how time flies. even faster than it did last year it seems.

5weeks as a dentist and enjoying it, i would even say im quite happy to get up every morning to go to work. i think thats an incentive not many people get to enjoy these days. i hope it stays that way :) but i really need to start at least part time private next year.

its a big house in geelong with lots of space but no furnitures, so i spend most of my time in the kitchen or sitting on the bed lol. nevertheless, its a good space to live in :)

i now understand why working people look forward to the weekends so much. it feels like a totally different lifestyle altogether weekday vs weekends. also, its so difficult to try and get office hours things done like bank, tax etc. always have to do the lunch time dash.

made a shepparton trip one weekend. and a brisbane trip the other weekend. in brissie life feels like a holiday. which was nice just chilling and acting like i have all the time in the world instead of rushing around trying to be a tourist and seeing things.

also, i still think about you and worry about you, but i think i might be slowly getting over you.

its been raining and raining non stop its flooding in the northeast of victoria.

also joined fenix gym and im looking fwd to getting fitter this year :)

thats what happens when people get married/ get a partner. they no longer have time for you, or you just become so low down on their priority list you start to wonder why do i even bother. it is truly upsetting but there is nothing much you can do about it. maybe it is a part of growing up.

went to see showhouses today. was never really interested in looking at houses, and im now finding it more and more interesting. maybe its the thought that maybe one of these days i could actually own one. again, that i think is a sign of growing up. sigh.

having a financial responsibility is troublesome lol.

oh also, im moving to geelong, and work at barwon health starts on monday! :)

didnt think its been over two months since the last post. so i guess, happy belated christmas, new year, chinese new year :)

in these two months..

grandparents, aunties, uncle, parents came for my graduation which was on Dec 3rd. a day where everyone did seem to be glowing with smiles.

4th Dec was grad ball, which was probably the last time im gonna see some people ever. there was drama, hugs, tears, laughters and smiles, and there was reminiscing.

there were blurry days.

there was going back to indo, and Bali and Surabaya :)

and there were conversations with you, and happy and hopeful moments which i wish would last forever. there were more promises made and promises broken. and i still do not understand why i put myself through this shit, again. and why you do what you do. and why in the world do i still miss you.