我好像没有乘船游过新加坡河。。。
I think it will be a very nice feeling!

After 4 months of away, it feels like I have not changed, but everything has changed...

一個人生活 林育羣

叶子在窗外轻轻摇动
人行道没有行人走过
镜子里的我很不像我
自从你离开了我变得很软弱
你的影子在每一个角落
好像是在提醒着我
少了你的陪伴我现在有多寂寞
我想我可以习惯一个人生活
我想我可以假装不曾爱过
冰凉的夜里让眼泪温热我
感觉如果要走谁能说 no
我想我可以习惯一个人生活
在记忆里面擦去你的承诺
爱情怎么会是这个结果
爱情是个梦而我睡过头

Hai. School starts for one week. I finally got settled down my courses. Quite a pity I couldn't get the developmental psychology module that I really wanted. But luckily I still have another psychology elective that I am interested in. Dropped econometrics which is way too difficult for me to handle. That makes up my 3 modules. So slack. 3 day week.

Taking modules alone, is so lonely. Hai... I have been complaining about this. Sometimes I like to be alone, but it's very saddening to see people around in groups but you are alone out there studying by your own. I need a life please!

I have to get used to it. Noone will be there to accommodate people like me, so slack, and expect to keep me company. People are busy. Yes. Take it and accept this fact. Sighhhh.... loner ftw!
你的心，摸不着，也猜不透。。。

First day of school

School's starting again in less than 12 hours time... I used to feel excited about it a week ago. But not especially today, maybe because it's really really coming.

I have not done any springcleaning. Too lazy to do it. No! I must do it soon! Feeling rather emo lately. Some things shouldn't be said out. The more I think about it. I feel anxious. But, if I don't say out, it feels terrible in my heart. Will you know? Will you understand?

Yup, first day of school. Must go and see doctor. How wonderful. I hope Sem 2 is a blast for me!

Hook on to this song lately. I know it is CNY soon but I am always listening to out-of-the-festive-season songs.



It's the new year again. Not so long since I'm back, but I guess I have been adjusting to life back in SG well. But, if I could change something, I would definitely ask for a new NOSE!

The moment I step onto Singapore and had my first night sleep in my room, my block nose and dry throat starts to come all over again. I don't have this kind of problem during the 4 months I'm away. But always THIS PROBLEM all the time in SG.

Alright, I know I shouldnt' be ranting at the start of the new year. I have been a pig these days, especially weekends when I have absolutely nothing to do. Eat then sleep, sleep then eat. Plus, my block nose and cough, and the heat these days, is getting on my nerves.

Well, every year I had new year resolutions but I never completed any. This year, I shall not have any resolutions. I almost slept through the new year. I slept the whole night away after I ate my dinner on the 31st. Wake up to bathe, eat again, and went down to countdown, for a simple 10 minutes. I decided long since I am back not to have any resolutions. Because, I just want to restart my whole busy life as a student, as a daughter, as a Singaporean, as a friend, as a teacher, all again.
Perhaps, that's my only wish this year, as mentioned in the lyrics.

2011 was an eye opener. Especially my 4 months far far away. Seeing too much life, colours of human beings, the diversity of things around us, the variety of differences. It really, sets me into thinking, reflecting about certain differences I had. I've realised alot, learnt alot. And I hope I can put into good use in 2012. To be more focused in what ever I want to do.

2012! Come on! I'm ready for you!!!