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Tuesday, May 5, 2009

21st BIRTHDAY!!!!!

The deco on the wall... Thx 2 Afni, Kra8, n me love...

The buffet n choc fountain 4 the guests... Thx 2 Obek Mok n mummy....

PINATA tym!!!!!....

Dani pickin up the candies frm the pinata... Thx 4 preparin all the candies n goodies 4 me, love....

Me beautiful bdae cake..... Dun u tink its pretty????.... Nt forgettin... Yummy-licious 2... Choc sponge wif choc mousse fillin.... Yum yum yum....

I would lyk 2 thank mummy 4 sponsorin the food.... Papa 4 payin 4 the chalet.... Obek Mok 4 cookin.... Every1 else lyk papa gonjeng, kak uji, abg rosly 4 helpin 2 carry the food, make-up, clean the place, stock up on food, etc.... Sharleyne n the JWT gang 4 bringin the "makeover" 2 me since I cnt make it there.... All the guests 4 attendin me party.... Last but nt least, Afni, Kra8, n me Honey Bunny 4 helpin me carry all the stuff, check-in, decorate the place, entertain the guests, check-out, etc.... Really appreciate everythin....

At 1st I tot it was a disaster as guests came early, I had no tym 2 go 4 me makeover, no tym 2 blow up the helium balloon, everythin was nt well prepared..... However, everythin didnt turn out bad after all... It went well.... It was GREAT.... Sorry if I haf been very cranky n stressed up b4 the party... Esp 2 Afni n Honey Bunny.... Once again, a big THANK YOU 2 every1 4 makin me 21st bdae possible..... :)

More 21st bdae pics.... COMING SOON!!!!.... STAY TUNED!!!!

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Monday, March 16, 2009

LEFT 4 DEAD!!!!!

Since me love slept over me place last nitez... 2dae, woke up wif Honey Bunny bside me... I love lookin at him wen he's asleep... So cute.... Everythin he does is cute.... Hehehe.... Bt it was hard 2 wake him up... Sleepyhead.... Wake up rdi bt still wanna lay ard n roll ard.... Hehehe...

Vacuum the hse... Went 2 shower.... Lalala.... Went 2 the Playground @ BigSplash wif me darlin n bro... Took a cab there as it was rainin cats n dogs... We went 2 eat at Carl's Jr....

After tat, we walked 2 Katong Shoppin Mall 2 play tis zombie game called, 'Left 4 Dead'.... It's lyk all of us r in a team n we've 2 kill all the zombies... There r diff kinda zombies... There's tis tanker zombie... Tis realli fat zombie.... Tis jumper zombie.... All kinds, man... N they'll juz lyk run or jump at u... Hu knew zombies cud run n jump????... Hahaha....

I was lyk screamin 4 my life, man... Hehehe... Bt it's damn fun... I love tis kinda stuff... Zombies... Vampires... Blood.... Gore..... Playin tis game is lyk woooooo.... Hahaha.... At 1st I was reluctant coz I tot it was borin n stuff.... So, we decided 2 play 4 an hr only... Bt we didnt haf enuf so we xtended another hr.... Hehehehe....

Thank u 4 2dae, love... Had a great tym.... Alwayz do wen I'm wif u... Uve gt tis charm... No matter wat I've been through on tat dae or hw I feel... Sad, stressed up, tired, etc.... U alwayz haf tis way 2 make me feel so much beta... N it's as if ure nt even tryin... Lyk its juz natural... In u... I hope u feel the same way abt me 2... I hope I'm bein a gd gf.... Im so in love wif u, Muhd Rashidin...

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Wednesday, March 4, 2009

Hello, peepz!!!... Juz 2 update u guyz on tings.... I didnt go 4 the job at HRC... I went 4 JWT Kids Gym, instead... As a 'Funner Trainer'... Pay is higher, 5 daes/wk.... There r 3 branches... Mine is at UE Square... Clarke Quay area.... Bt we do haf 2 go ard the other 2 branches as well if they lack of manpower...

Basically, tis job is similar 2 Tumble Tots where I worked prt-tym last tym after me O Level... Bt tis company offers alot more.... Bsides the normal classes.... They do bdae parties, cheerleadin classes, gymnastic classes, kids nite out (KNO), kids dae out (KDO), etc.... More programmes n stuff....

Hw I gt the job????.... Rashidin, me love.... Actually did me resume n applied 4 tat position on Jobsdb 4 me.... I gt a call 4 an interview, n the rest is history.... Thank u so much 4 tat, darling... Guess tats all 4 now.... 2 tired 2 type more.... Till then..... Toodles!!!!...

I wanna spend the rest of my life... Wif u by my side... Together 4ever.... I love u so much, dodo bird....

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Tuesday, February 24, 2009

Finally, No Longer Jobless!!!!

Ola!!!!... Guess wat, peepz.... I finally gt a job!!!... Weeeeeee..... Where???... Hard Rock Cafe Singapore (HRC)!!!!... As wat????.... Restaurant Hostess.... Dun gt the wrong impression wen I sae hostess aite???.... The job scope is lyk 2 greet customers, lead customers to their tables, etc....

It's lyk Ive been goin there ever since I was young.... Ive been 2 HRCs in Bali, K.L, Gold Coast, Melbourne, etc.... N now I'm actualli workin there.... Woooooo...... The environment in HRC is very casual n open... Lyk u cn haf piercings on ur lips n u dun need 2 take it off... Cn haf tattoo.... Tat kinda ting.... Its nt strict lyk in hotels n stuff.... U cn dance wif customers, joke ard, etc.... Juz b friendly n urself....

Im startin on Wednesday, 25 Feb 09... Very excited... Hopefully, all goes well.... Guess tats all 4 now... Will update u guyz on how me 1st dae of work goes.... Till then.... Toodles.... ;)

2 me Honey Bunny, dun worry abt me workin there aite???... I wont leave u 4 any1 else.... If sum1 ask 4 me no or sumthin... I'll juz ignore them.... U noe how much I love u.... I wudnt wanna ruin our r/s.... It's sumthin very special n I really cherish it.... Im so in love wif u.... Alwayz rmb tat.... Now, I cn start savin up 4 our Marriage in 5 yrs tym..... ;)

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Monday, February 9, 2009

CNY 2009!!!!!

I noe tis is a lil 2 late... Bt its beta late than neva yea???... Hehehe.... Went 2 Pasir Ris, me uncle's place juz lyk it is every other yr.... Below is a pic of the foodie n choc fountain.... Courtesy of Obek Mok's cookin n our fountain... Caterin katakan... Hahaha....

Then, theres me cuzzie, Jastala in white, n Ashraf's best fren, Nasuha.... Sum pics we took... Hehehe....

We played 'Ban Luck'.... Sum card game... Oso called '21' if im nt wrong....

Last bt nt least... Me n me Honey Bunny!!!.... Dun we look cute tog???... Hehehe.... Love him heaps!!!... =)

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Wednesday, January 21, 2009

Dear Nurdiyana,

The FAPDC recently met to review your application for a Pass Conceded grade.I regret to inform you that in this instance, you have been unsuccessful.

Students are reminded that in assessing eligibility for a Pass Conceded, the FAPDC must follow university policy as set out by the Academic Board. Students are able to view the relevant policy guidelines on The Guide ( www.deakin.edu.au/theguide) and should note, in particular, the following piece of legislation: Assessment (Higher Education Courses) ProcedureApproved by Academic Board on 12 August 2008 and incorporates all amendments to 03 December 2008 31.

A Pass Conceded grade may be awarded where the following conditions are met:
the student is one credit point short of completing their program of study
the unit mark in question is 45% or greater and less than 50%
the student has not failed any hurdle requirement for the unit for which the pass Conceded grade is being considered
the student must, in the judgment of the Faculty Academic Progress and Discipline Committee, have a generally good academic record with the exception of the unit for which the award of a Pass Conceded grade is being considered
the student has not been awarded a Pass Conceded grade for any other unit in a course or articulated program of courses.

In this instance, the committee has found that you do not meet the eligibility criteria. Please note that this email is final and there is no right of appeal.

Regards,Kate van Hooft.

I met all the criteria... EXCEPT...... Just bcs of tat 1 bold highlighted pt!!... N I missed by 1 freakin mark!!!!... SIGH!!!... Now I haf 2 re-take tat freakin module again.... Ive the feelin I'll fail tat exam again coz its so freakin tough.... God Bless me... *Sniff Sniff* =(

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Sunday, January 18, 2009

I NEED A JOB!!!!

I NEED A JOB!!!... So tat I cn work my ASS OFF n avoid the constant naggin.... "U tink I stay hm all dae didnt do anythin??.. I gt alot of tings 2 do.. I neva work oso gt so many tings 2 do... Stress u noe... U alwayz go out... Neva help mummy..."

WTF???... U noe wat??.. I purposely stayed hm the whole wk so tat I cn help her out wif hsework n stuff... I was wif her the whole tym... Lyk her dog... Go wherever she goes.... Only on Fri I went out 2 meet me darlin... Juz 4 1 DAY!!!... N she said I go out all the tym???... WOW!!!....

I was xplainin 2 her... Tat its juz 4 1 dae.... I purposely stayed hm n helped her the whole wk... So, tats lyk my rest dae... She said... "Ure complainin now ah..." Gosh.. Im juz tryin 2 sae how I feel... Lyk my pt of view... Gosh... She's alwayz been lyk tat... No chance 4 me 2 xplain myself....

I HAVE A LIFE u noe!!!!.... Nt onli family... Frenz... Bf as well.... Gosh.... Gif me a break.....

I cudve went out wif me frenz n stuff tat whole wk u noe??.. Bt no........................ I wanted 2 help her.... N she kept naggin saein we dun help her.... We alwayz depend on her... N everythin I do is neva gd enuf 4 her... Its lyk she 1s everythin 2 b PERFECT.... Sowi if I cnt b perfect... Bt at least I'm TRYIN....

Im nt lyk me bro.... Doesnt help ard at hm.. Hopeless... Muz nag at him all the tym... Argh!!!...

Sigh... Ppl dun alwayz c the gd tings u do... N wen u do 1 bad ting... They'll rmb it 4 the rest of their lives.... Theres tis saein.... Sumthin lyk tat...

Abt me bro.... Argh!!!... 4gt it... 2 lazy 2 type.... Wateva....

I wanna runaway n neva sae gdbye... I wanna go 2 a place where theres peace... Where everythin runs smoothly... Where theres no naggin.... No stress.... Hahaha... I WISH!!!...

Shoot Me!!!!!

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