天秤给人的感觉，永远是气质优雅，好像不会生气，总是很温和的态度，对谁都很好的。其实私底下，也只会在很亲近的人面前表现出懒散的、无理取闹的样子。秤子都是比较理性的，很少会感情用事，不太会拒绝人，在衡量中会给人犹豫不定的感觉，如果给她一点时间，那绝对的会很干脆利落。
也许永远没有人能明白，到底天秤有多麼的嘴硬。如果没有人进入天秤的心看一看，那麼天秤便是自私的，不可理喻的。或者只有世界末日那一天，所有爱过秤子的人才会恍然大悟，原来秤子曾给了自己从来不曾有过的爱，不可取代的爱。
天秤座的人喜欢和没有心机的人交朋友，就是那种为朋友两肋插刀的那种，一旦成了朋友，秤子就把你归为自己人，在他的控制范围内了，那样有时候会给那些人带来困饶，因为觉得秤子太粘，感觉不太对味。其实天秤心理明白付出不一定有回报，但是，作为天秤来说，寧愿别人负我，也决不负人。
无论你想做什麼，你的想法如何，都请坦白的告诉她。天秤座能包容你的任何缺点唯独不能忍受被欺骗。你可能觉得无所谓的一次撒谎会让你永远的得不到天秤座的真心，失去这个真诚的朋友。在天秤座的世界裡，非对即错，澄澈分明。
天秤是个具有理想主义和现实主义的星座，他们因为喜欢在一件事情上犹豫很久，给别人的感觉就是性格极其矛盾，复杂到了无法理解。而其实，天秤的内心是很单纯的，他们追求的也是最平凡的快乐，只是太多的是是非非让心迷失了方向，於是出现了迟疑与踌躇不前，只希望最亲密的人能够体谅，如果不但不包涵，反而不停的催促著，丝毫不理会他们的想法，那麼，善良的天秤也只能用沉默来表达不满和鬱闷了。
天秤座容易相信别人、容易被骗，很在乎朋友亲人又常常懒得联繫、很宅懒得走动，要不很沉默内敛、要麼高兴起来让人觉得很傻，喜欢很开心的笑、其实很多时候不知道为了什麼而开心。要嘛很洁癖、要嘛就是环境毁灭者，吃软不吃硬、喜欢装坚强。最嚮往自由、特别情绪化、宽容、怕被欺骗、毒舌。厌恶和别人一样、双重人格、外表给人的感觉很开朗活泼，实际很内向、特别敏感、脆弱。但是真的遇到打击又特别坚强、真的很坚强，就算是装的..。
当天秤为你流泪的时候、天秤深爱著你，如果有一天、天秤不再为你流泪了、那是天秤的心受伤了、也慢慢学会放弃，后来、连心痛也失去知觉。没有放不下东西、伤心了自然会放下，你若不珍惜、天秤亦不爱，等到某月某日、变成陌生人、那就什麼都没了。那时天秤会对你说：祝你幸福！你就带著这句话、离开吧。
天秤座很简单、不喜欢跟别人去争些什麼、吵些什麼、除非真的忍无可忍。看似坚强、其实平静的外表下内心很容易受伤。会偽装、即使遍体鳞伤还是会假装一副无所谓的样子。越长大、会越坚强、也会越脆弱。会在经歷一些很大的事情时时常会很坚强，可却会为了一件小事哭得撕心裂肺。其实并不坚强、是因为试图掩饰自己。也不是脆弱、只是偽装得太久、一旦有一个导火线就会引爆，所以请相信、天秤没有那麼坚强、也没有那麼脆弱。
天秤座对最亲最爱的人容易暴走脾气、特别不好，对外人从来和善、常被人说好。天秤废话很多、在对话过程中不知不觉就会把自己的想法强加在别人身上！
天秤死要睡觉、常常迟到健忘、对大多数人和事不上心，不在意周围、太自我，忽冷忽热会有冷淡期、让朋友受不了。
天秤座是一个充满浪漫、梦想的星座、温柔的星座，坚强且自卑、顽固且软弱、骄傲且自怜。一个一直扮演好孩子的角色、却一直拥有坏孩子心态的星座，有时乖巧、有时疯狂、有时坚强、有时脆弱。
天秤很容易受伤，很容易自卑，很容易满足，很容易爱上一个人，很容易流泪，很容易。但是很难走出悲伤，很难忘记一个人，很难背叛友情和爱情，很难有心机，很难拒绝，很难对得起自己。天秤寧愿牺牲自己的利益都会保全他人的利益，天秤真的值得深交。
会让人觉得有点呆呆笨笨的永远失衡的瓶子。
看完了，我觉得“它”还挺了解我的。
Saturday, March 31, 2012
Friday, March 30, 2012
I still feel guilty and unfilial.
Mum wake up to heat up the food for me to take for lunch. But I mentioned that the rice is too much. Not only did I not left some behind for her, I filled up the whole container and ate it all up, filling so full after that.
Hai, I should have left abit for her...
Conscience guilt stricken.
Mum wake up to heat up the food for me to take for lunch. But I mentioned that the rice is too much. Not only did I not left some behind for her, I filled up the whole container and ate it all up, filling so full after that.
Hai, I should have left abit for her...
Conscience guilt stricken.
Tuesday, March 27, 2012
A good stupid attempt
I had stomach runs today so I left my house late for school.
By this time, the train has already been very crowded with working adults. I took the train towards JE, stopping at platform A instead. I was in the middle of nowhere of the platform. With so many people gushing in and out of the train, makes it difficult for me to head towards the two staircase beside. So I decided to give it a try and walk through the train, hopefully, to get to the platform across it. Yes, a very good attempt to walk with sooo many people. In the end, I got stuck in the train towards the City and couldn't get through the other exit. And then the train brought me towards Clementi and I have to go back one stop again.. HAHAHAHAHA!!!
And that costs me 10 minutes.
Okay la, despite leaving the house late, and a small hiccup in the train, I was just late for 10 minutes. Compared to last time when I was still taking buses to school, I could have reached at 9am instead. Despite so many things happening to SMRT, I think it is still a faster way to get to places than buses, at least for me, because long bus waits and traffic jams are often the cause of my inpunctuality.
By this time, the train has already been very crowded with working adults. I took the train towards JE, stopping at platform A instead. I was in the middle of nowhere of the platform. With so many people gushing in and out of the train, makes it difficult for me to head towards the two staircase beside. So I decided to give it a try and walk through the train, hopefully, to get to the platform across it. Yes, a very good attempt to walk with sooo many people. In the end, I got stuck in the train towards the City and couldn't get through the other exit. And then the train brought me towards Clementi and I have to go back one stop again.. HAHAHAHAHA!!!
And that costs me 10 minutes.
Okay la, despite leaving the house late, and a small hiccup in the train, I was just late for 10 minutes. Compared to last time when I was still taking buses to school, I could have reached at 9am instead. Despite so many things happening to SMRT, I think it is still a faster way to get to places than buses, at least for me, because long bus waits and traffic jams are often the cause of my inpunctuality.
Friday, March 23, 2012
Oops. Accidentally laughed during PGM lecture today after the class.
It was unexpected that he lunched with us today and told us more about his family. I guess that would be first and the last time I sat with a professor, this close to talk. He doesn't know me after making myself embarrassed today. Cuz I am his "new" student.
Something struck me today. The kind of motivation for me to do what I really should and have been wanting to do since I was in JC. Today someone did mention about this and shared his experiences. Makes me feel that I really should start working on it. I always love travelling, and what I would really hoped to achieve is, I could use my own hands and feet to help others while on travelling, and make a difference to all parts of the world. 多了解人生，看看世界。 It is the experience that counts. I really regretted not signing up for COR last year when I have the time, although COR is not something to do with OCIP, but it is also an experience to interact with the Deaf since I didn't really meet any along the way. Okay, I have already set up my mind to join some overseas trip next year.
I used to fear to step out of my comfort zone. Just like how afraid at first when I flew off for Canada. Thank goodness there are people around so I won't feel alone. I feel more independent after someone lead me to step out of the comfort zone. And now, I am facing the same kinf of problem. To do what I really want to do but afraid to step out of the comfort zone to meet new people. Well, what's going on with me?
As what I have told js this afternoon, I entered uni with 3 aims: 1) secure a scholarship 2) to go on exchange 3) to go on an OCIP. The first two have already been fulfilled. Now left my last one, and I only have my last year to go!
Sometimes I really admire him for his passion on the things he set to do, though I only started to know him that recently. Not too long ago. Which gives me a wake up call, what I should really do, even before I graduate. 我总觉得我喜欢做的事，都是一半一半的，没有把它做的太好，也没有把它做的太差，就，马马虎虎。。。 This kind of bad habit, I should really kick off, and start to live my own life from now onwards. Which reminds me of what mum asked me the other day, about learning driving. Well, this really never come across my mind at all. Or at least, learning driving is what people at my age would have already done it.
I wonder how my teaching stint be like. Will I have the chance to do what I like? Will I get to travel around the world doing meaningful stuff with the students? Will I experience different things? Will I meet good people? Will I face alot of stress in controlling the students?
Played badminton today after school and chitchatting during lunch. It has been a long time since I last touched badminton, wanted to in Canada but was to busy. Sometimes got reminded of the good old days in JC. I thought to myself as I was playing pingpong with yt today, if I didn't meet this group of friends during JC. I wouldn't have reach this kind of sportyness til now. I wouldn't have organised badminton sessions for my class, wouldn't have found what I at least do-not-hate kind of exercise. Well, yes Karen, I still suck at running haha! But, at least I started to swim after living a life in Canada. I miss the "I still can't recall the name of the gym session with this cool and hot and pretty instructor" ohhhh!!!!! yes Sculpt and Sweat. Free every Sunday. Hai, if only NTU has a well established gym like this.
Went out with dong this evening and he shared something really funny out of all things to me. When a couple gets together, it is like in primary school, taking PSLE, sweet and easy. When a couple gets married, it is like university education, complicated and restricted. Ok lor, speaking to someone who hasn't gone through any relationship, is like talking to a toddler like me then. :P
Had many thoughts about relationship these days. I hope really one day I would sort them oall out. Will share it once I'm free. Time to study for now. At least concentrate! I guessed I have had the motion to do so for the time being. Off all distractions.
It was unexpected that he lunched with us today and told us more about his family. I guess that would be first and the last time I sat with a professor, this close to talk. He doesn't know me after making myself embarrassed today. Cuz I am his "new" student.
Something struck me today. The kind of motivation for me to do what I really should and have been wanting to do since I was in JC. Today someone did mention about this and shared his experiences. Makes me feel that I really should start working on it. I always love travelling, and what I would really hoped to achieve is, I could use my own hands and feet to help others while on travelling, and make a difference to all parts of the world. 多了解人生，看看世界。 It is the experience that counts. I really regretted not signing up for COR last year when I have the time, although COR is not something to do with OCIP, but it is also an experience to interact with the Deaf since I didn't really meet any along the way. Okay, I have already set up my mind to join some overseas trip next year.
I used to fear to step out of my comfort zone. Just like how afraid at first when I flew off for Canada. Thank goodness there are people around so I won't feel alone. I feel more independent after someone lead me to step out of the comfort zone. And now, I am facing the same kinf of problem. To do what I really want to do but afraid to step out of the comfort zone to meet new people. Well, what's going on with me?
As what I have told js this afternoon, I entered uni with 3 aims: 1) secure a scholarship 2) to go on exchange 3) to go on an OCIP. The first two have already been fulfilled. Now left my last one, and I only have my last year to go!
Sometimes I really admire him for his passion on the things he set to do, though I only started to know him that recently. Not too long ago. Which gives me a wake up call, what I should really do, even before I graduate. 我总觉得我喜欢做的事，都是一半一半的，没有把它做的太好，也没有把它做的太差，就，马马虎虎。。。 This kind of bad habit, I should really kick off, and start to live my own life from now onwards. Which reminds me of what mum asked me the other day, about learning driving. Well, this really never come across my mind at all. Or at least, learning driving is what people at my age would have already done it.
I wonder how my teaching stint be like. Will I have the chance to do what I like? Will I get to travel around the world doing meaningful stuff with the students? Will I experience different things? Will I meet good people? Will I face alot of stress in controlling the students?
Played badminton today after school and chitchatting during lunch. It has been a long time since I last touched badminton, wanted to in Canada but was to busy. Sometimes got reminded of the good old days in JC. I thought to myself as I was playing pingpong with yt today, if I didn't meet this group of friends during JC. I wouldn't have reach this kind of sportyness til now. I wouldn't have organised badminton sessions for my class, wouldn't have found what I at least do-not-hate kind of exercise. Well, yes Karen, I still suck at running haha! But, at least I started to swim after living a life in Canada. I miss the "I still can't recall the name of the gym session with this cool and hot and pretty instructor" ohhhh!!!!! yes Sculpt and Sweat. Free every Sunday. Hai, if only NTU has a well established gym like this.
Went out with dong this evening and he shared something really funny out of all things to me. When a couple gets together, it is like in primary school, taking PSLE, sweet and easy. When a couple gets married, it is like university education, complicated and restricted. Ok lor, speaking to someone who hasn't gone through any relationship, is like talking to a toddler like me then. :P
Had many thoughts about relationship these days. I hope really one day I would sort them oall out. Will share it once I'm free. Time to study for now. At least concentrate! I guessed I have had the motion to do so for the time being. Off all distractions.
Friday, March 16, 2012
就算人类百态有多么丑陋，我相信有时候，人间还是美妙温馨的。
Talking about humanity and life, I always have a very pessimistic feeling about it. I always feel that there are more ugly acts than kind acts in this world. Why do crims happened so often? Knowing the heavy consequences but people still repeatedly do it. And worse still, influence each generation of youngsters. And the ball continues to roll to even younger and younger kids. More and more of them are constantly polluted with curiosity, urges, temptations. How many of them do they really understand good moral values, character development, their responsibilities? Summing all, how to really 做人？ 他们还是无法了解做人的道理。 反而，越来越多会因为好奇，爱玩，真的去“做人”。Was chatting with some friends about this, although funny, but it's really true wad. Friends talking about shotgun marriages, such cases constantly appear on their fb newsfeed.
Is this just occuring in Singapore? or it also happen in other parts of the world as well?
Read an article today about an old disabled man taking care of his illed wife, helping to cook, clean up, take care of her all by himself in the wheelchair. I was kinda touched by this real life story and so it explained my status. There are still virtues of society in the society. People, no matter how bad they are, will still think for their loved ones at least. At least! I hoped.
I was chatting with a friend about relationships. And found out both of us think quite alike when it comes to relationships. Fearing that you will dislike certain traits about him/her after getting together. But at the same time, fearing that you will just miss this person at that stage of time. Friends around me always say, faster go get a boyfriend before you graduate! If not very difficult liao! But this type of thing, not say I want means want wan ma right? Right time, right person is very important. I may say I am now ready for a relationship, but if there is no flowers for me to pick. How can I start to admire that flower leh? So funny you know wookies? 22 is not a young age anymore I feel. HAHA! though there are still the other extreme who say I am still young. Well, I hope I still look young, say 5 years down the road la har. Good luck to me then!
But I still think, having common interests is very important to me. And also personality. If not, it is very difficult to strike common topics. I am actually a very talkative person. But I will only share my thoughts and feelings to people whom I think can understand and appreciate, that is, with a suitable personality. Just like my thoughts towards teaching, I will only share it to people who are passionate enough. And not make the whole education cycle go haywire. I think, say out of 10 people I meet, 8 are rotten apples. Which is quite sad though. I recently talked to another secondary school friend about not being able to secure an interview opportunity again. I quite agree with what he says. He is a very passionate and committed teacher. Wanting to do well and serving his students with all his might. Ultimately, thats how cruel reality can be. They don't look at how you teach to get the scholarship, but your results and CCA to start off with. But ya, it is an undergraduate scholarship to sponsor your studies. grey area. But I believe, if you are passionate enough, you don't need the government to take note of you. Others around will notice you and what's more, your students will benefit from you and that is the most important thing to do being a teacher. Who cares about what rank you are, who cares about how much you earn, who cares about how well you study. I believe, certain principles still hold. But, how long can one hold their principles stll remains unknown. Here, Christopher Lee in his recent show, The Oath, really inspires me alot. I hope I can meet such people like that, or, have I already did? Hmm...
Talking about humanity and life, I always have a very pessimistic feeling about it. I always feel that there are more ugly acts than kind acts in this world. Why do crims happened so often? Knowing the heavy consequences but people still repeatedly do it. And worse still, influence each generation of youngsters. And the ball continues to roll to even younger and younger kids. More and more of them are constantly polluted with curiosity, urges, temptations. How many of them do they really understand good moral values, character development, their responsibilities? Summing all, how to really 做人？ 他们还是无法了解做人的道理。 反而，越来越多会因为好奇，爱玩，真的去“做人”。Was chatting with some friends about this, although funny, but it's really true wad. Friends talking about shotgun marriages, such cases constantly appear on their fb newsfeed.
Is this just occuring in Singapore? or it also happen in other parts of the world as well?
Read an article today about an old disabled man taking care of his illed wife, helping to cook, clean up, take care of her all by himself in the wheelchair. I was kinda touched by this real life story and so it explained my status. There are still virtues of society in the society. People, no matter how bad they are, will still think for their loved ones at least. At least! I hoped.
I was chatting with a friend about relationships. And found out both of us think quite alike when it comes to relationships. Fearing that you will dislike certain traits about him/her after getting together. But at the same time, fearing that you will just miss this person at that stage of time. Friends around me always say, faster go get a boyfriend before you graduate! If not very difficult liao! But this type of thing, not say I want means want wan ma right? Right time, right person is very important. I may say I am now ready for a relationship, but if there is no flowers for me to pick. How can I start to admire that flower leh? So funny you know wookies? 22 is not a young age anymore I feel. HAHA! though there are still the other extreme who say I am still young. Well, I hope I still look young, say 5 years down the road la har. Good luck to me then!
But I still think, having common interests is very important to me. And also personality. If not, it is very difficult to strike common topics. I am actually a very talkative person. But I will only share my thoughts and feelings to people whom I think can understand and appreciate, that is, with a suitable personality. Just like my thoughts towards teaching, I will only share it to people who are passionate enough. And not make the whole education cycle go haywire. I think, say out of 10 people I meet, 8 are rotten apples. Which is quite sad though. I recently talked to another secondary school friend about not being able to secure an interview opportunity again. I quite agree with what he says. He is a very passionate and committed teacher. Wanting to do well and serving his students with all his might. Ultimately, thats how cruel reality can be. They don't look at how you teach to get the scholarship, but your results and CCA to start off with. But ya, it is an undergraduate scholarship to sponsor your studies. grey area. But I believe, if you are passionate enough, you don't need the government to take note of you. Others around will notice you and what's more, your students will benefit from you and that is the most important thing to do being a teacher. Who cares about what rank you are, who cares about how much you earn, who cares about how well you study. I believe, certain principles still hold. But, how long can one hold their principles stll remains unknown. Here, Christopher Lee in his recent show, The Oath, really inspires me alot. I hope I can meet such people like that, or, have I already did? Hmm...
Monday, March 12, 2012
Well, I was still complaining to some of my friends that I have no aims for now. But at least this week, I have some aims to go for.
I really have been a 宅女 this time, finish another tph drama this weekend again. Spend the whole day writing out two chapters of my korean. Super waste of time. But, I also dont want to peak up in my studies yet. Okay, I need to cut down on being distracted from drama.
Received so many project and assignment tasks today. Korean essay, korean quiz coming up. Time Series project, with people forming groups so fast makes me eager to settle down to a group. Psychology project, with people I am clueless of, definitely need to make new friends. Thank goodness I have one acquaintance whom I always sit with during my tutorial lessons. But we only had 3 tutorials so far, and it is week 9 already. I hope I can also find a group fast.
At least something to aim for and finish these assignments. Next up, will be exams. Wah so fast. Don't wanna think about it. Finally I had some time to go out and eat with friends. Otherwise I will really stay a couch potato all the time. And also, the first campus concert ever since I came back from Canada this thursday!
I really have been a 宅女 this time, finish another tph drama this weekend again. Spend the whole day writing out two chapters of my korean. Super waste of time. But, I also dont want to peak up in my studies yet. Okay, I need to cut down on being distracted from drama.
Received so many project and assignment tasks today. Korean essay, korean quiz coming up. Time Series project, with people forming groups so fast makes me eager to settle down to a group. Psychology project, with people I am clueless of, definitely need to make new friends. Thank goodness I have one acquaintance whom I always sit with during my tutorial lessons. But we only had 3 tutorials so far, and it is week 9 already. I hope I can also find a group fast.
At least something to aim for and finish these assignments. Next up, will be exams. Wah so fast. Don't wanna think about it. Finally I had some time to go out and eat with friends. Otherwise I will really stay a couch potato all the time. And also, the first campus concert ever since I came back from Canada this thursday!
Wednesday, March 7, 2012
A little busy week to start off with.
Went for Ngee Ann Interivew on Monday after my lessons. I just hope to get it over. But, I think I was rejected by them. Maybe I should say I hinted a little bit to give up the position to somebody else since I have already got a back plan. But seeing somebody with the initial intention of rejecting the interview chance, and then ultimately managed to get the intern, makes me feel alittle bit disappointed. Not because I didnt get the job offer, is because, during the interview I wasn't firm enough to be the best one. Well, that is the very persistent side of me. Well, anyway, glad that things turn out this way. If I were to get the offer, I would feel sorry for RP to reject their offer after my so much hard work of securing that placement. Actually not hard work la, it was a casual interview, and I feel abit like, I really need the intern, can you give me one? that kind of thing. And so they offered me a place. My stand still remains: I will go with any decision made, let nature take its course. I just feel, I have done my best at the interview.
What makes me feel disappointed is, it was the first interview that I flopped. Somebody out there is better than me. Now I hope CAO and SPMS approve my proposal.
I finished two midterms in two day. Yesterday's psychology was okay. Today's midterm was really a killer. Looks like, I am not very prepared for tough challenges in SPMS. I don't know why, I feel so exhausted after hurdle I crossed every day.
Living a 宅女 life every day. Never go out at all since recess week for relax. But never mind, I have tph dramas to accompany me =)
Went for Ngee Ann Interivew on Monday after my lessons. I just hope to get it over. But, I think I was rejected by them. Maybe I should say I hinted a little bit to give up the position to somebody else since I have already got a back plan. But seeing somebody with the initial intention of rejecting the interview chance, and then ultimately managed to get the intern, makes me feel alittle bit disappointed. Not because I didnt get the job offer, is because, during the interview I wasn't firm enough to be the best one. Well, that is the very persistent side of me. Well, anyway, glad that things turn out this way. If I were to get the offer, I would feel sorry for RP to reject their offer after my so much hard work of securing that placement. Actually not hard work la, it was a casual interview, and I feel abit like, I really need the intern, can you give me one? that kind of thing. And so they offered me a place. My stand still remains: I will go with any decision made, let nature take its course. I just feel, I have done my best at the interview.
What makes me feel disappointed is, it was the first interview that I flopped. Somebody out there is better than me. Now I hope CAO and SPMS approve my proposal.
I finished two midterms in two day. Yesterday's psychology was okay. Today's midterm was really a killer. Looks like, I am not very prepared for tough challenges in SPMS. I don't know why, I feel so exhausted after hurdle I crossed every day.
Living a 宅女 life every day. Never go out at all since recess week for relax. But never mind, I have tph dramas to accompany me =)
Saturday, March 3, 2012
Found my favourite pasttime to take me off boredom for this sem. I am going to watch every show Tay Ping Hui acted in it! Which is alot!!! HAHAHA...
Recess week is ending soon. I feel that I didn't do much, but watching alot of shows. I completed two dramas in a week. One drama in 3 days on average. Shiok... okay, back to studies.
Dramas are there for me to take me off my complicated mind. Worrying about IA makes me very frustrated. So I have found my new pasttime! And thank goodness, my IA problem is sort of half settled.
Recess week is ending soon. I feel that I didn't do much, but watching alot of shows. I completed two dramas in a week. One drama in 3 days on average. Shiok... okay, back to studies.
Dramas are there for me to take me off my complicated mind. Worrying about IA makes me very frustrated. So I have found my new pasttime! And thank goodness, my IA problem is sort of half settled.
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