heyhey~...tdy went to play soccer with friends in sch seh...hahaaha....and i score the first 2 goals of the night!! muahahahahha =P first i head in...then second is i indirectly scored it la..cos its somewhat an own goal..LOL...tbut i din bring extra shirt!! sadz..so i din play for the moments when rain fall..hahaha..looking at the bond & joy each of us had is so peaceful ;)and my newly joined group mate, a Japanese, kicked well too!!! its only his 3rd day into our group and he did kinda well..though he havent joined us in the project as much yet..lol.....

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haiz...when will all this be over...hope u can go for ur operation peacefully yea..i noe its a serious & dangerous one..well..which operation does not weigh risk...haix..urgh~! all these driving me nuts...there may be times of still happiness...
being in this family and the experiences i myself had..i understand some of e woes..but oso understand those parents/seniors/relatives of urs..they too care of u..

urgh..i shall go to bed soon..cya ardz

tdy went to bg for some sharing session by our senior JiaZeng..he showed us so many awesome news & travelling photos...they so made me to feel like going on hols...its been such a long time since i last went on hols...sadz huh

hmm after which, we watched a 30mins movie slides done by my senior, Ng XinYao...she was the producer for the movie..wow eh,LOL...haiz..many thoughts flew through me while watching the video..it was such a touching movie she and her crew made there..

hmm cant acc u tdy =/
haha...was kinda dozing off when i was in fw rm jz now =P aircon so cooling then no body there jz now..sianz..cant go qing gong yan oso...got stupid tuition later on...urgh~!!!

nvm~ nx sat got QM semi2 wor!!! hehehehehheheeh........lookin forward to it and all the best to u ppl yea =D
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just watched finish 200 pound beauty in crunchyroll.com....omg..the movie is so damn touching...i burst into tears a few times while watching..haix..how i -------

whee~ tdy went to play badminton in sch wif 5 schoolmates...quite fun la...i havent touch the racket and play it for like 2++yrs liao..haha...i missed it so much sia...anyone out there wana play?! =P skills kinda rusty liao..hahaha.....tdy din get to run ard much..awww =P

haiz...some went to airport to fetch her and one came back home crying...i did not wana ask as to why she was doing so...wat i heard for the past days shud have given me the answer...

wats life...we just have to face the consequences of the sins, happiness, sadness, greed, poverty, sickness & lastly death?

and we need to pretend to be strong when such things happen so as not to let the affected even more worry?

haix...shall update u guys agn some time later then...
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u just asked me a qn which agn kinda disturb me..."whens ur hols....i rly vry tired tdy..got no ones help" haiz..i noe i shud be helpin out and all..but why do u wana go for fast & hard when u can actually go for slow & happy...haiz...i ahve my own life to go for to...i don believe money speaks for all...argh~!!! a kinda sadz & worrying night for me..

anw, tml if the first judging of the prestart check for my project...i hope all goes on fine tml...or i wont be able to have a fun weekend =/ how i wish time will heal and change...urgh~!

*hahah..i am speaking anonymously..so other than those who noe me & those i confide in, i dont tink much out there will noe i am writing abt =P*

Happy fathers day!! haiz...supposed to go suntec for family outing but didnt go in e end due to lateness of some of us...

ytd my auntie cried while she was on her bed and while i was still here doin my pix...haiz....life's just so unpredictable...we rly nid to treasure every moment of our life eh...we cant help it if we just start to treasureit when they are abt to be gone eh...

and ytd nite too..while we were chatting wif my senior..he said in one of his sentences (the rough meaning is smth like) we nid to treasure our family and all..haiz..for my case..yes..i agree that we should treasure our family and all..i tried my best in wanting to treasure and all..haix..as i mentioned b4..i spent most of the times in school and my activities...i wana treasure those times while i am at home..but for instanc while eating..when i am chatting wif my sis and mayb u..u will say not to talk so much while eating..it just disgust me sometimes...that explains to why i am quiet sometimes at home..nt that i dowana report on anything or wat..bt haix..i jz wana minimise the shouts in house..and am oredi 20 soon..true that i still need ur help sometimes...but i think we can more or less take care of ourselves? well..i have no concrete idea on this thou...as i have never been given e chance to do so, well, except for a few instances la..

nth much to write ba..was thinkin abt it and feelin kinda remorseful & mixed..in anyways, i still think it fits to say "owaes try to put urself in others' shoes and think for others eh?" and yeap "(try to) treasure e every moments u have now before its too late!!"

hmm went for sports day at the toapayoh park for e whole day...well..i should say that our group crave for the winning seat la..i think that led us to playing more competitively and all...on behalf of my group, i apologise if we were kinda rough yea ;) anw..but its gd that we are still able to put the "roughness" behind us right after the game..hmm our goup joined up with the "artists" and we came in 2nd behind one of the writer's group!!! hahaa...not bad le la hor :) oh one of the games we played was to choose letters and arrange them as in song lyrics..luckily i got "wo de mai ke fong" and i noe one of its' more popular lines!! hehehehe..shi shui qiang dao le wo de mai ke fong~"

sadz thing i cant join one of e group for steamboat dinner as i dont feel nice leaving my group for another mainly bcos a senior of mine is there asking us to go dinner tgther...we went to JTC beside baoguan to eat the western botak jones...guess wat..we waited like 50mins for the fish & chips to come!! gosh...during the time we chatted abt some admin stuff and all...oh and our senior gonna giv a lesson this sat...yay!! been a yr since he last taught =P after which we may be going to play pool!! muahaha...its been years since i last played it with my secondary school friends...

phew~! after a day of walkin, running for the ball/frisbee..kinda tired and i shall leave here for e moment ba

damn it~!!!
just wana fa xie a while..had small quarrel with them agn...shit la..why cant i even have a day of peacefulness with the all of u...i spent most of my day in school oredi and oni at home for few hours b4 i go to bed again...but why cant i have just some peaceful happy times with u ppl...haiz..
and u all keep askin me to think as to why its lidat and think back...yes of course i noe its been hard on u ppl for bringin us up...but!!! u dont listen to me at all? u think i dowana chat with u? i want it sometimes...but i owaes get scolded just after few words i say...wth la...haiz..when can we understand or smth..........

...the walk, the sit, etc......
always printed in me le...too bad that day i din bring camera....sunset was so beautiful~!!!! =)
*sunset was a different view dat day*
setting upon the faraway mountains & lookin at the reflections as it sets, the normally lone sun that triggers many thoughts into me just seem to clear my mind that day...

hmm is it cos of our different personalities?! hmm...i noe...its just in me that will rly tkae quite long a time for me to get rid of...haiz

from the first time i saw u..the questions u gave my group..the shy me..the search for contacts..me growing from a vry introvert to slightly more outgoing...and getting to know u more..and during a period of being stationery due to respective busyness, i try my best to be there..
anw..thanks alots for those companion days u gave...the ride to PR and trip to PV..did volunteer in there..though we are like kinda tired and all..but i think we still had fun yea? ;) the walk through the park nearby en-routin to ur place..
the trip to PS and watched TLM..though the movie was kinda fantasy type and all..and u didnt rly liked it much..but yea..initially, wanted to watch BH but didnt do so due to some reasons =) then waled around in there..and walked to mrt station to wait for ya fren..i will rmb that place foreva..and i wud rmb that stupid-est cum funniest joke ever happened on that day...and i helped ya on smth..however, i was found out by my senior who was,too, at the mrt coincidentally...haha..think he quite funny to see the scene oso...
yeap..and it all goes
wana say sry & i am really regretful for not chatting up on the 22ndMay...& though its for just that few minutes, wud like to say thanks alot to someone for givin e chance on 23rdMay..

ytd, i woke up at 3+am for god noes why & cant seem to get back to bed till i think ard 430am (well thats e last timing i went to see in my HP b4 i dozed off agn i think)..and i almost had tears this morning..i think now i am quite happy to have cleared all airs & will still stay as gd frens yea~? txs alot for everything =D i rly had tears when i heard some soothing news from ya too *)

its over!!! =D txs alot for being frank....i noe u wud be reading this too sometime ba...
but yea...txs alots anw...
we are still together as a big family =)

lets concentrate on SIAEC project yea...haiz...my softwares still undone...damn!!!