Friday, February 24, 2006.

haha...
as i told u dat 2dae got choir...
dan got breakfast rite...
i expected more peeps...
i didnt kno dat its only 6ppl inclusive of me n pearline...
the 6 consist of : me,pearline,samantha,zhanjie,joshua n derrick.
we meet up at the front gate de bustop...
dan decided against going to interchange de Man...
cuz of time constraints...
so we walked to 800+ de Mac...
it was a tough journey cuz of all the mixed vegetables smells...
pukey...
lol...
i ordered Sausage McMuffin with Egg meal,
drinks changed to iced lemon tea..
damn nice...
but it was weird eating wif them...
cuz i dont realli kno them...
know them as in frens...
it was juz plainly 'knowing' them...
lotsa jokes...
lotsa laughters...
mayb its so far the best Saturday i had...
for the past few weeks...
previous Sats were rather boring n dull...
so we sang 'wonderful,wonderful world'
it was quite a nice song to sing actualli...
haha..
a wonderful Saturday in a wonderful world!...
haha...
sry...im goin crazy...
lemme get mi meds...
n brenda is sick!...
well...
im exaggerating...
u see, the med wont take effect dat fast...
haha...
okok....
i better stop mi nonsensicals here..
[to pearline:HABIBIE]
hahahahaha...........
ZaiJian...

{ 9:24 PM }

haha...i kno...
the title is damn damn lame..
too bad...
cuz im lame!...
lol...
anw...
lemme briefly tell u wads goin on in school...
erm...
studies,lotsa studies...
dan recess...
choir[which includes me,btw]
got stage performance...
so paiseh...
haha...
got stage fright...
n so damn embarrassing...
we sing for the lower sec n upper sec...
lower sec recess i still can tahan...
cuz got pl dat i kno de...
whereareas..i dun even kno much of the upper secs...
the first song is : Ubi Caritas
second song : High Hopes
third song : Time To Say Goodbye
i hate the second song...
too happy...
haha...
anw...
i got thru it...
thou the feeling is indescribable...
haha...
damn scary n damn funny...
i got lots of NG...
i just cant control!!!....
lol...
thinking abt it jus makes me wanna laugh...
haha...
dan after sch me n brenda went to library to borrow books...
i borrowed 4 books...
first : the boy in the burning house
second : confessions of a backup dancer
third : the princess diaries [sixsational]
fourth : shopaholic and sister
im thrilled to read!...

todae got no choir so push to 2ml siah...
damn kns...
but mayb kinda good...
cuz..
we gotta reach sch by 8am[bad thing]
so must wake up early..
seems like brenda's father may fetch me n pearline too!...
ok...
dan we mus go early bcuz...
zhanjie a.k.a the pervert helped us to order Macdonald's!...
wheepee!
but[the downside]we gotta pay for ourselves...
aiyah...its reasonable..so hu cares...
i ordered a Sausage Mcmuffin with Egg Meal...
haha...
i jus totalli love that...
lol...
erm...
choir for 2ml will start frm 9 to 11...
dan we have plans after choir...
like taking neoprints,cutting hair...
etc.etc.etc.
lol...
i wan go cut layer again...
cuz mi hair grow n bcum flat oradi...
lol...
i oso wan go rebonding again...
hmm...
lemme save up first...
haha...
i will end here...
cuz i got tution later on...
so cyaz!

{ 12:51 AM }

Friday, February 17, 2006.

hallo...
have u ever felt so empty?
so confused?
so messed up?
so damn not wanting to think abt anything?
well...fyi...
dats wad im feeling rite now...
i dunno why...
i dunno how...

i'll blog in nxt week...
cuz of TAs
[Term Assesments a.k.a small exams]
anyway...
i hope ur not feeling wad im feeling...
cuz i hope mi readers to b owaes happy...
dan the 'author' to take away the unhappiness...
which means i help u to b sad...
so dat u will not b sad...[noble..?]
lol..
call me the world's most sadistic girl...
or wadeva u want...
i dun care...
-bye-

{ 1:40 AM }

Friday, February 10, 2006.

{ 7:08 AM }

Tuesday, February 07, 2006.

haha...
now im at com lab...
having chinese lesson...
this teacher dunno how to control...
so can come and update mi blog...
i kno i kno...
i very long never update le...
dats bcuz...
im busy...
do u kno dat i haf tution for
practically everyday except Thur..
haiz...
dan still got CCAs...
im going crazy...
so super duper stress...
haiz...
...
ur rite...
i got tution today...
at 5pm..
dan tiring...
rushrushrush...
im gonna break down soon...
haha..
ok...
i shall update another time...
hmm...
bb!

{ 6:37 PM }

Sunday, February 05, 2006.

i siad i'd blog if i haf the time...
so here goes...
i told u dat mi granpa passed away rite...
dan we put his tablet in a temple...
so we haf to go to this temple every Sun...
to 'nian jing' for him...
for 7wks...
now the first week had passed..
6 more weeks to go...
n during this 7 weeks,which is 49days
we haf to b vegetarians...
i cannot tahan...
so im now a vegetarian for like half day de...
well...im a meat-eater for like these
13years of mi entire life..
suddenly eat onli veggies...
i shur cannot tahan de...
onli mi mom can take it...
she damn 'tok kong'!..
haha..
anw...
lets talk abt the 'nian jing' part...
i didnt kno dat when 'nian jing'
still haf to kneel de...
worse of all...
got one part of the 'song'
is haf to kneel for like three times for that one verse...
meaning...
we will repeat dat verse untill
we finish those three kneels...
n theres like arnd 10 verse!
wtf!..
so after 'nian jing'
mi legs were like jelly..
they cant even co-ordinate properly!
like they r not mi legs.
like not part of me anymore...
see how terrible it was?
now not so bad...
but still got difficulty climbing
n going down the stairs.
i cant imagine how im gonna
climb up to mi class 2ml!...
omg...
totalli no energy...
im telling u...
its dat serious...
believe me...
practically dont feel like walking...
jus wanna sit down the whole day...
so here i am blogging...
n sitting on mi comfy chair...
haha
but for the sake of mi granpa...
i will withstand all of the pain...
haha...
filial grandaughter...
i owaes was...
this is not bhb...
its TRUE!
haha...
shit!
2ml got workout!
damn!
haiz...
life sucks!..
2ml still gotta see dat *beep* girl...
aiayh...
so damn shitty...
geez....
ok...
dats all for 2nite...
gdnite n gdbye!


{ 3:29 AM }

Saturday, February 04, 2006.

its just so shitty...
too complicated...
too messed up...
n i mean it...
cuz of some stupid rumour spread by that *beep* girl..
gawd...
2dae keep raining...
2ml is going to b a long n tiring day..
long story...
tell u abt it 2ml...
well,if i haf the time to blog.that is.
2dae is just damn shag...
damn bored..
damn uninteresting...
but still...
im blogging in for the sake of blogging...
i dunno...
wad the heck...
everything is like spinning arnd...
dun ask me...
i dont kno why either..
is it da rumours?
is it ---?
is itdat girl?
or is it just me?
to dat girl:'i dun like anybody in class...
n i mean it!
anybody!
for god's sake!
when will u stop it wif dat rubbish?!
do u kno dat it makes u seem like u
like dat person?
it shos alot from ur actions!
i mean.if u like him!..
go get him!
dun use me as an excuse...
like whats wrong wif u!?
ur attatched,but ur whole day flirting arnd...
wad the hell!?
u must haf forgotten ur pills or sth...
when will u stop!?
its irritating.
its annoying.
its frustrating.
da whole lot feelings is not bcuz i like dat person..
but bcuz ur ruining mi reputation.
n it may even ruin a frenship..
y do u haf to wreck da hell out of me?!
wad wrong had i done to u?!'

forget it...
she's never gonna understand...
da more i go against it...
da more trouble i get...
hell!
this sucks!
it realli sucks!..
*BEEP*
[sorry for some censors]

{ 2:02 AM }

Friday, February 03, 2006.

hie!
hmm...
school's just like every other school i guess...
wel, for today..
cuz nth much happened...
except for Rebecca being realli dramatic
and bursting like a balloon.
FYI. rebecca is the choir's President.
or she thinks...
not many ppl
[which is us btw]
realli treat her as a president thou.
haha..
i mean like hu cares..
i dun care hu becomes the choir's president.
ok..so i havent got to da point
wher she was being a drama queen.
so erm..she wanted us to have like
an interaction game wif da Sec 1s...
some call it 'ice-breaker' or sth...
wadeva.
dan..i cant realli remember wad happened.
anw...
its jus dat she 'quarrels' wif a guy.
dan the both of them were like shouting across the room.
which is veri funny...
i haf difficulty controlling mi laughter back there.
hahaha..
if u were there, u wood laugh too..
its just so freaking funny...
ok anw..
dan another guy was like saying
"wan quarrel,go outside n quarrel lah".
it sounded like they were husband n wife.
lol...
dan she stormed out of the room..
acting like a spoilt brat.
flaring up like crazy in the room
dan stormed off bcuz someone said sth.
but its bcuz of her,dan we were released early.
haha...
damn stupid..
haiz...
dan she like disappeared,cannot b found..
hu cares...

ok...
now im gonna tok abt wad happened
after so many days of not blogging.
well...
it was CNY.
so abit lazy to blog...
so nvr blog...
dan after dat mi granpa passed away..
haf to attend funeral frm like very early to very late at nite..
damn shag.
n no time to blog...
even if got, i oso got no mood n too tired..
dan cried too much..
n totalli forgot abt blogging.
was absent on Wed..
cuz dat day cremated mi granpa...
n went to collect ashes...
damn sad...n depressed.
...........

i think dis blog is long enuff for today..
so erm...bye!..
n take care!

{ 5:40 AM }

narcissism.

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