20 dec

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SNOWIE~~!!

*haha* i think i'm too excited. coz it's snowie's birthday. er...or should i say 'dog'day! *haha* took him to the pet's cafe for dinner. saw a golden retriever at the cafe. awww..it's so cute. it shook hand with me. *haha* since we're already there le, must as well ask them to groom for snowie. bought a bed for snowie for birthday present. *haha* hope he likes it. *muahahahaha*

snowie's new bed~~

i think he likes his new bed. *haha*

my aunt and snowie. *singing birthday song..lol*

5566 concert later on. now gonna prepare to go out. going for a haircut later. my fringe sux!! *argh*

amanda's sms woke me up this morning. just a few mins before the alarm rings. *haiz* i still wanna slp for that few mins lor. *haha* wanted to reply her quickly, but in the end i kept typing the same word and the wrong word somemore. i know i'm wrong and i wanted to correct it but my brain still haven wake up. *so stupid*

amanda's daddy fetching us to band. so i watched shao nian te gong du first. den bathe. and waited. *haha* got plenty of time man. they're picking me up at compasspoint. they got lost! in sengkang. *lol* asked weijie to buy lunch for me.

reached sch but one of the security guard didn't wanna let us in. and he gave us a very lame ans.

security guard: u're here for? amanda: we're ex-student. wanted to visit the band ppl. security guard: er..u cant not go in. cannot visit, only can find teachers!

weird rite? how come cannot visit band ppl? sch dun have alumnis mehz? all no need to come back lah. *so stupid* wad a weird security guard! *ARGH*

after band had dinner kfc at northpoint with amanda and zijun. zijun went off after dinner. me and amanda continue to shop around. coz have to wait for amanda's daddy to fetch us back at 8pm.

[ thanks to amanda's daddy for fetching me to and back. :) ]

10 dec

cant slp last night. maybe because not my own bed, not so comfortable. *haha* woke up at 715am. meeting my aunt and uncle at redhill at 9am. so that means i got to get ready by 8am. *haha*

going to JB. so excited. wonder what to buy. had noodles for breakfast. very nice wor. *haha*

12 dec

got back home this afternoon. brought granny to doc first then she came over.

meet weijie and vincent at 630pm. going for the jc band fest concert.

after concert, had dinner with them. at mac. got stuck in suntec. coz all the doors are close and we cant find the exit. *lol* finally we got out. weijie and vincent went off first. coz just nice got cab going to yishun. few mins later is my turn.

and now i'm home blogging. going band tmr, finally can meet my darling stitch! *haha* got to pass money to her tmr. *yawns* think i better go slp. got to wake up at 10 tmr.

[ forgetting you! i really meant it!]

*yeah* mummy finally gonna buy new hp for me. *haha* she gonna check the prices tonight. *yeah*

3 dec

went granny's hse in the afternoon. took quite a number of pics there. *haha*

meet amanda and her friend ard 7plus. watching VS concert. overall it's still okie, the alumni band sounded nicer. *haha* like a few pieces they played, like the foxfire by james barnes, a longford legend by robert sheldon and starship by yukiko nishimura.

2 dec

oh my! finally i'm back to update my blog~ *Haha* Been shopping for christmas presents with my aunts for the past few days.

tues: went to bedok for breakfast. *haha* my 5th aunt must be mad. travel so far for breakfast. *omg* i woke up ard 10am to prepare. *dots* meeting my 4th aunt there at 1130am. 5th aunt went off first coz five ppl cant squeeze into the cab.

after breakfast, went tampines to shop. meet 2nd aunt and my two cousins at control station. First thing we bought was jeremy's jeans. *haha* he too skinny, even the smallest size of the jeans he got to wear a belt. *haha* so envious. eat so much still that size! then we went to toy' r' us to buy toys for fredrick. *haha* wun forget him de. he's so cute~ finally is my turn to buy clothes. *muahahaha* bought one top from Fox.

went bugis in the evening ard 6plus. bought a top and jacket. *haha* finally i got my pink cardigen. so happy! had dinner at the coffee shop in bugis village. order fried rice with pork cutlet. the fried rice was very nice! *ahaha* gave jeremy a nick, mao mao. and we call him that all day. *lol* damn fun!

walk over to OG to buy toys for james. he's angry with us coz we keep shopping for our stuffs. nv buy for him. *lol* another cute guy!

[ u're finally out of my mind and no way u're coming in again!]

[ gosh, i'm getting sick. my throat hurts and my nose's blocked! :~( ]

wed: went to 4th aunt's house. went there to see fredrick. *haha* he really brighten up my day. the things he do. the way he talk. *haha* simply so cute!

*GOSH* I MISS BAND SO MUCH~

finally changed my blogskin. the old one got prob with it man. so sianz! still got to change it. took hours to change this blogskin, cause keep running in and out of my room just to watch tv. *lol* mad me. ^^v

Brrrrr..so cold~ feel so sleepy. wounldn't it be nice if singapore have this kind of weather all year out. can save alot of $$ man. no need air-con and fan! *haha* thinking too much. ^^v

it's a hilarious night man! was watching tv with sis, then a bug came flying around. it was stuck in between the curtains. me and my sis wanted to catch it. first try: din work! second try: caught it. dunno why just seeing it flying in the bottle, i got so scared that i quickly threw the bottle and went running away. *haha* my goodness!! simply madness!

21 nov

went for a scroll at the park in the evening with granny. long time nv see her le, coz daddy nv bring us over to her house. *haiz* she staying over at our house. *haha*

sis bought ice cream back. *yummy* trying to lose weight man. *haiz* still eat ice cream how to slim down. *GOSH*

20 nov

woke up damn early. ard 10plus. so unlike me. maybe too excited ba *haha* later going for 5566 thingy~ *muahahaha* thinking of them just make me so happy! guess i wun be able to slp tonight. *haha* just dunno why some ppl dun like them, keep saying they sux! they very cute okie! *haha* erm..maybe not cute but somehow they manage to make so many go crazy for them. *muahahaha* so guys out there, u no need to be handsome or cute also got ppl will like u. *lol* decided to leave home at 12nn but dunno why dilly dally until 1pm. *haiz*

we reached there at the very last min~ *phew* luckily my sis asked her fren to help us queue. or not i wonder where we gonna stand man. *haha* anyway after we go in, i still cant see what's infront. *sobz* too short!!! *pouts*

[5566 rox~~ Xiezhi rox too!!] too high le lah~~ haha~~ ^^v

*yawns* so sleepy man! woke up damn early. abt 830am! all because of my sis. she switch on the tv until so loud! but anyway wanna wake up so early too. got sth to do! *haha* went granny's hse in the afternoon, cause she having headache. no choice..must go.

dreamed of u again! *irritated* stop appearing in my dreams okie!! dun feel like seeing u!

[ kenny: take care wor! dun think so much..sure can solve the problem! trust me. *haha*]

[ stitch: missing u~ very badly!! i wanna maple too! *sobz*]

just finish watching tv. nearly cried. *sobz* wanna watch movie man, got so many movies coming out. *haiz* wonder when those ppl are free. *yawns*

[ zi wo cui mian]

meet amanda at tampines. on the way to tampines, in bus, i was wondering why amanda didn't sms me? coz normally she would sms me when i'm on my way to meet her. *haha* (feeling so weird) i took out my phone and see. *oops* i didn't ON my phone! from morning till now! no wonder didn't receive any sms. *haha* quickly on-ed my phone..and there.. amanda's sms!! *lol* luckily the thing she ask for my house don't have it! *phew* half way through the journey, it rained so heavily! *burrr..so cold inside the bus* sms-ed amanda that i was reaching her school..but she replied that she's at the airport doing some project. i was like, huh? thought she in school having lessons? how come at airport! *haha* she never go for the last two or three lessons lah..omg~ bad stitch!! *spray water* don't give u your desserts!! *haha* so meet her 3pm at tampines coz she still doing her project.

i reached earlier..waited for her at the interchange. *bored* dunno waited for how long..she finally called me..said she's reached.

boareded the bus. she fell asleep half way through the journey. i knew it..it happens all the time. stitch always sleep! *haha* know her too well. as for me..listen to songs on my mp3 and thinking of stuffs. sort of daydreaming too.. *lol* reached quite earlier coz maybe the bus didn't stop. called kenny and he still on his way. so we walk to cchy first. nowadays, schools are so troublesome..got security guard. go into the school must write down particulars. while writing, kenny they all arrived. just in time. *haha* played games with amanda coz band having combine. played until my hand got blood clot. *omg* we're so violent!! *lol* just suay today. keep losing. that stupid kenny!! he can guess my moves. *argh*

after band, went northpoint for dinner. sat mr toh's car. too many ppl so i sat on amanda's lap. i think i abit heavy lah. if i move, her legs will pain. so i tried very hard not to move. but..mr toh lah..keep playing. say wanna test the brakes. keep on braking. *haha* poor amanda, not my fault huh.. is mr toh hor!! *keke*

had long john. stayed until 8plus and we went home. took train to toa payoh. coz got straight bus home from there. didn't want to go home so early so amanda and me shop around toa payoh interchange. saw lilo and stitch tees at giodano. wanted to buy the kids one. coz it look nicer. with baby pooh. *so cute* saw the rose lotion in body shop..wanted to buy one. still considering whether i should buy from body shop or missha. *hmmm..* headed home after we finished shopping.

[ stitch: i wanna play the game again. dun believe i'll be so suay. keep losing. *haha* miss ya already~ sobz. *Muacks* ]

[ someone: why you don't bother to talk to me? what am i to u? a friend? or just somebody? what's going wrong? ]

[ i need some strength to move on! who can help me? ]

yeah~ mummy's back!! chilli crab..muahahahaha~~

going cchy tmr. meeting amanda and kenny. cant wait to go band. :)

went to jasmine's hse to maple. i leveled up..yeah~ so happy!! *haha* trying to level up to 20..so i can use my new weapon. *heez* maple for quite long..i think 4-5 hrs..*oops* my sis nearly fall asleep. *haha*

pester mummy to buy chilli crab back tonight. and she agreed!! *yeah* so happy!! having chilli crab for dinner!! i also forget when was the last time we had chilli crab. last year? the year before? *haha* cant remember~~ so excited man...just cant wait for mummy to come home. chilli crab~~ i'm waitingggg~!!

now having cheese cake..with melted chocolate on it..*yum yum* so nice..so heavenly~ *haha* sounded like advertisment eh!! watched full house last night..sobz~ so sad.. cried while watching. the guy so stupid..like e gal and he dunno how to express himself. still wanna let go of the gal..haiz~ like the person must say out what..maybe he/she like u too? *haha*

sobz~ blocked nose! feel like chopping off my nose~ so irritated!! *ARGH* why i always have this problem?

[ can u give me ur love? is that impossible? ]

Kenny's back~ yeah..gone for 10mths..finally he's back! went to fetch him..but we were late.. he arrived earlier den we expected! in the end..he had to wait for us. *lol* cant find him at the airport...made us walk and search for him..so bad~ went to his hse first...then we had breakfast together. after breakfast back to his hse again. Chat for awhile then he prepared to go out. Bad sia..he treat me like his maid!! Ask me to wash his hair..coz of the hair wax.. so troublesome!! finally can take my book back..nv seen it for almost a year..left in his hse and he always forget to return it to me!! *poor book* he come back only i kanna suan..haiz! that's life~ *haha* he went for a haircut before meeting that someone..coz he wanted to look better. *haha* ai mei sia~ *keke*

since he meeting someone else and we dunno wanna go where. so decided to go back to amanda's hse to maple again...since dunno when still got chance to play again. *haha* so hard to level up..still at level 18 only! :(

guess have to meet him again..coz today din do much. nv seen him for 10mths..this few hours not enough ba~ maybe going band on tues..hope wun kanna suan again. *rolling eyes*

now at amanda's hse...using her com!! Muahahahaha...tonight i'm staying over to maple~ finally..can maple~ just dunno why my com cant..short of what? *thinking* tml going to fetch kenny..gonna wake up at 530am.. yeah...choclates..my chocolates!!

packing stuffs now..going off at 4pm..to amanda's hse~ maple..i'm coming~ haha

`samsung new phones..cool eh~ 

17 oct : yest went to granny's hse. *haha* coz miss my little snowie darling boy~~awww~ Had lunch at kfc before going over coz snowie boy will be so excited when he sees food. *haha* three of us are simply mad..started to crap. is like once started, we cannot stop..*lol* so we make the whole kfc so noisy..*opps* not finished yet..when we boarded our bus..we continue..acting like a fool man..three noisy gals!!! Stayed at granny's hse until 8plus and daddy came to fetch us home..so sad. gonna go home..still miss snowie! *sobs*

18 oct : woke up early today...coz i miss my show yest..so got to catch it at 10am. *yawns* still tired~ sis din go sch today...so gd! *haha* how come chung cheng din have breaks after holidays? *hmmm..* yeah..4 more days and kenny coming back~weee~~cant wait to see him. and 3 more days to amanda's hse to maple...*haha* maple..wait for me!!! received samsung newsletter..new phones nice man..i wanna get one of them too...*haha*

[ dreamed of you again last night.. how i wished i can continue to dream! how i wished i never woke up this morning! ]

Sobz..i look so stupid now! when for a hair cut yesterday..with sis! sad..now fringe so short..make me look so tooty~~ Ahhhh...stitch save me!! *haha*

[dreamed of u last nite..will my dream come true??]

Time to lose some weight

*Omg* i'm getting heavier!! Got to control my diet le...*sad* There goes my chocolates!!

[stitch: i miss you! Never sms me..must be busy studying for ur exams! That day u told me u got sore throat right? Getting better already? Must take care wor...drink more water okie? *muacks* ]

Waiting and waiting

so excited..sis said her friend going to give us a husky!! Just cant wait for it to come!! i simply just love huskys. Although they look fierce but to me they are so adorable!! *Awww*

Kone's new book!! 

18 sep

going to granny's hse..ice cream mooncake i'm coming~~ *haha* aunt going to write complain letter..yeah man!! *haha* i'm so bad..just today only..*lol* my sunburn's killing me..arhh...so painful!! brought snowie down for a walk..haha..bought pink shoes for him that day.. so cute!!

[heart's still crying..cant stop! can somebody help me?]

17 sep

last night din slp well..coz too excited. *haha* today going for 5566 autograph session. went out too later so took a cab there. first fetch my younger sis's fren at compasspoint. den meet my aunt at cityhall control station. the autograph was at padang. *omg* weather damn hot today. somemore forget to bring umbrella..haiz..too forgetful! when we reached, the queue was so long and we are the the back man..waited until 2plus we den managed to get inside. *phew* waited for so long finally cant stand the heat..ask my sis buy an umbrella back..*lol* the autograph session started with them singing..just cant wait for them to sign my cd. *awww...they are so cute*

it ended ard 6plus..we went to polar for ice cream..really need something cold. i feel like i'm roasted..my whole face was red and my arms too. think i cant go out for a few days le..sad! *sobs* but its worth it..at least i managed to see them. *haha* went to grandma's hse for dinner..she cooked our fav, curry..*yum* just thinking of it makes me drool le..*haha* stayed for while before we went off the buy some stuffs.. took a cab to compasspoint.. and i lefted my 2 cds in the cab...call the citycab office 3 times..and got no response from them..know why? coz they din even send out the message how to get response form the cab driver. *fustrated* i swear i nv take citycab..ppl there and so IRRESPONSIBLE! simply just HATE them!! although is my fault for forgetting to take my stuffs...but they are oso responsible for finding and returning the stuffs back to customers.

[ heart's crying...lost sth so precious to me. god can u pls return it back to me..i really need it.. pls!!! i beg u!]

2 sep

today feel rather moody. wanna go shopping but dunno ask who out. *haha* got so addited to the korean show..dat day watch until cry. *omg* tmr got another show..seems nice. cant wait to watch it! my sis found a website which can dl songs..not bad wor..got alot of songs. *heez*

[suddenly miss u so much~ where are u??]

27 aug

went to amanda's hse to play maple..haiz..all becoz of my stupid com..so laggy! Cant play maple..got so fed-up with it. it says the nvidia geforce4 mx 440 graphic card failed! *sad* went over at around 5plus..bought dinner up. reached there only we started playing maple..haha..cant wait to play man! decided to stay over coz got addited to maple. *dots* played until abt 2am den finally it's slping time! *haha*

26 aug

meet amanda at tampines for lunch..coz going cchy. dunno why today so blur..keep doing wrong things. firstly, i mistook the red traffic light for the red man signal. and i shouted so loud to zijun. ask her dun cross..damn paiseh. guess u all know wad amanda will be doing. Laugh lor!! *Kaoz* the stupid thing is that i repeat the same mistake twice. *ARGH* can faint right? *omg*

went to band quite early..so amanda decided to take sectionals. so few ppl only..haiz! All dunno go where. then around 5plus..they went for dinner. we still feel full so we decided to stay behind. at first it was zijun who started to play with the keyboard. then i joined in..wanted to try out the song, 'tong hua' but doesn't sound gd. haha..then amanda came in. at first we were just figuring out the notes..then dunno why amanda started to play with it.. *omg* damn funny..she ar..mad one. DJ version of tong hua and choir version of tong hua came out. all thanks to amanda.. *haha* really laugh until i started to cry man..really funny. amanda thanks huh..for entertaining me! *rofl*

after band had dinner at northpoint. went guardian to buy things. then there was this lady who wanted to promote something to me..so i was thinking.. ' let her promote lor..no harm right? maybe the item really very gd?' so listened to her promote..so she showed me the item and i gave a very big reaction. i said: WAH..ITS $49!!! *haha* weird huh...how come my reaction so big..so unlike me man! when i told amanda abt this in the cab..so cannot stop laughing. -_-" really that funny mehz? *haha* okie wad!

Miss her man..abt one week nv meet her only..so fast started to miss her and her lame jokes le. really miss those days where we went out..with kenny they all. really miss those times when we are so close. time cant turned back..nth change except the ppl. lefted behind are those memories that make us feel happy and a little sad too. time really show who are those true frens around u! glad to have u around..really appreciate it! Love ya lots! *muacks*

First Love - Kone

First Love - Kone

my love~~ bei ku~~ wo ye hui xin tong~ si wo~~ rang ni shang tong tai duo~~ nuo shi jian zhen de neng dao hui~~ ni li qu hou de na yi ye~~ ye xu~~ jiu bu hui jue wang de liu lei~~

sorry~~ si wo~~ wang le ni de gan shou~~ rang ni~~ pei zhe ji mo shen huo~~ dou guai wo hu lue le wen rou~~ rang shi jian shu yuan le ni wo~~ dao ru jin~~ cai chen fa wo shi qu le ni~~

you are my first love.. you are my first dream~~ ru jin xiang ni xiang ni xiang bian cheng se chi de mong jing~~ you are my first love.. you are my first dream~~ zhong yu ming bai le jui ai wo de... shi ni~~ my love~~

sorry~ jiu suan yi yu shi wu bu~~ qing ni.. ting wan zhe yi shou ge~~ ni gei wo tai mei de hui yi.. zi guai wo bu dong de zhen xi~~ zhong yu.. zai mei ji hui shuo wo ai ni~~

you are my first love.. you are my first dream~~ nan dao xiang ni xiang ni xiang zhi neng shou cang zai xin di~~ you are mny first love.. you are my first dream~~ zhong yu.. zai mei ji hui shuo wo ai ni.. my love~~

you are my first love.. you are my first dream~~ you are my first love.. you are my first dream~~ yi jiu xiang ni xiang ni xiang ni.. yi zi dao xia yi ge shi ji~~ you are my first love.. you are my first dream~~ yong yuan bei wang ji jui ai ni de.. shi wo~~ my love~~

10 aug

advance theory test today..haha!! reached there on time..haha..finally man!! we cant find the room..so we went from 2nd storey..to third storey..den back to 2nd storey again. got so fed-up..and my sis's fren decided to ask the uncle who just came out of the staff room. the room was right infront of us lor..so stupid. the uncle went in with us..den told the examiner we keep walking ard the building coz we cant find the room. *dots* so paiseh.. stupid!! haha..took ard 40mins to finish the test...in the end..i fail! haha..i knew it..know i will fail!! *haha*

11 aug

today's my first day of work..haha...quite tiring! haiz!

7 aug

went for Kone autograph session in the afternoon. so handsome so cute!! Waited outside junction 8 for ard few hours..time passes so slow when waiting for them. Finally ard 4plus..the autograph session started. Simply high man! the way they dance and sing..can melt there man! bought an extra cd..coz i wanted a chance to go up there and see them. Arh...JR, Gino and Liyang..i love u all! *muacks*

8 aug

went for the concert at marina bay. had two tickets for the singtel priority session..so happy!! went down ard 5plus to meet my sis who was there since 12plus..haha. madness sia!! was supposed to meet my classmates for dinner..so sorry that i went for the concert..coz there's a few ppl i need to see!! haha.. waited and waited..ard 7pm the area is open for us to go in..and three of us rushed in damn fast..although the field was damn wet and muddy.. managed to stand in the front row..Arhhhh..so happy!! Shout until my throat damn pain sia...my goodness..we are mad man!! those performing were..FIR, Kone, 183club, guo ping chao(handsome guy wor..*drools*), machi and more..

went off ard 12mn after the fireworks..damn nice man..bravo..singapore team!! walked pass the bus where all of the performers were in there..and there we went shouting and shouting..haha. dunno why i will do so childish things..omg!! wanted to pass something to JR but the bus go off..sad man!! so we took a cab and follow them back to the hotel. reached the hotel den know they went for supper..and we waited for like an hours or so outside the hotel. finally ard 3plus..they came back. and there we went chasing again..haha!! wasn't able to pass the letter to JR so we decided to go in from the main entrance and to the lift lobby..and there they are!! walking towards us. Awwwww...heart can stop there man!! one wor to decribe guo ping chao..HANDSOME!!! Kone too..so cute and handsome!! passed the letters to JR then we finish our mission man..so tired after that!! reached home ard 4am. had a light supper or make consider as an early morning breakfast. wanted to catch some sleep before we go to the airport to send them off!

9 aug

woke up at 7am..only slept for 2hrs..omg!! so tired sia!! took a quick bath and off we go to the airport! Kone..here we come..haha!! reached at 1oam sharp..first time we all so punctual..lol!! and it's waiting time again. waited for like 2hrs..then we finally saw them..arhhh...stayed there till 1pm then headed back home!

31 july

meet amanda early for lunch at PS. left around 2plus to meet weijie at ang mo kio station. finally i can dye my hair! *haha* so happy. after dying, amanda's hair colour was copper brown..so obvious..haha. but the colour is nice..i like it! *muahahaha*

after dat weijie went home..left the two of us. feel so bored and we decide to go to suntec. started the topic of gay when i was at suntec. *haha* just thinking of it wanna make me laugh man..guess amanda know wad i'm refering to who. *rofl* just as we finish, we really saw two gays walking infront of us man. *haha* think i super duper high that day. *oh gosh!* maybe because talk to amanda abt the same topic last night..so today still so high lah. see amanda!! all ur fault lah. *muahahahaha*

went foodcourt for our dinner. but still quite full so decide to share. ordered a plate of carrot cake and fried wanton. *Mmmm.. so nice* *haha* cant think of any place to go after dinner so decide to go home. dat amanda..cannot stand her..see any person will point and ask, ' is this my hair colour? lighter or darker den mine?' *pengz* took bus 36 with her coz lazy to take mrt. alighted at the bus stop near her hse and we started chatting over there. think chatted for around 1hr..coz i dun feel like going home so early. i think i did the right choice for not going home so early. *haha* coz we saw a cute boy waiting for bus at the same bus stop. *muahahahaha* went off around 10pm.

[xi huan ni you cuo ma?? hahaha]

30 july

*yawns* so bored..nth to do..nth to play with. listening to songs..feel so sad! *sobs* wanna dye my stupid hair..it look so awful now..haha. guess its time for tv..haha..buaiz

23 july

actually we wanted to go for the zpop concert but we didn't. coz we know even if we went..we cant see anything. *haha* we're simply too short. decided to go to marina sourh for steamboat. *haha* anyway we're more interested in food rather then the concert. *lol* Went there quite early..around 4plus. is like we're the only ones there during that time. so shy when walking in. *blushs*

it was simply madness when we're bbq-ing. *lol* being make fun by my sis coz the food i cook is like all black like charcoal. *haha* just dunno why..i did remember to turn it. feels like we're playing more than we're eating. simply so high during dinner time. maybe too long never had steamboat. *lol*

after dinner we went shopping near our house. went to charles & keith..we're like inside the shop for around 1hr..trying out the shoes. *haha* as if we wanted to buy all the shoes like that. bought a pink sandals for myself. happy sia..finally bought pink sandals! *muahahaha*

[i miss u!!]

2oth july

my beloved brownie left me.. how could you leave me alone in this lonely world of mine?? *sobs* I love you!!!

21th july

finally i started writing my blog after so long..simply din have the mood to do so!! so excited over tmr..haha..finally can see my frens after so long...think should be ard 1yr nv meet them le!! just cant wait!! oh ya..tmr is shulin's bday..hope she'll like the present i bought for her..haha!

[ thought it'll be hard to let u go..guess it isn't that hard after all!!]

15 May

Sp concert today..haha..meet amanda at 5pm but i'm still at home!! *oops* Gonna get killed by her man..haha!! My mum lah..told her i'm meeting amanda at 5pm le..she still can mop e floor..haiz!! In e end..still late for the concert!! Both of us thought it's atarting at 730pm..we got the wrong time!! Made amanda miss the 1st song..so sorry..haha!! Alot of ppl went..i still thought just e few of us only..haha!!

After concert we went suntec with vincent and weijie, had swensen's crayfish pasta..not very nice..orchard's swensen taste better..haha!! Took few photos with weijie's phone..but he din sent us..sad!! I WANT PHOTOS!!! It's still early after we finish our dinner..so we went shopping...haha..din manage to buy anythink..coz shopping with them seems so weird..they nv look ard de..like only me and amanda are shopping for things..weird!!! Took bus 36 with amanda..coz going to her place to change bus. While waiting for my bus..kenny called..but we mistook his call for prank calls coz nobody answer!! *lol* so sorry huh..make u waste $$ on two calls..*oops*

[ There's one pain i feel which you will never know because it is caused by the absence of you.]

16 May

Basic theory test!! Omg..pray man!! haha..dun wanna fail again!!

Hiya ppl..i'm back!! Just feeling so idiot!! Same like amanda.

I supposed everybody will think staying with parents is a very wonderful thing..but to me..is a nightmare!! Started off with them came home after work..we were watching tv and out of sudden he started scolding..for nth!! He went on and on and on..den started to dig out the past..and continue his lectures!! He blamed us for teaching bad things to my younger sis..blamed us for not concerning abt them..etc(all those bad things u can think of).

Okie..i admit..i'm not very concerned abt them..why?? 20 yrs of my life..nv ever stayed with them..nv really sat down and talk as a family at all!! How u wan me to be very concern abt u when u wasn't very concern abt me too!! U dun even noe wad i like and wad i dun like..wad i'm scared of. IF out of the sudden i treat u very nicely..u surely think i have motive..wanna get money from u..wanna cheat u!! Why bring me here when i'm a burden to u!! Should have strangle me when i'm born..rather den letting me to suffer all those shitty things!!

I had enough of u okie..wad u said was the max..i'll remember every word u said everything u did!! And i'll tell ppl how 'wonderful' my daddy was!! And u..i'm so disappointed in u..shouldn't u help us when he said those things?? Guess we aren't very important to u!! Thanks huh!!

[ohana means family..family mean nobody gonna be forgotten or left behind! -> RUBBISH!!!]

[God..Pls take me away from them..save me from these pains!]

moving hse soon...yeah!! will update u ppl when i'm free. haha!!

Sis went KL with her frens..so gd!! can go shopping. :(

i want shopping too!!! Lacking of clothes again and wanna buy a bday gift for myself...muahahaha!!

[still din get wad i want for bday!! haiz.. guess i wun get it next yr too!!]

[And thanks matt for his wishes at the very last few mins!! haha (see!! i got thank u hor)]

Fishy, fazli, weenah, vincent, kenny, amanda, helen, chian, zhengtao, my sis and keng!! Thanks u guys for wishing me..so sweet of u all!! zhen bu kui si wo de jie mei!! haha!! (but where's my presents?? haha!!)

well..cant celebrate today coz nobody's free..haha!! Nvm..everyday is my bday...so anytime celebrate oso can..muahahahahaha!!!

23 april, Sat

Daddy came to fetch me over to new hse..haha..feel so weird!! Seldom alone with him or talk to him..dots!! Make me feel so weird...now den i know he love talking..keep talking nonstop..aiyo!!! Telling me his story..pengz!! There's one that's quite funny..abt the soya bean drink. Make me laugh rolling on floor..haha!! Told my sis abt it when we got back..so my sis went to make fun of my mum..haha!! The story my dad told me was abt my mum. Damn funny lor!! Furnitures all in..make the hse so nice wor. Arhhh...just love my new home!!

24 april, Sun

Mummy gave a super early morning call..at 7:52am!!! Arghhhh..cant she call at 8am..let me sleep 8mins more mahz!! Both my sis cant get up..haiz..poor me..got to keep calling and calling..aiyo!! In the end, i use snowie to wake my elder sis..muahahahaha!!! Go in and dee siao..and i made it..she woke up after that..haha!! Went to the new hse to bai bai!! All of us very sleepy..went into the hse all lie on the sofa dun wanna move..haha!!! After that went for lunch den home to change!! Den off to Ikea..for more things..bought bedsheets, boxes, some kitchen utensils..haha..like dat only spent abt 400 le..things are so expensive nowadays...ohhh my!! After dat we spent 3hrs at the shop selling curtains..aiyo..decide on everything le den wanna change..make me so irritated..haiz!! Dun wan say early mahz..still ask us to decide on wad we wan..den dun wanna buy!! Stupid lor..waste our brain juice thinking!! *Angry!!* Waste my time!!! Then was dinner and now..back home writing this entry!!

[Happy birthday to myself..lol!!! Haha..got red packet from mummy..yeah!!]

HaPpY BiRtHdAy sTiTcH(which is my sis)!! Stay pretty and stitchy hor!! Muahahaha!!!

Yesh!! I'm home..back to my aunt's hse!! Yippy!! Can hug my simba again..haha!! Got so fed up at my aunt's hse(another aunt) coz come back only my uncle nag and nag and nag. *ARGH* Spoil my day man!! Luckily manage to pester my aunt to go home early..or not sure no mood to have dinner. Haiz!! Snowie getting smelly..gosh..still got 1 more day before i can bathe it!! *lets ta han the smell for one more day* hahahaha..

Had a chat with my aunt yesterday nite..she was asking whether wad i wanna learn..piano or violin?? Hmmm..actually i also dunno lehz..both i like..but dunno which to choose!! Must learn sth to keep myself busy..or not have to think abt alot of things..haha..in that case..i rather learn sth!! Haiz..which to choose??? omg!! Anyone help me?? :(

[How can you be friends with someone if everytime you look at them it makes you want them even more?] - Came across these sad quotes from a website!! So meaningful..guess the one who wrote them must be very sad and troubled by his/her loved ones!!

*Yawns* Now at my aunt's hse..bored!! In the room using my uncle's laptop and everyone's asleep!! Using my uncle's laptop isn't easy man!! The keys are so near..not so used to it..haiz!! *Dots* I still wanna own my own personal laptop sia..gosh!!! Guess i gonna get use to the keyboard..haha!! Brought snowie here too..but too bad cant let it run abt..coz freddrick's sick!!! Poor snowie!! Poor freddrick too!! Haiz..freddrick grown bigger le..didn't see him for a mth or so only..he grow so much!! Amazing!! Xinyu now taking her driving license..and alan have already pass..omg!! All so fast lor..and me?? Pathetic..still stuck in the basic theory!! Gosh!! Really hope i can pass lor..haiz..den no need to waste so much $$. Now the cost of the theory test have increased man..is ard $11!! That day go register then know..got a shock too!! Too long nv come le lah..haha!! Slow!! Then the guy helping us to register was asking whether we wanna take the test in sch or private?? We was like..erm..too early to say this!! Hahaha..maybe we know we wun pass..lol!! Thinking back..the guy was quite handsome lor..muahahahaha..!! My sis and i said that at the same time..lol!! Really great minds think alike man!! Wahahahahahaaa!!

[Moving on is simple, its what you leave behind that makes it so difficult!]

Your Heart is Grey What Color is Your Heart?

Took snowie to the vet for injection in the afternoon. Weather was damn hot. Sweating all the way. At the clinic.. snowie got so frightened, shivering when the vet was examining him. Poor think!! Snowie didn't cry when having the jab. and the vet was saying maybe it would cry coz it'll be abit painful. Brave snow!!! Guess it didn't know what was going on..simply too blur..haha!! Cant bathe it for 5days. *OMG* Gonna be VERY smelly!! Haha..bought pudding for it!! Since its so brave(erm.. :/) okie..blur!!

[Nothing hurts more that realising he meant everything to u, but u meant nothing to him!!]

Went to register for the basic theory test at ubi. Day of test: 16 may. Haha..still got 1mths time for me to revise..haha!! After that went shopping at bugis..bought a bracelet for myself..ex but nice..haha!! Bought a shirt for snowie too!! Snowie wear le sure very cute!! Meet amanda at esplanade ard 7plus..her parents was there too..quite surprised..haha!! Din know they oso watching the concert!! Raffles jc concert was damn gd!! Brass section all very strong man..gosh!! Half way thru the concert got to know fajar's result!! GOLD!! So happy for them..can see they really work hard for it man. Got so worried for the Cchy ppl..scared for them man!! Nearly cried out!! *OMG* Hope they can get the results they want. *pray*

[Congrats to FJSB..u all made it!!]

[Cchy ppl..gd luck!! Be calm tmr..u all can do it!! JiaYou!!] [15hrs more]

Yawns..still feeling damn tired! Din get any slp last nite..INSOMNIA?? Haha..die lah..later still going out for movie! Arh..sure dozed off in the middle of the show! Wanna watch swing gals..but too bad..weijie they all watch le..nvm..still got wedding dates!! Haha..seems nice!! Too bored at home and i got irritated by my fringe..decided to trim it myself..haha..luckily not very ugly..haha!! Look abit weird..haha!!

Your inner soul is calling for help! You always
seem so depressed, lonely, and feel like an
outsider. You may have a cold, sad exterior,
but in all reality you are hurt inside and
bottling up all of your anger. Everyday you
wonder why are you still here when there is
nothing left? You use to once be a happy,
loving soul, but it was damaged by 'them' and
seems like it never can be fixed again.
However, you have yet seemed to realize that
there are people out there that deeply care for
you. They secretly have a thing for you because
they find you to be dark, mysterious, and full
of secrets, not to mention being the prettiest
person in the world! You like to enjoy your
time by yourself expressing your feelings
through forms of art, and enjoy nice quiet
scenaries that just dazzle your mind with awe.
Your bedroom is basically your sanctuary where
you can hide out, hidden from those who gave
you all of the pain. Try to loosen up and have
some fun! Never start frowning because you
never know who's falling in love with your
smile :)

What Is Your Inner Soul Trying To Say?
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in your eyes, people see shards of ice everywhere... You are cold and distant, pushing away people that love you and truely care for you! You want to be able to reach out and love them but... You can't for some reason... You're just too.... You :P Underneath that cold exterior lies a warm, happy soul that wants to let loose and have fun! Your sanctuary would probably be anywhere up high where you can look down on life below you, like the roof of an apartment building... Your eyes resemble a saddened, crestfallen person seeking out attention, but doesn't know how to handle it. However, you do find comfort from your friends, they're always there for you, and they know the REAL you :) Even though you do seem rather cold, you can be very protective over something you truely believe in or love. Let go of that "tough" rep and just be you! It's impossible to live life without some fun and love ^-^

[quiz i did..What Lies Behind Your Eyes?]

C major - the simplest key. You are content with where you are now, you have what you need. Some people are happy in C major, but it is up to you to decide to push yourself further if you want more from your life. what key signature are you?

Amanda went to get her report today..hmmm...results?? Not very gd!! See lah...nv drink milk..haha..go ask jiehong give u some. *oops* Say u..i oso dun drink milk..die lah..will be same as u not huh?? Meet her and bird at toa payoh at 230pm..but bird din come..coz..he OVERSLEPT!!! Argh..ask amanda give him 'morning call' at 1pm..in the end..he still overslept. Next time must call him two time..den he will wake up!! So i and amanda go to band lor..den meet him after band. Ask him rush down he dun wan..idiot!! Say tired..excuses!! Humph!!

Reached band only..mr toh combine le. So we sat at one corner and started our lame jokes and stupid actions!! Amanda wanted to teach the sec ones juniors..but all dunno how to play yet..haiz!!

After band meet bird at cityhall mrt..for dinner at shaw tower with weijie, helen and amanda. Had spicy seafood crabmeat pasta..is nice..haha..bird nv intro wrong..haha..was really gd!! Quite cheap also..dinner set is $14.50..with pasta, soup, drinks and desserts!! Bird and helen keep taking gotcha photos of amanda..haha..den wanna imitate her smiles or actions...so stupid lor. Hahaha..anyway..he made us laugh with all his stupid expressions..haha!! Thanks huh..brighten up our day man!! Had a long chat over there.

[why am i forcing myself to forget?? Is this the right thing to do??]

[6 day to SYF..go for it ppl..jia you!!!]

[Shi wen bing - wang bu liao]--> nice song

Wanted to meet bird to go cchy at 3pm..but it rained..argh!! So sianz..i'm already so lazy to get out of the hse and it rain..make me more relectant to get out of my hse!! Finally..it stopped..got out of hse at 4pm..is like damn late le lor..haiz!! Meet bird at toa payoh and he's late...argh...make me rush like dunno wad!! Hahaha..still can sms me say he stuck in toilet poo poo..*OMG* Reached band ard 5plus..haha..saw zijun..haha..so happy!!! Got ppl to talk to and lame with..yeah!! Me and helen took a pic of us holding hand..wanted to spike amanda...lol!! Both of us like mad!! Laugh and laugh..my goodness!!

Amanda came ard 7plus..got to go down and bring her up...coz she say she kanna lock outside..haha..cannot open!! :(

Exercise sia..going up and down the stairs!! Got amanda = madness!! U gonna believe lor..haha!!

Dunno why we talk abt the sports day..den amanda say she dun run..she use roll wan!! Omg..haha..den i add in lor..and the whole bunch of us were laughing away behind the band..haha!! Then amanda started singing 'keep rolling...keep rolling...' Arh...she's simply mad when with us..haha...cant control!! I think is jiehong who started saying the passing of baton..say wad must polish the pathway smooth..den wun have abrasions..haha!! Bird added in..say if stop half way..ask the teammates to push u along the way..arh..all mad..haha!! He oso say jiehong can roll into a ball den he can bounce and bounce!! Jiehong bought chocolate cheese cake..yum yum..still think the original one nicer..haha!! On our way to sun plaza amanda still can continus playing...take vincent's medal and started her speech!! Me..speechless ar!!

After band went for dinner at sun plaza mos burger..with weijie and the others..haha!! Helen bluff us using the stupid two dollar note..argh..HELEN..i remember wad u did..haha!!

26 March `05

Woke up damn early..noe why?? Coz my dear gal, amanda, sms at 920am in the morning...and i slept ard 3am!!! Damn early lor..actually didn't wanna wake up..but the phone keep ringing..haha..coz the repetition i put periodic...argh...i sabo myself man!!! haha..too noisy so wake up...den got nth to do..on tv oso no programmes!!! Boring sia...wanted to go amand's hse to watch vcd but it rain..damn damn suay man. No choice have to wait for it to stop..ard 12plus the rain got heavier...omg!!! There goes my movies. haha!!

Decided to meet earlier at suntec to shop...coz at home too bored..!!! Went shopping for erika's present..her bday today...so tout dat we should buy sth for her...haha..choosed a very cute keychain for her..hope she likes it!! Saw yanjun at suntec too..haha..nv saw her if she nv call out to me...haha..!!! Always cant see ppl..haiz!! I'm blind..haha. Chatted awhile before meeting janet at her workplace.

Took a cab to VCH..coz three of us lazy to walk there..haha...mad rite!! Cab fare only $2.60 lor...haha...the uncle sure wanna kill us...coz he told us he just alighted a passenger at VCH too...oops!!! Reached there quite early...but still no time for pictures...coz weijie they all haven change to their uniforms...haiz..again no pictures. Cant stop laughing when they are presenting the token of appreciation to mr toh. Amanda should noe wad i'm refering to..coz both of us were laughing. Shhhhh..it's a secret..hahaha...think of it i still feel like laughing..oh my!!! So stupid lor..wahahahahaha. After the concert also no time for pictures..coz they have to pack..amanda managed to take one with weijie and her 'instrument'...haha!! Happy not?? Today's not our day for pics man...aiyo!! Waited for keng to go for dinner...but he busy talking to mr toh and matt they all...and the cchy ppl..omg..so hungry already still wanna talk..argh!!

Had dinner at sushi tei (millenia walk)with janet keng and amanda. Mmm..the ramen was gd!! Lefted there at ard 9plus. Keng and janet bought sweets from candy empire. Then we walk to esplanade..on our way there talk to amanda on alot of things..we both got alot of problems...haha!! Nice scenery at esplanade..haha..amanda u lucky ar..can hear me sing..haha. Actually not sing lah..just humming the music..muahahaha. Still lucky okie.. Took some pictures there..haha..finally got new pictures..arh!!

[Amanda..thanks for listening to me..heez]

[Keng..thanks for ur skittles..hehe]

[Still cant let go!!!]

Poor puppy :(

Last nite snowie make alot of noise again...crying the whole nite man!! OMG!! Even me who slp like a pig also got awaken by the noise..argh..make me wake up early again...stupid snowie!!! Now i noe training a puppy is difficult..haiz...so better think properly whether wanna own one..haha!!! Luckily snowie not mine...or not i can vomit blood sia..keep chasing me..wanna bite me somemore..haiyo..feel like slapping it man...haha..tmr got to bathe for snowie..wondering will it sit there quietly for me to bath not!!! Haiz..stress ar..!! When den it would learn everything?? Hope this day faster come..haha..!!! Omg...i think i getting fatter..my face seems to be rounder..arhhhh...i need exercise man!!! Going home tmr...so bye bye com..haha..will be back in a weeks time ba..sAd!!!

[nobody say loving u was going to be easy!!] [trying my best]

Thursday, 10 march

Went for a hair cut on thurs...trim my fringe only..haha!! Getting long and keep going into my eyes..haiz..no choice have to cut or not i keep getting sore eyes. Now i look stupid with my fringe so straight...haha..omg!!! After dat went suntec with my sis..bought 2 tops from Fox..and there goes my $$$...sobz..!! Itchy hand lah...go buy..haiz!!! Then ard 6plus...my sis meet her fren to watch movie...sianz..have to watch with her..idiot..somemore watch "Boogeyman". She's the only one who is screaming in the cinema..lol..i oso kanna scared by her screams sia. I swear i nv go watch horror movies with her again. Actually i'm scared oso lah..but i din scream..luckily..haha..only used my hand to cover my face. Muahahaha...and i think almost 3/4 of the movie..i'm covering my face lor...waste $$..but nvm..not i pay..haha..!!!

Friday, 11 march

Meet amanda at 2pm at tampines..den went band together!! She saw me only she laugh at me..coz of my hair.. -_-" sad lah...how can u laugh at me...haha..although i really look stupid lah.. :( Reacged band ard 3plus...den awhile later mr toh came..so early man..1st time see him so early..haha..!!! Then was sectionals..went for dinner break at ard 5 or 6 plus..so happy..coz hungry...muahahaha!! Went with helen, weijie and amanda..haha..helen so idiot lor..keep hitting my butts...kaoz..flat liao lor..like dat wear jeans not nice le..bad sia..!!! She come only we are in danger...*lol* Told amanda abt the movie "Boogeyman", keep scaring her with it..wahahahaha..she still wanna scared me..in the end..she's still the one who is scared!!! Den sth funny happened...muahahahaha...think off it can laugh man..!! I laughed from second storey to the fourth lor...muahahahahaha..!!! damn damn funny...wahahahahha...muahahahaha..!!! Make her dun dare to go toilet oso...*oops* Sorry stitch..ahahahaha...!!! Next time buy u desserts..hehe ;)

Saturday, 12 march

Went to meet the contractor to discuss abt the renovation..by the time we finishing discussing, its already 9plus..so went home..!!

Sunday, 13 march

Meet the contractor again..brought him to our new house to take the measurements!! After that..went to the IT Fair at suntec..damn bloody crowded..!! Cant stand the ppl inside lor..its so crowded already and u can keep pushing..kaoz..!! Pls ppl..think!! Haiz..felt so irritated...went off after awhile..saw gerard at the IT Fair...din see him if he nv call out to me..haha...too many ppl liao..cant see..somemore i so short...even worst..lol!! Everywhere was so crowded man..i hate crowded areas..argh..even the foodcourt oso...so hungry yet have to wait for so long!! Too bad nv get to buy anything!!

Wednesday, 16 march

Went orchard for lunch with my aunts...haha..had dim sum..*delicious* Then went to shop ard..then dunno why they decided to buy dog...haha...maybe is i say i help to look after...the n they buy...haha..!! Anyway...i'm so excited abt getting that pup!! Went parkway's petshop...found the pup we wanted...but it doesn't have the male one..!! So just take a look at it first..and i carried it!! Awwww..its so cute..haha..got the urge to bring it home man!! And u know wad the pup did when i carried it..IT LICKED ME!!! On my face...arh...!!!! Going mad man..haha..!!! But it still so cute lor...tmr gonna go see again..the person say there's more coming tonight...so i think tmr we can buy the pup back..muahahaha...yeah...so excited!! Btw..still dunno wad to name it?? Snowie again?? haha..i miss snowie..okie..dats it..i'll name it snowie..haha!!!

14 Feb - Valentine's day

Firstly, HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY TO ALL!! Today is valentine's day and i'm slacking at home..sobz..!! Pathetic me!! Luckily went out in the afternoon..arh..finally got someone to celebrate with me..lol..freddrick..muahahahaha..!!!! It was funny throughout the nite..i still enjoy it all..!! Freddrick was damn cute..love him..!!! *muacks* He's another darling of mine..same to lera..love ya too..!!! Stitch..i miss u wor..haha..when free..i wanna go shopping with ya..be lame with u...haha..!!! I still haven got a chance to tell u the stupid thing i did!!! wahahahahaha!! Although din get to celebrate the day with u and someone else...but i think still have chance ba...haha..next okie..i promise..and provide u free too..heez..!! Love ya stitch..haha!!! *hugs*

Chinese New Year - 9/2 - 13/2

Yawns..finally i'm here to blog..haha..!! Got too many things that stop me from using com..lol..!! Like food, card games, tv programmes...wahahahaha...and playing with cousins...muahahaha..!!! So fun..!!!

Day 1: Went to granny's hse in the afternoon. Know why go in the afternoon?? Coz daddy went to buy 4D..omg..the queue was so long...waited in the car for almost half an hour..dots dots..!! At granny's hse..played with lera..wahahaha...1st time she not scared of us wor..still let me carry..den my sis went chasing her..den i had to carry her running ard..omg..somemore she heavier dat last time lor..omg.. Then there were screaming everywhere...lol..!! i think i'm the most tired one..carrying her and run..carried her for ard 1hr again..omg..!! My muscles!! *Pain* After dat, we went to another relative hse..so scary..the granny keep taking tibits give us..wad she have she all take over..keep asking us to eat..omg..the whole afternoon i drank 3 cans of green tea man..den super full..*gosh* Back to home..had steamboat and tepannyaki for dinner..yum..got alot of food.. *drools*

Day 2 & 4: Bored..coz stay at home whole day..sit in front of tv and com..lol..

Day 3: Went UK fair at night..it was fun..haha..!! Sat for one ride i bth le..so giddy..wahahaha..scream like dunno wad...dots dots..

Day 5: Alot of ppl came..aunties, cousins, some weird ppl who keep looking and cousins who i nv talk to until now..omg..feel so weird..wahahaaha...!! Only thing i can do was hide inside the room and see them play PS2..damn kan chiong...me and my sis was shouting throughout the stupid game..somemore the character i choose damn funny..see the way it run..can laugh rolling on bed le..!!! Played with Baby cousin, zhengyu, too..but carry him awhile only he cry...sobz..he getting cuter and cuter..more like winnie the pooh...wahahaha. And he likes winnie the pooh so much. Cant stand!! *keke* Then was card games again..but this time i help my granny play..still lose lor..lol..me suay lah...no luck in playing these one...!! I every yr oso lose money de..haiz..sad wor..!!! During dinner time, its my turn to play PS2 games...wahahaha..damn serious man...haha..have to concentrate mahz..so ppl talk to me i oso dun care..haha..play until dat exciting part...i aunt accidentally close the switch...i was like arghhhh....grumbling in the room..haha..my game wor...i play until wanna game le...argh...pekcek man..haha..!!! Die..i play games so serious..but towards some other things i'm not..jialak..!! ARH..CANNOT...Must change!!! Haiz..finally its time for them to go home..had to end..but next week they will come again..haha..dat means still got chance to play...i'm addicted to it..omg..!!! Mummy...i wan PS2!! Muahahahaha....

[My world is a little nicer just because of you..yeah YOU!!! Muahahahaha..pls give me strength!!]

31 January 05

Finally i'm back..haha..guess u all know why..my stupid com crashed..now still waiting for my sis to buy the hard disk..haiz..guess i still have to wait quite awhile before i can use my com..!! Just one week nv touch the com and i'm feeling so uncomfortable..haha..!! I NEED COM!!! ITS PART OF MY LIFE!!! *lol* Went shopping yesterday..haha..bought quite alot of things..guess how many pairs of shoes we bought yesterday??? 6 wor!! Oh my goodness..haha..dunno how we shop..buy until 6 pairs..madness!! Haha..mummy in good mood..haha..so can buy so many things..she bought a diamond ring and a pinkie ring for me..so happy..my sis also have!! I think my daddy can cry le...pocket got a big big hole..haha!!! I bought one more top for myself..haha..a pink tube...muahahahaha..quite cheap..$23 only!!! My sis bought a yellow dress..so sweet lor..got lace and ribbons!! I love clothes with ribbons..haha...my new yr clothes for this yr all got ribbons..lol..!! i thnk i'm crazy over ribbons..even buy heels also want ribbons on it..muahahahahahaha...!!! Pass by singtel shop saw samsung new phone..P730..!!! So nice..although abit bulky..but got camcorder...haha..!! Gonna psycho my mummy to buy for me..coz she promise she will buy new phone for us this yr..haha..hope she still remember..!!

[ forcing myself to forget u..i'll make sure i do it..coz i'm tired of waiting..!!! Even if i cant forget..i'll keep those feelings deep under my heart forever!!! ]

28 January 05

During dinner break was fun..went sun plaza for dinner with amanda, fazli and weijie..!! Samsung got new phone right..E630..its noise proof..!! But dunno why..i keep seeing nose proof..haha..!! *blush* Let amanda and weijie suan the whole night..argh..!! Paiseh lah..i cannot see the 'i' lah..!!! And stop suaning me abt the 'nose' proof okie..i'll shy one okie!!! muahahaha..but think of it still find it funny..siaoz liao..i'm laughing at myself man..stupid..!! Brighten up ppl's day sia..!!! Today is a bad day for me..just dunno why!!! Haiz..stress..!!! Dunno why u keep thinking that i'm ignoring u!! I didnt okie..thats the only thing i can tell u!! U can choose to believe or dont believe..up to u!! I've nothing to say!! I dont know why u say we didnt take the initiative to talk to u first lor..we did..!!! Pls think..recall...before u say those things..!!! Doubt u dont remember too..let me REMIND u!!! If we ignore u..why would amanda take the bear and joke and make fun of u?? Why did i answer when u asked something?? Why??? Ya..we know u like to be loved by all ur frens..others also like!! U think we nv talk to u..but why u didnt think of there's time where u nv talk to us too..!!! Sometimes we know u show attitude..so did we leave u and say ur attitude sucks..did we?? Perhaps there's time u feel that we showing attitude..maybe really have..i admit..but maybe thats becoz we ownselves also have troubles..have things that we cant solve..!!! Dun say other times we show attitude..just say on fri, 28 jan..did we??? Maybe we need to sit down and talk..just like wad jiehong said..!!! There's alot of things need to be say out..!!! I dont want to be said that i'm the one who ignore u when i dont have this intention at all!!!

[ you are my sunshine, my only sunshine....i miss this song!! *lol* Miss the two person singing too...!!! :( ] [11 mths to go]

15 January 05

Went to my aunt's hse at tampines with my granny and aunt..went up awhile den go off le..haha...den meet amanda at tampines mrt but she was late...i tout i'll be late..in the end..i was early..haha..!! I still waited for awhile den went out but still early..!! But nvm..haha..went yoshinoya to open her presents..stitch kan chiong lehz..haha..!! Wanna see wad's inside. Sat there chatting..and playing with two kids..lol..!! We two like entertaining them like dat..lol..funny man..!! The little boy damn cute..so shy..!! His sister also..a little bit also smile..awww...feel like pinching their faces..haha..!! Think we sat in there for almost an hr..den we went suntec..look for janet coz need to tell her she gave me the wrong photo..dots..i wan bus 2 she give me bus 1..now i got two bus 1 pics..!! Headache!!!! Chat with her awhile den went over to suntec to check the timing for the movie..!! Watching "Meet the Fockers"...bought the tics 1st coz scared no more tics if we come later...my sis coming over too..!!

At first wanna call jiehong they all over..but guess they dun wanna watch with us so din reply..and vincent dey all cant watch oso..coz the show is NC16...but nvm..three of us is noisy enough..haha..!! Three women together = market *lol* Went mac for dinner before meeting my sis..she came over to find us with her fren..she wore black..ahaha..just now amanda still tinking will they wear the same colour again..and there..!! She really wear black..wahahaha..no wonder both of u are my stitch..hahaha..!!! Was there laughing man..!!

Headed for the cinema..two ppl seated at the wrong seat..and is on our seat..dots..!! We told them and they say they got the seats for 1-5..ya correct but they seated at the wrong row..we asked them to change coz dat's really our seats wad...den they still can be so unreasonable..the man still can say "to make u all happy..fine!! We change..!!!" Wad the HELL!!! Make mistake still wanna blame others..!!! The movie was damn funny..haha...especially the baby jack...!! The first word he say was..asssss..holee..!! lol..damn funny..!! Den the show ended and we went seperate way..coz my sis going back to kallang..and i going punggol..taking bus at the same bus stop as amanda..!!

Woke up damn early in the morning..cant slp..dunnno why..haiz..!! Trying hard to memorise the basic theory thingy..but i just get them into my head..!! Guess i gonna study hard liao...haha..hope this yr can get my license..!! Erm..i think it's gonna be impossible..:( Am i getting more stupid?? Or just too long nv touch those books already?? ARH...HELP HELP!!! New year's coming...dat means it's time for shopping...!! Wanted to buy dat new levi's sling bag..arh..hope mummy buy it for me..!! Hahahahahaha..

Things are getting different..miss those days hanging out with u guys at cchy..i miss shopping with stitch..haha..miss all those lame jokes..!! I miss ya..really do..!! Stitch..sobz sobz..

[If memories can be erased..i wished i could erase from the time i noe u...!!!]

7 January 05

Meet amanda at 545pm at my hse bus stop..going to marina bay to meet vincent, weijie, christina, jiehong and kinda for dinner..!! Today celebrating amanda's bday..haha..!! Think she asked alot ppl..but came out only this few can come..haiz..dun be too sad okie..at least still got us..haha..!! Guess this yr will be so different without kenny and keng..sad wor..!! Hope this yr pass quickily..!! Okie..dun tok abt this..back to amanda's bday..haha..!! And as usual..me and amanda late again. Tout kinda and jiehong will be late..in the end they earlier den us..oops..:P They eat siew mai during dinner sia...somemore take so many..kaoz..!! Den dat jiehong keep saying dat's me..lol..!! I'm not siew mai lor..lol..!! Stop assuming dat's me..!! HUMPH..!! I tink i'm wun be a great cook..coz almost all the food i cook will chao ta..lol..!! Still let weijie say..eee..so paiseh...!! *hide* After dinner went to raffles city..at first wanna go haagen daz find bird de..but jiehong say tha manager not gd..somemore got juniors they all with us..so decided to go to raffles..went marketplace to buy water..coz thirsty after eating all the bbq food...and sat there chat for a while den went home..!! On the way home chatted with amanda..same tink we do went we go home..and usually those few topics..haha..!!

8 January 05

Shared a cab with amanda to cchy..coz we lazy to take mrt all the way there..so sleepy..haha..!! Like to waste money on cab sia..haiz..!!! I look funny dat day man..the shirt so big..as if i'm waeing skirt..omg..i board the cab only amanda say me..haha..!! Hanger for a day!! *lol* Reached cchy ard 910am..we're like so lost like dat..coz dunno they at which classroom..lol..walk ard den saw big bunch of ppl wearing 6th...den me and amanda was laughing..actually quite easy to spot oso..haha..!! Saw jason giving out sweets..so went to take some from him..lol..den we walk ard..to other cca side to kpo kpo..haha..!! Wah..now sch got guitar club sia...now den i noe lehz..how com last time dun have..if not i can join...haha...!!! Walked pass the cultral dance section...den amanda said..many ppl will join dance coz can keep long hair...haha..!! Den i said..no lor..see the costumes i die die oso wun join..lol..!! Oops..hope i din say it too loud..!! Back to the band side..i and amanda quite busy lah..busy playing other instruments...haha...saw Eb clarinet dere..so take and play and play...!! Say play sure tink of i will play songs or wad rite...no lor..play scales..lol..funny sia..!! Den try to figure out how to play first love...managedto play abit...den cannot continue le..keep getting the wrong note..argh...got so fed-up with myself den i change instrument..change to trombone..!! Omg..trombone damn heavy sia..haha..luckily got fazli help me hold..or not dunno how i play man..and mouthpiece so big oso..lol..!! Fazli keep give me dat kind of face..make me laugh sia..cant pitch the note..haiz..!! Den is french horn..manage to play the tuning note...haha...yeah..1st time sia..everytime cant get..aiyo..the last one is oboe..haha...can play...but got weird sound...haha..play b got a sound..dots..air speed not fast enuf..haiz..trying very hard...sometimes can get but a while only the note change...aiyo...!! Den christina came..haha..feel so bored and amanda suggested walk ard sch again..dots..!! Went to chase jason for the sweets..haha..he dun wanna let me take..bad sia..i offer to help him give out wor...see i so gd..haha..!! Funny sia...see the way he cover the sweets...preventing me from taking...wahahahaha..!! Change target to erika..she's another one..haha..dun wanna let me help..lol..!! Tink they scared i kapo all theire sweets away..wahahaha...i tink i will stand dere and eat the sweets..!! Everything ended ard 12plus...den amanda had to go off..coz she had to be at the primary sch at 130pm..taking scholarship or wad..forget le..so bo bian have to go off..!! At first tinking of having lunch at sun plaza..in the end din..coz scared she will be late for the ceremony..so vincent went back to sch for basketball..and weijie went to find his mummy..as for me..meet my sis at bugis for shopping..haha..!! And she was late...make me waited for so long..!! Bought amanda's bday present..haha...the wrapping so cute lor..guess she go crazy when she see it..lol..!! Bought two hp accessories for myself..one os my melody, another is little twin star de...haha...so cute wor..!! Shop until 6plus den go home..!! Lera came today..haha..she so shy..!!

4 January 05

Woke up at 6am in the morning..why..?? Coz sending our beloved fren, kenny off..!! Lefted my house quite early..at abt 630..but punggol area so quiet..wanna wait for a cab oso so difficult man...kaoz..make me walk so far..den take bus to another place just to wait for cab...argh..!! Been waiting like for half an hr den finally a cab appear lor...SAVED..!! Reached changi airport like ard 7plus..and noe wad..kenny haven even reached lor..he on his way only..(-_-") Amanda reached earlier den me..lol..she waited longer..her mummy came with her too..!! Finally he reached..with his mummy and sis..!! Den we accompanied him to change his money..den meet mr toh..!! Went BK for breakfast...my first time eating BK's breakfast sia..lol..nv wake up so early to eat before..haha..!! Amanda's mummy damn funny..keep asking those very 'cute' qns...make me and amanda laugh like dunno wad...haha..!! Omg..!! Her mummy damn cute lor..still can say..sometimes must play awhile..den wun be so sianz..haha..!! Nearly cry when sending him off..but luckily i control..haha..cried last nite le..enuf..!!

After sending kenny off went to amanda's hse..went online check mail, transfer songs into mp3 player..haha..and watch vcd..!! So sad wor..nearly cry..!! Left her hse ard 12plus..had lunch at parkway..den went to band..!! Reached there they combine liao..so we stand at the side and tok..haha...!! Bth amanda..see mr sng only she laugh..haha..!! In the end let mr sng say...wahahahahaha...!! Funny sia..!! After band had dinner at kfc with weijie and vincent..chat a while den went off..!!

2nd January 2005

Finally i can blog..arh...!! Com crashed..and sis din ask her fren over to repair..haiz..!! Got to wait..poor me..no com = no life. Sianz man..really bored without com..!! Alot of tinks happen..shall not tok abt it..simply just spoil my mood..!! And my stupid hand..not getting any better..had been to e doc like 5-6 times..!! Damn!! Haha..it's 2005..so fast is another yr..dat means i'm getting older too..arh..*run round the room crying* I'm old le..!! This yr gonna be a boring yr...kenny going australia, keng going somewhere else too..!! Our group of ppl getting lesser and lesser..haiz..sad..!! Thinking of kenny leaving..makes me wanna cry..sad wor..!! Imagine one yr without him..lame-ing, suanings..etc..!! Gonna miss him..haiz..!!

[i noe u noe sth..pls tell me..!! All i need is an answer..!! Dun make me wait..] [ Kenny: i'll miss u..take care of urself and bon voyage..!! ]