quite upset seriously depressed and certainly unhappy.
i just pray that my GPA wldnt be lower then 2.
if not ... DIE !!!
i just hate some people who just give sacrastic comments.
totally hate it , i dint bother to reply
first i was quite angry with it
second i was upset.
nah forget it , will try to forget it ...
one month to a new year
it might be just another year
but i hope that it will be a better year
that i hate myself lesser.
i need to do somethings to make myself happier
despite all these and that
i feel very very very lonely very very very scare
please dont be gone like others
please be there no matter how stubborn how spolit how selfish i am
although i never said
you are one of the most important person around
please be there for me no matter what
please
get back to emo and try to study
Recorded; 4:58 PM
34 days to new year. i have to
在心里的深处小小的角落
期待着你的出现
实现了一段美丽的童话
但
或许童话不存在与现实
你也只能存在我心中
Recorded; 12:06 AM
exam was a total screwed up dont ask me why okay
went thru some photos of facebook and saw the things i missed out
i wonder how will it be different
if i have made a different choice?
maybe everything would be easier and simpler
but if i can choose again
will i?
anyway i'm in a very very very bad state
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhh
2weeks
and thats it
Recorded; 11:48 PM
exams are torture
study sleep sleep daze study sleep sleep sleep daze sleep
why do i always feel so sleepy when its time to study??
2 hrs to D-1
totally unprepared
pray pray pray
Recorded; 9:34 PM
ahhhhhhh i am spending 1 hr studying and 5 hrs trying to study ohhhh gooosssshhhh diiiieeeeeee
anyway dun be freak out if u catch me mumbling cause i am trying to remember h = x b = p d = t g = k so on and so fro dun ask me why okkayyy it just some useful but retard thingy i am studying that is going to drive me crazy
D-3 but there is simply nothing in my head i can only prayyyy
it will be over in 10 dayyyss but i dun wan it to be over totally mean i got GPA lower then 2
people pray for me enough of whinning , got to get back to STUDYING ): oh gosh
blue for exam blues
Recorded; 3:05 PM
All the best to everyone for exams
especially those in the meeting room although i said i will curse you all for bullying me nahh
JIAYOU :D
Sophie jiayou ahhhh no da bao allowed !!!
Recorded; 7:12 PM
sophie is just a bad little girl shant elaborate on that
today dear swim to find me :D of cause my dear is more cute then the picture love to spend time with dear love you deep deep
thanks that you came all the way here to find me :D
i miss roomie the queen too lets jiayou together mug mug mug
i sleep more then i mug sharks !! no da bao please . roar !!!
so many things swimming in my brain but not exam related STUPID ! oh god save me
Recorded; 7:07 PM
i am fatty !!!
please please please stop me from eeatingg
when u see me in school !!! PLEASE
Recorded; 4:50 PM
its exam again ahhhh . i hate exam ( who likes it anyway ) .
RAWRrr can it be over soon :( BOOoo
i SHOULD be studying . yes yes i know .
BUT !!! haiz ... i'm not born a chao mugger.
some questions are on my mind now how i wish i could think out loud how can things be so complicated why wont they feel bad doing so haiz i guess i'm just not used to be in the adult world rawwwrrr
well , life ahhhh dunno how should i explain i miss my dearies
fish dear came NTU to find me although for a short period of time but so happpppyyyyy
hope can spend more time with my dearies after the stupid exam
its exam again ahhhh . i hate exam ( who likes it anyway ) . 
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