Friday, January 27, 2006.

yeah!..
CNY is coming!...
lol..
2dae study till 11.05 dan frm 11.05-12.35 is concert...
in da concert so fun siah...
lol...
first is the chinese dancers.
they dancing tap-dance which
is not at all chinese lorh...
so lame...
haiz...
anw..
dan da most great impression on me
was da malay break-dancers[upper sec]
plus da another malay dancers[lower sec]
damn fun...
haha..
erm...
dan there r 3 singers.
first singer is a guy(dunno name)
hu sang 'gan qing'[piano]
second is a malay girl(Shahirah)
hu sang 'wo men de ai'[our love]-FIR.
(for gad's sake! its a malay!..
i so damn support her..lol..rock on!)
third is a chinese girl(Peggy)
hu sang 'xing guang'[brite lite?]-S.H.E
(so sorry i dunno how to translate it..)
dan last item is a brief abt malay martial arts..
[so lame lorh.cuz its CNY n not HRH..haiz]

ok so later me,pearl,brenda
went to pay pearl de bills...
walknwalk...
dan pay le jiu go n grab some food...
at TakoPachi[i hope i spelled correct]
dan we went library.
da library got new rule.
n its dat 1 person can borrow up to 8 bks!..
aint dat cool or wad!..
lol...
ok so...we abit suaku..
so go n borrow till 8bks.
walao...
mi bag kns lidat...
lol..
dan brenda de bag is like a luggage.
so easy to put.
cuz hers is backpack de...
while me n pearl de is slingbag...
shoulder damn tired..
haha...
haiz...
dan when reach home.
mi mom ask me do spring cleaning...
so damndamn tired..
later still got tution siah...
haiyoh...
so damn shag...
lol...

anw.

~Happy`Chinese`New`Year!~

{ 2:00 AM }

Wednesday, January 25, 2006.

aaahhhh!!!...
nth can b more saddening than this!
somebody stole mi SamsungX600A...
during recess somemore...
im going to break down...
life's meaningless...
its so far the second time im so-call losing mi fone!...
da first time is careless...
but dis time i did make precautions...
dis was wad happen..
>>mi fone was in mi bag.
>>dan i put mi bag on mi chair.
>>after dat i put mi foolscap n pencil case on top of mi bag.
>>dan i took mi wallet n went for recess.
>>n when i came back frm recess.
>>i saw mi foolscap n pencil case below mi bag.
>>dan i start to think wad cood haf happened.
>>its like the first thinking wood b mi fone to b lost.
>>n im damn rite.
>>it was GONE!
>>damn dat fucking asshole.
>>da reason for not bringin mi fone to recess is bcuz
>>da DM checks n can see frm the pockets.
>>cuz when u put ur fone n wallet in the pocket...
>>its bound to show.
>>cuz its full.
>>n if they caught u having a fone.
>>they will confiscate it for a month.
>>then when one month is up, they will cal ur parents to come wif u to retrieve it.

so lidat lorh...
haiz..
life sux...
dan when i want to open da door.
i oso got this thinking/prediction that mi dad wood not b at home..
n guess wad?..
i was spot on again...
can life get any worser for me?..
i hate mi life...
it sux...
aaarrrggghh!!!
i shall stop here...
n btw.
its mi bday today.
n i've got tution later on...
sucks to be me rite.
haiz...
bb

{ 12:15 AM }

Tuesday, January 24, 2006.

aiyah...
2dae de mood damn sucky...
dunno y...
juz so depressing...
haiz..
like all gone wrong le...
evrything is goin in da wrong direction...
all so messed up
all so f***ed up...
haiz...
i dunno wads wrong wif me...
im goin insane...
n all this crap is driving me crazy...
school was boring...nth to tok abt...
i hate da letter 'k' n 's'...
tsk...
its like freaking upset abt the way things r happening...
mayb thats wad i feel...
but i juz dunno y...
its a sudden feeling...
weird u may say...
nxt month onwards...
im gonna b stress.stress.stress n STRESS!
cuz its like everyday tution except for Thurs...
of cuz no tutions on Sat n Sun as well...
but still...
anw mi mom will ask me to do assesment even if i dun haf tution de lorh...
haiz...
life is jus so miserable...


ok so lets tok abt some happy stuff...
erm...
well...
FYI mi birthday is tomorrow!...
25.Jan!
i dunno ho mi family wod celebrate it for me...
actualli...
if they dont celebrate...
its not like its da first time anw...
so hu cares...
mayb i cood get a smile on every faces in the morning?...
n well...a "Happy Birthday"..?
i might jus b da most happiest girl in school..
haha
easy to b contented rite...
well..
tats me!...
lol...
so if u happen to come across mi blog n read da Happy Bday thingy...
pls tag me...
i wood b delighted...
so i shall say thank u to u first...
Wheepy!

{ 5:12 AM }

Friday, January 20, 2006.

damn tired...
lol...
haiz...
cuz last nite..i watched Law and Order SVU...
abt some rapist wadsoever de lah...
lol...
so...
i slept in some of the classes.
dan 2dae got choir...
nxt Tues da new batch r comin in!...
im so excited..lol...
all da Sec 1s...
haha...
can bully them le!..
muahaha...no lah...
juz joking..
erm...
mi bday is arnd da corner...
dunno wad to do...
back at hme, there will not be any celebrations...
i dun expect one thou...
cuz of mi granpa's situation...
i dun mind abt da celebrations thingy....
but i juz hope dat they do remember n juz mayb, well, congratulate me?...
i dunno...
juz went for tution...
whoa...
dam sian...
dat stupid tcr damn like to drag time...
haiz...
ppl so tired le...she still over there tok n tok...haiz...

let me announce:
[Ms Yuen SUX!]

cuz there's this case dat she caught me somehow eating sweets in class...
dan she start nagging...
well, common...
so is right ear in,left ear out.
lol...
anw...
we had to decorate da class noticeboard...
dan she suggested a tray of sweets...
dan she ask me,diana,jianhong n junquan to buy sweets lorh...
walao...
siao za bo...
she say da 'sweet-lovers' shd noe which sweets to buy...
like wad the hell siah...
i buy expired sweets for her dan she kno...
lol...
aiyah..i not so bad lah...
i shall end here...
erm...
bye-

{ 6:04 AM }

Wednesday, January 18, 2006.

haiz..
mi hands r freezing at this point...
i hope i dont make any word error..
anw...
im telling u dat this year sux big time for me...
haiz...
its like...
not a single day is veri happy de...
none..at all!
im so depressed...
n no one can do anithing abt this shit either...
how i hope tere is realli this someone hu can
prove me wrong abt mi conclusions on this year...
haiz...
evryday jus gets more n more unlucky...
one of these days, im gonna get suspension for shur
if mi luck dun change for da better...
haiz...
life's juz meaningless...
evrthing's failing...
its so messy...
so confusing...
so...god-damn-fucked-up...
im super tired of all these SHIT...
aarrgghh...
gawd...
[can this get any worse?]
evry minutes n second that passes...
brings me closer to facing death yet again...
evr hours n days that passes...
brings me closer to insanity....
.................bye-bye....................

{ 5:28 AM }

Tuesday, January 17, 2006.

i gotta blog fast...
cuz 7 got tution...
gotta leave hme arnd 6.30...
i walking tere miself siah...
anw...
dis is not wad i wanna blog...
mi poor granpa is waiting for 'time'
if u do not noe wad is 'time'...
dan i suggest u go ask ur moma...
cuz...
he got stroke...
is second relapse...
dan got a realli strong virus inside him...
moreover he's weak...
n when da doc gave him da antibiotic...
da virus jus gets stronger cuz...
mi granpa is weak...
n somemore..his kidney totalli damaged..
haiz...
there will b one more funeral afterall...
juz attended mi late uncle's de...
still not enuff...mus haf two relative leaving us in such a short time?!
wtf...
haiz..
this is so pathetic...
im goin crazy le...
n da doc say mi granma got high blood pressure..
dan doc say she got too much stress n eat in an unorder timing...
n if she continues to lidat, dun take care of her health...
it may lead to STROKE lorh...
wth...
i wan siao le...
aaarrrggghhhh!!!
nobody can gimme advice on how to 'let go' lorh...
its like so difficult...n do u kno wad?
mi late uncle passed away near mi bro's bday siah...
n now...
mi granpa will oso pass away near mi bday...
im starting to freak-out!
its driving me insane...
its realli weird how i analised this whole friggin thing...
i mean like, gawd!
evrything's wrong!!
ok i kno...
i haf to control miself le...
*breathe in*
*breathe out*
ok...
i dun wan write le...
cuz evrything dats happening...
is....
totalli...
crazy!

{ 12:34 AM }

Friday, January 13, 2006.

hmm...
as i was saying..
Pearline is a PRO on making dolls...
well, to b exact...
dolls for ur display pic on MSN messenger,Friendster..
anymore?...
lol...
i dunno lah...
so anw...
u can tag at her blog...
which is rite under mi list of Links!!
she can make dolls that suit ur fave criteria...
or dolls dat looks exactly like u...
but of cuz, u haf to describe urself to her if she dunno u...
as a matter of fact, im one of her big CLIENT!
haha...
she makes it for me when she's in a super hyper mood...
[even when i'd not requested for one]
even so, its real fab...
cuz she's mi bestie!!...
haha...
i muz tell da whole world dat she's mi BESTIE!
n dat she's a PRO!...
haha...

{ 10:24 PM }

heyall!
its abt mi fren...
mi BESTIE!
lol...
she claims to b a Doll-Maker PRO...
i will blog again 2ml...
da blogger's dashboard got prob...
i've been typing for like veri long post...
n when i publish it, it say wrong dashboard...
kns...

{ 6:09 AM }

Thursday, January 12, 2006.

walao siah...
its been raining for like the consecutive past few weeks...
so sian...
time-table all change le siah...
hate it...
mi P.E frm Wed bcum Fri...
sian lah...
dan 2dae went Food Palace do
Choir de CCA fair booth thingy...
stay tere till 5pm...
2ml oso muz stay till arnd 5 siah...
si liao lah...
so darn sian...
anw..
Sat muz go back sch...
cuz got CCA Fair...
we muz reach tere 7.30!!!
walao lorh...
so early...
Sat wan slp late oso cannot...
gnd lah...
haiz...
i found out tere's 2 lesbos in sch so far...
grosss...
yuxyux...
i wont tell u hu...
i will die....
haha...
so...
er...
lidat lorh...
dan...
bb!

{ 1:55 AM }

Wednesday, January 11, 2006.

so sway...
yet again...
cuz...2dae got assembly...
dan i lost mi tie last year...
dan i lazy to buy so keep borrowing...
unfortuantely mi 'tie-supplier' lend to other ppl...
haiz...
dan im left wif no tie...
but i abit bo chap lah...
cuz im SENIOR this year!...
muahaha...
anw..
i still managed to lend it frm Brenda...
cuz math tcr catch de...
dan go interchange de Mac to eat lunch...
however...
i onli dring a regular size Iced Lemon Tea...
cuz damndamn fed-up...
no point telling...
its not worth...
anw..its juz lidat...
dan i sit 29 wif brenda..
dan dropped at TPJC bustop dan walk all the way to mi hse...
so tiring...
haiz...
on the way,i was tokin to miself siah...
when i reach hme then i realise
i was tokin to miself like a maniac...
haha
omg...
so paiseh...
but hu cares...
so STRESS!
i dunno wad to say le...
so i shall sign off here..
cya!

{ 3:07 AM }

Monday, January 09, 2006.

i found out dat mi font colour abit too light...
sry if u cant see them clearly...
i'll try to change...lol
anws...

so sway!!
u kno y?..
i saw an ah beng trying to act cool in bus 292...
pukers!
lol...me n pearl were sitting behind the bus..
dan da ah beng is infront...
he thinks he has a super duper nice cellfone...
so he starts to flip open[yes,its a flipfone]
n pretends he's calling...
for the fact dat the person on the other end did not talk at all...
[cuz he did not say anithin to da fone..]
n its so obvious cuz he waited for like 5mins?
gawd...
so act cool buai cool...
so anw...
me n pearl dropped down at her bustop
dan she called her maid to bring umbrella...
while me, i took bus17...
cuz duwan to wait for 28..
bcuz of pearl lorh...
when mi 28 come...she pull me...
stupid girl...
lol...
in the end...i caught in the rain...
hu cares...i like the rain...
not realli drenched anw...
haha...
kinda like drizzling...
so happy siah...
not gonna tell u y...
juz veryveryvery happy..
lol...
seeya!


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{ 12:26 AM }

Thursday, January 05, 2006.

yup...
so i will b tokin abt sch...
ok...i kno its common n boring...
but hu cares...its mi blog!
u dun like,u dun read!
haha
u haf to appreciate this blog..cuz..i sneaked into the com...
so i shall start wif mi personal story...
Hell God!
sch is so damn super tiring...
haha
cuz...
during da hols..i slept darn late...
dan i cant change mi sleep timing earlier...
so is damndamn tired.
lol...
n this is mi first time encountering
listening to lessons for 3-periods straight!
as mi frens r not wif me, i think im gonna promote to at least 3e4 nxt yr...
haha...
P.E is damn tiring as well...
n this yr i count miself lucky...
cuz this semester we onli learn History..
and as for the nxt semester,geography...
yay!
i juz totalli cant stand Geog...lol
[mental note:i've moved on.n heck care abt da past.]
today Brenda saw 'somebody' right infront of her!
she's hypering...lol
ytd pearl saw her 'somebody' oso...lol...
she hypered till today...
n still hypering...
lol...
oh yah...
i havent told u abt da new Sec1s...
bloody hell uninteresting...
lol...
i shall stop here...
remember the sneak thing?...
yeah...
so until then...bb!
n Happy New Year!

{ 12:30 AM }

Sunday, January 01, 2006.

since today wood b mi last day blogging...
i mite as well tell u sth happy...
#mi tutor gave birth to a baby girl
#mi grandad's condition is considered stable
#im happy...due to sth...
actualli i bought stuffs...
so im happy...
haha...
so cya nxt time!...untill then,take care!

{ 11:56 PM }