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Name: Emily Hong(Jo)
Age: 24 years old
Date of Birth: NOV7 1984
Horoscope Sign: scropion


Canon In D - Canon In D



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Jordan

Wellson

Marvin

PJ

Yiling

B07

Yolene

Michelle Tan

Michelle Lee

Liling

Fanny

Jeannie

Anqi

Teresa

Connie

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Recently, I had been spending time to meet up all my buddies. Michelle, Cousin, Wendy, Wanjun.

Now managed to have dinner with cousin, and michelle. Feeling good to know all your surround frens are doing fine and also know some of them are getting married soon. Feeling happy for them as they are entering another stage of their life. I had also realise no time left, need to really do some cash flow saving. I had been spending alot on shoes clothes and books. Have to manage my money more wisely. Going to meet Wendy on Mon and catching a movie with Wan Jun and Peiyao they all on sat night. Then meeting cousin on sat to pass her some anime. I think I still left out 1 or 2 fren that i haven contact them to meet out.

Tired and sian with my work.. one and half year had passed. Time really go off very fast. Thinking of starting business or others...
Dreaming....

Haha... Dying soon will all the work loads that was piled on me. My brain is always about when is the deadline, shit i forget to hand up this and that...
The stress level is up there so high that I can't seem to reach.

Sometimes talking to people who do not understand your industry of work is very taxing.
Only know what is the surface but what about the depth? " U all are paid staffs, so you all have to do lor" Those volunteer are not paid to do this, they do not need to do this. You all have to do this. As if we are bullying them using our authority, I need to clarify
Firstly we did not! Secondly, we always support them whenever we can, somemore if it is a nice man then of cos we will help him or her more. The working relationship is to support one another but when coming to the support that I need from them, do not come as often as it is.

Sometimes i dun feel that why people feel this way, firstly we didn force the volunteers to do this. People dun understand the work load in my work place. I dunno cried how many times for some stupid shit work. People might be thinking" must be dunno, how to handle stress lor"
Sometimes I would like these people that have this type of thinking to walk into my office for a while. It's like a battle field out there.
People walkin in and out of office, the sound of the photocopying machine, voices speaking on the phone, clicking sound of the keyboard and mouse, different music being played in office(destress), shoutings across the office, emails coming like nobody business. Dun tell me that it common for emails to come in, but if one day there 200 emails and around 100 emails are asking you to reply and do something, somemore gt deadline. It is so taxing.
My God!!
Actually, I think the family of the volunteer should try to understand what is this volunteering is about. Try to stand in their view of the volunteers, Why they are doing this? and what cause them to do? Is it passion, sense of acheivement, or even feel good seeing those wrinkled happy faces.

My family dun understand my job, but i try to talk to them sometimes to let them understand. It is a way of communication, and so that we will have more common topic to talk in future.
I have not been visiting my grandma, feel so guilty.... Have not been meeting out with my frens..dunno how they are doing? Every weekend was burned with work..
Dun like talking to unreasonable people, though sometimes I can be unreasonable but I will reflect myself. I think reflecting is very important cos not every time you are correct. Sometimes how we handle things and the process can be also one of the main point. But only myself is reflecting is not enough, others involve in the process must also reflected on themselves before pushing the blame to others. Who is the cause, doesn't really matter, but why is being directed in this way, how can we resolve this?

Very tired. Maybe I should quit my job, anyway is the passion that drive me on.
Guys and gals cannot be best fren? To me is the same, I have frens, some to me are even buddies. Same topic clicked, that why is best fren is around. Age do not differ. Fren is fren, chemical reaction to occur is even harder as you know who is the person you are talking to. Older generation don't really understand anyway...

12 midnight, still in the office now. Just finish on of the movie screening. Tired... My members left me alone to take care of the screening. OMG... Can't they feel that I am just a woman that also need protection even in late night. Haiz.. too bad most of them always think that I am brave to take all this shit... Actually no matter how brave a woman is, I am still scared inside me. I am scared dunno who or what will appear or even attack. I always tell myself not to think too much.. Anyway, sometimes I would like to tell these guys that treat me like buddies. I am just a woman... I cannot always help you all to carry all the cartons of drinks down back to the office or even stay up in a auditorium alone in the middle of the night...
I am scared honestly.. I also need a mam to protect me... haizz. I am tired... anyway I also know that men are not sentitive to woman they dun like....
Tomolo have to wake up at 6.15am for the brisk walk. I prayed hard that it will not rain.. or else all the old folks will be sick after all the downpour...
Hope the best for tomolo...

The condition is like a goldfish, breathing thru my mouth. I am down with a flu, sore throat, and heatiness.
Today went to get some of the shampoo and conditioner. Pass by Mark & Spencer, bought some sweets and chocolate cookies. hehe... despite i am sick, i still buy junk food... S**T

Yester went to c doctor, haiz 35 bucks gone, only 2 medicine also need 35 bucks. OMG! Anyway, yester i was not having flu but today the Master Flu came and visit last night, in the end having nose block the whole night.

hope tomolo will be better. Pls dun let me fall sick when I am in Taiwan...

taken when we went to Yanling Wedding

I like her in these photos























Today, my mood is like that..

haha... still in the V day mood. Took some picture on the presents that was given by claire. Damn cute lor and also it is very nice of her to put in effort to give to all the office people.

Recently, feeling stress of the work load that was given to me. There are so many things to do!! Sometimes, I dun even know what to do first. I am very tired liao. Just went to " gua sha". My back is freaky red lor. I also took some pictures of my back. But I think i really need to change the chair in my office. It is too short le..
The stress I facing now is killing my passion and motivation to work in the company. Always kanna arrowed. haiz.. I really need a breakaway from here or maybe singapore.