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Thursday, November 30, 2006 - 12:23:00 AM
Back to top, baby.
To the one who is tagging out dere
watch ur back or rather ur face
i m checking out nw who are u
and i m halfway thru ...
u cant deny the fact that its u when the truth is out and with all the IP address and all the evidence that we haf
if u haf the guts to say me, use ur name
unless u are son of a bitch or daughter of a whore
tis is my blog, i haf the rite to write watever i want
if u dun like, simply shut ur fucking big mouth up, if u wanna comment, simply haf the guts to put ur name



Tuesday, November 28, 2006 - 11:23:00 PM
Back to top, baby.
i took the wrong move, i shudnt haf drank the sip of milo ..
i shouldnt haf clear my throat and go "hem"
coz less den 5 mintues adter i did all these, i m voiceless nw -.-
and ian said, i swallowed my voicebox T.T
nt funny lah big boy !
haiz, tml shall began conversation beintg written on papers
muahahahah
and tml, yes, shall be extremely quiet, coz miss rebecca lost her voice
thanks to some ungrateful souls out dere, who made me shout early in the morning ..
THANKS A MILLION
AND I WELCOME EVERYONE TO SEARCH MY BAG, COZ MY BAG GT GOLDS !
BUT PLEASE QUEUE UP AND DO IN THE PRESENCE OF MISS SEAH REI PEI REBECCA AND NT BEHIND THE CURTAINS IF NOT SHE'S GONNA MAKE A HELL OUT OF UR LIFE

i shall repeat one more time
RESPECT PPLE'S PRIVACY !
mlm



- 9:57:00 PM
disappointment is all i can say
Back to top, baby.
i m in a foul mood tdy ..
yes i m all because of someone's doings, it totally pissed me off, totally !
i hate pple invading my privacy
i fuck care who are u, wat identity u are to me, who gifs a fuck if u are my mother
being my mother doesnt means u haf the rights to invade my personal space !
if u do it openly in front of me, fine ..
but if u do that behind the curtains, u r stepping on my tails

dun ever let me catch u red handed coz u reali will regret
and yes, she did it ...
to tink till nw u still ransacked my personal stuffs, my bags my wallet
for FUCK ??


fuck off alright !
u totally break the trust ii haf in u ..
i haf no trust in u anymore
wat u haf done tdy, utterly disappointed me ...
it made my heart drops, didnt ever imagine that u will do this kinda crude ting again
since young, since young I HAB BEEN TOLERATING ALL THESE NONSENSE FRM YOU
RESPECT ME ALRIGHT !
I M 19, NO LONGER PRIMARY ONE ! I NO LONGER NEED UR KAPO TO SEARCH MY BAGS !
juz scram .. the further the better ...
u dun even bother to apologized after being discovered, u looked at me and treat as thou nth has happened.
i m nt the fishes u are rearing, i m not one with a memory lifespan of 3 seconds !
Juz because u tink ii m in toilet and u can carry out wat u wanna do /
didnt it occurs to u that i will be out frm the toilet to get sth ?
FREAKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS
u will regret for wat u haf done tdy, yes u will
mark my words
i wash my hands off ur affairs, dun come asking me to help u do tis and that
i helped uso much, bt tis is wat i get in return, all these fucking shits


e tot of wat u had done irks
the sight of u irks
u totally pissed me off ! yes u did


to haf a family lidat, i rather i m a orphan
at least, i m respected ... i m nt even respected by my family
sad to say, i dun find any warmth in tis family
this family is juz made up of four walls and nth else
i dun call this a family, wat babyy is hafing is den called a family !
a place where i would wanna stay ...
a place where pple reali care for me, will talk to mi, play with me and listen to my probs
a place where everyone is realii so happy, living tgt in harmony ...
i love gg to babyy's place, coz i love the feeling there ...
i love his mama papa, i love his sisters and auntie, i even love their cousins and relatives
coz they are nt judgemental, they wont coz of one mistakes and condemn u for the rest of ur life
babyy's family, greet each other when they gt home ...
they helped one another, the compromised, they give in, they talked things out
they dun quarrels and haf "riots", they shared their problems
MINE ????
HAHAHAHAHA ...
FUCK


school-ed tdy with a better health but juz because of that fucking matter
it totally spoil my day
babyy called during my lunch break, it makes me rains infront of all my frds T.T
they stunned la,den slowly regain to their eating, but i noe actually they listening lah
FUCKKKK La, i dowana tink abt tis anymore
i wont trust any of u anymore !

metup with gina and jenny after school tdy
went shopped awhile and went eat pasta mania
piang, bugis de pasta mania buay sai jiak eh lor, damn sucks lor T.T
till gina go complained x)
and the attitude waitress come say " our chef say the sauce is lidat one lor, if u all dun like, maybe can change to sth else >.<
hey, #$%#$^%#%^#^%$#^%*&* ...
stupid butchhwalker ...

den after that i went sim lim on my own ...
to buy my babiess ^^
CARDREADER And usb multiple ports x)
i m loving them so muchh
wheeeee ! and i m loving my fredperry bag even more
didnt know that it is branded till sharon said tdy =)
no wonder so ex lahh ! but nvm, worth it worth it coz the bag is big
can contain all my stuffs =)

gina and Jenny
thanks for accompanying mii tdy !
haiz, i juz nd someone to be with me ..
bt i guess i let u all down coz i only accompany u all awhile den i go off le >.<
dui bu qi !

juz nw on the way home, went to PApiLlo salon trimmed my fringe ... wheee ...
the hairstylist so nice over dere =)
yawns, gonna gulp a cup of milo and cough syrup dw before heading to bed ..
gd nite everyone
>".<



Monday, November 27, 2006 - 10:31:00 PM
Back to top, baby.
home-d a moment ago from babyy's place
came hm myself as i dowana wake dear up from his slp ..
guess he's pretty tired after his whole day of training at the pool complex
slp tite babyy

went to see doc tdy under esther companion
waited and waited for the consultation >.<> 8 kinds of medication ...
i can open my own pharmacy liao ..
after see docter, went to compass point to shop and i regret nt buygint the earrings i saw ..
but excuse me, $20 a pair ..
auntie, can discount discount ?
after tt, went to babyy house .. cooked porridge for dinner and played audition
and stupid guy reali pissed me off ..
no skills den dun skills lahh, keep yacking yacking and yacking
WIMP ! GAY !!! Ah gUA !!!!
even the other guy also cant stand u ..
no skills means no skills, dun come blame us or blame com lag or blame ur keyboard buttons
coz nth is wrong, so if want blame u only can blame ur fingers !!!
STUPID ah gua, stupid wimp, dun let me see u in the playroom again ...
LEVEL 5 equals to LEVEL 1 standard ...
sheesh


i m so in luv with my fred perry bag ..
of coz i muz be in love with it, cost me a bomb ...And babyy is yacking that i always buy bag ..
hehe, dear, that proves i m a girl =D
coz a girl will either be obsessed in buying bags or shoes
or both !
so be happii that ur baby is obessesed in bags =)


rain rain rain whole day T.T
cough cough cough whole day
if only money will roll roll roll into my wallet everyday .. hehehe


and now i m wondering ..
to rebond or to go for ceramic curl ??
still wondering lahh ! but im sure, the curls i will haf, majority wont haf
its nt the kinda messy kind ..
its that kinda gorgeous kind ..
whakekeke
only sec sch frds will noe how gergeous it is ..
yeas ! minmin noe ...!



- 12:31:00 PM
Back to top, baby.
urmm ..
quite a no of people asked me why i suddenly fall ill (_")
its that sudden ? i doubt so coz for the past few months, since july, i m alr in a state of "unwell"
but u all are so cute, to ask me why i suddenly sick T.T
i also duno why, if i knw, i would haf take measures to prevent that .. kekee
stay over at babyy's place on sat ..
for the first time, i reali cant slp despite being verii tired ..
i tossed here and dere, poked babyy and said " hey dear, i sui bu zhao, how ?"
den babyy told me, close ur eyes and 2 minutes ltr u will fall aslp le
but i didnt heed that lah, coz tis solution doesnt works for me, kekeke
so i con't to toss and turned, and i feel so bad, tat i decided to go to the living rm to sit for awhile so i wont disturb babyy that muchh
and babyy ! u are so pig, slp till i went out u also dunno ...

den around 4 plus, i went bk to join babyy, guess thats when my fever start to hunt me down
i feel so feverish T.T till i duno how i managed to dig babyy up from his slp
and he's so worried, i can see =)
that he wet sum towel and placed it on me ...
thanks dear, u certainly make me feel much better =]

didnt go to school tdy
blogging tis while waiting for my lunch to come bk and off i go to polyclinic to see doc ltr
and i m coughing like no one business
throat inflammed
mucous flowing non stop
feeling weak all over
so tell me, how m i gonna do my NAFA tis thurs T.T

wonder ...
shud i buy the twinklebell sandals or i shud juz settled some frm CNK ?



Sunday, November 26, 2006 - 11:08:00 PM
Back to top, baby.
i haf fallen sick again ...
but cant god let me be sick in other ways except for fever ?!
it feels so terrible ...
lil girl has fall sick
and she hates the feeling of being sick coz she feels she's abandoned and is all alone


babyy, thanks for taking care after me thru out the niite ..
sry to haf interrupted ur slp =]


sumtymes i wiish all of u can gimme more attention that i want in my heart
bt it seems while u are obsessed in doing other tings
u totally haf ignore the ones who needs ur attention ..
haiz


and i got my fredperry bag x)


i feel so all alone ..
urghh (_") may i get well soon =0)



Friday, November 24, 2006 - 12:21:00 AM
Back to top, baby.
learnt sth new tdy ^^
knitting ..
so god damn nice lahh, but for the whole evening, i haf been knitting, redoing, knitting and redoing the whole thing
juz coz i m not satisfy with my work .. its not perfect enuff .. i want my things to be perfect
esp the tings that i wanna make for the one i love and care abt ..
so no anyhow in my dictionary !
i want it to be perfect and it muz turn out perfect, no matter how long it takes to finish
no matter how cock my eyes can be after all the knitting =)
tml shall be my questions day with naga .. muahahaha


And damn, i m so in love with dawn yang ..
she's so amazing, so attractive ..
if i m a guy, i swear, i reali cant take my eyes off her =)
and yesm, she's way more prettier den xiaxue ...


haiz
i got new uclers again
thanks to babyy T.T
hao bu rong yi gonna heal, nw gonna haf 2 more ulcers again T.T




Thursday, November 23, 2006 - 12:16:00 AM
Back to top, baby.
why cant it see me the way i want it to see ?
feel the way i feel ?
sumtymes its juz so near to me, but far from my heart ..
its juz so ironic, holding it in my hand and yet my heart hurts so much
too much fears, too much doubts ..
i lay beneath the starry skies, hafing so many questions running thru my mind ...
who will be dere when i m hugging my knees in a corner of a room
who will be dere for me when i m walking down the sts with tears flowing dw my cheeks
will i ever be abandon coz of sth ever again ?
will my dreams juz end the nx mornin ?




Wednesday, November 22, 2006 - 12:20:00 AM
Back to top, baby.
lesson ended early tdy
instead of the usual 6pm, we was realised at early as 330 =)
but to me still late lah, haha, coz my definition of early is 2 pm .. lOL
my flu is still bugging me as usual .. constantly sneezing on and off & i feel blessed, coz gt my frds to keep saying : god bless u
hahahaha ...
but when i sneezed too much, hua hu will say, say till siian liao T.T
when will my flu ever gonna get away ?


went over to babyy's place tgt with jing and hua ..
has a lot of laughters along the journey
and as usual they acc me to wait for 80, so swt of them, thanks girls


reach-ed my magical land .. change-d into babyy's clothings, wheeee, i love his scent <3
audition-ed, till his dad came bk with dinner for me and esther ...
and ding-dong, babyy came back and i welcome him at his doorstep, hehehe
play-ed, spent time with babyy and thats sth i reali enjoyed the most ..
dear, i love u <3


tdy reali saw how a cartoon flared up =x
perhaps sometimes one muz learn to be appreciative to the one that has always been there for u
reali inappropriate for u to throw tempers at her at all times
u wont always haf people around u to make things go ur way ...
so if u reali want people to be true to u, be nice to them ...
but eventually cartoon cool-ed dw .. huahua and me was stunned in the first place. hurhur
chill man ...


cant wait for xmas !
cant wait to ssee babyy soon ...




Tuesday, November 21, 2006 - 10:15:00 AM
Back to top, baby.
i went to school at the wrong time tdy -.-
reached school at 810, went buy siew mai despite being late for tps class
buy-ed, called jiahui ask her where's the class
she said " huh, nw behavioural lehz " " go 06 27 "
so i went .. i went to B06-27, peeped into th class room --- EMPTY ---
stunned, den called her again " where are u all huh ? i outside classrm but inside no pple lehz "
den after muh confusion, den she tell me " ooh, u duno tdy no tps ah ? lesson starts t 9 -.-
piang ! den y no body remind me ... bad sia .. so i mde my way to the cafe with my siew mais T.T
entered, lucy ! i saw one small grp of my classmates, so joined in their conversation while waiting for my grp to arrive ...
milo-ed, siewmai-ed. waited forn 9am to arrive and off we go tps-ed
so i m blogging now coz i damn siian lahh
tps gt nth much to do, gotta do the grp wor bt critically people nt here so cant do coz the info with them ...
so here i m ..
remove-ed shoes, kelca-ed, youtube-ed for the show tht i wanna watch
"wei xiao pasta"
noticed it when it first came out, now that jenny told me last nite that its verii nice, i decided to watch it since i damn bloody free nw ...
but ! SCH COM REALI SUCKS THOU ITS XP, the speed lie machiam penitneum one lidat -.-
waited for it to load so long, till i wanna fall asleep liao. so i blog hop ...
hop to jenny and hope to xiaxue's one. wanted to hop to dwn yang de but access denied in school lah -.- hop to tammi's but she nv updated T.T
i love her blog and i admire her so much lah =)
she's reali a nice girl ..
And 25 SAQ test later, prepared ? no ...
coz i juz came to noe abt it tdy or rather last nite .. LOL
wiish me luck ... hahahaha
i am off ...



- 12:05:00 AM
Back to top, baby.
FINALLY I M DONE WITH MY PSY PROJ, and nw all that left with is juz printing =)
whee, and after completion of projects, its time to get serious, time to dig out all my notes to revise for the upcoming exams in DEc


now tinking wanna take up the part time job that his ah yi haf for me ..
wonder wonder ..
jenny lah ! hur .. peanut girl .. hehehe



Monday, November 20, 2006 - 1:26:00 AM
Back to top, baby.

[ 18 Nov - Sat ]
meet up with babyy in the afternoon babyy bring me to J8 to shop And we went and haf curry fish head for dinner before mitting up with gina, hk and Jenny =)
MY FAV ! Yeah ! curry fish head is my all time favourite, esp when more n more lady fingers is added to it ^^
And yes, babyy and me finish tis big bowl of fish head all my ourselves, and in addition of one plate of fried clams, slurp .. its reali nice
supposed to mit gina dere all at 7 de, but as usual lahh, i noe she is late queen, whahah
bt cant blame her totally coz there's reali traffic congestion on the veryy day in town
alot of traffic, alot of crowds in orchard, guess its all coz of the upcoming festive season
so me and babyy went and buy tickets at Cine first, we watch Colic ..
NICE, SCARY and nth but SCARY lahh -.-
coz we sat at 3 row from the front, the sound system is damn loud lor.
till behind that part, i need babyy to cover my ears for me -.-
and i watched with my hand over my eyes la, and ass la, gina and jenny keep laughing at me lor (:_:)
and babyy said i m a pig, coz less den 3 hours after dinner, i ate a subway sandwich while watching the movie. hehehe
was so engrossed with the show till i spilled the onion sauce on babyy's sleeve w/o mii noeing
till babyy goes " oeiiii " den i go "huhhh"ohohhh"how huh " hahahah


after movie, we made our ways off ..
the xmas tree in orcahrd tis years is like water fall lahh, hehehe ... water fountain i mean
till i tell babyy while we are on the bike " baby, verii nice hor ?"
we was busy admiring the xmas decoration till we didnt notice tt the traffic llite turns green and there goes : Poooohhhhhhhhhhh
by the cars behind us, hehehehe
so ma lu lahh, tt both of us laugh .. hehehe


[sunday]
tdy we slp all the way till noon
changed my hamster beddings and haf our lunch b4 making our way to his house
evening ..
his cousins they all came back, finally thre's pple to peii me play
coz babyy was busy playing majong with his relatives while i play fatal frame n RCT on his com
scary lahh, my fatal frame, finally progressed, but ! damn, i dropped my camera in the game
and i still duno how to get it bk, dun dare to play la
everytime the controller vibrate, my hair stands.
hehehehe


der
u nv noe how i feel
how much i love u
how much i scare i ll lose u
u nv noe ...
muacks
xmas is cuming babyy ..



Friday, November 17, 2006 - 10:05:00 PM
Back to top, baby.
whee ~ i m sop into retro clothes now !
gonna get my xmas outfit and CNY clothes all at bugis village
cool lah =)
and ii brought a reali nice bag juz nw ..
whee, i love it so much !


gonna get started on my psy proj le lah =(
when i wanna do i feel like slping -.-


pple friday nite gt bf, bt smelly baby dowan me tdy =( \
haiz .. suan le ..
dowan also gd, i can do my proj ..



- 4:25:00 PM
Back to top, baby.
blogging tis while waiting for miss debbie to get ready .. debbie ! faster lahh ... actually wanna go swim after school tdy de, but due to my flu i didnt go =[ i wanna swim ! haiz ... school was alright today, coz it was short and sweet =D but somehow when school ended i feel abit siian lor ... coz tdy nt mitting dear nor going to his place, haiz so after school, we went to eat lunch slowly in the cafe and i saw someone who likes to make fun of me again, my "indu" frd, hahaha and even worse, juz nw when i came online, zx said my eyes like becoming smaller and smaller -.- he muz look hard den realize that i gt open eyes -.- so insulting sia =(
and therefore he start to call me alienca

i m feeling so sleepy all of the sudden ...
yawns .. even more slpy when i m waiting for debbie rite nw, debbie, fasterrrr ...
and yeahh ... i got these cute letter pads the other day when i went to century squares
and after taking the fotos of my cute letter notes, i realise my camera is still living in its own world -.-

here they are, cute isnt so ?last time i saw tis at citilink with duno who but i didnt buy coz no one for me to write notes to
but now i can use these to write to babyy ^^
think he see le also will smile, hehehehe
and i decided to sell off my 7200 .. ltr shall go bugis ask ask how much it can fetch ..
check it out le, market value is abt 100 =)
wiish me luck in fetching a gd price, byes !



Thursday, November 16, 2006 - 10:31:00 PM
Back to top, baby.
damn tired tdy ...
hm-ed, bathe-ed, online-ed and slp-ed all the way till now x)
and now i m waiting for precious babyy to come to fetch me eat dinner
open-ed eyes, first tot - verii hungry =x
so i called babyy asked him can bring me go eat mahh, and yeah .. babyy said okii.
*big hugs .. sorry for troubling u dear, but i reali feel like eating the big big bowl of wantons x))
if only babyy allows me to eat chow tuofu ltr ^^


eyes feeling verii dry la, duno why =( put eye mo also no use
and yeah, sat going JB with dear and his frds =)
and babyy staying over, hooray ..
thats all

no more going on leave with letters T.T




Wednesday, November 15, 2006 - 2:50:00 PM
Back to top, baby.
i hate sessions at sitmulation centre, therefore i gaf it a miss tdy !
had a gd nite slp last nite, coz i haf babyy to let me slp in his arms, my all time fav
i hate mornings when babyy haf to leave for work, she bu de =[
gaf him hugs and kisses before he went off and off to slp till 230 before waking up to haf my lunch x) nice weather to slp tdy ! rainy day once again ..
after tis post, i m gonna get dw and con't to do my psy project =)

ytd after school, went interchange with zj yh and jh ..
and i brought the MINIS BBQ PORKi damn love it lah, coz its so mini ! but its damn ex lor .. $14 alright =(
after tt i told babyy, babyy ask me why i so dumb, go buy and eat, CNY can get to eat le
hehehe, bt i juz told him, aiyahh, gt craving lah .. Slurp
and after buying, i made my way home n my fastest speed coz babyy going over to my house
waited for him to arrived, bathe, prepared and off we go to ps and haf our dinner
WHEE ~ love the black pepper beef, super nice x)
and after tt, we catch the movie " Final Call " @ 930pm
f* man, damn damn scary .. i duno how many times i went AHHHHH
but overall the show is quite nice =)
And i enjoyed the xmas lightings so much ah !
tis weekend gonna snap alot of fotos in town, heheheh
after the show, we went bk to babyy's place to get his tings needed for his nx book in
and also to collect his BCLS cert ..
COOL lahh, i wonder when we will get our bcls cert =)
and after tt, Vroomed - bk at my rm and we fall aslp ..

babyy i love u so much ...
never wanna be separate from u ever again
muacks ...




Monday, November 13, 2006 - 10:40:00 PM
Back to top, baby.
Stars shinning bright, everyting is alright =)
i love u my babyy ...
sumtimes we juz hurt each other unconsciously without we noeing ..
Muacks ..
thanks for letting my stars shine again ...


went to mustafa juz now ...
shopped for my food to satisfy my itchy mouth
and i brought one big bottle of nutella *claps
and guess wat, when i m bored at hm, i ll eat it one scoop after another ...
and no more kaya and butter for breakfast, will be nutella all the way till i miss kaya butter =x
juz nw while queuing up, suddenly tot of workin as a cashier in mustafa
heheheh, so fun lahh, u juz ti ti ti, collect money ... can le !
wonder if they hire chinese .. lolll
and i dun mind working in mustafa coz its nt as smelly as lil india =)
they mostly are high class indus and chinese
high five .. anyone, interested ?
maybe can pull spencer along lah, whahahaha


spent the afternoon exploring how to use photoshop, bt i wonder photoshop and photoimage izzit de same ?
urmmm ... tink different, but i duo why, i cant run the fotoshop properly lor, everytime run den it sure say not responding de .. fuck u lah, stupid prog =x
hur ! shall try installing over at babyy's place one day =)


nowadays gt wat nice movie huh ??
tot of watching colic with babyy, its a thai ghost show .. shud be quite nice bah
coz its thai de =) hehehee ..
juz nw told babyy, den he respond tt by saying : huh, thai, scary ..
hehehe .. dun care babyy, i wanna watch !
thou i noe bringing me to watch scary movies equals to wasting money ..
coz 3/4 of the show, im closing my eyes, hohoho


craving for pasta, yoshinoya and tako pochi ..
babyy ... *sob ..
or anyone tml after sch x)
xmas is coming .. LOL ... i wanna go orchard see the beautiful lightings =)
it has been such a long time ever since i go orchard le ehh
anyone, wanna go !
go take pictures for the beautiful season ^^
and of coz i wont forget abt babyy, i alr told him le lahh !
juz see tis coming sat he free arnot bahh ..
*sob .. my fatal frame ... anyone can progress it for me ? i shall bring u to babyy's place
heheheheh ...
but tink forget it, ltr u all help me play till u all haf hert attack .. lOl


nite everyone !




- 8:54:00 PM
Back to top, baby.
raining deep inside ...
wat moe haf i gotta say ? and i duno even noe wat to say ..
so i see, i haf been threatening u all tis time ..
fine lahh ...
its okii, thou it reali hurts alot ..




- 2:15:00 PM
Back to top, baby.
nice day to snuggle up in bed ت
has been raining for almost the whole monday and it juz stopped nt long ago
eyelids getting heavier and heavier but whenever i wanna slp, i cant slp =[
no school tdy =[
babyy practically is angry with me lahh, sorry dear
juz tired, damn tired thou ytd slpt erlier den the normal timing ..
nth interesting tdy ...
wanna go out but who m i gonna look for =[
naga asked me go swim, but with weather like tis over here ... urmmm
gina gg dw to ikea and ask me go with her but halfway thru she nv reply me lehz
hate u all ahhh, everytime reply halfway nv reply .. hur !

babyy nt booking out tdy =[
tml and wed working
when can i get to see babyy ?i m in christmas mood le lahh
hehehee ... thou i noe its a bit too early for that but ~
i m alr start tinking wat to get for babyy thou he told me dun nd to get anyting for him
bt i want lahh ...
anyone noe how to make log cake ? teach me !
babyy, i hope tis yr we can spend xmas tgt like the past 2 years :)
hope tis yr de xmas will be an memorable and unforgettable one ^^



Sunday, November 12, 2006 - 9:22:00 PM
Back to top, baby.
home-ed whole day spent the whole afternoon doing my psy project alright, fianlly a lil progress has been made but i still left quite alot of stuffs haben do (._.) projects proj nth but project. stupid teachers

guess coz last nite turn in too late, tdy feel quite shack ..
urghh, sunday is over again, siians and there comes monday tml
urghhh

christmas is coming nx month ^^
if only santa claus exist, so he can fulfill all my wants and needs
i need my escada perfume, sob, its empty
i wanna swim .. babyy sure reluctant to go one, coz he's having his lifeguard coz which practically nd him to swim for 4 hours everyday, haha.. babyy, u look like in du ...
well, not so kua zhang yet, SOON ! blehz ...

debbie ! rmb to msg me to ask me bring ur money tml, if not i forget .. whahahah
shall turn in early tonight ...
And i wonder, when can i get to see my babyy again ..
dear <3 euu, muacks
Hapii anniversary babyy=)

_________________________________________
and to naga, stay strong okii ..
thou msn u msg also nv reply -.-
but if u nd someone to listen to u, a call is juz away =]
take care girl





- 2:21:00 PM
Back to top, baby.
i feel so happii rite nw ! coz everyting is new x) upgrade my com to xp le
so that means it wont be problematic anymore and i certainly hope sowent thru quite alot of hassle with the upgrading ting, after the installation complete, alot of my progs need to reinstall their drivers so as to function properly ..
but nw settled ! *grins ..

and i finally can use live window and install the photoshop tt i always want =]

hasnt been updating for the past few days, sry readers
urmm, gonna update roughly wat i haf been doing for the past few days alright =)
[ 10 Nov - Friday ]
after school, went dw to lil india with naga and jiahui, acc naga go for threading
hehehe, poor ding dang, sit the bus till she fed up, coz journey verii long .. to her !
bt me and naga used to it le, haf much laughters going on in the bus
the weather was fine when we are on our way dere, but after tt, it started raining after the threading session, luckily, gt umbrella .. thanks to ding dang x)
btw ding dang is jiahui, called her ding dang is bcoz she gt everyting inside her bad, haha
and hope she'll con't expanding her business *lol ..
after tt, went over to jiahui house tgt with naga
stayed dere while waiting for babyy to book out to fetch me over to his house =)
drank some siup tt jiahui has boiled, slurpp.
and the two smelly girls hai me by telling babyy i drink bubble tea
naga, thanks ah, for ur, becca, ur nose why growing longer and longer !
hur ! hahaha, bt nvm lahh, has a fun time after all .. and babyy wasnt reali angry, juz a lil coaxing shall solve the prob x)
babyy reached, went to his place and we bathe and prepared to attend my mama bdae celebration ..
reach-ed the restaurant and surprise to see my cousin and cousin in law =)
haf a great time eating the delicacies .. i guess i will enjoy more if my mouth has recoved
the bill came $ 260 plus in total .. LOL
one pax abt $26 i guess or more den that
when comes to eating, my mama verii generous .. whakeke

after dinner went home, cut cut that sis has baked, durian mousse cake ..

shiok ~~~ same ting, if my mouth didnt hurts, i sure eat one big piece
packed my baggy and Vroommm - reached babyy's place
watched tv tgt with esther and his er yi, has so much laughters
hahaa, they called me xu chun mei, den we called esther shen dian xia and esther called her er yi, ru hua -.-
ahaha, watever lahh .. lOl .. and off to slp, in babyy's arms once again =)
[ 11 Nov - Saturday ]
slp all the way till 2pm, whahaha
love weekends, coz i can slp all the way

wake up and ate the kway chap babyy has brought for me
wat a rainy day, keep raining non-stop, suppose to mit up with gina but didnt, sorry girl
nx time rond alright ? when we haf a place in mind of where to hang out =)
maybe nx time round, we go vivo tgt, since u haben go yet .. imagine, traveled dw all the way from CCK, whahaha ..
actually babyy and me planned to gt watch movie, but like no nice movie lidat =[
so we stayed at home, played my fatal frame but so qi kei !
coz i played till i cant find anyting to progress le, haiz, gif up .. and let babyy played his game while me and esther explore their newly brought com ..
and so COOL la, i m so clever, figured out how to use the scanner, super easy ^^

nx time i can easily scan my photos at babyy's place le, yipee
and the scanner is super gd, verii clear =)

At nite we went to hougang mall to shop b4 babyy send me home
brought my fav blueburry pastry biscuits ^^
tdy is our anniversary ! dear ! happii 2 years 10 months anniversary i love u as long as the stars shine <3 muacks




Thursday, November 09, 2006 - 12:29:00 AM
Back to top, baby.
Mouth still hurts, but thanks to babyy's medicine tt he gaf me
i feel slightly better after applying it, but the pain only goes awhile for awhile
and it will be back like after minutes .. haiz
reali hope my ulcer will go away soon =]
juz reached home nt long ago, well, while waiting for my hair to dry and turn in, i shall update my day for tdy ^^
lols
went school ltr tdy again .. only went for contact time and psy

actually dun even feel like gg, but if i dun go, 2 person will kill me - mummy and babyy
so i went ....
lunch-ed with zj yh and ivy ..
tdy no lady finger again and the food look pathetic for yong tau hu
so i went ahead with jap food, thou i m nt supposed to coz wat i haf ordered is deep fried
bite till so xinku, coz my mouth reali veriii pain !
and i juz drank a gulp of water, immediately i feel the pain, babyy ! help me ~~~~

lunch-ed den went for psy ...
played jiahui psp again and yeah ! i saw da jie jie, one scene tt even jiahui also nv c b4
hapii hapii lahh .. hahaha .. so happii ...
went home with xiuhui, took 72 tgt with her to hougang b4 changin bus to babyy's place babyy's so nice, bk out specially to meet up with me x) actually he nt bking out de, coz wanna save fuel and somemore tml he gt morning run, if he bk out, den he muz wake up at 3am to bk in again .. so he bk out, came hm peii me, den send me home before booking in again
thanks babyy !
while waiting for 80 at interchange, saw yh and zj x) hehehe
so they peii me wait till 80 come den they go home .. so nice of them ^^
reach babyy's house, played fatal frame with esther while waiting for babyy's return
played played played, played till gt goosebump, coz the game reali scary
gt alot of ghost =x
juz the vibrating of the controlling can alr scare me to death .. hahahah
den babyy's dad came home, he ta bao dinner for me =)
and when he said, gt bean sprouts de is rebecca de, coz i noe she like bean sprouts, urghh
i m so touched and happii lah ..
xin li an an de zai xiao, hahaha
den babyy came home while we hafing dinner !
so happii to see dear dear ... den dear peii me watch tv, see me play game
coz i no sense of direction so he became my direct-tor, hahaha ..
after tt, spent time massaging for babyy and we took a short nap before dear send me back home
hunnie, thanks for everyting !
simply love u, u are juz the one i wanna love ...
muacks
nitenite dear .. bao bei loves u <3



- 12:29:00 AM
Back to top, baby.
Mouth still hurts, but thanks to babyy's medicine tt he gaf me
i feel slightly better after applying it, but the pain only goes awhile for awhile
and it will be back like after minutes .. haiz
reali hope my ulcer will go away soon =]
juz reached home nt long ago, well, while waiting for my hair to dry and turn in, i shall update my day for tdy ^^
lols
went school ltr tdy again .. only went for contact time and psy

actually dun even feel like gg, but if i dun go, 2 person will kill me - mummy and babyy
so i went ....
lunch-ed with zj yh and ivy ..
tdy no lady finger again and the food look pathetic for yong tau hu
so i went ahead with jap food, thou i m nt supposed to coz wat i haf ordered is deep fried
bite till so xinku, coz my mouth reali veriii pain !
and i juz drank a gulp of water, immediately i feel the pain, babyy ! help me ~~~~

lunch-ed den went for psy ...
played jiahui psp again and yeah ! i saw da jie jie, one scene tt even jiahui also nv c b4
hapii hapii lahh .. hahaha .. so happii ...
went home with xiuhui, took 72 tgt with her to hougang b4 changin bus to babyy's place babyy's so nice, bk out specially to meet up with me x) actually he nt bking out de, coz wanna save fuel and somemore tml he gt morning run, if he bk out, den he muz wake up at 3am to bk in again .. so he bk out, came hm peii me, den send me home before booking in again
thanks babyy !
while waiting for 80 at interchange, saw yh and zj x) hehehe
so they peii me wait till 80 come den they go home .. so nice of them ^^
reach babyy's house, played fatal frame with esther while waiting for babyy's return
played played played, played till gt goosebump, coz the game reali scary
gt alot of ghost =x
juz the vibrating of the controlling can alr scare me to death .. hahahah
den babyy's dad came home, he ta bao dinner for me =)
and when he said, gt bean sprouts de is rebecca de, coz i noe she like bean sprouts, urghh
i m so touched and happii lah ..
xin li an an de zai xiao, hahaha
den babyy came home while we hafing dinner !
so happii to see dear dear ... den dear peii me watch tv, see me play game
coz i no sense of direction so he became my direct-tor, hahaha ..
after tt, spent time massaging for babyy and we took a short nap before dear send me back home
hunnie, thanks for everyting !
simply love u, u are juz the one i wanna love ...
muacks
nitenite dear .. bao bei loves u <3



Tuesday, November 07, 2006 - 8:55:00 PM
Back to top, baby.
nth much to blog, juz wanna get my frustrations out ..
my mouth hurts like fuck, fucking pain ('-')
@#$%@#^$(&*#^$#^%#
i wanna do my project, but no mood to do at all .. Urgh, projects proj nth but project

got 3 in hand riite now, damn siian
haf reali haf no motivation to go to sch for lesson, esp nw when my mouth hurts like fuck
take my ulcers away immediately n i reali dun mind hafing my lifespan to be deducted
nt crazy, but u reali cant imagine the pain that i m gg thru !
its fucking damn pain i repeat ...


Angry coz of the pain
restless coz of the pain
frustrated coz of the pain
skip school coz of the pain
cant do my projs all coz of the pain
babyy's tian yan mi yu dun even work coz of the pain
drinking water doesnt help bt increase the pain
cant eat properly coz of the pain


urghhhhhhhh


And tdy is mummy birthday, happii birhtday mummy ^^



Monday, November 06, 2006 - 10:38:00 PM
Back to top, baby.
managed to figure how to send the files to my com le, but still, having some troubles with it duno where went wrong. at least, still can send
but i guess at the end of the day, card reader is still better den a bluetooth usb adapter
wat to do, my precious card reader has suffered from an underlying disorder with
unknown diagnosis. haiz, at least i feel a bit consoled tt tis bluetooth ting still able to work
but i m still nt satisfied with it lahh
tis is my new baby, still trying hard to love it like how i used to love my card reader
spent the whole evening doing school stuffs did the resume and cover letter for CDP and asked jiahui to help me print glad that she has agreed, thanks girlden get started on my psy project, tdy nan de got the mood to reali sit dw and concentrate on doing it edit my case study, combine and here dere with the ones i haf and taduuhh, its done =) some parts still unsure of wat to do, gonna get it continue tml bahh siians man, so mnay project to do, and pcb, i m appointed as the leader for no reason urghh, nvm .. shall take one step at a time =] and hopefully alone the way, debbie and yh will guide me
mouth still hurts lahh despite resorting to MsPlsdrinkalot
nth i do cld reduce the pain tt i m hafing, even honey is useless
why muz i keep biting onto my own tongue, i reali haf the fear of it
and i heard, the moreu worry, the more u tend to bite on ur own tongue or lips :'(
babyy, save me from my agony ! nah, gonna turn in early tonight, so tml i can wake up and head to school for my lesson if only everyweek dere's one day of holiday, if only weekends can be longer x) and tis is the first precious moments figurine i haf got, love it ... good nite everybody, take care.
babyy, i m so glad tt we are able to see the difference in our r/s now, compared to the past glad to hear that u r nt gonna leave me again, and trust me, i wont too .. for i noe, i wanna haf u as a part of my life loving u always, since 120104 =)
muacks ...



- 2:55:00 PM
Back to top, baby.
someone help me
my mouth hurts so much, all bcoz of the stupid irritating ulcers lahh .. i gt 4 =[ any remedy to treat ..
and my stuffy nose has yet to recover .. wats happening to me tis year
urghhh
didnt went to school tdy coz muth reali hurts till i cant talk and dun haf the mood to gt out of my bed, suppose to mit deb at the interchange so end up gotta let her go to sch on her own
babyy called me many times, hees, and he said i purposely dowana pick up his calls, coz i didnt answer them after the first call i received, coz i switch my fone to silent mode x)
sorrie dear, nt gu yi de ..

poor babyy, woke up at 4am to report back to camp tdy coz he gt morning run, and lifeguard course from 8 - 12. nw he's slping i guess, coz he nv reply me at all -.-


ltr gonna get started for my psy project, if nt by duno when, i scare i gotta do last minute work again
muz thanks xiuhui for sharing her infomation with me =) thanks girl
and i got only 29 for my psy paper, thou pass, but so low ..

haiz, nvm, put in more effort for my psy project and exams are coming !
next month is our exams, siian ...

sis came bk from her holiday .. and she got us some local goodies

and i m verii into the macademia nuts ! its reali damn nice, its my second time of eating it
but its runnning out son -.-

and sis gt me a precious moment figurine and a cute keychain =)
thanks !

she visited so many nice places and sth caught my attention, which is tis :
the black sand beach in kona,a big island of hawaii
like road lidat hur, except for the sand is black color instead of the normal color ..
and the turtle dere is black also, nah ! for more beautilful pic, pls go to her blog and see
ltr she sue me for stealing her pic x)
and wonder if she gt bring any black sand back .. hehehehe


wonder when babyy is mitting me again x)



- 12:25:00 AM
Back to top, baby.
sometimes i reali wonder ...
who are the ones who are truth to me, in the sense of frds ..
who wont mock at what i haf, who wont mock at wat i lack off and dun despise me
and who can i confide everything to without worrying tt deep inside their heart, they are laughing their head off (_")
in my mind, there's only 2 candidates who reali pass tis test
perhaps time proves everytin, one is babyy and the other one is gina
years of frdship with her is reali an incredible one, ever since we start out from the same kindergarden, to the same primary sch and seperate from there.
but till nw, we still maintained the frdship tt we used to haf =]
and i m glad, she stepped into my life, she plays a part of it ..
thou now she is busy settling with her problems and haf vanished to nowhere,
reali hope tt she is coping on fine and girl, u noe, i m always here ^^


spend my entire weekends with babyy
sat went swimming with him at tampines ^^
haf alot of funs with babyy in the water, hees .. he's so sexy lahh, sexy hunk x)
and we swam 2 full hours and i only become abit tan =[
after swim, we went to tm to buy tako pochi and tori q to fill my hungry stomach b4 gg back to babyy's place and we went to kovan to mit up with esther and his dad for dinner
had the delicious curry chicken noodles, yuMmm ..
enjoyed but somehow head start to hurts terribly, till babyy start to worry and off we went, to his house and let me catch a nap ..
bt i didnt, instead, i played fatal frame under esther's companion, scare lahh
the game is damn spooky .. try it and u will noe !
haha .. and we haf waffles as our desserts ^^ babyy's mum and auntie tabao prima deli's waffles for us, Yumm


den following nite, babyy's packed his baggies and came over to my place and slp
whee ~ i m so happii, and yes he noe tt ..
muacks, love u dear ..


tdy, we are supposed to wake up at 1000 .. to mit babyy;s family and relatives to visit his grandfather and before tt, to mit up for breakfast ..
but his precious bao beii juz couldnt get up at 1000 and she lazed all the way till 1030 and end up, we was late. hehee .. but lucky, no big deal lah, babyy said its okii
off we went, to eat lor mee with his family and aunties and uncles and his cousins
sounds alot uh, nt reali alot, countable, hehehe
after breakfast, went over to his grandfather place to pay him an visit, and we played "stress" dere with babyy and esther ..
jolin is so cute, she's juz 7 but she reali learnt tings verii fast, super observant, both me and dear agree =) and we played "fly aeroplanes' tgt with darren and esther
and we haf durian cake before setting off to our nx destination


afternoon - went to vivo city with babyy's family =)
cOol lahh, hahah ..
haf funs and we ate quite alot of goodies at the food republic, hey, the food rocks dere esp the hokkien mee and gonna try the slipper lobster mee !
we ordered the tim sum from dere toO, thumbs up ..
walked around with babyy and they went in search for a new desktop =)
shopped shopped and shopped till evening time and we went home first to his place
at his pale its the same old ting, catch a nap within his arms, watch tv, played ps ll and vroom, babyy send me back home ..


all the best to babyy's lifeguard course =)
i heart u hunnie
so glad tt u are here with me =)



Saturday, November 04, 2006 - 12:13:00 AM
Back to top, baby.
haf a small dispute with baby juz nw
and i tot we will lost one another and juz give up like how we used to be in the past

but i'm juz glad tt we didnt =')
dear, thanks for all ur effort, i reali reali feel so blessed ..
muacks

i luv friday, coz sch ends early on fridays but its damn crowded at the bus stop --'
during TPS class, jiahui lent me her psp to play the RPG game ^^
so fun arhh, finish one ending le, and i hope i can gt to try another different ending
lolls

after school, went tm to mit debbie and off we went to sk polyclinic after we haf our lunch at mos burger @ tm
and i juz realise, deb is so kiasi .. carried her NUM bag wherever she goes
ask her why, she said she scare pple steal it -.-
pls lahh girl !!! dun be so paranoid -.-
sometimes it reali gets me on my nerves with all dese, haiz

blood test report was okii ^^
everyting iis fine =)
after polyclinic, went over to debbie house, he help me to transfer all the fotos i wanna into her com and send to my mail =]
life without my beloved card reader is definitely empty coz i cant upload all my beautiful fotos *sobBbbbbb

went over to babyy's place and went out for dinner with him
and tgt once again, we lay our fingers on ps ll
and we catch the 9pm last episode tgt ^^
i love the ending ! finally the lovebirds are tgt, ta men ai de hao xinku =')

tml is swimming day with babyy ! yeahh, finally we are going
and tml plans - i m babyy's for the entire day and nite, muacks

____ when i say i love u, it would mean forever ___



Friday, November 03, 2006 - 12:44:00 AM
Back to top, baby.
gonna end my day with tis post and perhaps ..
gonna get some of my stuffs done ltr before turning in
coz i haben unpack my bag at all =x slept the moment i reached home, so damn tired, on the way home juz nw, i slp in bus till mu whole body slanted one side, damn paisehdidnt went to morning lecture tis morning .. hees, i slept all the way till 8, so nice ..
den wake up and made my way to class, almost late due to bus 31, over-crowded .. but lucky when i enter the class, miss siti nv notice i late, hehehe, bt soon she will notice lahh, cos i signed in as 1000 ..
urmmm, lesson was alright tdy, felt as thou time slip away so fast, heheehe
and damn, so much notes was given to us, till class fund ran out, one day muz pay $30+
den i gotta be ah long again, go chase pple for money, hehees
till anan and others said, i dun lke to see ur face lehz, see ur face u confirm is take money frm me one.
sObbb* if i dun take money frm u all, u all wont haf notes okii ! hur !
the xinfu de girl is bk in school tdy, glad to see her happii again lahh =)


went for swimming tdy !
thou weather is nt reali tt great, drizzled abit den stop and the water is so cold
till my nose is conjuncted again -.-
when ll my blocked nose ever goes away?
haf so much fun during the swimming session, halimah they all keep laughing at me, haha
coz my pose verii funny lahh x)
and gunny, tdy while i climb one someone back, i tot that the person is yuhua, den i ask, ehh, where's jiahui huh ? where she goes ? i turned here turned dere, cannot see jiaui den i wonder why yu hua nv reply me, yuan lai ... the person i climbing onto is jiahui, heehehe
blurrr lahh !
no sun tdy, so tt means i nv hei dao, but all my frds haf lehz !
hurrrrrrr
naga wanna go swim after tt de, bt how ! swimming costumes damp damp den also bathe liao. silly girl, nx week swim lahh ..

reach home, zzZ zzzZ all the way till 2110 !
till i see the time, i jumped up !
coz my show showing le, sob, and i miss the first ten minutes, thanks to the ringing of the house fone lah, den i bei cao xing, heheheeh
so exciting sia, tml last episode le, gonna watch it with babyy tml =)


tml after schoo;, go collect blood test report with debbie
wonder naga will go mah coz she wanna go buy sth =)
come la come la
and jiahui haf a new game, wonder how izzit like .. haben gt a chance to play =(
gonna ask babyy go find the game but jiahui said it has been out for verii long le =[
yeahhh, tml mitting babyy ..
smooches
miss u my sexy lady, ehhh, its sexy babyy
hehehes ...
i m xinfu, babyy is xinfu, naga is xinfu, gina is xinfu, deb is xinfu and i hope jiahui will be xinfu soon !!!!
lvoe u girls, u all are the one whom i reali can confide my worries and troubles to without worrying u all will laugh at me ^^
and i m so happii coz tdy gina reappear from her MIA acts, hehehe
girl, dun stress okii, u haben fulfill ur promises to me lehz and i ll make sure
nx time i see u , i ll touch ur arm, hahaha
u shud noe wat the meaning fo tis rite *blehz


nite everyone !
haf a nice weekend
Cheerrss