Sunday, September 30, 2007 @ 11:47 pm - his introduction

reminded me of my actual feelings when it happened... n surprisingly it still hurts so much

爱太远

不懂你的心，究竟躲着什么，不懂为什么要我放开手，不懂爱情为何不长久。
好想对你说，说不愿就此分手，你只是默默对我摇摇头，微笑说我们永远做朋友。
永远有多远，我看不见，爱在一瞬间，说变就变。
你曾是我的地平线，想围绕你，沉浮起落，日夜直到永远。
永远有多远，我泪眼看不见，爱在一瞬间，变成冷漠的拒绝。
泪水苦又咸，流成汪洋一片，情人和朋友之间，爱太远。
一天天天转地旋，喧闹的世界不停歇。
一夜夜夜长梦多，躲进了回忆的枷锁。
风花雪月的承诺，烟消云散不再有。
你还在说，在说，在说分手以后，可以永远做朋友。

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Tuesday, April 10, 2007 @ 11:59 pm -

i know i said to close this blog... but gd nowcause no one reads here alr... was just thinking family don't smoke... frens dun smoke except colleagues... so was it peer pressure or stress? i absolutely hated smoking before... but then i accepted n didn't judge... why did he and everyone else turn ard n judge me then?

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Sunday, March 04, 2007 @ 1:58 pm - to end of all this

after such a long time... i decided to close this blog up for good... i need to make this conscious effort to stay sane... afterall there isn't much to say anymore. so yep guys if you want my new happy blog add pls text me :)

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Monday, February 19, 2007 @ 12:54 pm - A Year of My Life: 10,000 photos from my point of view

I should do this some time... it would be amazing on what i can remember from the flashing images of what i had did previously

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Monday, February 12, 2007 @ 2:29 am -

the story of the toad in boiling will be told the next time... now i'm the toad tat has passed dying. i'm living in hell with beautiful illusions and it's my choice

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Sunday, January 07, 2007 @ 6:11 pm - 真实

你说的话在我心中生了根爱得很深所以心很疼记忆在我的心中翻滚是不是每一个人都像我一样笨只怕再问对彼此都太残忍我能感觉另外一个人我等等笑容换成泪痕爱在崩溃的时候比较真太多疑问知道答案又如何原来容忍不需要天份只要爱错一个人心痛比快乐更真实爱为何这样的讽刺我忘了这是第几次一见你就无法坚持孤独比拥抱更真实爱让人失去了理智会不会是我太自私拒绝更寂寞的日子放不开也看不见未来难道这种不完美才是爱情真实的样子

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@ 5:50 pm -

My theory of relative happiness essentially means that you don't feel good or bad. Just better or worse than before. This insight opens a new path to happiness: depress yourself and in the relief following that depression, you will experience an overwhelming sense of bliss.
'm still working on the scientific evidence. - not written by me

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Friday, December 29, 2006 @ 12:15 pm - a look at myself

It's interesting to see the type of christmas gifts that we get... especially from colleagues... it kinds of tells what other ppl think of you... and what kind of image you project... for further analysis talk to them... one said i'm fierce (What's up with tat?) another said i'm chatty (okie tat one i know... big mouthed) so yeah it kinds of keep me in track on what kind of person i seem to others :) I want a fabulous yr in 2007... i need to be happy... can tat be my birthday wish? :D

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疯婆子.

The heart was made to be broken. Oscar Wilde

Pic of the Moment.

My Sweeties.

ahfen cheechee fangrui pika xin melmel famous5 sam sis

Shoutz Box.

Wishlist.

+ beach holiday @ Club Med

+ beach holiday @ Contiki Bali

+ beach holiday in Banyan

+ Diving trip next yr

+ A perm marketing higher paying job that i love

+ a diamond ring

+ happiness

My Resolutions.

1. procrastinate less

2. put more heart into wat i do

3. Love myself more

4. be nicer to my parents

5. save for masters, hopefully overseas

6. save enough to get my own place

My Past.

March 2005 April 2005 May 2005 June 2005 July 2005 August 2005 September 2005 October 2005 November 2005 December 2005 January 2006 February 2006 March 2006 April 2006 May 2006 June 2006 July 2006 August 2006 September 2006 October 2006 November 2006 December 2006 January 2007 February 2007 March 2007 April 2007 September 2007

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