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My fav chinese one riite now =D hees 突然发现站了好久 不知道要往哪走 还不想回家的我 再多人陪只会更寂寞 许多话题关于我 就连我也有听过 我的快乐要被认可 委屈却没有人诉说 夜把心洋葱般剥落 拿掉防卫剩下什么 为什么脆弱时候想你更多 ＊如果你也听说 有没有想过我 像普通旧朋友 还是你依然会心疼我 好多好多的话想对你说 悬着一颗心没着落 要怎么负荷 舍不得 又无可奈何 如果你也听说 会不会相信我 对流言会附和 还是你知道我还是我 跌跌撞撞才明白了许多 等我的人就你一个 想到你想起我 胸口依旧（然）温热＊ 许多话题关于我 就连我也有听过 我想我宁可都沉默 解释反而显的做作 夜把心洋葱般剥落 拿掉防卫剩下什么 为什么脆弱时候想你更多 重复 ＊ 如果你也听说 有没有想过我 像普通旧朋友 还是你依然会心疼我 跌跌撞撞才明白了许多 等我的人就你一个 想到你想起我 胸口依然温热 如果你想起我 你会想到什么 i shud in bed by now ! coz i wanna obey my discipline but the tot of dun need to work tml is giving mii the excuse to procrastinate my slping time =D hehehe i m dl-ing metamorphosis on mobtv riite now =D currently airing on channel 8 at 9pm =)) ytd i watched an episode of it, verii exciting sia ! but i juz dun like the sight of chen han weii and rui en hahahahs same as my jiejie loll, the sight of them reali make us go "buang" tralalalas and tdy the meeting was all abt : --> no playing of games in front of the patients --> helping one another out when its busy --> how to save more time dr, verii long winded lorr piang seriously i nearly fall aslp as we had our meeting after lunch -_- after meal syndrome u knw ~ loll as he talked, i was like, blink blink blink trying to keep my eyes open and stop myself from yawning he harped on the saving time de topic for verii long u knw -_- YAWNSSS tdy tracy and mii played the nintendogs at work tdy both of us were like shouting these commands at the recept: COOKIE ! SIT DW SIT DOWN SIT DW -_- hahaha funny mann but try several time, that stupid dog juz dun sit -_- den she say : stupider den nikki hahaha after work, went gaigai with her sad sia, all the clothes we see, like dun haf out size de =( we too miao tiao le =P dsdsdsdsds ! fun ! hees i got nth much to blog ~ nth happening is going on =x i m looking forward to tis tml afternoon ! Macarons ~ my sis made some of them tdy and she said tml she will bring some for mii hees  jus the sight of it looks so temptingbut seriously, i duno how it taste like, coz i nv taste one b4 i shall tell u all abt it tml okii ! hope u will get well soon my dear girl =)) ciao ~ xoxo i had a big big bowl of wanton and 1 super nice cuppy cake =D love eating wanton juz like how u gulp down all the unhappiness when u are feeling down but nevertheless, no matter wat mood i m in, i still love wanton esp juz nw, i eat it with a swtness in my heart sorry, i m not telling wat swtness is tt coz i only wanna savour myself hehehe ! and i consumed one cuppycake baked by my sis ...  nice !hope tml there are some leftovers for mii to bring to work tml and gosh dr gonna hold another meeting tml -_- i wonder tis time round he gonna talk on wat u knw, sometimes girls might not be the long winded one hahahahaha u all get wat i mean ! LOLL i nv mention names ahh LOLL shall we reckoned, he gonna say : ♥when its busy, u all shud help one another ♥u all shudnt eat at the recept counter ♥no snacking in front of patient ♥dun gossip at recept ♥no playing of games ♥how to take good care of the sink ♥try to take things within our stride ( patients fcuk up attitude ) blah blah blahh the list can go on and on tml i shall tell u how many haf i guess correctly HOHOOO and lalalala tis yr gt one more day of off day ! HAHAHAAHHA mAy all PH falls on tuesday !!! lidat our off days will keep increasing whahahahaha i m turning in soon dun be surprised but i m reali reali reali trying my best to slp early =)) last nite i hit the bed at 1030pm tis morning i can still feel tired ... i need i need i need to detox ! blarrhh !!! i nv regret taking that move for after doing so, my heart reali felt more lighter den before =)) thanks for all =)) yeahh ! tml is saturday ! HAHAHA how happii can i be coz i sunday i can nua the whole day at home, and immerse myself in all the love love love dramas~ ciaociao ~ xoxo why m i getting so emo out of the blue typing that long paragraph of mail till tears well up in my eyes but still, the mail was unsent i had a voice inside mii a verii selfish voice do u wanna knw wat it is ? good nites happiness is having a bad memory and a good health i wiishh, i have a reali reali reali bad memory ... just had my shower headache is getting nowhere better i miss the smell tt lingers on my skin ciao nites NEW CHAIR at recept ! hurhurr ! previously was telling dr, if he can buy a new office chair coz, i dun reali like sitting the old one due to some reasons ~ LOLL  and taduuh !he gt tis from ikea ! verii nice to sit lehh ! and i tot of buying a pooh bear de pillow to hug at work HURHUR the one tt i always see at minitoons the head super big den the body machiam like a piece of cake lidat wonder how is my pooh bear bloster doing riite now hmmm tdy work is super super super slack when i said 3 times, means its super slack =D slack till i have been playing my ds almost the whole day watched the 530pm e show talk cock sing song with the girls and dr hurhurr =D actually gg out after work but my stupid migraine and back pain has been haunting mii for like the whole day ? esp my migraine, reali reali reali reali verii pain sia >< so i m back home ~ shrugs off to bathee ! wat a rainy day it has been chilly ... *tcontheroads* i gt my pink babyy (^^)  babyyalwaysremindsmiiofsomeoneelse ... ijustwonderedhowareu ijustwonderedifuarefeelingthesamewaytoo igtalotofwondersandquestiondeepinmyheart butiknw,theywillremain as a mystery ... howcanuletitgowhenuknwwearemeantforeachother howcanuletitgowhenwearestillinlove? haiz ... okii, has been playing cooking mama ever since i gt the ds lite =D super nice sehhh hahaaha tdy whole day at work, i m playing it at the recept loll suffering from some unknown sickness keep hafing runs >< tdy run till my leg reali nua till my pigu is on fire -__- and i didnt reali slp last nite its like, for the whole nite till tis morning my chest, or rather my heart, hurts terribly i duno why it hurts too and somehow, it felt so heavyy a feeling tt something will happen tt i cant helped but wondering hw is he... HMMMM nth will happen i knw =)) tc ~ i m off i need to replenish my energyy nites world starry starz, i love seeing u when i tilt my head up it seems as thou u are always dere for mii ... areufeelingthesamewaytoo? iwished,udidntletitgo yahoo ~ pay is in !!!! haiz, if only money can buy everyting big big sighhh experiencing after meal syndrome perhaps i shud catch a nap before heading out ... i m a sensitive person i dun usually like to be tis way but at times pple ard me forces me to.. In life,nothing is permanent all component things disintegrate what comes must go, what is born must die what rises must fall, fortune goes with misfortune thus you can't dodge what Fate had in store for you. Do not dwell in the past do not dream of the future concentrate the mind on the very present moment.. Life is vulnerable, so treasure it and dont regret. Twenty years down the road you will regret with the things that you had not done than the things you had. *nods* all the things tt we are desiring to haf in life, is nth but a liability ... ciao ... xoxo 或許是我不想看清楚 因為..看清楚了又怎樣? i cant help but wonder and worried how are u getting on? i reali hope u are getting on fine ... shag shag shag ! but nevertheless, i had en enjoyable day with the girls after work unwilling to mention wat had happen during work coz it will be verii damping ! So, lets focus on some happii stuffs bahhs =)) my beloved Miss biebie came to find mii after i end work and we went to marina sq de hk cafe for dinner tgt with sylvia after filling up out tummies, we went ard marina sq kiv-ed alot of stuffs So in no time, u might hear us announcing tt we are broke but pray hard tt u dun hear us saying HAHAHAHA So walked ard marina sq, had alot of fun and sylvia left with her bf shortly so guess wat the two crazy fellow do ... hees we sneaked into the new national stadium =D  its damn cool can ! HAHAHAHA standing and sitting in the middle of the stage cam whoring like nobody business and doing some monkeys' stunts, hahahaa and hafing the fear tat some security might come and the unknown sounds produced are so terrifying  but ! we still haf lots of fun =) i guess its my fav spot riite now ...reali reali reali had a great time with her thanks girl =)) i lurve ya <3>  took umpteen times of fotos with tis pose but always failed to get both of our head in place, hahahahaalways missing out each other head de ! humpfs !   she will always catch mii when i fall =']YAHOOO !  my fav ferris wheel ! the cabins is increasing slowly ! yahooo ~ so that means the completion date is drawing nearer and nearer =) take a look at act cute face hees =D  caca !   okii u knw wat ? i love my hair =)) cheerios muz always put on a smiling face coz u nv knw, ur smile could lite up someone's day juz like how my BGF lights up mine ='))  debbie, i asked u to smile not to pout !!!! cheese ! i nv knw my backview could be so beautiful whahahahaha =p strike a pose !   and funny poses coming up hahahahaha i reali reali reali god damn love tis foto ! hahaas coz debbie looks like astro boy i look like chang er =x LOLL ... juz grad-ed from chinese dance hahaha thanks for ur support huh !  see, my diamond is so shiny tt u can even see it blinks xDend of day voted 1st most heart-ed picture  And before turning in, not to forget to wish everyone of u  and i asked ho ming juz now i wondered will anyone shed a drop of tears for mii if i m gone one day will u ? and its so comforting to hear tt he will be the first one ! HAhAHAHA i wonder, how many pple will miss mii when i m gone juz a random tot, not harbouring any tots of dying dun anyhow tink ahhh ! blehz tata ~ finally, i packed my super duper messy wardrobe ~ i want a bigger wardrobe ! but if i were to change one, den i muz change all the furniture in my room le if not it reali will look verii weird, hurhurr ! so perhaps at the end of the yr, i shall pay ikea a visit to revamp my room =D the before and after xD  i can tell u, less den 4 days, my wardrobe will resume to the older self lewhahahahah  blarrh :))whole day nua at home took a short nap in the evening till 7 plus woke up, bathe and headed to bugis met up with ho ming for dinner eat, chat, and went to mac and slack ... and tts the reason why i m still awake riite now not coz i m too full is coz i had a cup of cappuccino earlier on >< the wonders of it ... burt i m reali addicted to it <3 and juz now i stunned him with one drop of my tears nth de lahh , i m reali reali reali fine ! just tt one whole stomach full of wei qu =)) its not bcoz u said sth wrong or wat =)) anewae reali had a great time =)) thanks for the treat and lending mii ur ears =)) thou i knw sometimes talking to mii will vomit blood whakakaka shytt i m hafing second tot of buying the ds coz i reckoned, i will play awhile den dun play le =x LOLL but the cooking mama one reali reali verii nice to play ! wheee  out in the cityloneliness seek its hiding place in a corner of somewhere ~  hope the caffeine effect wont hang ard for too longcoz i need my beauty slp my pimples are all coming out and gosh its alr 1.03 am i have not achieved my discipline at all ! not at all !!! blarrrhhh good nites all ! mango mooncake is reali reali reali shiok ~ no wonder syl can just chew on one whole mooncake in the journey hahaas emo songs accompanied her emo journey ... watched finished my huan huan aii le ! YEAHH reali reali reali touching at the 2ns last episode almost teared ~ anewae tats wat true love is i guess =)) ciao ... i might miss you like how a child misses their blanket But I've got to get a move on with my life It's time to be a big girl now And big girls don't cry Don't cry Don't cry Don't cry The path that I'm walking I must go alone I must take the baby steps 'til I'm full grown Fairytales don't always have a happy ending, do they? And I foresee the dark ahead if I stay so there i m, moving on =)) super in love with this song : when you're gone i guess, tdy i heard it for more den 20 times xD   work was finejuz tt once in a blue moon, there bond to be some squabbles between the lil girls but that shudnt be any worries at all, coz after few mintues of talking, understand and forgiving da jie you shi hao peng you le =D hees recently reali haf alot of laughters while crapping when we are free thou there are luffers, but deep beneath somewhere, there's still sth missing deep beneath somewhere still need some healing ... no worries she might be vulnerable, but not as vulnerable as before =)  bond to experience some heart wreckin feeling but for sure, time will fade tat annoying feeling one fine day =)) trying my verii best to aviod things tt can rack up memories but sths, the more u wanna avoid, the more u wanna forget the more u cant ! So ! let nature takes it course bahh i guess =)) after work tdyy waited for my jiejie to deliver the moonies to my workplace for dr, may and sylvia den after tt she send mii to sim lim sq and i went there to check out the prices for the ds again with ds linker in fact =)) i still cant make up my mind !!!! help miii !!!! shrugss  cant wait cant wait ! i cant wait for monday and tues whahahahaha  很挨很愛我的頭發 x)Loves let mii act cute for awhile 可以嗎 ?  FRDS ! THANKS SO MUCHreali reali reali appreciated everyting =)) i duno where i will be, wat i will become, if u all hasnt become my pillars of support 我很愛很愛很愛你們 ! when i repeat 3 times, means i m reali reali reali serious =D now i got one new place to hang out after work ALINE DENTAL HAHAHAHA seriously, the whole place is reali nice to be at after everyone leaves dim the spot light, and ciao ur leg and watch tv LOL free aircon some more, whahahahaha dinner was rather heavy  had a bit of mee goreng, a bit of tom yam soupand tt half a bowl of soup kambing and tt verii big bits of tissue prata xD HEAVY HEAVY DINNER BURPPP ! EMO EMO EMO verii EMO ! blehz  and so ...a verii cute picture over here =D  and while hopping blogs randomly i saw tis video which is quite creative reali reali can brighten up ur mood by that bit perhaps ~ i duno wat i will be doing tml ! perhaps nuaing all the way ! but i knw ! i cant waste my off day juz lidat !!! i may sounds fine i may look fine but no one ever knws how i feel when u are letting go something tt was once so special to u <3 為什么終始那麼讓人傷心 為什么終始讓人覺得那么可悲? mood didnt change for the better while watching huan huan aii shrugs its sucks I always needed time on my own, I never thought I'd, need you there when I cried. And the days feel like years when I'm alone, And the bed where you lie, Is made up on your side. When you walk away I count the steps that you take Do you see how much I need you right now? When you're gone, The pieces of my heart are missing you! When you're gone, The face I came to know is missing too! When you're gone, All the words I need to hear to always get me through the day... And make it OK... I miss you. I've never felt this way before, Everything that I do, Reminds me of you. And the clothes you left, They lie on the floor, And they smell just like you, I love the things that you do! When you walk away I count the steps that you take Do you see how much I need you right now? When you're gone, The pieces of my heart are missing you! When you're gone, The face I came to know is missing too! And when you're gone, The words I need to hear to always get me through the day... And make it OK... I miss you. We were made for each other, Out here forever, I know we were, Yeah Yeah! All I ever wanted was for you to know, Everything I do I give my heart and soul, I can hardly breathe I need to feel you here with me... Yeah! When you're gone, The pieces of my heart are missing you! When you're gone, The face I came to know is missing too! When you're gone, The words I need to hear will always get me through the day... And make it OK... I miss you! its not possible ever again so no matter how much she is holding on, she gotta let it go let go of stuffs tt doesnt belongs to her =)) in search for greener pastures perhaps or rather jus remain in the circle of her own .. a circle tt no one can enters ~ fluctuating every single minutes, without mii myself realizing can be luffing god damn loud at work but once i knock off, the monster silently creeps into mii again ~ girl, its juz a matter of time, yupp Just a matter of time =)) big girls dun cryy and yupp i didnt shed a single tear cheerios meiting is riite ... life is cruel sths are juz beyond our control there's reali nth for mii tt i can do now but juz to admit defeat and let go ... i rmb i say before, i wont be defeated by fate but tdy, i had been defeated by it ... quoted from her blog : There will always be things that will never be within your control .. & all you can do .. is make the most out of it . To do your best to salvage the situation . To contribute your part . So that .. there'll never be a day when you look back .. & say " Damn , I should have done ... " . yupp, god damn riite i wont haf any regrets coz i knw, i did all i can ... to salvage every single thing whenever tings goes wrong girl ! jiayou ~ thou duno wat is troubling u but reali hope u will haf the smiles back on ur face again =] and now i knw the belows are true ... but no matter wat, things will nv be the same again forever, it will just be the ... same old story same old scenario same old process same old ending but at least upon reading tis i found some comforts ... • The guy who loves you, seldom praises you , but in his heart, you are the best, & only he knows it. • The guy who loves you, will not give any promise that easily,because he doesn't want to break the promise, he wants you to trust him, and he will always give you the happiest and safest life. • The guy who loves you, always tell you not to think too much, because he has already planned it for you, he wants to give u the best life in the future, he wants to give you a suprise, believe that he can do it. • The guy who really loves you, will feel that, somethings hav to be said for only once, because he thought that u hav understood him, if talk too much, there will be nothing for you to cherish. • The guy who loves you, will go to airport to fetch you, he won't carry a bunch a rose and call you "darling, what you expect?" but he will carry your luggage and ask you " why hav you became so thin within two days?" with a sincere heart. • The guy who loves you, will listen quietly to you when you are mad, until you're finished, he would say, "you still got class tomorrow, sleep earlier." with a smile. • The guy who loves you, will not always understand you, or never will know when u'll get angry, but he is actually trying his best to understand. thanks Mr ... i now knw ... when u didnt repeatedly say i love u doesnt means tt u dun love mii as much as i do when u didnt gimme any promises, doesnt means tt u are scare to commit perhaps u are juz afraid of seeing mii upset when the promises u had make didnt come true ... and now i knw why u always keep mum whenver i tells u my trouble i knw i knw and i knw when i said 3 times repeatedly, it means i reali knw but do u knw the reason behind every single ting i had done with no ill intention with no evil tots being harboured u gaf no chance to pple to turn over to a new leaf while others gaf u one perhaps, u can find the answer when peace surround you ... and i wonder, did u ever try to stand in my shoe and understand mii no, u dun ... juz tt perhaps u are not trying ur best to understand mii ... nahh ... everyting is gone nth gonna change even if i rant my heart out So mr, thanks for every single ting esp for the past few weeks =)) every ending marks a new beginning .. time is the key to every single ting .. just gt home not long ago ... had a prata session with mister =)) thanks for the treat ! truly appreciated that ... reckoned tt everyting shall stop here there's nth else i can do so, juz sit back and relax and do nth after so much i understand, plain worrying doesnt help much crying doesnt make tings better too ... just tt whenever i tot tings are heading towards the better side a strong wave juz hit on mii unknowingly one word : vulnerable time and time, heaven fooled ard with mii but in the end, it leads mii back to the same spot but i knw, tis time round, with many thanks to the pples who r contributing the salt and pepper, i wont haf the chance to be back on the same spot i understand ! so i gotta be strong, smile and love myself i still have my family and frds i still haf my bitch =) i will let everyting goes, but the feeling of the heart has remained unchanged i suppose =)) watever issit strive on ... its not like as if tis is the first time i fall i fell but i will climbed up and move stronger ahead ... pls, dun mention him if i didnt mention for, wat shud be forgotten shud left unspoken =) cheerios good nites everyone MONDAY FASTER COME biebiee ! tues will be our date =)) thanks bitch =) i wishh the date would meant sth instead of being an empty shall but ... sths are juz beyond my control ... everything came to an end i announced both mii and him has broke up thanks to the words tt u girls has been contributing ... just when i tot tings are heading for the better u hit mii with another blow when i didnt ask for her blog add, u both claimed i haf wat a good job fine ... girls, grow up, u are alr 16 ! speechless nth much to say perhaps letting go is a better wayy millions of unwillingness to let go but so wat ... wat matters is u are happii ... tts it ... so at the end of the day nth but an empty shell i reckoned ... big girls dun cryy There was a little boy with a bad temper. His father gave him a bag of nails The first week the boy had driven 37 nails into the fence. He told his father about it and the father suggested that The days passed and the young boy was finally able to tell his father that all the nails were gone. The father took his son by the hand and led him to the fence. He said, "You have done well, my son, but look at the holes in the fence. The fence will never be the same. When you say things in anger, they leave a scar just like this one. You can stabbed a knife in a man and draw it out. It won't matter how many times you say I'm sorry, the wound is still there. A verbal wound is as bad as a physical one." |