.
sigh.
sigh.
tomorrow im going to watch Pirates of The Carribean : At World's End at 13:30pm.
with my family,of course.
at least there is something i can look forward to.
for now.
my head is killing me.i think i should stop my computer-playing for awhile.
the screen is hurting my eyes.
i'd be blogging again on Wednesday[30/05/07]
hopefully.
byefornow...
{ 8:59 AM }
Friday, May 25, 2007.
as you know,my godmom was admitted to the hospital[East Shore hospital to be exact-where i was born].and she was down with a whole chunk of illness.nothing serious but can link to much serious illness..things like,stones in kidney,ceast in the uterus and other small things but have not been discovered as yet.but will be found out soon.i feel so sorry for her.her life has been plunging down and down ever since her marriage to the Tay family.she has never really been happy before.i really love her.im afraid of losing her.she's more than just a family,she's like a friend,so very close to me.i cant imagine my life without her.i hope she could tide through this dark moment of her life.i also hope that with me,she would see things on the brighter side.it has been a long time since i've seen her smile.she was diagnosed with depression too.im so very worried for her.i do not want to see her feel sad or a tear drop on her weary face.she seems so weak and tired every time i see her.sometimes,i just wish i could exchange my life with hers.sigh.
i know.people would tell me"life is just as it is."
i hated it.i hated that phrase.it makes feel i cant do anything at all,like so useless.
we will never know when we'll fall sick or even die right?
and it sucks.
we have the right to know since its OUR life that we're living.
it just sucks.
-left silently at 17:21pm-
{ 2:11 AM }
Wednesday, May 23, 2007.
im praying real hard.but i dont know to who.i was awaken from my slumber at around 3am++ by my dad.
apparently,my mom had to be admitted to the hospital because she wasn't feeling well.
the story was: one day,my mom went to her company doctor[shan't say names] for her sore throat.then the doctor gave her an antibiotic which must go with another kind of medicine,but apparently,the doctor forget.which caused my mom to suffer form bloated stomach and gastric.then the next day,she went back,and the doctor realise the mistak and gave her yet another antibiotic.however,she have to finish the bloat stomach antibiotic,otherwise the medicine would not be able to fight those virus when they come for the next visit.anyway,then about 2 days later,which is today,she starts to feel uncomfortable during her sleep.and ends her up in the hospital.
my dad woke me up so tht i can go over their room to accompany my sister.when i went inside their room,i saw my mom shiver.like,really shiver from the insides.i was so worried for the entire day.later im going to visit my mom.my dad say,she may need to stay in the hospital for a day.its not yet confirmed.
it just sucks right?
i dont see all this bullshit crap coming when my family was financially stable.
and why now all this have to pile one after another,seems like a series of unfortunate events.
maybe we are cursed or under some crappy voodoo spell.
im just so bloody fed up with all of this.
i dont want to see my family members around me suffer.
everything just sucks.
bye.
{ 2:36 AM }
Tuesday, May 22, 2007.
hello!you know something?
Pirates Of The Carribean : At World's End is coming soon!!
im so looking forward to that day where the show is cast in the cinemas of little Singapore!
there are so many more movies to look forward to this June!
for instance,
1. Pirates of the Carribean : At World's End
2. Shrek the 3rd
3. Fantastic 4 : Rise of the Silver Surfer
4. Nancy Drew
5. Fido
6. Full Of It
interesting,huh?
so i've already set my movie-goals for this hols.
what about you?
there seems to be so much to do,yet so little time and MONEY!
HAHA.
i decided that im not gonna work this hols.[unless im offered a job]
other than that,i'd be playing and playing and playing and shopping and shopping and shopping.
hahahaha.
im visioning a happy and anti-worries and anti-sadness holidays!
im gonna start my hols mood now.
check-ya in later!
{ 4:47 AM }
Friday, May 18, 2007.
isn't he just adorable?
haha
this is my new-born cousin.
his name is Richard Ong Jun Quan.
yes,you're right.at first his name was Bernard but was changed to Richard because the name means rich and powerful.whereares bernard has not much of a competitive name.so his name has been confirmed.
oh,do you know that tomorrow will be his 1st month celebration?
i'll post more of his latest photos tomorrow if i have the time,yeah?
haha.he is just so adorable!
i bought clothes as present.
now to some serious business.
sigh.
im disappointed in my Mid-Year results.
i failed Chemistry[49/100],Physics[31/100],A.Maths[21/80],History&SS[33.3/100]
i passed only my languages,English[58%],Chinese[109/200] and E.Maths[60%]
i didnt thought that i would actually get that low.
worse is i've never ever in my whole life thought that i could get so damn bloody low for my languages.im so angry with myself.
i wont be releasing these results to my parents as yet.i dont know how to tell them.kind of embarrassed of myself.
but,anyway.that's the way it is right?
let's just leave it to that so called destiny.
life still prevails.
haha.
im leaving now.
goodbye.
[no,i don't mean i'm dying.haha.im just signing off.haha]
{ 2:06 AM }
Wednesday, May 16, 2007.
how should i start?hmm...well,let's start with school this morning.
i find that it was a waste of time being in school.
we were having inter-class competitions,while the group of us[me,pearline,brenda,shiyuan,xueting,peiling]just sat at one corner and chat.
we talked about topics on ghosts,insults,boys,friends.
i guess we were on our crazy mode today,because we played "Truth or Dare",in the end,i've got a "I <3>
hahahaha...sort of a crazy day.haha.
time for the sad part,when i came home.
i was scolded from my father because of my phone bills.
this time i didn't even have enough money to pay the balance!
the bill shock the hell outta me,it was a bloody $214!
im so freaking stunned!
what am i gonna do??????
*sigh*
he's waiting for my answer tonight.
what should i do?????
i don't have enough money.
i just don't!
*please,god[real god]drop some money from the sky.i really need it now.*
{ 2:24 AM }
Friday, May 11, 2007.
yes,you're right.these flowers are for Mother's Day[i wrap them myself!].one for my mom and the other for my godmom.i'm gonna give it to them tonight as we're watching a movie together tonight.
we're watching Spiderman 3.
my mom's was enclosed with a card.i hope she will be touched.=)
this year is the first time i wrote all my heartfelt word into the card and have the courage to give it to my mom.i know,i know,i know.you must be wondering why do i have to have courage to give it to my mom.i'll tell you why,i don't really know.but i just don't have that courage at that moment.and seeing that many things are happening recently,i really hope our family bond would be tighter.thats why...
anyway,i wish all mother in the world a HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY!!
haha.
oh,finally the exams are over.not very stress-relief.im itching to go airport and really de-stress!
[to pearline:Monday we go airport okay?]
oh,one more thing.do you remember me telling you about the new-born baby boy?
his name has been confirmed and it is........*drumrolls*
BERNARD ONG JUN QUAN
[i'll post his photo the next time i blog,yeah?]
yeah.haha.i cant control my laughter.okay,im not trying to be bad.but my class also got one jun quan.then now i have to call the baby jun quan,its abit weird.well,i guess i'll just have to adapt to it right?haha.
anyway.i shall end here.
-amanda.
{ 2:54 AM }
narcissism.
AMANDA!
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memories.
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