today i'm full of positive energy (:

my Sharon dear fall sick le
hope she recover soon !!!
take care dear ! Get well soon (:
<3

false alarm
jus now was studying with gin in library
and her GC disappeared
then we went to look ard and report stolen
end up
her friend's friend took by mistake
anyways lucky its found (:

wheeeeeeeee i'm milk-drunken
hahas drank excessive milk today




missing you ~

yesterday

met up with carrot
as usual i'm LATE !!!
hahas paiseh paishe

reached bugis , hwei zhong already there
then we went walked ard
meet up with gin
we went to shopping and gin got her friend a shirt



hehe and as usual i whine abt wanting to eat
yippy and this is what i got

fries with extra cheddar , sour cream and bacon bits !!!

yummy
gin got chocolate chip dough and
yang rong gotten his dark chocolate dough despite his tooth ache
hahas rmb his glutton look ( previous post )
this time didnt take ... but took his carroty look =P

hahas we then went to take the DHL balloon
for FREE !!! thanks to hwei zhong
so excited !!!

and when it rises ... urgh ...
thanks carrot for the help (: i'm less afraid
its really cool to look down from there

and descending was much more ok
hahas then we had a mini foto taking session =p

favourite post (:

brothers !

cheers!

cool !!!

in the streets !

My stubbornness and ego acting up
sorry for my friends for troubling u all (:

ahhhhh everything not going my way
all the things i want to get its out of stock ): bohoo

Sophie is happy (:
she and many others did fund raising for the Sichuan victims

me , joshua , gin and her friends walked to the station

then i say i have a new tag line
i shaked my can
and says : "do u hear the emptiness of the tin ? its also the same for the people in SiChuan"

hahas then i tried to balance the tin on my head
and says : "i perform for u , please donate"

me and joshua
walked from Yio Chu Kang to Ang Mo Kio
then from Ang Mo Kio to Yio Chu Kang

hahas after that we camped outside AJC
hahas alot of students donated to us
many thanks !

then we walked from khatib to Yishun

i tink i said a thousand times ,
"would you like to donate for the Sichuan victims , thank you"

we met all kinds of people
kind people
normal people and
snobbish people

some donate all they have
some donate a little
some said they donated
some donated many times
some didnt bother at all
some treat us as invisible
people of all kinds

me and gin last stop was at Yishun Interchange
where i did another good deed (:
make me feel so happy

later we went to return the tins
me and gin take train home
at the station had leg cramp
me and gin shared our remaining love of the day for each other

then i bought a slurpee to treat myself (:

good jobs everyone !!!
xinku le , take care !

i would like to share my joy and goodwill with you (:

today i came to realisation of that...
disappointmented
and it turns out i'm the fool.

sophie made a mistake and she blamed others

she is apologetic and she says sorry

dang , i hate myself
i'm so angry with myself , why am i so idiotic !

all along i tot we were friends that will last
maybe not , all my wishful thinking
maybe they dun even bother or care to



to minn bro
take care ahs !!!
and recover soon (:

test test

ahs i got my weekend wasted again !

read n felt :

Every mistake made , has a learning point in them
if we see them as a fault , it'll forever be a mistake
BUT
if we acknowledge , understand and change
we can change a minus into a plus , a negative to a positive (:

yesterday went to Seletar Reservoir
cheerio to the YJC dragon boat team for coming in 1st in their category
and lion dance team for performing

then later met up with serchin
we went to LJS for dinner and movie "Made Of Honour"
i recommend to watch it ... quite funny
then we walk home (:

i enjoy spending time with TBF
cause so comfortable and always so reliable (:
thanks TBF

ahhhhhh had slept for the whole day
lazy Sophie again ! Bohoo



this is not the end ...
the cyclone and earthquake have caused so much tragedy
for people that have died ,
hope they leave in peace
for people who lost their love ones ,
hope they recover and
find back courage , love and faith
for people who have been affected
this is just the beginning
to rebuild their home which were destroyed
to come to term with reality
to find back courage to love
to find strength to stand

but the whole world will be with them
hand in hand
we shall walk through this
and tml will be a better day

Computer is spoilt !!! ):

hahas just now was teaching daddy how to use lappy
cause he is too used to desktop

i can camp in the toilet today le
diarrhoea makes me run for toilet
X > 6 times !!!
lost 1 kg in few hours leh !
more efficient then slimming centre ... lol

How nice is today ?

1. my body is not recovering instead its getting worse
2. i prayed for myself to disappear
3. nearly broke down in GP class and cried ... for what is been seen and heard
4. sometimes i do think ... so many people dying and why i'm not one of them

I know ... being negative doesnt help ... or whatever rationale behide it ...
understanding and accepting is different ...
It aint easy ... if letting go is that easy ... it wouldnt be that importance in the first place and wouldnt hurt that much ... regardless of what issues.
What i am going through ... is what i deserved.
I understand the words stupid , shameless and irritating.
I'm an idiot because i allow myself to be one.
Giving different excuses, doesnt make us any different.

Dun want to regret only when i get back my A level results next year.
Crying over spilled milk is such a joke.
Tell Sophie she should grow up ... being an hurting person ... do no one good.

dang dang dang
Sophie is disappointed ):

today went to East Coast for jog-a-thon
wanted to win badly


dang dang dang
Sophie is feeling useless ):


because it's one of my target for myself

sadly , i gave up
i shouldnt have stopped even though
my gastric was hurting

on a Happier tone
our class , at least 6 of us tried our best
so proud of carrot !! who ran so well (:
hahas... so shuai ... so cute ...
made me screamed hysterically as he reaches the ending pt =P

take care ade take care gin

thanks to hwei zhong and his friend
waited for me as i crawled to the bus stop
really hated my useless body ):

finally reached home at 745 ...
thats a long way home ...

___________________________

Myanmar's Cyclone
China's Earthquake
people dying
make me ponder what am i doing ...

should treasure every sec i'm alive
and treasure every people ard
i love you people ... my family and friends (:

thanks wormy for calling (:

yesterday went to Popular to get my stuff...
end up getting two books ...
hahas i'm attached to my books la ...
enlightened somehow here and there
however understanding and executing ...
is completely 2 different matters
but i'm trying !!!

Sophie feels more knowledgeable
Sophie is trying to be a better person

secret code _ 8321

went to visit grandma with dajie and jiefu (:
Happy Mother's Day to grandma too
we love you !!!

after that we went to get supper
super sinful !!!

on the way back
bro-in-law ask me whether wanna go watch soccer at SW kor hse

then i replied "today Sunday leh tml school day"
" next time want , please book with my secretary "
then da jie and i said in unison " the fat one "
if you didnt catch ... we "shooting" my bro-in-law together
LOL !!

Friendster says
There is a lot of cheerful energy in your life now, making socializing effortless.

hmm positive yet complex

Jessica jiejie says " haha! so cute! jus like the sophie i knew in sec1 again! haha.. (; "

so happy to hear that !!!
feels like losing myself ever since i got into JC
trying hard to find myself back
hated to be in complex situations

meeting u is such a beautiful thing
please boy
dun let the 'green monster' turn me ugly
help me k

hope that
i can find myself back

misses all the times we had in secondary school days
with my beloved a2 cliques

and now back to books ! i have been slacking too much !!
jia you together (:

yawwn ... i fell asleep while eating lahh ... hahas .
the sleepy bug is attacking me X(

went to Jojo Birthday Celebration (:


today quite alot of things happened in school
hmm unpleasant ... sad too ...
sophie simply dun like to be in those situation

and wantan mee give me a shock lahh !!!
so embarrassing , end up he is just joking ...
lol . carrot has help to clear the misunderstanding
phew (:

then after school i rush back to change
and get flowers
then meet him at interchange
hahas was abit late , joyce and huiqi were already there
we walked one round to find Ben and Jerry la
but its just beside the entrance --
hahas

then went over
alighted at the wrong stop
walked quite abit and i was whining non-stop abt hungriness
hahas =P

then yupp
had a nice time
it has been long since we gather


had a mini stroll on the "beach" with him (:
then later walked to get drinks

hahas didnt expect him to mingle so well with my cousins la
then jojo friends were guessing who is not one of the cousin
and they kept looking at me lah
YYR look more like a family with them
erms ok ... (-- ) .... hahas


later we played games with jojo's friends
hahas ...
he got forfeit-ed !!!
but i had to do with him --
hahas we did the chicky dance ^^
sadly , no video captured cos i had to dance with him
if not confirm post it up !! =P hahas


then had a mini cake cutting ceremony
cake baked by dearest joyce
yum yum


hahas had a fun time (:
and shooting one another ^^ lol

then after that we took cab home (:
had a nice chat ...
BUT !!! find it too little time , dun wish to get down the cab de =p
never mind ... next time then

had a crazy fun time lah
loves my cousins and you =p
looking forward next time ^^

thanks for the invitation (:

secret code _ invitations (:

You can't always be as generous as you'd like -- be honest about your limitations.

will be there always
cheer up carrot boy (:

Every day holds the possibility of a miracle
- Elizabeth David

bored ! my bag (:

weird marking ... UFO ?!!

haha tie tie

emo generates negative charges to the surrounding
so ...

stay happy !!!

Sophie
_________From Wikipedia, the free encyclopedia

Sophie is the French form of Sophia. In English speaking countries, Sophie has often been regarded as a diminutive of "Sophia", but it has also frequently been given as a name in its own right, especially in the United Kingdom where it has been constantly popular since the 1960s. Like Sophia, it originates from the Greek, meaning 'wisdom'. Sophie is sometimes spelled "Sofi".

List of people named Sophie

• Sophie Andrews(awesome girl)
• Sophie Aldred (British actress)
• Sophie Anderton (English supermodel)
• Sophie Blake (British television presenter)
• Sophie Calle (Artist)
• Sophie Choudry (Indian singer and MTV India VJ)
• Sophie Dahl (English fashion model and author)
• Sophie Dankel (television actress from the 1960's)
• Sophie Ellis-Bextor (British singer)
• Sophie Germain (French mathematician)
• Sophie Grégoire, (former Canadian model and television host, wife of Justin Trudeau)
• Sophie Grigson (British cookery writer)
• Sophie Gengembre Anderson (Artist)
• Sophie B. Hawkins (American singer-songwriter)
• Princess Sophie von Hohenberg (Austrian aristocrat)
• Sophie Kerr (American author)
• Sophie Lascelles (Minor British royal)
• Sophie Lee (Australian actress)
• Sophie Marceau (French actress)
• Sophie Masloff (Former mayor of Pittsburgh)
• Sophie Moleta (New Zealand singer-songwriter)
• Sophie Monk (Australian singer)
• Sophie Moone (Hungarian porn actress)
• Sophie Muller (Music video director)
• Sophie Nedwidek (Canadian actress)
• Sophie Okonedo (British actress)
• Sophie Pemberton (Canadian painter)
• Sophie Raworth (British television presenter)
• Sophie Rostopchine, comtesse de Ségur (French writer)
• Sophie Scholl (Member of the WWII White Rose resistance)
• Sophie Schröder (German actress)
• Sophie Thompson (British actress)
• Sophie Towlson-Kirkland (British photographer, artist, model, writer, poet, singer, songwriter, actress, classicist, political commentator and student)
• Sophie Treadwell (American writer)
• Sophie Tucker (American entertainer)
• Sophie Ward (British actress)
• Sophie Wilson (British computer scientist)
• Sophie Winkleman (British actress)
• Sophie Yates (English student)
• Sophie Zelmani (Swedish singer-songwriter)

and Sophie Toh H.J ( Just a simple girl that looks forward happy days )

muhaha
just my randomness acting up (:

bad day

totally disgusted by myself ...
how childish can i get and
how many times must i find myself sprouting the wrong things
it seems to be like a taboo
dunno whats gotten into me ):
mishandling of my emotions when it comes to that ...
total disappointment .... i thought i could ...

sorry people
forgive me k ...
for being such a joke for today ...

wondering how to start ...

maybe like what my bro suggested ,