Wednesday, May 03, 2006
:: a new life created ::
well guys... thanks for reading my blog and following me through my journey of life...
ive started a new blog and i hope u guys will walk me through my new phase of life.
http://smellipig.blogspot.comlooking forward to see ya guys there! :D
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1:08 PM
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Saturday, February 11, 2006
:: long long time sia... ::
IM BACK! WITH A LIFE!
heh... damn long time no blog. was tryin to cope with life actually... but im picking things up now. im back to my happy jolly self again. back to the sue lynn that everyone knows me to be... :D
actually i realised im full of shit le... i havent eaten anythin since... gosh! 24 hrs ago... at parkway with irv, nic n yeo... reali nvr eat anythin... yesterday nvr eat dinner... woke up today havent eaten breakfast nor lunch... and not only am i not hungry, i shit so much la. no input so much output... haha!
i did alot of things in the past how many days i nvr blog... watched many movies... *grins* watched xiao hai bu ben 2 quite many darn days ago... super nice la... i cried... partly cuz of my family probs and how it seems so related... i could reali connect with the show... heh! so dumb right? but oh well...
den on wed i met up with my TKG buddies... simin, amy, lily and myself... went to swensens... and we BITCHED alot... bitched about... haha! im not gonna say who... but im quite sure everybody knows. damn farnee... these are the frens that will stand by me come what may... we spoke about everything and anything... rships, school, work, crap... took lots of fotos... shall put them up later. haha! we're gonna meet up soon to chiong k and have fun again. my dear buddies indeed... miss them so much. bitching with them and talkin to them reali helped me to move on... i reali appreciate them alot... thank God we met... haha! reali... bitching about that particular someone is so damn fun... haha! im such a bitch manz... kill me... :P haha! *cool man. so lame. whatever!*
mum left to HK for treatment... felt like i had to grow up and handle the family esp since my dad... haiz... u guys know... at least my close frens wld... cldnt cope with it initially... den yah... drank alot... din go home till like 3 am almost every day... haiz... but thank God for you there for me... else i wldnt have been able to do it... i think im a stronger person now...
using my sister's sumsung fone now... finally... my E330C!!!!!! haha! yay! super happy la... hmmm... only thing is... its so easy to take fotos that Mr Irvin Wan keeps snapping pictures of himself, his ear, his hair, his nostril... etc etc...
oh and i went back for musicfest auditions... actually to support my darling choir juniors... well done u all... did the choir proud... ownage to us manz... woo hoo!
talkin about singing... later im going for G2 choir prac... and gonna sing with them for mass... abit scared and all... cuz like im new... but the guy in charge keeps tryin to pull me in...
oh gosh... results... haha! let's skip that topic...
but reali... thanks to all those arnd me who've pulled me out of my darkest days... i reali appreciate u all... it wasnt the words of comfort that helped... it was the honest opinions and tellin me off, wakin me up, snapping me out of my crappy mentality... yeps... now im coping better... im not all fine... but im fine... :D haha... sheesh... im reali full of shit...
oh manz... went to play DOTA last night... first time playing it... but farnee la... quite cute... got the hang of it... but not enjoying it yet... haha! i prefer NEO BOMBERMAN!!!! haha! i alwiz go back school just to play it... until jon gan can burn the CD for me... heh! den i can play at home... play with jie and marcus damn cock one la... they keep killing me instead of killing the enemy we're against... keep stealin my power ups... play with jamie is the best... heh! Jon Gan... if ure reading this... im suffering from Bombermancititis... i need to play it... heh... pls faster help me burn... i tried downloading... but cannot find... sianz...
oh yah! went choir room shopping with jamie, adrian and rayner that day... all the way down to IKEA la... haha! but we pigged out there for lunch... ate so much la... bought new sofa, new dustbin with lid, new shoe rack thingy... so fun la... haha!
alot of things la... work especially has been fun... thaddeus day is my fav day... although it was damn tiring cuz sheena din come to work... but it was damn fun... thaddeus kept talkin to me about soccer... he's reali a very adorable boy... i keep taking fotos with him on my fone and taking videos together... he super duper cute. one day ill take fotos with all of them and put up here... so adorable la... :)
driving!!!! im driving arnd spore like a mad person... haha! nowadays my instructor picks me up and i straight away take over the car and i hand over the car only after 1 half hrs... so fun manz! keep driving... go Airport there and chiong the straight road at gear4 gear5... woo hoo! haha! den ya lorz... did my u-turns, worked on my stopping at filter lanes and zebra crossings, my half clutch at traffic lights... all pretty fine. i think im learning fast... 5th lesson till now ive been driving independently...
gosh! gotta study for advance theory... coming up 20 smth of this month. after that can book my driving test oredi... so damn exciting manz... but i wanna drive a manual car... its so much more fun. but sometimes not used to it leg can cramp one... haha! esp in spore... every 50 metres one traffic light. sianation... but ive been to almost all the places in the east. pasir ris, tampines, simei, bedok, marine parade... wow! haha... so crappy. next time u see a white car with a L plate... look inside and maybe ull see me... :D heh!
hmmm... ok la... ill go and help samuel with work... this morning just got drama with, me, mum, sis and Brian... over the fone... tell u ah... the rate im picking up calls from Hong Kong... my bill is gonna BOOM manz... but oh well...
and i need to restring my guitar... can someone help me???
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2:12 PM
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Saturday, February 04, 2006
:: life sucks ::
life reali sucks...
sucks until i cant blog...
but i drove to school parkway there from expo today... and its only my 5th lesson... how fun...
and i love the kids at work... i love them so much their pics are everywhere on my hp...
other than that - life sucks... simple as that...
fucked up manz!
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1:24 AM
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Thursday, January 26, 2006
:: i have a headache ::
i have a headache... and i miss u like mad... yes i do... do u noe?
yes, im talkin about You...
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1:25 AM
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Tuesday, January 24, 2006
:: my new laptop ::
yay! im blogging on my new laptop. how cool is that? haha! yeps... first time using my laptop and the internet... how exciting... haha! wireless lan shit... had no idea about it at all manz. but now... all's cool manz. haha!
hmmm... i had a nightmare about results manz... haha! i dreamt that i had an A for math, a C for geog, D for lit and F for econs... goodness gracious me manz... haha! ridiculous dream... nightmare rather. i woke up in cold sweat. 2 more weeks manz... okok... 2nd week of feb... rather confirmed... all the tchrs i see in VJ are tellin me about it. goodness gracious me... im so darn super duper scared sia... RAH! i just wish the earth wld open up and swallow me... haha!
today din do much... went back to school... actually was at parkway... den met up with jamie, gan, rayner n gang... hung at parkway awhile... ate mos... eeeeekkkksss... i still have that oily chicken in my bag. gosh... haha! my bag probably stinks like shit now la. haha! hmmm...oh yah! i saw my student at parkway popular! ahhhh... my super duper pretty and cute student. heh! she recognised me and said such a cheerful hi to me... cant wait to see her soon... haha! yeps... after that i went back to school. haha! saw Ying Tee... goodness. i dunno how come i was kinda happy to see her though i wasnt very close to her in VJ. somehow i thought about the times we had in TKGS... and oh my gosh. i miss her so much... gave her a hug when she left... she's so nice...
okok... im reali tired... i have driving at 8 am tomolo!!! ARGH!!!!!!!! EIGHT am???? dats like in 7 hrs...
goodnight manz... i dun wanna keep yawning while changing gear manz... *yawnz*
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12:59 AM
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Saturday, January 21, 2006
:: sucks... ::
RAH! my mum's crying like mad again... she's complaining her back hurts like hell. haiz... sometimes i reali dun understand... i know she's in alot of pain... but what can we all do??? sucks la... den she sit down there and keep howling and howling... who can help her??? haiz... i reali dunno la... and plus my dad's not home... life sucks...
i reali think i shld be nicer to my parents from now onwards... i dowan to end up like my sister... she reali has no respect for my parents anymore. i realised that my dad reali work very very hard just to provide for us and make us happy. he suffers himself just to save money to give us... i reali reali feel sad for my dad... my sister just told him that day that she'll explain things to him beause he's providing her with the money... other than that she sees no reason why she shld... i mean... forget it... home is in a mess... i dowan to be here... but it seems like i have to... i dunno wad to do... i reali dont... wad responsibility shld i take up at home? wad??? can someone help me? i reali dunno wats happening to my home...
life sucks... reali...
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12:09 PM
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:: How Do I Live Without You ::
How do I get thru one night without you,
If I had to live without you,
What kind of life would that be.
Oh and I, I need you in my arms
Need you to hold,
You're my world, my heart, my soul.
If you ever leave
Baby, you would take away
Everything good in my life.
Without you there'd be no sun in my sky.
There would be no love in my life.
There'd be no world left for me
And I, baby I don't know what I would do.
I'd be lost if I lost you
If you ever leave
Baby, you would take away
Everything real in my life
And tell me now......
How do I live without you?
I want to know.
How do I breathe without you?
If you ever go
How do I ever, ever survive?
How do I, how do I
Oh, how do I live?
If you ever leave.
Baby you would take away everything
Need you with me
Baby, 'cause you know that you're
Everything good in my life
And tell me now
How do I live without you?
I want to know
How do I breathe without you?
If you ever go.
How do I ever, ever survive?
How do I, how do I
Oh, how do I live
How do I live without you, baby?
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12:03 PM
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:: If Ever Ure In My Arms Again ::
It all came so easy
All the loving you gave me
The feeling we shared
And I still can remember
How you touched me so tender
It told me you cared
We had a once in a lifetime
But I just couldnt see it
Until it was gone
A second once in a lifetime
Maybe too much to ask
But I swear from now on
If ever ure in my arms again
This time ill love you much better
If ever ure in my arms again
This time ill hold you forever
This time will never end
Im seeing clearly
How I still need you near me
I still love you so
Theres something between us
That wont ever leave us
Just dont let it go
We had a once in a lifetime
But I just didnt know it
Till my life fell apart
A second once in a lifetime
Isnt too much to ask
Cuz I swear from the heart
If ever ure in my arms again
This time ill love you much better
If ever ure in my arms again
This time ill hold you forever
This time will never end
The best of romances
These arent second chances
Ill get to you somehow
Cuz I promise now
If ever ure in my arms again
This time ill love you much better
If ever ure in my arms again
This time ill hold you forever
This time will never end
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12:02 PM
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Friday, January 20, 2006
:: thank u jamie n adrian... :D ::
adrian and jamie went to do this for me... its so ridiculous... haha!
Ten Top Trivia Tips about Suelynn!
1 The risk of being struck by suelynn is one occurence every 9,300 years.
2 If you chew gum while peeling suelynn then it will stop you from crying.
3 Baskin Robbins once made suelynn flavoured ice cream!
4 Long ago, the people of Nicaragua believed that if they threw suelynn into a volcano it would stop erupting!
5 Cats use their suelynn to test whether a space is large enough for them to fit through!
6 The deepest part of suelynn is over 35,000 feet deep.
7 While performing her duties as queen, Cleopatra sometimes dressed up as suelynn.
8 Suelynn was originally called Cheerioats.
9 Ancient Chinese artists would never paint pictures of suelynn!
10 India tested its first nuclear suelynn in 1974!
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12:56 AM
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:: long day at work... ::
hmmm... well, today was a long day for me... driving was at 12... super damn fun la can? haha! i was like driving all the way up to gear 3!!! yippeeeeee! haha! it was damn shiok... my instruc said that next lesson or smth we'll go to the airport straight road and speed... haha! cuz today i was like damn tempted to speed and all... haha! but cannot la... too many turnings and it was like heavy traffic... yeps. only 2nd lesson and im on the road... putting real signals, checking out real blind spots... and i can change gear damn smoothly oredi... manz... i reali love driving... im gonna spend my entire time in msia brushin up on my driving skills manz... i reali love driving... i reali do... its damn fun and exciting... too bad my next driving lesson is like... next tue? yeps...
work was even more fun. very tiring... but very fun. alot of my attention needed. today, there was only me for awhile... cuz sam went back earlier. yah... so i worked from 230 to 730 today... yes, thaddeus day today... haha! super fun la... he as usual came in and went hi "zhor zhor"... haha! i love that boy... he managed to influence the whole class to call me "zhor zhor" haha! den nothin much... i taught 2 gals from red swastika... pretty bright gals... but their lesson was tedious cuz i taught them the whole thing... marked all their work... practically they were entirely under my charge... i had a little rest from say... 6 to 6.15. den the little K2 kids started streaming in... it was my first time meeting them. cuz i din stay last week.... gosh! as u wld oredi probably guess, the ultimate cute! ahahaha! i reali love them. they are all very cute... gals and boys alike... cant read, talk in half baby lingo - jie jie, i need to shi shi... haha! oh manz...
tomolo i gotta go down in the morning... at 830... den i think i will end at about 530 to 6 plus liddat... haiz... im glad im still having fun...
but noe wad? other than these, my life sucks... i reali love you...
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12:23 AM
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