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Someone make mii Cry debbie boon ='] thanks girl i cry bt it's the tears of joy i love tis song ... but listening to it juz make mii wanna tear 2007 coming le =] fireworks on sunday as scheduled below : 2200 hrs : Marina boulevard 2300 hrs : raffles Quay 2330: Marina bay and building 2355 : Marina bay i wanna watch fireworks but it seems that i m destined to watch it all by myself every time (._.) i m such a fool, lets hope in 2007, i wont be a fool anymorw =) hapii new year to all of you May 2007 be a smooth sailing year for all of us Cheerios All the best .: sitting at a corner :. .: hug My knees and tear :. .: no longer wanna give a damn :. .: to wat is gg on :. .: coz no one gives a fuck abt mii :. wishlist for 2007 1. To be a happier girl 2. To be loved and doted by the one i loved 3. go thru my 3 mths attachement smoothly 4. earn lots of money 5. gd health 6. Worries Free 7. pimple free 8. put on at least 10 kg 9. All my wishlist to be fulfilled x) bloody shit, finally able to load into tis damn blogspot to update !!! pass few dates unable to load the page, so guess whr i typed my post notepad T.T whahahah ... so now i shall copy and paste wat i had typed for the past few days Haiz anyone bother to understand mii for one minute ? no one, nt even a mere second bloody shit no one bothers to cheer mii up when my mood has sunken no one bothers to call mii up when i m all alone no one bothers to hear mii out how i m feeling inside no one okii, practically no one not even the one i love most holy shit ... Fine lahhh ... dere's only one ting u guys knw wat to do and that is blame everyting on mii trying hard to fight back my tears Juz nw tried so hard heart hurt so much but who the hell knws how i m feeling inside ? no one alright i miss ding dang ding dang always dere to listen to mii =] but now she seems so busy busy with her lesson haiz (._.) how i wiish she will pop by to see mii and listen to mii ____ 28 Dec 2006 [ Thursday ] ________ results are out ! and i m happiiii ! coz i did it juz well ! got b for psy and bH and c for pcb so kia tt i wont pass my pcb lahh coz i find the paper machiam like sai lidat *blehzzz haiz, siian recently internet connection is fucking damn slow lor cant even update my blog, and even when my browser loads blogspot i sign in it takes machiam ten yrs lidat T.T stupid earthquake hello, nature godness, pls be kind enuff nt to effect us and our daily living so fed up lahh, everywhere cant go lucky msn still can go if nt i can bang wall le .. wonder when the rain gonna stop pitter pattering i love raining season coz its chilly but nt when it stops mii frm gg out and getting my feet wet from all the waling on the streets yeah and after work juz nw, walk pass DANO brought a sweater ! wheeee babyy said : buy jacket again mii : no no, not jacet, its sweater ehh babyy mii: i dun haf that kinda de, hees babyy : wah, lidat u see one ting u dun hab den u buy la ? now i tinking, of coz babyy, hehehe. i wiish i can buy wat i dun haf, whahah ! aiyah, i dun buy i will leng si .. nowadays weather so cold but speaking of tt, back one week i juz brought a knitted shawl like sweater those can be button into different design de, urmmmm duno how to say also but tt freaking cost mii a bomb =x but i reasli like tt, it goes so well with my tube dresses =) well, its so damn siian babyy, i miss u so muchiee ... loves, muacks new year is coming ! and of coz kelca's 120107 is coming too ! yeahhh babyy, i heart you till the end of time ... 271206 [ wednesday ] i m getting real bored back in my room ... *Cries* opened my Mama stall for abt 90 minutes and the pain is reali killing mii ... reali cant tahan anymoe so i closed the my mama stall and went home by cab so glad tt i haf such an understanding boss *smirk boss say closed mama stall coz he cant rush over and ask mii to use petty to take cab home but i nv lah =) how i can do such a ting .. rite ?! he's alr losing money when i opened only for 90 minutes -,- imagine everyday he gotta pay 100 or so for rental fee regardless of how good or bad sales is sumtymes when business are bad, he still haf to pay rental and pay mii money x) so i cant lidat bully boss, whakekeke i m hao gong ming okii ! so when boss pay mii to work, i make sure he earn money whahaha so i helped boss to earn money whenever possible LOL the pain is still killing mii reali hurts so much for the fucking whole afternoon and its coming back riite now *cries* i hate menses, why muz girl suffer such a tragedy ? haf menses for almost their whole life suffer from dysmenorrhoea every month thanks to the stupid wearing off of the uterus and yeah, dysmenotthoea is a medical term for menses pain lah .. its due to excess production of prostaglandin, dun ask mii wats tt its a kinda of hormones in our body i guess ? and the over excess production of tis hormone actually causes painful uterus contraction and arteriolar vasospasm i duno wat is arteriolar vasospasm !!!! dun ask mii ! whahahaha so to all "xiang qing fu lao" menses pain is nt related to drinking too much of cold water or watsoever thou some reali will suffer from even more terrible pain but in medical its due to exceesive hormones =) haiz, and fuck, i reali verii pain T.T and at tis time of everymonth .. my gd frd is ; OSIM HOTPACK whahaha ... off it goes into the oven for 2 minutes and off it settled on my tummy ... reduce the pain and perhaps it will dilate the so call arteriole vasospasm / tdy came home at 2 pig-ed all the way till 530 with my hotpack close to mii its god damn shiok i can tell u tt =) and wake up, tot of gg bk to work de lehz coz verii ssiian asked boss if he nd mii to open mama stall again he said dun nd .. den i nv go lor =[ so i rot at home ... rot and rot internet connectopm abit ke siao tdy sis and frd said its due to earthquake siian lahh, lucky msn is nt dead if nt i reali will bored to death cant go blogspot. cant go frdster. cant go my sis forum T.T si beii siian ahhh feel like pampering myself at work tml ... craving for subway, pasta mania and yummi yogurt now cute horr, i dun eat yogurt bt i eat yummii ypgurt in peach flavour haiz bt verii ex lahh .. one jiao dao lai cost abt $4 bucks T.T let see how's ting and my mood tml haiz my mood for now is definaltely verii dampen and siian coz of the rain coz of my pain coz of my hunger roti john nasi goreng with ikan bilis or shall i juz settled for one hot cup of milo and snuggled back to slp ? okii, rainy days, and i m getting grumpy =[ how nice it is to work work, get pay, save a penny or so and the rest can go to moii eating and shopping =) i love my job .. wheee ... rain rain rain whole day ... ended work early tdy, coz tdy was quite quiet as compared to pre xmas days so closed shop at 8 den off i go to mit debbie =] went bugis village And i gt tis top ... ![]() bohemiam style tis end of year season and of coz i guess the upcoming new yr =) whee, love it verii muchie ^^ wondering if i haf the heart to save it for new year but i doubt i can resist the temptation to do so whahaha ... we shall see eh =) and tis is my belated xmas present from debbie ^^ and its my last one for tis yr xmas i guess ... my fav turtle =D thanks biebie !work is alright work is fun when i hab my talking kakii ard but alvin's off tml T.T i m gonna bored to death haiz ... nites everyone babyy ... tinking of you ... rainy days juz makes mii yearn for ur hugs even more =] where's dumbdumb's dumbdumb x) And yeah watched the curse of the golen flower on xmas nite with babyy nt bad lahh ... rated it 3 over 5 kenneth rate it 5 he said, coz of gong li and the cleavage if they changed gong li to zhang ziyi, perhaps i'll rate it 5 =) and watch out for jay's funny expression .. you will burst out luffing x) nites everyone haiz, i wish january 15 will nv come T.T Heart-warming xmas gifts from my frds and sisters =) simple, but the tots and sincerity behind every gifts warms up my heart during tis cold festive season =) thanks all =) And i love tis precious tube of mine ![]() time to clean my mirror i noe x) one day when i m free, i will wax it with newspaper kekee And taduuhh, tis is wat i brought for babyy gt his xmas pressie reali verii last minute for the first time -.- walked here walked dere till i spot tis being displayed on the model in puma shop =) its an reversible tee .. forget to take foto of the other side, kekee, nx time i shall show u all =) After Many takes for tis Mr Handsome of minefinally manage to snap one without any funny faces -.- babyy dun like mii snapping foto of him so either he will make funny faces or he will goes like tis but sorry babyy, i will con't to snap foto of uevery now and den coz u are so irresistable x) kekee and thanks dear, for getting mii tis logcake Merii Merrii xmas !hees And gosh, forgot to took a foto with babyy for tis xmas T.T Nvm, more to come, more to come yeah babyy =) tis is how i m after i went for another round of rebonding =) nt much difference babyy said, coz he say my hair is always straight x)but gt diff la dear, my hair wont pom pom le ma ! but i m sure sth is different, my hair is more shorter T.T And one big diff : no more flyaway hair =) and of coz i m gonna pamper my hair frm now on using the best and suitable shampoo for it using the best leaving in condition and blah blah blah .. went to hougang tdy and the salegirl actually recommended one product and i regret nt buying coz riite nw, i m pinning on its wonders again well, sths, u nv try, u nv noe =) My gifts 1. Magnetic Memo holder .. And he can kiss his pigu de worr =D *kissssss kekee, cute rite ? thanks sis2. handfone charm with my dearest name on it thanks korkor =)3. pinky handbag its suppose to look pink ehh but it apper silver in herekekeke, i love tiss verii much =) coz of the feel of it ... wheee thanks esther 4. precious Moments Candies Cute ehh, but i yet to taste it ..i gaf the verii first swt when i opened it to ... babyy of coz kekeee 5. Forever frds Magnet Cute horrrr !i go omg when i saw the sticks on on the magnet thanks alvin .. for the effort reali like it alot =) 6. M)phosis coin pouch sia lah sia lahh ...my zui aii x) bohemiam style .. when opened up, its like tis thanks big sis7. Accessories thanks to babyy's er yi =)time to slp workin resume tml gud nite readers =) lets countdown to the comin 2007 =) Merii Xmas everyone .. enjoy tis beautiful festive yeahs Love u all and a big thanks to all for the presents =) love ... xmas is here =) but thanks to some kinda old frog dampens my mood for tdy, so end up dear and mii go nowhere after he fetch mii from work shall save all our programmes for tml here are the stories abt that terrible man who works diagonally opposite mii : i reali cant stand him lor him refering to the uncle tt works diagonally opposite my pushcart damn u lahh, any comment and personal opinions of urs i seriously dowana hear lor and u are nt my boss, and when u are nt clear of any details pls get them clear b4 making any comments ! comment comment comment as days pass u comment even more i m nt ur assistant lor comment so muh for wat at least when i close shop early, its instructed by my boss at least my boss agree to it or its my boss decision wat who hire dao mii vverii jialat wat u mean by jialat ? if u tink ivan hire dao mii verii jialat den u tell ivan to sack mii lor TELL LA nw i finally realise when u haf bald part on ur head coz even ur own hair also dun like u there's a limit to my tolerance and u haf reached the maximum of it ! wat worse, who cares if u like to eat mashed potato !? come over so automaticly and took it and eat w/o asking mii ! i dun mind sharing lor. but pls ! the worst ting is he put the damn whole spoon into his mouth lor ! comes out sparkling clean ... YUCKS u are damn irritaing and disgusting alrights u tink u are my age or wat, i dun even knw u well n u are an old uncle urself pls haf some hygiene lor i m nt like those girls who share everyting with anyone ! obvious i nv use the spoon back la ! piang, i cant imagine his saliva staying in my body for 7 years alright ! And ytd i was chatting with my boss say till barbie doll and he would not allow his son to touch those stuffs lidat den when the bald man hear i nv play barbie doll when i was young you knw wtf he say he : wah ! u nv play barbie b4 ? no wonder now u lidat lor mii : wat lidat ? lidat means wat ? he : lidat lor ! mii : ohh, lidat huh ? at least i gt someone who wants mii lehz he : he now want doesnt means he forever will want ma mii : HAHAHA, at least at tis moment, there's someone who wants mii lor. YOU ? den he laugh sheesh back off alrights okii, enuff of tt faggot work tdy iis pretty nice received some present from alvin didnt knw he will buy for mii lah -.- so ps, didnt knw he will gt for mii de .. and i duno wat to get for him, so i gt him a lil card and treat him to sth and yeah, after xmas is over i shall post wat i had received on xmas =) and for now, Merrii xmas everyone =) and nite at the museum is reali nice and funny catch it ! u wont regret =) i hate my hair, fucking short lah ! now i realised, i looks ugly with short hair *weeps i nd hair extension ... kekee, nt gonna let anyone see mii till my hair grows back x) went rebon tgt with deb ... She cute lah she, hahaha ... duno how to explain her cuteness .. nt gonna blog for verii long i juz need to get my questions answer ... so one day, i shall make it a trip down to dere again =) haiz mii : will i be all alone after xmas again ? HIm : no dear, u wont de, as long as u dun leave mi can liao but my heart juz feel as heavy as b4 iis our r/s improving like how babyy has say i felt that way before ytd but after ytd dispute, i lost all the confidence i once possess gone n nv retrieve ... but anewae, i still hearts u lots <3 if only everyday i haf someone to send mii h0me after a tiring day at work monday - boss send mii tues - da jie send mii tdy boss send mii wonder tml who will offer to send mii muahahahahaha my world is left with black n white it will take sometimes to be colorful again i thanks all who showered mii with ur concern and care it reali makes mii feel much better hope i will haf a happii xmas =) 3 cheers for tarot cards, forever hits the bull eyes thats my prediciton for ytd ... ![]() The Strength card reversed suggests that disappointment fear emotional extremes or the grind of daily life may be taking its toll on your love life or relationship. You may feel under pressure to take action, but you need to take some time for yourself or seek guidance in order to understand your options, regain control, assess the challenge or get over it. Don't resort to manipulation, confrontation, force or socially unacceptable behaviors. Don't gripe when you can do something about it. but i juz hate it when girls keep clinging on and keep contacting someone who haf left u Alltimeroundflirt urghhhh raining non stop reali feels as thou spore is habing winter now x) its pouring, feel as thou lao tian are crying for mii too streets are flooded with the rainwater look so cool, look so fun and i wiish i can stand in the rain feels the raindrops pitterpatter onto my cheeks and hide the tears that i m tearing all these yrs, i did so much for him did everyting from my heart did everyting willingly i nv ask for anyting return nor ask u to do the tings tt i hab done juz tt now, i nd more assurance and i wanna be more happier thats why i m askin, requesting or pleading u to stop contacting her izzit so hard ? to Stop contacting someone u haf nv seen b4 someone whom hab nbr done anyting for u b4 someone whom u noe less den a yr iZzit so hard ? why izzit *he can ask mii to gif up tis frd coz he knw that contacting him will be an unhappy act for u why can he hab the heart but nt u ? he haf the heart to gif mii up, but why cant u juz gif her up ? you said u wont wanna make mii cry anymore u said u wanna make mii happier den b4 but are u doing ur part while i m doing mine ? do u feel the pain i m hafing inside, u dun ... so i knw everyting i haf done, doesnt reali serve any meaning anymore i nv ask for anyting from u juz tis simple request that will make myself happiier 3 years ... cant even be compared to her ? fine lahh i gt nth more to say my heart sank sank to the bottom of the sea xmas is nv hapii again since 2005 when everyone are discriminating u, i stood by u tts how strong my love is but haf u ever reali go and appreciated everyting that i hab done wat shit knitting, logcakes, pain preparing xmas gift ... All these will nt exist i will still be a gud gf but u dun nd to do anyting for mii anymore coz u wont even make a small sacrific to make mii happier safe and more secure i will con't knitting with my broken heart but it wont be for u coz its meant for mii meant for a broken soul with no one to hold rain rain rain the more it rains the more each seconds slip by the more i feel like crying nth happen no quarrels no conflicts i juz duno why i m lidat tdy (._.) nice weather to slp huh slp all my worries away =) yeah wed rebonding with biebie kekee but i duno yarhssssss some tell mi 2nd time rebond wont spoil hair some said they did le hair frizzy some said go for soft straightening which my hairstylist said not verii gud some said i dun nd rebond some said chemical too stong aiyahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh how lah -.- FUCKkkkkkk aiyah, touch up or rebond ? i duno lah -.- Monday blues .. nw i finally taste monday blues coz tdy i m feeling so lost, so down and so sad haiz And in addition of the rain that has been fallin non stop tdy my monday blues are even more serious (_") work as usual, didnt take off at all kekeke, coz i cant tink of wat i can do at hOme except for surfing net if i take my day off frds are busy, den dear @ Camp as usual So instead of wasting my time rotting at home, why nt work =] tdy siian Man, realised tt acounts lack of $9 den it supposed to be den i took $9 of my own and top up back into the accounts but den boss said Nvm, so paiseh n feel so bad keep giving him back, he accepted but eventually he gimme bk thru my pay -.- My god, i reali feel damn bad customers come and go lahh so when there's no customers, as usual, i played my crossword puzzle and watched the performance " Kids on ice" Cool Man, the kids are so lihai =) tink gina will love it when she see tis performance den juZ nw halfway thru work, as i see the pouring rain as i see the gloomy skies as my hands feel cold as i hear the Xmas carols played in the shopping centre as i see couples shopping happily as i see family frds shoppin happily as ii see the kids skating freely in the ring A SENSE OF LONELINESS, LOSTNESS AND SADNESS SURROUND MII rain rain rain and rainso my mood stayed the same thru out the evening den boss came over ... We chatted tgt, tgt with others tenders lahh hahaha den i brought mac eat den rain rain and rain ... so boss send mii home ! lucky sia, if nt i duno how long i muz stuck at the bus stop le ... haiz wiish for xmas and coming 2007 ? hope i wont feel so sad as often as i hab been in 2006 hope pple wont upset mii with the tings i dun like them to do Haiz a big sighhh i m reali sad tdy ... opened business for the day Closed business for the day All alone by myself *smirk Smart aint i ? independent yeah ... So tml, i tend the cart from 12pm till 10pm =) a sense of sentisfaction, coz tdy sales hit as high as $400 ! tink compared to the sales that was made previously i tink i reali broke record boss MIA tdy, one whole day didnt see him coz he gt sth on ... So tis is wat keeps mii companied for the hours .... my beloved crossword puzzel, keeps mii awake and frm fallin aslp when there's no customers x) tiramisu cake treated by the uncle opposite carthe brought one whole cake, and share with us =) And nt forgetting, pizzas and orange juice![]() And my bubble tea !kekee, like hafing party eh, still gt sharkfin soup n sushi lor but i m too paiseh to take =x babyy said : i m paid to haf fun and slack kekekee but i habb a clear conscience lahh =] i helped boss to pack the cupboard, make it neat neat and its easier for mii to find new prodcuts also =P one stone kill two birds *babOommm *Chirps *aAwwww *wink okii, forget it, i m crapping uploading of fotos are damn longggggggg blogger, canu pls be more efficient -.- like mii x) And nw i m tinking, shud i rebond or go for touch up rebonding ??? which is better? which is mroe worth ? anybody haf any idea LOls .. babyy ... homed nt long ago =] babyy went over to workplace to fetch mii boss let mii go off early, cos he said : getting late le, you go bah =) kind huh =) boss verii gud de, tdy he wanted to gimme my pay coz he say lidat weekends i can go out and play but i didnt take, coz i want nx week den take tdy =) gonna rebond again ! after much consideration, i decided to choose rebonding =) coz ceramic perm is too much hassle thou it reali look nice i miss my locks =) its reali different frm those japalang curls you see on streets ... after work, went shopping with babyy after work den went chinatown eat from porridge =D one of my favourites ! tml working halfway, boss say weekends let mii go play coz sunday i working full day for him tdy i opened the stall on my own, abit anxious coz i duno how to displayed the items den when laoban come, he said, dun nd follow exactly the same see how i like to display n i feel its nice can liao =) thanks boss ! i will work hard and slack hard de, kekeke nitenite everyone =) happii holidays .. hope tml can see jenny =) babyy, hearts you loads Okie, gonna end my day with tis post =] first day of work tdy, well, quite relaxing, enjoy tis job at the moment thou the pay is a bit sucky $4.5o per hour but okii lahh ... still gt place let mii sit, kekeke dun nd stand until i wanto die lorr tend the cart from 12 to 830 tdy boss is quite nice, and he expect mii to open the shop by myself tml lor i protested, coz its my second day of work only lor ! so i asked boss to come dw tml and helped mii to open x) he gaf mii a key .. so i guess i gotta be prepared to open business by myself =x hai hao gt other tenders there to acc mii to talk cock, if nt i reali will sian dao half dead when there's no customers, i reali can sit dere and fall aslp lorr if nt, when there's showtimes, i will sit dere and watch the exhibition show =D listen to mp3, talk to debbie when she gt the heart to call mi .. kekeke Anyway debbie is condemned to be heartless muahahah She knws why =P after work, went to blue max find jenny hooked up with her for awhile and off i made my way home in the bus, saw eleanor and chamnam again OMG, forever seeing them wherever i go de hahaha, so you yuan hur i m itching all over, juz like a monkey thanks to the countless glasses of vodka i had last nite but i reali had enjoyed myself verii much enjoyed coz babyy was dere with mii =) enjoyed coz of the atmosphere created by his frds ... enjoyed coz i hab babyy's shoulders to lie on when i gonna turned mabok enjoyed coz there's Mr bob to send us home x) enjoyed coz his fds are reali nice to be with enjoyed coz after drinking countless of vodka, ran after mervin and i saw countless of starss, muahahah and i didnt enjoy one ting - the itchiness Christmas is COming drawing nearer and nearer few days back went shopping with babyy at hM brought some cute stuffs for xmas presents =) juz nw suddenly tot of so many itngs stuffs of the past coz juz nw on msn *h told mii " you verii xinfu lor, envy you lor, haiz wat he said made mii recall back the past =] the past when i dun haf babyy by my side the past of how i immerse myself in pain in order to forget him how i immerse in my own tears when darkness surround mii but al lthat are over =) i told him : dun nd envy mii de one day, lao tian will let you bi xinfu, more xinfu den wat u are seeing riite nw =) we went thru alot for the past 3 years (almost ) all the heartbreaks, quarrels, tears and breaksup, are wat we haf tdy yao fu chu cai hui you hui bao =) And babyy, i wanna tell you ... Zhen de heng zhen xi wat we are hafing nw heng zhen xi wo men Zhe yi duan gan qing reali verii Zhen xi =') zhen xi ni wei wo fu chu de aii zhen xi ni wei wo fu chu de yi qie Wo aii nii ! muacks wan an everyone blogged tis while waiting for my turn to get bathe and off i go to work ltr .. blessed, coz no hangover ... LOL And its so funny, despite hafing too much drop, i still cant slp -.- ytd went pub with baby and his frds @ a newly opened pub in clarke quay drank some raspberry vodka, tot no kick ... but who knws ... 3 hrs ltr, i ended up in the toilet as a merlion after duno how many glasses of that -.- His friends are so fun to be with =) And yeah, i mean bothe the girls and guys ^^ i m off ! bye ! babyy i love you <3 muacks last paper tdy ... didnt attend the clinical briefing, Miss siti called lah, obvious ... Yack and yack and yack ... dun understand why they muz always habb such a long session of clinical briefing, every 6 months, they are repeating the same ting lor -.- thats y i dowan go .. hurrrrr tdy is 121206 Happii birthday esther ! And happii 2 years and 11 months anniversary babyy! Love u ... muacks glad that i haf u by my side and glad that i m by ur side, to acc u thru ur ns life =) Loves ... and tis is one of my fav christmas tree ... babyy, pluck 3 for mii enuff le, or let mii hug the star for a minute, LOL my fav one is the one outside paragon And Yeahh .. jiayui gaf mi a tiny xmas present made by herself Love it so much thanks girl =) |