Halloween House Party

It was a fun and tiring day today I guess.

I slept so late yesterday and woke up at 11am this morning. Time for lunch! And then me and leah head out to join the outdoor's halloween social at corn maize and pumpkin farm. It was a fun experience as we get to meet people, dressed up in halloween costumes. I just wore my hat and that's all.

I thought we will get to pick some corn. But it was really corn maze! rather than corn maize. Walked through the maze and we were on the other side of the farm, looking at pumpkins. We bought a small pumpkin too.

Then later on we went to a halloween house party near school. It is my first time entering a house! So excited. We dressed up again as characters. And everyone is going! That's the most fun part! We met other international students at the party as well. Ate pumpkin icing cookies, drink pop, and hang around, dance and socialise. I even tried pumpkin carving! IT's really interesting after you carve it and then lit the lights inside. Really nice! That was my favourite part of the night. At least I tried some culture thing different from singapore! It was really really a fun night. Met alot of friends and I truly enjoyed it!

Halloween Night Club!

I feel like an urge to blog now, though I should be sleeping. It's 4.15 am now in the wee hours.

I just came home from clubbing! Can you believe it? It's so late at night and I have never done this in the past before. We went to Rouge, a quite famous club in London, dressed in our halloween costumes. I dressed up as a witch, a studious one. I was really feeling very cold when we went for the ice hockey match. My roommate say, aiya short journey, no need to wear jeans! So I just wore my tights and out I go. I was feeling so cold. I realise I can't take it anymore and I just wore my winter socks and jeans when I go out for clubbing.

So ya, there I go. Wearing alot of layers, black coloured ones, and my ski jacket coat. And a scarf my uncle brought for me, along with my fake coloured hair and purple witch hat. I like my hat! Cuz it just cover my eyes. Mysterious. The girls help me put on some make up too. Somehow I thought I look really cool but with my specs on. It looks like... some fool having fun for Halloween.

We took a bus to down town and then cab on there to Rouge. It was quite a long queue, we had to queue to get inside. Waited for quite awhile. Saw many many of them dressed up. Some so funny, some so sexy and I don't know how they manage to do that. We went in around half an hour of wait. Got in and it was quite a huge place. Dark but full of disco lights. We first went to drank a shot, jingle bomb, taste like cough syrup, but I quite like it because it tastes something familiar. Then we just went on to the dance floor. I was just looking around. Observing people and the ambience there. The songs were very techno and it made my heart pounded very loudly. I kept on holding my heart. Scared it will drop. HAHAHAA!!! Then we went on to get the next shot. Turquilla. As usual it tastes that way. Hot inside. Then we went to the dance floor again. Dance dance dance. Suddenly, Ghis went blank and she passed out. She was dancing dancing and dancing, I guess she is too high but she doesn't know she lost her balance and couldn't stand properly. She fell towards us and the guys held her back. Then she laid down on her knees and we help her up. Got her ice water and rested there. I rested with her too. Can tell that she isn't feeling well. Probably drank too much at one go the first time. So I sat down and started to rest with her. Then a guy hit on me and ask me, "Do you want to go on the dance floor with me?" He was with another guy whom I think was still quite young. He touched my waist also! Ouch! But anyway, I rejected him, "OH sorry my friend wasn't feeling well and I got to accompany her." "Oh that's okay" Smiled and walk away. Then I got up to get another cup of ice water for her. The rest continued to dance and went back another time. Then I drank a sip from Calvin's drink he bought. Whiskey I think. I thought he was holding a cup of plain water haha!

Feeling really uncomfortable, she went inside the toilet and threw up her turquilla. Oh my, I was quite worried for her. We left the place as soon as possible. So sadly, there wasn't any cabs to reach. We walk all the way to downtown hoping to get on Mustang's Express but there wasn't anymore seats. We waited and sat along the streets. Some guys walked by and said, "you! Shame on you" Well whatever... I was just accompanying my friend. We walk and walk. And we saw another friend who were waiting for cab too. They even wore only a layer of dress and a coat. I wonder how they manage to do it on a cold night around 0 degree Celsius. We got 2 slices of pizza to share because we were very hungry and also, there isn't any cabs to hitch on. We wait for awhile and thus finally ruiming got a cab and ask me and leah on. And soon, we are back at 4am.

A cold freezing night. But it was an experience with a "supposed-to-be-nice" club. Well, it may be the last time I go. I tried my best to go since it was a Halloween night. To see the true colours of people.

Finally a week without midterms but there are assignments due. I guess the only week without any "thing" on my calender was week 1, when I just started school. And time flies, now it is week 7 for me! half way through... what a pity they don't have something called "recess week"...

I am beginning to 看开 about them. They want to talk to me, talk, don't want, I don't care. They want to be good to me, so be it. Maybe because it's me so that's why I'm like that. Like what they say, I'm very different from them and I think I am more irrational and do things by emotions and feelings. I am a women of principles! (Wah, I can't believe I said this.. HAHA) Thank you all my friends who tio-ed my ranting last week.

In quite good mood this week. Tried alot of cooking, especially soup. I want to try more before I go back to Singapore. I don't think I will dare to cook with fire.

Well, at least I found people of the same pattern as me. So not all people are like them! Which is a good thing. Am I really that boring to be with?

It's Halloween this week, kind of curious what is going on. But kinda dreaded the weekend too. It's gonna be fun but tiring because we are out for two days. I hope I have time to rest and catch up with my studies. I am slow in my studies and I am still slacking now. Oh well, yes I am an exchange student. Should go out and play right? If I let my roomie see this arh, she sure kill me! =P

I am kind of glad that she is my roomie. because without her, I alone, would never really dare to try alot of things like joining outdoors club, and kitchen club too. At least she talks to me, keeps me belong, and also sometimes talk to me about my problems and never really avoid my questions. At least there is someone who knows what I am thinking. And we just realised both of us doesn't like to eat fish balls in particular!

I really dislike the way I am being treated

Wasted my 5 hours of life today discussing this stupid assignment. If I had known how to do, I wouldn't want to do assignment with them! What is the point of having a 3 man group but only 2 people are discussing? They just completely leave me out of the conversation. Be it travelling, playing, eating, even doing assignment. To them, I am just a follower or a leecher.

Go my toilet, never flush, need me to help flush. So damn disgusting lah! Please lah...

I am still considering if to go for the conference. Ask about what is it, like not willing to tell me. Also don't wanna let me know the plans for Toronto. Just because they think I am not the kind who will skip lessons. Fine... I shall not skip and miss the trip. Anyway, I will be going to Toronto after exams too. But I guess the conference is really interesting. Should I ? Should I not? I really feel very sian...

I had fun in the outdoor trip today. though I went with Seria but throughout I walked pretty much alone too. I guess people here are not the sticky sticky kind. Wah, the mud is really disgusting and it destroyed my shoes. I had no idea that it was the dirty trail today. But everything was fun and I enjoyed myself looking at nature and scenary. Pretty much getting away from normal routine. My weekdays are burnt again. No time to catch up with my stuff.

Thank so much roomie for talking out with me my problems. I think she also realised that I was quite angry on that day. Well I guess I was tired and completely bored down by them...

两头不到岸

I don't want to 两头不到岸... seriously.

I come here to experience the life of a Canada student in university. None did I expect that the culture is quite different from me. Especially the partying part. I don't enjoy partying. Rather, I don't enjoy partying with the wrong people that I don't feel comfortable initially to begin with. I can proudly say I have been to one, to experience it. But I don't really enjoy. So there is no point continuing with this.

My parents told me to concentrate on my studies. At the same time, I would also want to travel around to see see look look. Travelling has always been my wish and dream. However, with the "wrong people" I am with now, plus, studies have been flopping. I really really lose this momentum and motivation. And my parents don't like the idea of me going to too many places around. Which is why sometimes I am bounded with dilemmas, constraints, people don't understand that. Background is different. Stop expecting my life to be the same as others.

Got back my midterms today, as expected. But I didn't expect myself to pass. Still, second lowest in class. So what if I attend classes every day? Most of the time, I am either tired, or not paying attention. I want to pay full attention! I tell myself I will. What happen to the spirit then? Why do people play as hard as me, and also study harder than me? When I appear to study harder than them, but apparently I'm not? When I am distracted by personal feelings, I can't concentrate at all. It's week 6 already. Why am I feeling so tired? I guess I have been lazing around doing other unconstructive things. I need more time. I always have lesser time than other people to do more things that I want.

I hope midterms today will be good. I tried my best to write everything I can think of. At least it it not that bad lah.

I made decision to go for the outdoor trip tomorrow. I seriously feel like idiot for creating the picnic page when it was already known that the picnic will be held tomorrow. I'm sorry to say, I wasn't inform at all so ya... I take it as nothing happen. I'm quite excited to go and meet new people. Initially I thought it is better to take courses with someone else I know. But now it feels like, I could have gone alone and go classes alone. That's what most of the Canadian students here are doing. Well anyway, I hope tomorrow's trip is gonna turn out fun!

Is it because my expectations of everything are held too high?

I am just angry with myself for not putting enough effort into the test today. The questions are just repeated from lecture and I didn't bother to go thru line by line. End up I don't know how to do most questions. Fail liao lor like that. Yes Yes all of you all must be thinking ya it's just pass fail so don't worry. But afterall the grades will somehow be reflected on the transcript and it is not nice to just pass everything right. I still want to do well and give in my best, even though I am on exchange. And also, I still want to continue doing other things too. Even though it is just a midterm paper. I feel really really lousy. Never did I do badly before. My parents must be mad at me.

Is it because of new environment? Distractions? New style of learning?

No excuses. I am just plain too tired, distracted, not paying much attention in class, dozing off most of the time (which I really seldom do in NTU), chiong last minute assignments (never ever did I do that before), just merely touching and going unprepared for a test.

I need to buck up and move on in life!

Seriously, it's a bad day today. So tiring, after a long day at lessons, and a lousy midterm paper. Plus, the stormy weather makes me so drenched and brain freeze on my way back. I never felt so 狼狈 before. I thought I could have a decent dinner when I got home, but apparently, I have to cook... when I end my lessons so late. Nevermind, the rice is so sucky... Atrocious dinner, and it has nothing to do with my pork, seriously.

Is it the problem with me? First, going to lessons with me seems a boring thing and showing me black faces all the time? Having to not reply me properly when I ask a question, even though the question is stupid. Second, having to keep putting words into my mouth whenever I say something of my own opinion and infer some meaning not of the intended message. Assuming that I do well in anything when actually I am not. No you can't judge! Third, insisting on cooking but when it's your turn, it will suddenly become my turn to cook. I'm not against it and I have been sacrificing most of my sleep and studying time just to cook. So what if you need to study, I also have to study right? And leaving everything in the kitchen UNATTENDED. I thought I am a lazy and dirty person that's why my mum always have to nag at me, but apparently I can't stand the mess in the kitchen. Wanting to sleep more and having to cook each meal before the night, making it so unhealthy. And just because some people suggested you to cook a big pot of rice, leave in the kitchen, sprinkle water and heat it up whenever you want to eat... you really suggested it to me, and this results in a straight NO in your face.

Did I meet the wrong group of people? Or is it simply the problem with me?

Lesson learnt again, don't leave anything cooking unattended. I thought it was okay to turn up the boiling of the soup to 5. Never did I thought the water could actually disappear to only half of it remaining when I came back from my friend's room. Luckily nothing happen to the stove or my pot, it's just half the amount gone. There goes our herbal soup. Well anyway, Ghis made great pies! I am going to do it once I'm back in Singapore.

3 Midterms this week. One down. I hope I am managing well after a very lousy midterm I had last week. I really want to give in my best, although it's just pass fail. Afterall, the grades will be reflected on their transcript right? Yaya, we are exchange students so we should not work hard. But you are first a student, and then a student on exchange wad... Well I think very straightly.

I am not studying for my midterm tmr!! How can? I am still slacking and lazing around, too tired..

Seriously, my roomie really chu stunt yesterday. Going out late in the middle of the night to buy bubble tea with a guy. -_-'' I was quite worried til I tried to wait for her. But in the end, she is not back yet! Luckily today I still can survive well in class. How can a girl agree to go out late in the middle of a night with a guy she don't know really well.

Today I cook pork chop rice! It looks nice! haha...

Karaoke with Bruce

Oh yea.. this week is filled with assignments deadline and midterms. Well the next week too...

I admit I really didn't put in much effort into my work. When I am in front of the computer I will be happily uploading my pictures onto facebook and waste my time looking at other things. Assignments too, I never ever in my life will chiong my assignments the night before I hand in. Surprisingly I did that here. Well, my midterm was lousy! I memorised things wrongly, as usual, but I didn't leave any question blank as usual too. Just anyhow whack. But it was lousy. I scared I fail. I know I shouldn't take it so seriously here. But I am the kind of person who wants to put in effort to do anything well, although that thing doesn't really mean alot to me in the end.

So I was so mind preoccupied, I need to relax. Went to the gym and decided I should go to the wings buffet although I have already said earlier I don't want to go. Plus, I heard Audrey they all going. So the more the merrier, and we are going to a new place! Karaoke with Bruce. at least not the same place with the same 3 people. I am not saying that they are boring, just that it will all be the same again. It's kinda sian in that sense. I want to try things different, and with different people each time. We had a fun time there sharing and chatting, about relationships. Since we hardly will get together, so many of us chatting. That will be like once every 2 weeks. Haha, I enjoyed the time with them. I enjoyed the beer too. Surprisingly I don't find it weird tasting anymore. Not like when I first drank it. It tastes nice together with medium hot wings! I enjoyed myself, seriously. And also the karaoke session that some other people went up to sing. It was funny! HAHA!!! But we can't take the way people are singing, too "pleasantly" so we left the place. Nice chill!

Stop putting me through decisions!

Las Vegas? Yes? No?

NO!

So sad right?

When I get distracted, I will stop doing other things and keep thinking about it.

This afternoon I was overwhelmed, once again, with the decision of going to the states. Yes again. Last week it was Florida, this week it was Las Vegas. I was actually more tempted with Florida, going with people I am not close with. But now, it's Las Vegas! A place where I wanted to go so badly last month but completely given up this month. I guess what I really want out of travel is that, I want to make it worth it. Not just paying alot for air tickets and accommodation. I was more inclined to explore more Canada places than the States because I would really love to come back again with my parents, visiting my Uncle and some other nearby places, like the canyon, LV, and California. Having stayed here in Canada for close to a month, I feel that, what I really like is scenery, enjoying something of their nature. As for shopping, eating buffet, and playing casino (Well, I can do that next time), I would rather give it a miss. Those are activities I can do anytime, no need to go LV to do that. But ya, I would enjoy the lights and the shows. I mean, I rather go somewhere that is super exclusive. You may think that I am very stingy, since I'm already here. However, I really think that, from London, travelling to other places is seriously very expensive. I know my father is upset with me going here and there... and I seriously don't know that he doesn't know I'm flying off with two other guys when I left. Maybe my mum helped me keep alot of secrets. Well, the problem with going out of your own comfort zone.

At this age, many people are already flying all over the world. Well, I know of alot Caucasians travelling around at ages even younger than me. I can make my own decisions now. I know I can, all the decisions actually lie with me whether I want to do it or not. It's just that 我过不了我自己这一关 to not listen to my mum. How old already still listen to her right? But I always feel that, she knows me best and know what is right or wrong for me. Sometimes I do things without thinking properly. Well at least this time round, I already decided on my decision, but just wanted to call her to assure me. And yes I am right. It is always proven true this way. There will only be one thing that even she don't allow, I will still go for it. That is, if I meet my Mr. Right. Really really correct guy. Frankly, I don't want to go through what she had gone through now. Alright, I shall not sidetrack. I have already wasted 3 hours of doing nothing. But I still need to get this off and done with.

Alot of friends ask me to just go! But I cannot say just go means go. I need to consider a few things first, money, time, studies. Alright I don't need to really be that dead serious about studies but still, I got to keep a minimum level right. I am not serious about studies here. Because most of the time I am dreaming away, distracted with my other things. My mum doesn't understand about the "concept" of exchange here. Perhaps she just want to play safe and make sure I am not doing the "wrong" things. Because she doesn't want me to skip lessons with the excuse of "going to travel". Well, I bet there will be chances of me doing this. At my own expense. I hope I won't be skipping too much, though I am paid to study. Still, she doesn't wish to waste that kind of hard earned money and time. A woman of principles. I wonder if this parenting concept will stay through the next century. She must be glad that I am a good daughter who listens to her.

Don't be sad for my missed trip! I am not sad. Though I really think I missed out a good deal. Because I am pretty sure I will come back to the States. So, I will not visit a second time to places.

I am pretty much indecisive and easily shakened person. I will work on it to become better!

I still think LV is pretty off our places. That's why I say it is a dilemma. Nevermind, at least I am going to Montreal and Quebec. Maybe I am feeling homesick too. Hmm... Well I feel much better because as days go on, I know exactly what I really want now.

And I'm back from Thanksgiving!

My friends and I went on a trip to Canada's Wonderland, Niagara falls and USA buffalo. It was rather pleasant, perhaps we have one more member that is with us! Plus plus the weather is so fantastic. Not too cold, and not too hot.

It was a 2 hour drive from hall to Wonderland. Wonderland is a theme park in Canada. Perhaps we have gone to more famous themeparks and Disneyland, I feel that Wonderland is just a place full of thrill rides. I was so scared of by the first ride because it was so fast! and did quite a number of turns. I can't take turns, but I can take heights. I was considering to go for the skydiving too. So for the next ride, I rest a little. There were not much "roller coasters" as I had expected. More of thrilling rides. In particular, there was this ride called wild beast, it kinda seemed dangerous because the wooden structure gave off some squeaky sound that it appears to be fragile, but I like the ride though. I sat the droptower for 2 times, the second time manage to capture the scenary up, it was fun and exciting too!

In the end, I didn't try skydiving... but nevermind, I had a fair share of rides today. What a pity the waterpark is closed for winter. So we didn't manage to take any ride there.

We drove off to Niagara falls then. We reached by night time so we didn't catch a glimpse of the Niagara falls. Instead, we went to the hostel to put down our stuff and then went out to jalan jalan, I didn't know there were so much attractions nearby the falls! Very nice! And we went to casino for the first time. An eye exposure. It was so much fun then partying, seriously... Partying is just so meaningless, with people you are not close with.

The next morning we woke up so early for a breakfast buffet. I am not the buffet person and as usual, didn't eat much. Then we went off to see the falls, and to take the maid of the mist! It was very fun, but wet til I can't see anything at some moment, and the sun was shining strongly. I don't care and took out my camera to take photos, and then it got drenched. I got drenched by the falls too. We then walked around everywhere, and I bought super lots of souvenirs. I can't resist the temptation of it. It's sheer waste of money. HAHA!

Tried alot of chocolate today, oh my, it's gonna get heaty. OH yes, I got too hungry so I went to buy Indian lamb curry. It has been a long time since I last had it . $17 was quite worth but abit too expensive. Then we went to eat Hard Rock Cafe! So exciting! It's just special because it's internationally renowned, and I bought a badge of it. At night, I went to the Skywheel with Ghis, though it's another money wasted, but I love it. At least I get to sit on my favourite Ferris Wheel and saw the multi coloured light on the falls! Then, we went to the Casino again... not bad, Cal won some money. HAHA! I don't dare to play any.

The next day was the most dreaded day for me in the trip. Shopping at Buffalo! Luckily there isn't much clothes to shop for else I will be bored. In the end, I bought a pair of shoes, a clip on sunglass and a Coach bag. I finally got myself some branded stuff. Once in a while. I like it, hope my mum likes it too. Then I was so worried about getting tax, but the officer that we went through is good. So, we came back safe and sound!

I really hope the next stop I make is Montreal!

Ethiopia Restaurant & Apple Picking

Two cool things I did this two days. It's such a great experience this week, my birthday week!

I went to an Ethopian restaurant with the kitchen and dining club. Met some new friends there. It's really a nice experience and eye exposure. I mean, I am glad that there are still things to do here in London. And we really just go and eat the food. It took us quite fast though. We ordered the platter and it was so big. The ambience was so nice. And we even pack the leftovers home for lunch next day.

Today, I went to an apple picking trip with the outdoor's club. It was really really fun. I really enjoyed this kind of experience. Picking apples. Looking at other stuff. Big pumpkins. Different types of apples. Tasting different apples. We are just eating and eating apples. Apples buffet! Well, I think Leah did more climbing of trees than me because I was just carrying too much apples! We took home alot alot of apples! Way more than the limit. Well, I bought a big bag that's why.

I begin to believe that, I am right to come here for exchange. Which is a good thing. My mind is still not focused.

Oh well, some of the exchange students went to the Lambton Party and free pizza. I was so full I ate 3. And some chips and pop. It was a nice get together though again, we didn't mingle alot. The guys and us went to Saugeen's to explore around. And we then walked back together. Haha, it was a fun day!

Liying lend me a boiler and a flask. So nice of her! I don't have to drink weird tasting water anymore! And I can wake up slightly late to make my breakfast.

4 Oct: Paper Art Club

The weather was just great today. Why isn't today my birthday?

And I receive email in the morning that my mail has arrived! Oh, even greater thing to celebrate about. I cooked pasta today, as usual, I took a long time to cook. But it turn out nice! Yummy...

I realised I have alot of assignments not done! Oh my god...

I met my peer guide today. She looks quite different the last time I saw her. She introduce me to alot of places that I can go. And she also wants to organise alot of different outings, which I think not many peer guides will do. However, I think she is a very crazy kind of party girl, and really does alot of things under the sun. I can't imagine that, judging from her facebook photos. Okay, I shouldn't jump to any conclusions. We shall see then. Just looking forward to little adventures that I can see. We chatted for almost an hour and I nearly forgot that I have a lesson to go.

Today is my first day of CCA, paper art club. I joined this CCA just for fun. See see look look around. Met a new friend, she is a first year student. Most of the people finish making a 3d 8 point star. But both of us didn't manage to finish it because we don't have enough papers. And we also concentrated on other ways of making 3d model. It was quite therapeutic, a way to relax after class. However, there could have been more interaction around though. People didn't usually introduce themselves, and it's really a "paper art making" event. They leave or come as and when they like. Good and bad in a sense. I hope to know more people here. Well, at least I made a new friend today.

Happy 21st Birthday to me!

3rd oct

Had a long day today. But full of birthday wishes around. Saw many of my fear most species, and it’s a rainy day. Most important of all, I had to study for an exam. So basically I was busy most of the time. Til at night, I have the time to rest. And a “surprise” birthday by my exchange clique “UWO: get out of here”. It was pretty simple, but yet awesome. I received a face moisturizer because they saw that I was frantically looking for face products on my face the other day. And it was wrapped by a rough paper, decorated with something on it. And also a nice card, with 3 different names dedicated to the same person. Oh and a balloon! I never had a balloon for birthday present before. I remembered during JC, people like to embarrass those birthday boys and girls with fanciful balloon all around. Well, imagine the guys having to carry the balloon from town up to bus. Haha! It was really sweet of them to go out and buy present. I had a sara lee cheesecake for my birthday with no candles. Haha!

I sort of made a wish but it was quite exchange related. Other than that, nothing else.

Having live up til today, I am really thankful of my parents, first and foremost for bringing me up for what I am today. I may not be that sensible, mature, smart, or capable of doing anything yet. I always think I am doing things that live up to my conscience, and things I do which I think it’s correct and meaningful to do. I want to live the life I want, and I think the life that suits me, or I suit the life? Haha! Anyway, thank you all friends who are there for my birthday. (Except you of course, the one that completely forgotten my birthday)

I was so happy that today, we actually brought dinner to microwave it. Can finally eat hot stuff, it warms my stomach, and the weather was cold.

Great week ahead!

Okay. I kept a promise to myself that I will keep a diary of what I did during exchange. A month nearly passed. And nothing has been done. I must do it soon! Look out for my archives on facebook soon though.

Letter 2 — Your husband/wife/lover/bf/gf/crush

I don't know if it is the right time to write this on my birthday. But I suddenly had the intention of writing it.

Obviously I don't have any husband/wife/lover/bf/gf, well as for crush -- I don't know my feelings too anyway. Maybe I shall write it to some imaginary dude then.

Dear Crush,

I have never been in an relationship before. But I have been in a complicated state. I know how is it like to like someone, or even love someone. However, it is just so hard to get the love, get the life you want. I really really do want to get the kind of love I want. Is it due to fate/ destiny? Or is it the problem with me?

I can go miles and miles to care for you if I think you are the one. It gets frustrated when my intention was not understood well enough, or simply that you just don't care. People just don't reciprocrate sometimes, in this case, I will just rather ignore and give up. Or simply just let out a sigh. Is it just because you are too busy with work?

I don't know what do you think of me. I can't read your mind. I really hope one day you'll be able to frank with me.

I would really hope to find the true love of my life and live happily then. One who is sweet, gentle, caring, understanding and most of all trusting and I can simply blurt anything out to him. Afterall, love is trust.

Oh ya. I always mentioned this to my friends that, my love = my best friend. This is gonna be hard. But, I would love this!

But, when will my turn come?

Do you even remember what day is it today?

Loves,
The Blur Jug