Tuesday, November 09, 2010
My First pregnancy...
Feeling pretty emotional and cranky these days...a few occasions of nausea and vomiting. Breast super enlarged in size and painful! been having insomnia and frequent urination in the night. feeling more lethargic compared to before last menses was on 25 sep 2010. These brought me into the next step of testing to see if I am pregnant. My hearts races as I first took the test, right early in the morning on 9 nov 2010, 9am. The test kit was a super lousy and cheapo one, bought from mustafa at 1.90 each. Guess what?? it is positive. Not believing it. next day I tested again using the same cheapo kit and it was positive! "Lub Dub..Lub Dub ..LUB DUB! " Can u hear my hear beating?? Oh man.. I went to parkway to get clear blue pregnancy kit which is proven to be 99% true and also a digital kit which not only tells u if u are pregnant, but also tells u how many weeks U are. I tested the non digital one first as it was less costly compared to the digital one. Positive! 3rd positive test! Ok.. I proceeded to test using the digital one and it says PREGNANT 2-3 WEEKS! My feelings was mixed! I did not know if I should be happy or sad! Well... I guess happy! Hope my baby bump won't show on my wedding day! Praying that baby stays healthy and that everything goes well.. all plannings is smooth and easy. God please bless my marriage and this pregnancy. I love u and I know u watches over me day and night. Amenppssst11:23 PM 
Movie night out with the cousin in law.This coffee with chewy jelly is rated 2/5. Jelly is not chewy as the name says and the sweetness level was insufficient. 
Spicy chicken wings rating: 3.5/5 Quite good but would be better is it is spicier and tastier:)
Mushroom cheese puff is good. Rating 4/5 All food are from TCCppssst11:19 PM
Look at the obvious mistake! " Mr Maureen Ang Meiyun and Ms Zeng Kunming"Oh my... the first turn off to being with. Well the food were all not very appealing both look and taste! All were blend and tasteless and I felt as if I were a diet meant for the diabetes and high cholesterol patients. Oh man... Mummy thought so too and suggested that we get a duet singer for our wedding banquet so as to cover up for the food. I am so gonna do so! Service was awesome by the way.. and we were pleased with the waiter who attended to us. He was the best of the best!ppssst11:13 PM
Wedding photoshoot
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Thursday, August 19, 2010
18 Aug 2010 is my wedding shoot day. I'm so excited... had a fun fun day, all thanks to Bridal Zone that made this day a memorable day.
10am...
Reached bridal Zone @ Lozrene (boon Keng). Make up done. First shot was on Victorian costume.. Next up was Sarong kebaya. I love the hairdo for the malay costume. Awesome! The clips and crown was gorgeous. Photography was beautifully done by Vincent. First shot took a little while longer as we needed some time to warm up. Didn't know how to pose and smile... but guess what? 2nd costume onwards, we were both a natural! hahaha*blush*
After costume shots, I wore my wedding day gown. The hairdo was the princess like on, the first pic on the top, with the red tail dress. Next was just a hair change, to the one with the band on my forehead. I love that! nice nice nice!
Lunch was a homemade meal by Dear and I. Inclusive of 4 sandwiches packed with chicken patties, turkey ham and seafood patties. These all accompanied with a box of fish and chips with cajun spice! Yum Yum, though it was a little on the cold side. Sad.. no microwave. However, it got us both really full! :)
@ 3pm
Headed out for outdoor shot! First place was the national museum opposite Grand Cathay. Victorian style. Next we headed off to East coast. Wasn't a good choice as the beach was dirty, tide as low.. but nonetheless, we had good shots on the tree top! hahaha
Final destination was @ Marina Barrage. Wow! The place was gorgeous and splendid! As we got off the lift to the roof top, passerby clapped as they saw as:) We felt so honored! thanks to those ppl for their support and wishes. We had lots of shot there. My legs were aching so much from the high heel that I was wearing. Swore I'll never wear that out on a date! Ouch*
Well for prettiness and height, I've just got to bear with it.
Ended out photo session about 8.30pm. We were both exhausted to the max! All we could both think of was SPICY BUFFALO WINGS!!!!
Dinner at CDC, had half dozen of 80% spicy buffalo wings, squid ink carbonara pasta, Apple pie, Banana chocolate cake, carrot juice and honey lemon juice. I was first fine on my attempt to try the first wing. On the second wing, I was all teary with my nose stuffed! The spiciness is really beyond what I could handle! Omg! It was extremely spicy! But nonetheless, I still finished them all up! Thumbs up to Me:))) hahaha I'm so gonna buy the Armageddon level for my wedding day gate crashing! Hahaha watch out man! All the six Brothers!!! wahahahaha
Okies.. 28 Aug will be the day for us to choose the photos! I really do hope all are pretty! looking forward till then! Omg.. can't believe I'm getting married!!!!!
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Dad has been discharged. I seriously do not know whether to be happy or sad... These few days after his discharged have been a torture for my family, especially my mum and I. Worst still.. also a torture to my bf, keiffier.
Yesterday was such a disgraceful lunch time. I was thinking of daddy's lunch, rushed back from my motor bike exam, with dear, just to have lunch with him. Ordered his favourite vegetarian kway chap with more of the ingredients, knowing that he likes it. Drinks, in view of daddy's uncontrolled diabetes, I tried ordering oolong tea for him but they do not have hence I ordered coke light for him. When he arrives, he said he didn't want the coke light, which used to be his fav drink. Instead, he asked me to return the drink and order a bowl of cheng teng for him. The Cheng teng doesn't come in no sugar ones as it has already been premade. I told daddy, to try to avoid that due to his uncontrolled diabetes. Guess what? He started raising his voice, saying that my whole family has been controlling him, that he feels very sad, rather to live on his own blah blah... Next, he said he is not eating, stood up and walk off. The stall holders all witness the whole event as we were the only customer then. We are also regulars at this stall holders, hence they knew about my dad's recent operation and condition. They said :" Girl, you don't made your daddy angry..." I felt very sad... I didn't made him angry. I was concern, hence advise him... now i am being accused. It's hell, seriously hell.
Staying at home, I do not have time to do my own things. My two off days are burnt up, staying home being ordered and scolded. "Maureen help me take the needles... maureen help me take a cup of water.. maureen help me take my medicine... maureen Help me to take out the dressing, I want to bath... (after bath) Maureen Help me to do dressing.... " I am seriously suffocating!
This morning, I am on afternoon shift, thinking that I could have some time of my own... I am WRONG! He wake up, as usual shouted for me to take this take that. Later as I was about to lie in bed.. he asked me to clean my hamster cages! I told him :" daddy can I clear tomorrow as I am on morning shift, can do it when I come home. Today I really need some time to do my things. In about an hour time I need to get ready for work." He shouted at the top of his voice:" I say clean Now means NOW! You don't make me angry, I throw everything away! Next time if I see this again, I am going to throw all away!" How ridiculous! I am human... he thinks that I am a robot...Enough.. i had enough. Mummy just came back from breakfast with him and she was storming in to the house and came to my room to confine her anger to me. Dad made a din downstairs during breakfast and asked my mum go away.. oh man... God please help us during this tiring moment... seriously do not know what is happening to daddy. He doesn't seems like the old him.. everything changed..
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Updating
Woo Hoo!My blog is getting a little rusty. Been really busy lately.... lots of things happening and I am trying to juggle it. Daddy has finally been discharged after almost 2 weeks stay in the hospital for a saucerisation operation. Grandpa has been newly diagnosed with HCC( Hepatocellular carcinoma)In short, it is also known as liver cancer. Life is seriously unfair... things happen just over night... people suffers and go while some others enjoy good, luxurious life. Well... nothing can change the fact except God. Today, the oncology Dr had a family conference with my grandpa's children. Grandpa has only approx 6 months survival if he rejects chemo. If he proceeds with chemo, life span would be a year!Just a 6 months difference....well personally I feel that he should just enjoy life now, finish all his unfinish business, rather than having to go through chemo and all the sufferings, just for another 6 months... sounds crude but I guess its just my way of thinking...seeing and experiencing so many death in my place of work.Okies... anyway heading for a family conference at grandpa's house this evening.. wondering what would the decision be....
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The Twins~ Princess Leah and Princess Mia
Princess Mia adopted on 29 April 2010....
Isn't she gorgeous?? I love her:)
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