everybody is just tired ba
and im falling sick now
so pple like us get somehow get very frustrated and angry
so what can i do if both parties do not give way???
i just dont want to fight it over...
but i chose the path to ignore
maybe ignoring pple isnt a respectful thing to be done...
but that just me...
i don wanna communicate any further more
i just don wanna talk...
for example a situation like that
pple will misinterpret my actions ba
i shall apologise
but im just frustrated abt the difference in opinions we had
well i guess everybody needs time
forget it ba...
like what u said
don bear grudges
we have to move on no matter what
this is fate
im at fault too
hahahahaha

let continue our way to success k?
do not let a little conflict like this strain our relationship...
we still have a long way ahead...
not very gd to be at loggerheads.
everyone is tired
give ourselves some break ba...
thanks everyone for their concern...

sick

its raining really cats and dogs today in the morning
everybody crowded at the bus stops without having an umbrella to go to school
so in the end
knowing that late during rainy days have allowance
half of the cohort didn't turn up for assembly today
but in the end i still manage to get in to sch no matter what
my shoes are drenched
the place outside peejay is flooded

asta is sick

shes not here today

ok during lunch i donno why i feel gastric pain again
i did eat something during my recess
during lunch after eating few mouthfuls of rice
i started to feel pain in the area around my stomach
its gastric
why arh?
cannot tahan anymore
still have to climb to 4th level for lessons
yanting asked me to go home..
so i went to my aunt's house
blogging using my cousin's lappie
feel much better now
but i have to see the doc
my father is here...

long saturday

its long time since i've last blogged my 微型小说
i doubt anyone reads it ba...

promos are approaching
i've not done any revision yet...
how am i gng to be promoted???

yesterday was indeed a long day
we went to help ww at the bugis temple..
business was real bad...
but just we manage to sell all our 15 boxes of cookies ba
one lady was so generous that she nearly wanna buy all the cookies that we're left with
and pple there just make donations without taking the product
and i notice..
no/ very minority christians live there

and i saw a cat!
so cute...

after that we went to help out in the volunteering work at the concert in sp
bukit batok home of the aged..
i just realise how fortunate we are ...
that we have our friends and family around us..
the elderlies there i can see
some are really sick... difficulty in walking...
whereas some are really in the pink of health but lonely....
the concert i should say
is still ok
but why so little pple??
i love the performance by the jones 石康军
especially when he sang 专署天使
its my favourite song!

but i have to admit he sang better than tank
haha

after that we sirius pple when home tgt
laughing all the way
sirius is fun!
i just don wanna leave sirius

one thing that deeply hurts me is that:
i know i have really a bad pitching problem
but do u have to say it til so seriously that it seems that i really sing awfully
yes i know that i cant sing well after i recovered from my real sickness during jae period
but i just don wanna give up my interest on singing...
just like when i was in scap
thanks yihan. fauziah. zhiying. ikhsan. mdm nora for giving me this chance to prove myself during the interview
sorry i have disappointed u guys...
im not professional in singing and music stuff..
but it really hurts me when my best friend said this straight into my heart
but no matter what,
i just love singing and music

one more week ahead...
jiayou!

oh yes!
jiayou byronites!!!
for the interhouse games....

《白色毛衣》

《白色毛衣》

“雪,一片,一片,一片,一片，在天空静静缤纷，眼看春天就要来了，而我也将,也将不再生存。”　
我听着范晓萱演唱的“雪人”，凝视着窗外，外面下起了大雪。雪片越落越多，白茫茫地布满在天空中，向四处落下，落在伞上，落在车顶上，落在马路上，落在行人的脸上。
我孤零零的呆在家里，妈妈出去交差。自从爸爸得了癌症去世后，家里只剩下我和妈妈相依为命。妈妈必须担任两个人的工作支撑这个家庭，抚养我长大。早上，她必须到附近的快餐点工作，晚上就制毛衣卖给附近的居民。而我，在等待毕业考试的成绩放榜，抱着能达到目标，拿到奖学金读书，帮妈妈减轻经济负担，现在也只能在家帮妈妈织毛衣和帽子。
冷冷的，当然咯，我的毛衣的右长袖破了一个大洞，所以右手着凉了，毛孔完全站了起来。见到妈妈那么忙碌，那么辛苦，我不想麻烦她，只好默默不哼声。妈妈任劳任怨，只愿自己受委屈，也默默接受，从来不把不快乐表达出来。
隔天，我带着紧张的心情到了学校因为这是成绩放榜的时候。终于让我梦寐以求，实现了愿望，我没辜负妈妈的一番细心的栽培和照顾，我考上了大学。此外，我还得了奖学金到国外深造。我兴奋得很。虽然成绩好，但在学校里，因为家境不怎么富裕，我常常是别人的笑柄。
“奇怪咯！怎么一个乞丐还能拿到奖学金？不用出一分钱就能读书。哪像我们，有的是钱。要什么有什么，多好！”旁边几个‘小公主’嘲笑道。说真的，她们真的是含着金汤匙出世的，每天都把自己打扮成和公主一样，漂漂亮亮的，令人羡慕。
“你看你！跟乞丐没什么两样。毛衣都破了一个大洞也不舍得穿新的！”其中一个“小公主”说道。她不说我也都忘了，我的毛衣都破了一个大洞，几时才能让妈妈缝一缝呢？我想再多等一下吧。
“喂！你们说够了吗？我是靠我自己的能力考出那样的成绩的。况且，我又没有得罪你们。你们凭什么这样看不起我，嘲笑我？”说完，眼眶充满了泪水，滑落了下来。我实在是不忍心任由她们摆布，让他们瞧不起。心里充满了怨恨和伤心，但又不敢和任何人说。
“嘉欣！”妈妈在后头叫道。“妈妈！”不知为什么，我立刻冲上前，涌进她的怀抱里。我终于靠自己的能力闯出一片天了。妈，你总算能为我放心了。我也很高兴，庆幸有一个能在你遭受压力时鼓励你，在你不高兴时安慰你，在你无聊时陪着你的人。我不知道该说什么好，只好紧紧地抱着妈妈。我告诉我自己：我一定要好好念书，绝对不能让他失望。
今天终于到了，我将要到美国留学。我带着紧张，依依不舍的心情和妈妈到飞机场里。“搭SQ007早上十点半的航班，请办好注册手续。”现在已时十点十五分了，我必须上飞机了。妈妈面带微笑，告诉我：“嘉欣，你一定要加油。妈妈在家等你回来。”虽然妈妈不说，但我能感受到她寂寞和无助的心情。“妈妈，我走了，你怎么办？家里只留下你一个人了。”我连忙问。“傻瓜，我怎不能这么自私让你唯一读书的机会在眼前流失吧。去吧，孩子，别为我操心。”妈妈说道。　妈妈虽然不爱说话，但我知道她是舍不得离开我的。天下的妈妈都的都会为了孩子做出自己的牺牲不是吗？
“嘉欣！这给你，上了飞机后在打开来看。”妈妈递给我一包用褐色的纸袋。“好！妈，你一定要好好照顾自己，别累坏了，再见，我放假了一定回来。”我掉头走向近处走去，眼泪滑落了下来。我是多么不舍得妈妈呀，到了那里，没有人会在你遭受压力时鼓励你，在你不高兴时安慰你，在你无聊时陪着你了，也没有人陪你一起吃饭，聊天，织毛衣了。我感到一丝寂寞，但我一定要坚强，坚持到底。
飞机起飞了。我开了那一包妈妈递给我的东西，里面果然是一件新织好的白色毛衣，加了一封信，上面写道：
嘉欣，我一直都知道你为了这一件事感到伤心，自卑。但你要原谅妈妈，妈妈完全不能给你你所要的东西，就连一件毛衣，你都不敢向我开口要我帮你缝补。其实，放榜成绩的那一天，我听到了你和同学之间的对话。终于了解你原来受到这么多委屈，怎么不说出来呢？妈妈只能够给的，就是关心。
看到这里，手里还握着妈妈熬夜为我要去留学缝制的白色毛衣，我的泪不禁流了下来。。。

《完》

杨嘉欣
07S25
先驱初级学院

《白色毛衣》

《白色毛衣》

“雪,一片,一片,一片,一片，在天空静静缤纷，眼看春天就要来了，而我也将,也将不再生存。”　
我听着范晓萱演唱的“雪人”，凝视着窗外，外面下起了大雪。现在已昏暗，天色已黑，弯弯的月亮已经出来了。雪铺满了一整片大地，车子，大树，房子，连屋顶，都被白茫茫的雪片给掩盖了。
我孤零零的呆在家里，妈妈出去交差。自从爸爸得了癌症去世后，家里只剩下我和妈妈相依为命。所以妈妈必须担任两个人的工作支撑这个家庭，抚养我长大。早上，她必须到附近的快餐点工作，晚上就制毛衣卖给附近的居民。
冷冷的，当然咯，我的毛衣的右长袖破了一个大洞，所以右手着凉了，毛孔完全站了起来。但是见到妈妈那么忙碌，那么辛苦，我不想麻烦她，只好默默不哼声。

just had the first part of my 微型小说 done. will continue later...
but i think this plot is abit weird in writing novels leh... what do u think??
does it have to have a climax???

jan house

heyheys
today is a holiday
we 're at janice house doing pw
her maid's fried rice is so nice
but its 945 pm now...

nobody has touched anything la...

slack

slack

slack

hai.

how?

finish animations

powerpoint slides

written report

and must finish all my tonnes of hw by today

and of cuz my chinese novel

and i havent got any inspirations yet

time is too fast

and every one is feeling tired now

signing off

bowling was fun!

long time nv post le..
busy busy busy for the past week
did pw
homework
tests
roar!!!
lukcily we had 5 days of holidays this time
yey!


i finally can catch up on some of my hw

yesterday was half day
no lessons
national day celebration
but i just cant feel the nat day atmosphere around me
pj is so dead la
everybody stone there during the sing along session
act cool only

after that we went for pw briefing
our grp + asta's grp + gina's grp were selected for the exhibition
ye!!!

after that we went outing
JAY + the 5 girls + wingkiong and weiwen
not a class outing actually cuz most of them were not there
to home team *(cdans)
actually wanted to play laser quest
but its booked
hai
so we went up to the bowling area
and sat
sat
sat
so the 5 girls (gina weiqi peiqi jan and eileen)went for movie
til weiwen decided to play
so ok

guess what?
its my first time playing bowling
so pathetic my score
then AY+W W kept laughing
but it was a gd try k
i hit 30 pointers ok
though its still a U
but the thing is
im happy~
thanks guys

gotta ask my father to train me
hahahahaha
even my mum first timer can hit 40 +
wingkiong is more zhuai than me la
first timer also
hai
im just lousy



me and weiwen!!!