im back!

today i dunno what's wrong with me. I felt weird the whole day la. I'm like dreaming during all my tutorials and lectures. Now i finally realise what sleeping at 1.59am can do to me.. zzz... so today im sleeping at 12am.

I also went mad with food. I ate char kway teow, lemon chicken rice, mcdonalds and chicken cutlet all within 4 hours. But i still don't feel bloated. I need to eat pods later.

currently, i am so very busy. almost everyday i reach home at least 10pm + den still got homework. syf preparation so tiring. Using concepts in economics, I feel that the opportunity cost of the time spent in band is very high. My NRP project i havent even started yet. My home work pile is already in fact at least a 15cm high pile of paper.

so i question: Why am i still so passionate about band when i already failed my chem common test due to the lack of time to study? I just dunno the answer. I don't feel like a slave in band - i just like band.

the band has certainly improved in the last few weeks after the concert. but the improvement isn't a lot. I don't blame myself because i believe i am already doing my best. the fate of the band in the syf lies in the togetherness, balance and musicality of everyone. and i agree that the band lacks attitude.

syf is coming soon. for the next 20 days, my limits are going to be tested. i just have to look forward to more tests and datelines within the next 20 days and most notably, the SPAS!!! and so i say the a levels are already here (added pressure to do exceptionally well).

thats the end of my latest post... very boring rite?