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Tuesday, March 30, 2010
  Why is it so hard to love.



i asked myself that question today. Why.
Hard to even like a person that didn't really do anything to you.
it's unfair, unfair to judge. so i shall try my best to like people that i don't really know, cause i know how that once felt.
but it doesn't even matter to them anyway, so i shall just keep myself happy and stop being angry with myself and all.
Go Fion. :)


i'm really looking forward to April. a few should know why. Lol.
And it's sucha emo day today. Gosh. Eunice Liau, cheer up alright !:D
Apologies to Jennifer and Cherly.
Oh, just now read Leo's blog. The "Bluey Blue Blue" post is (awww)some. wonder if that boy is in love too. :)
As i was blog hopping around just now, a sudden thought hit my mind.
Why is someone in relationship spending so little time with his/her friends.
Doesn't he/she realise that it's the friends that will be by his/her side and help all the time?
i don't know, it's hard for me to say, cause i'm not in those shoes. Oh well.


i went jogging just now, for less than 40 minutes i think, and lost only 0.2kg. -:-
Gosh, i'm a little sad. hahaha. and for the whole day i only had sushis for lunch. 5 to be exact.
i really want+hope to slim down manz. That crasy M also wanna, so she's pissing me off with her skinny-ness. Grawr.
Okay, so i shall go reply the letters and start on my work now.


This is the last post of March.
Welcome, April. :D
 
Sunday, March 28, 2010
  Don't get fat on fatasies.


Love is blind.
That's why you need a pair of specs to help improve your vision. :) Haha. okay, actually it doesn't make sense cause you are already blind.
Recently, a lot of loving.
People in relationships, people that didn't get the love of their loved ones and people that loves quietly.
People that loves quietly are jealous of people that didn't get the love of their loved ones, cause they don't have the courage to even confess.
People that didn't get the love of their loved ones are jealous of people in relationships, cause they just can't get it.
People that are in relationships still have a lot to worry.


Love is like a pair of spectacles.
Because it helps you to see that person clearer, all it's good and bad points just surfaced.
Of course, at first, you only see his/her good points, but as you get tired along the way, you'll start complaining.
"Why can't he/she be like this? Why can't he/she not be like this?"
But then again, isn't he/she the same person you loved from the start?
If it's just because he/she rejected you, you can't hate him/her just because of that, that reason isn't enough.
Because the person that changed is not him/her, it's you.
i don't see why people can't remain friends even after getting rejected or something.


Trust is really important in any relationship.
i've learnt that, and kept reminding myself as much as i can.
Family, Friends, BGR.
"Why can't my parents trust me? Why did my friends believed the rumors? Why does he/she check my messages every time?"
But, trust is a two-way thingg. If you want that someone to trust you, you have to take the first step.
It's not easy, nobody said it was.
Because there're bound to be doubts and all those wild imaginations in your mind when you can't get the full picture of what you want.
i'm trying real hard, to trust the people around despite all the influences and peer pressure.
This year, i've finally experienced peer pressure. Haha.


Thanks once again, 1. (if you ever get to read this)
i still appreciate what you did, and not angry, but rather happy.
Because you were honest. :)
Still, hope that you won't be too much influenced by the people around you.
Be yourself.
"Don't be someone that you are not meant to be."
-How to train your dragon


Overall, i'm not pointing anyone out, except 1. Lol.
talked quite a some now and it's not early already.
Shall go to bed then.
i like you. :)
 
Friday, March 26, 2010
  Photo of the day (L)

Run Devil Run by SNSD (live)

so i'm very tired now, but happy! :D hahaha.
today's a nice day. :) although 4E1 lost both frisbee and tchoukball, but i'm still proud of them and i believed they'd tried their best! :D

Morning, saw the 2 "outcasted" people in PE. LOL. cheh.
went to hall for briefing, nothing important. Lol. Moks, Corrine and Alif in the video !:)
splitted from the class and went down to the field for archery. ):
(met the smile!)
listened to Mdm Ho and the instructor's ultimate briefing and took some photos :D




Thid guy looks damn weird + he shows his arm pit hair + he's 100% weird. :o


Ryan Lim !:D



The bow is taller than me ! -:-

so Yu Wei and i left her cute guy in archery and we went ISH to support E1 for tchoukball. :)
When we went in, just nice 4E1 versus 5A2! :D
then stayed there till the end, a lot of nice and exciting matches. but i think the 4A1 versus 4A2 one is the best. both really very pro. :o
okays, more photos with people that i'm taking with first time !! :D

Shin Feng !:D



Zhang Yu !:D



William !:D



Elavaanil !:D



Darren Soh !:D



Darryl !:D



Keir !:D



Eldin !:D

so after everything, we went back to the hall for prize presentation. :)
4E1 was very happy to that Daniel (Tae Hyun) won something !!:D so that's Kim Tae Hyun. (cheers)

He's so cute !! LOL.
but very sad cause didn't manage to catch a photo with him. boo.
so after the whole thingg, went to BK @Tiong, then watch How to train your dragon !
very nice, you guys should watch it !:D very touching, i thought through a lot during the movie. and i keep thinking about "photo of the day". LOL.

Went home and there's no tuition today, so yaye. :)
Tomorrow got tuition and shopping with mom !!:D
And changed my profile photo again, i know it's cute :D HAHAHA.
Also changed blog MV, Me without You by Ashley Tisdale. :)
Enjoy!

 
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