I had a full-day meeting yesterday at work. It's one of those days where you wouldn't schedule any more meetings after. But I fit in a school visit, as well as a home visit in the evening. My colleague heard that and said "eh, you no need to
pia leh, cos in future there will be more work to do."
I don't know. I figured I just wanted to get these two visits done with, cos it has been really hard fixing a time to meet with the relevant people. Even if it means having to
pia, I also don't mind. There's this whole series of stress management talks happening in quite a few schools in Aug (ie in two weeks) and I really wanted to have time soon to settle the content of the talks and whatever coordination is needed.
It has been only one-and-a-half-months into the job, and I actually feel like I've been at work for much more than that! Seriously, there's so much to do in so little time, I feel kinda tired. The pace is actually different from that at the previous company. I think I was actually more slack then! We had our moments of stress and deadlines, but somehow it was less tiring. Maybe this time I'm into something really new, and while I'm trying to cope with the workload, I'm also trying to learn at the same time. Maybe also because this job deals with lives, so somehow, there's that added accountability I feel inevitably.
I don't know. I'm actually enjoying the job. But I'm tired as well. Maybe it's time to relax and tell myself that since the work's never-ending, let it go. Don't try to hold it all by yourself. Yeah. Don't be too responsible :)