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OMg walkaton gonna be fun i guess coz all my frds will be dere, okii, nt all but those whom i reali miss, like janice ^^ gt bekah, xiuhui, fasihin and debbie as far as i noe and nt to forget, the sickening marcus oohooh .. okii, debbie handsome marmar *lol tdy asked mdm yeo on debbie's behalf if she's allow to bring FRD along, and mdm yeo actually tot i m bringing my BF whom she assumed is nicholas, hahaha .. cher, update lahh .. nvm, next time i show u my dream guy, lol .. my swtdrmz -> Lim Ze xiang opps, sorry swtdrmz, i spilled ur name out here but nvm lah .. u are juz tt cute to me .. and i tink i gonna dig a ground on the spot if he ever read tis =x there's sth new for me to check it out =) blogging is nv boring coz i gonna stuck myself in my sister's food bloggie OMG, there's so much nice stuffs in dere, u all can check it out, i haf linked her in mine so tt i can share with u all =) its juz on the side, u'll love it if u love cooking ^^ okii or u can click here http://karlsfoodie.blogspot.com enjoy =) she even haf remedy for sinus, naga, try tis out !!! if only i possess half of my sister cooking skills, OMG, fucking jealous =( but she always no time to teach me, sumtymes dowana teach me coz she say i ma fan =( and she scare i mess up her kitchen, hahaha ... okii, i m excited abt tt checking it riite out now i m off tmr ph (n_n) its teachers day, and i guess tis is the last time i'm getting holiday for tt coz in future no more liao =[ tdy went to ward, was surprised tt they actually had a hand made card made for mdm yeo the pattern is like one of the spongebox character, i duno wat izzit call but its cute lah ^^ with the underwear on only, hahaha .. lack of nipples, lalala if nt it will be reali cute =x yawns* so tired, but i juz woke up nt long ago .. nice weather to snuggle up beneathe my blanket, chilly pillow and hobbes next weekend start will be the starting of my sloggin life, so while pple are enjoying their sat morning slp, i'll be like a cow working and mooing in the ward OMG, can god pls send a few np or nyp students to be in that ward during weekdays ? coz i gt a feeling, the ward is hell damn busy, C class again =[ but nvm, muz carry a positive attitude to work, lidat work will be better ^^ okii, gonna get dw to business. i gotta rush the birthday card by tis weekend if nt i wont haf the chance to complete le okii, if my efforts turn our nice i shall let u all take a peep okii .. lalala sat got walkaton, sunday gg out with strawberry pig and yeah ! i need to go bk to the freaking ward to return my allowance claim form coz i didnt submit it tdy =[ hope he doesnt mind making the trip dere with me but if he does, den too bad =x jiahui, i m damn scare lah, how how how =( ginam, smelly girl, got job never intro me when u noe tt i reali need a part time job .. kill u and cut u into million of pieces and where the hell is my sushi ? pls make fresh one for me, dun make stale one okii .. omfg, i miss sushi, and riite nw i m craving for tako pochi again =x yummm urghhh .. sumtymes i hope i m not feeling the way tt i m feeling nw yahh, its sumtimes fel swt but somehow sometimes i find myself surround by confusion its like, i will sit and think : its might be better for me if tings are nt wat they are riite now .. at least i dun need feel so confused !!! god ! can u pls let me be more .. ermz .. how should i put tt ('_') be more, be more ... be more .. urghh, i forget the word =x anyone, any idea ? lalaa i miss the beach ^^ the sandy grains tt comes between my toes and the gentle and chilly breeze tt brush across my face .. arghhh, i need the beach for tis few weeks so i can keep my troubles and worries at bay .. i wish i haf a bike, yeah, bike, i dowan car no kick i wanna be with u forever =] and u noe wat clever mr kelvin said ? he said i everytime shit, thats why will faint, coz inside no food -.- clever ahh boy .. slap u, heez tissue prata and milo dinosaur .. omfg rainy days .. calmed my messy mind starring out of the window, i juz haf the urge to play in the rain juz like a little girl =) the rain wash all my worries away rain rain ... went bk to work tdy =] i m good girl, but still i dunno why riite nw my heart is feeling so damn heavy .. e reason is obvious, nooo, nt bcuz of work but perhaps its due to the tone of voice tt i had received thru him* urghh, i dunno or rather, i m too paranoid =x but tdy he juz simply sounds different from the rest of the days thou we dun reali noe each other long, but u noe .. my instincts are always riite, urghhhh ! watever ... okii, bk to work .. the first ting i saw mdm yeo tdy, i was tinking, chiam liao .. but no lehz, wasnt as bad as i tot, she didnt reprimand me at al for not turning up for work ytd w/o informing anyone. guess mdm lau told her abt wat happened to me on monday and the conversation we had in the tearoom anewae, thanks for understanding me =] yeah mebbe time is wat i reali need, or rather, i reali need a break !!!! haiz ~ i reali need one but i dun tink i want it riite nw coz i will be left damn far behind with my frds if i'm to request for a break now ... work was nt bad tdy =) time pass reali fast, maybe cuz tdy there's were much more stuffs to do and somehow i feel glad tt the AN helped me to look out for the skills that i was required to do .. rushed my case study thou i didnt need to hand in tmr, i requested for a later deadline due to my absence frm work for the past few days which caused delay in completeing wat i ought to .. interveiwed tis uncle, he's so nice =) and i promised him to tell him wat's his diagnoised is actually abt ... and i m gonna find it ltr =) after work went out with debbie, lols her hair is so cute, lolz. debbie, dun slap me, but u reali remind me of g-girl, nt bcoz of how ur hair resembles her but overall, hahahaha .. opz went bugis village to shop and i got tis reali cuute tee that says : 2 bfs are better den 1 .. lalala its rainin god damn heavy riite nw and the weather is making me so droowsssyy ytd niite didnt reali slp well, couldnt get to slp, mebbe is coz my mind is not shutted .. many tings running thru my mind, haiz ~ can i be more worry-free ? seeing him online nw doesnt reali makes me smile, haiz, i duno why but i jus feeel that there's a distance btw us nw watever ~ god damn, there's sth wrong with my blog, colors are all gone .. i'll put it up soon but i m plain lazy .. so much crying is done tdy tears shedded coz of nursing and nevertheless, coz of sherlyn's tt matter okii, i reali cant bring myself to mention her name, coz its fucking hurting for me to mention hers and i dun tink i wanna pollute my own mouth by prononucing her name .. okii i m not gonna quit nursing, coz if i reali does, perhaps i m reali the biggest fool coz i alr came tt far fine, i slog my life out for the whole of 6 weekends starting from next week onwards so i guess i better start enjoying myself to the fullest tis weekend and i reali pray hard tt madam yeo will lost count of the number of ties i m absent so tt i can cut dw one make up, lol ya lah, i wont lah, i gt my intergity, haizzz now, better pray hard she wont ask me repeat my 3 months of attachment =( but u noe, sumtymes those sucky tings tt happen to me in ward and in my group, i reali hate it -.- but u noe, i cant always tink of myself even thou i wanto .. i gotta tink of my mum, she worked so hard to see me thru my studies, haiz .. i promised her b4 tt i'll hao hao de study when i failed my o level, and when she asked me to retake, i didnt she didnt want me to take nursing but i went ahead and nw i m the one who said i wanto quit coz i cant take all tis damn shit ting tt is falling on me .. i noe i gotta be the strong gal tt everyone noes but even a strong gal gt her own vulnerable moment okii, i TRY to go thru tis damn bloody attachment while miss zheng jing said she'll accompany me to go my tkd training if i wanto ^^ but miss debbie, will u ? lols back to the matter tt i dowana tink abt most but everyting tt has happened and teh conversation i had with kel tdy, juz practically dragged me bk to the day where my r/s is spoli .. sorrie, i couldnt bring myself to forget her, neither will i ever like china girls again coz u reali make me look dw on all of u, yes, everyone, even those SN i came across n are gonna come across the tings tt had happened on me, the hurt tt u had caused on my r/s even thou till nw i m still regard as a suspect, I STILL WONT FORGIVE U wtf add me on msn and keep viewing me in frdster and sent me all those stupid pictures ? but juz too bad okii, except for failing to remove ur damn foto from my viewed list in frdster i practically removed u totally frm my visual area i reali cant stand the sight of u, and dun come and show off to me how u r indulging urself in ur damn bloody r/s when u had mine totally wrecked .. keeping mum shut all tis while doesnt means tt i m guilty or i m a pushover ... enuff enuff ! now i m writing tis out here is bcoz i want u to noe, do watever u want, stalk me as u lke but pls lah get ur own damn life back, thou u cant return me wat u had snatched away ! till date he still dun believe me is partly bcoz of u .. Yes, i done wrong once, but i wont repet silly mistakes twice utterly disappointed in u, step into geylang and u will see tt almost 98% of the prostitution is made up of ur own hometown yah i knw scolding u riite here doesnt do me any own good, neither will it bring the trust bk he used to haf in me but at least i trashed tis out once and for all ... ur damn bloody acts and face and name still pollutes my mine and kelvin, i want u to hear tis, hate me for all u want for me scolding ur friend. i noe till now u still duno who to believe, i noe still contacting me means tt u doesnt believe her totally, but stopping to be with me alr proves tt u believe her .. it stresses u but it hurts me terribly tt i reali cried juz nw but still, i nv blamed u once b4 even if iw anto blamed u, it'll be u are too stubborn off to slp shut my mind choose all over again, i still wont step into tis stupid piece of shit i wish i had never stepped into spageddies tt day HUMPF oh kk, i didnt go work =] actually i wake up damn early tdy, ard 9 plus, deep inside keep tinking if i shud go work arnot .. my mind was fresh thou my eyes was closed arghhhh, sorrie mum ... she keep waking me up and asked me go work but i didnt respond to her, juz 2 words " dowan" and i guess eventually she let me haf my way but she muz be damn upset with me in her heart Sorrieeeee i m juz nt in the mood to go .. i dun even noe why i m in the ward, forcing myself to complete all my log book skills and force myself to do the case study tt we are suposed to do .. everyone, is juz competing themselves against every other .. compared the grades tt we have got, practically everyting .. esp, the M*s watever lahh, if all tis comparing makes u all feels better, den carry on. anewae i got no eyes to see riite nw .. i m off i m damn tired can i dun be force to do the tings tt i dun like ? can u all stop forcing me, when will u ever understand ur poor daughter's heart .. i dowana force my arse to work when i m lidat, neither do i wish to hear nursing tis word at tis moment of my life spare me a few months .. i need a break b4 i con't my journey ... weary weary, veri weary i need a stroll on the beach i need to feel the breeze of the ocean i need u to be here .. kel fallen sick too .. get well soon botak, kick u .. drink drink drink, ask u dun drink u still go drink i noe one mug only, doesnt haf any effects on u ! fucker .. see, dw with fever nw. haiz ~ dun even tc of urself, poor botak, get well soon i need u and ur laupo to bring me to unwind kbox =D anyone ? song my heart out .. Arghhhhh alolololollllll feeling blue, damn blue, can u ever feel that ? stop stressing me .. Fuck i m on mc tdy again .. haiz, nearly fainted in the ward tdy in the mist of passing report ... Jus feel an odd odd feeling out of the blue, sudden chest tightness, sudden nausea and suddenly, i start seeing stars reali stars, black bkground with lots of stars shining =] and feel as thou there's a pressure cupping ard my ears, drifting off frm the noises slowly .. and there i hold on to the HMI student, i told her " i couldnt see or hear anyting" the next ting i could rmb is that a staff nurse was holding on to me and i felt tears juz flowed dw involuntary had a talk with mdm yvonne lau juz nw in the tea room, i really break dw in front of my girls .. sorrie, i reali cant hold it bk any longer =[ i m reali feeling verii weary, mentally and physically, ts kinda feeling i reali duno how to explain .. its juz like being pressed dw by a huge huge rock .. i guess riite nw only innyi understand how i feel .. i reali feel like leaving nursing, i noe so far i had done well, juz tt tis time attachemnt, tingz arent gg my way. i keep falling sick, i reali cant take it, come to tis pt i reali feel i m nt suitable for nursing .. i still love nursing but i reali duno how to explain hw i m feeling inside .. i dun even dare to answer zheng jings calls .. sorrie girl, i didnt answer coz i noe i will cry .. i dowana burst out crying and drown my fone =) i'll get bk to u tmr i promise and debbie boon, dun get so act up, dun call me tdy pls =] i just need sumtymes alone, i m glad tt my frds still care, esp yu hua dere all .. bt down here i m crying coz of wat Zheng jing asked yu hua to tell me (;_;) Arggghhhh i need a break i dun even noe if tmr i m gg for work coz i reali dun haf the motivation, i noe by doing tis i will let many pple dw but .. i'm, weary .. i cant choose who i gonna love and i cant just love who chooses to love mi. you cant blame mi in choosing to love you, just like i cant blame you for not learning to love mi. fate usually doesnt prevail the way we want it to be. sometimes love just aint enough. sometimes, you'll meet someone whom you'd reali give up everything for..but he simply doesnt give a fuck abt wat u sometimes, you will meet someone who loves you alot..but he aint the right one for you sometimes, you will meet the right one for you..but simply at the wrong time. sometimes, love reali just aint enough.sometimes, sincerity and courage isnt all it takes. all you need is just that little bit of luck.. wiishing upon my stars .. bad tummy ache tdy =[ can anyone pls take away our menses, i noe its impossible,or at least, make it just one day business or take away that damn tummy ache .. sOob* here comes my craving again : honey red tea and tako pochi .. i want them badly and guess wat idea mk give me .. drink some cold tea and eat sum fishballs, mk ! its different =[ they juz resembles in terms of looks but they r diff great great, tmr and tues afternoon shift *big grinz. i love afternoon shift lahh .. at least i dun need crawl out of my blanket tt early in the morning shivering. tink i slowly like ttsh, heez, coz its like so damn near my house, 10 minutes bus journey and pop ! i m at united sq but need to walk damn far in, nt far actually, but for lazy pple like me, its far *giggle heez, but can they kindly pls upgrade the ward, its damn hot man .. till we always sneak into the supplies rm for air con, hahaa meeting mk for lunch on tuesday, b4 gg work, okii, i m gg to haf a heavy lunch tt can last me frm 11 to 430 mk, lets order many many food and lets share and stuff to death before we start work, hehehe i need eye mo, my eyes is like .. i duno how to say but squirting .. blurred -.- and hell, i m down with flu again =( starz, pls let thurs come by faster so friday i can rest and go for my checkup and after tt my shopping .. i want that nike bag =D i want that 3250 .. LOls hell, kelvin is holding tt N70, tt color is so nice =[ pout* i had mac for dinner again, super siian reali duno wat else to eat .. gina ! u own me my sushi ! hmp make for hong kiat but nv make for ur how many donkey years of best frd *sheesh i want that big flower man ^^ the big red flower at mini toons where's strawberri pig ('_') still busy farming his strawberry seeds, lalala .0.jpg) see wat he got for me ^^ haha .. he "giap" for me at the arcade machine =)the first soft toy cuddle we had got. thanks kel ^^ Love it. but guess wat. we laugh our head off when we notice the pooh bear's eyebrow was so weird ..  saw that ? hahaha .. its damn cute lahh .. gaf such a funny look .. thanks kel, its always so fun to haf u around, coz we are always hafing so much fun tgt even as friends i guess tis is sth special abt us, our bond is dere, nth could ever break it =) get well soon if nt i kick u in ur butt *blehz* sweeties ! i m back ! hasnt been updating for the past few days coz i was hafing some problems with my blog =] but thanks to my saviour, Ze xiang *big grinz, he saved my blog and he make me say a big i love u, heheee didnt noe that he's my lucky star ^^ thanks =D my code gets disappeared for no reason, and there goes my little girl and the melody tt i reali lurve GONE FOR GOOD :( haiz .. i m still searching, searching for a skin tt i reali love but i still cant find it shrugs ... weekend is ending, no wonder its called weekend, end so fast, bloody shit* opps juz came bk not long ago, out for the whole day, or rather 3/4 of the day shopping, eating and watched "e break up" slurpp, guess wat, i went fisherman wharf to try out their fish and chips tdy, ermmm, its nice but i guess they cld make it much nicer if they include more variety in their menu =) e ambience is cool, open air but the menu is pathetic ! other den fish and oyster, all u see are juz fish and oysters -.- the side kicks are so damn ordinary, dun even wanto make u order much but the chips are great =D the fish is so big till even kelvin also cant finish, muakeke. but its nice =) vroom off to marina sq after dinner, did nth much over dere, juz plain shopping as we wait for time to pass b4 we went off to catch the movie at ps .. he's falling sick, poor boy. haiz, hope u get well soon .. the nx time i see u, u better be jumping and kicking ard me *get well soon "the break up" is nice, yeah, its all the appreciation tt ever keeps a r/s going =] [ 25 August ] urghh, i miss the beach ... after work on friday, he came and fetched me home. took a quick shower and off we went to ECP for dinner Miss the chicken wings but its closed -.- had my favourite stingray, oyster omelette and hokkien mee and the ever refreshing sugar cane juice :D everyting was dere but my chicken wing, hell .. gonna make sure i get tt the next time round And u noe wat, i finished almost every ting by myself coz he wasnt feeling well, and didnt reali eat much and he said, wahh, are u serious ? pig heez, reali hungry lahh. the pathetic bowl of yong tau hu that i took at 5pm, last me till 7 only :( and by then, my stomach starts signalling me for food again .. can anything ever slow dw my high metabolic rate ? so that i can start putting on weight, i wanto be fat !! okii 5 more weeks to the end of attachment its damn long coz i still haf to work extra 4 weekends ='( Arrrrrgh, raeli feel like banging myself against the wall clock, can u please move ur hands faster on weekdays and stop at weekends ! stop it when i need u to .. sick and tired of my life at work, time for a change can i ??!!! can, but my mum will kill me, my frds will kill me, esp debbie i miss school life, schoo life without attachemtn gimme lots of exams to substitute it, i dun mind, i reali dun .. why izzit so hard to acknowledge .. *BIG SIGH get well soon baldie, *big hugs next fri holiday, thanks to teachers day, lalala dun nd work, hahaha. planned to go polyclinic to get my checkup done if nt i will get endless nagging frm mdm yeo n my mum. anyone, can accompany me =( haizzzz my head has been spinning the whole day ... since 2pm, spinning non stop, freak .. Jus as wat i expected, mdm yeo approached me juz after we finished our tutorial .. urghhh, wat a funny question she had ask .. how can she help to improve my health =x if she's able to help, i believe i m able to do it myself too ! or rather my mum can also do tt .. And u noe, she said sth which makes me feel like telling her : " okii, i wanna quit nursing " and the ting tt she said is, if con't lidat, i might haf to put u to repeat ur CP 2.1 coz i scare u are nt fit to carry on to 2.2 *shrugs no, dun ever do tt okii, coz if u put me into hell and make me repeat my CP 2.1, i gonna quit nursing straight away so .. banish that idea of doing so !!!!!! urghh, i m so tired zzZ tmr afternoon shift again and finally i see weekend waving hand to me :D sat sat sat is here ! tis sat is the last 2 sat tt i can enjoy coz after next 2 weeks, i gotta start making uop for my sats in SGH .. mama, replaced for me pls .. ur poor little girl is gonna slog her life out I HATE TIS KINDA LIFE, have i reali make my wrong choice ? but i reali feel happy when i see my pt getting better under my care but i m reali lethargic i guess i still like those 9 to 5 jobs .. yes yes, after i grad i might nt even wanto step into the hospital to work coz i wanna get another cert or i wanna go for my private diplomahh =) even if i stepped one leg into hospital, its also bcoz of the work experience i wanna gain .. haiz ~ why didnt i study harder for my o levels :( if sec 2 i had work harder, played less counterstrike, i wont be demoted to sec 3N and if i had study harder for my maths during O levels, i will be in poly nw ! why m i making life so hard for myslef (._.) who can help me get my little girl back .. soOb my blogskin urghhh, no pt keep whining dw here and cry over spilled milk i m nt gonna edit the skin, i m lazy =x perhaps when i haf time or perhaps u all wait for another 5 weeks, hees, when my holidays are here =) or rather, i put bk my old blogskin .. ('_') okii, i shall see wat my heart ask me to do .. siian ~ my blog is down for no reason ... suddenly all the code Jus disappear *grrr well, lets juz bear with tis black and white first =[ gimme time and i will make it beautiful again alright =) i will get everyting back by tis weekend .. off to work, i m late .. heez My hair is long again =) less den a month and it is back to its original length *stunned well, getting back to work ltr on ... =[ doesnt reali feel like gg, coz i m still feeling abit feverish but i got no choice even thou i gt 2 days mc ! i reali dun haf, haiz. if i dun go, i haf to make up another weekend which total up to 5 weekends which means the weekend including my holidays i also nd to get my arse bk in the ward shrugs, i hate that .. why muz nursing be like tis ? sick, dw with fever, gt mc but still need to do the fucking make up ting urghh, it juz make me feel like quitting, but its like it juz another 5 more weeks to end of attachement den another 3 months in campus and comes the last attachment and i m free i noe its wasted if i quit now but i'm reali tired .. grrrr .... ltr when i see mdm yeo, sure bombard with lots of question ... i guess its better if she say : maybe u can consider quitting nursing :D pls, let the time pass faster tdy and tmr and for teh rest of the next whole week (._.) i reali cant take it anymore !!! i want subway okii, will get it after work .. Maybe i cant even last till after work -.- i m sick again ... dw with migraine and fever ... shrugs, feeling weak and aching all over .. hope tt i will feel better ltr, juz popped 2 of my medicine down but still, i m dw here eating cake, coz i m super hungry if i reali go on mc tis time round, i reali will quite nursing, urghhh ! very siian lahh esp when u are sick, u still haf to slog so hard in the ward and absolutely, the pple dun even give a damn got mc still muz wake up, who invented tis stupid rulez mann i had a bad day at work tdy, fucking pissed off by *r i reali cant tolerate his nonsense anymore, esp his attitude ... i haf reached my limitations ... bug off and stop asking me why m i so cold towards u, jolly well go reflect on ur own behaviour. boot licker, stop putting up all the shows in front of teacher can u .. irs so irritating to see tt, and my god, u actually filled up the commentation form FOR URSELF so yearn to get the commendation award ? came late but sign in as normal, where's ur integrity and plz, change ur fucking uncilivised behaviour, stop being so kiasu can ? quit ur freaking cutting queue habit ! sign in sign out u cut pple queue, whuile buying drinks, u still do that, without asking okii .. fuck .. tings used bk le dowan put bk, its nt ur house okii I GOT ENUFF HAIZ can the 8 months faster pass pls ? i dowana stay in tis stupid ting anymore thou my passion is still dere but its nt burning as strong as ever =) lucky me, i didnt bond .. i knew tis day will come :D swtdrmz, u are sad again, cheer up *say cheese more fun tis weekend :) looking forward well off to slp .. good nite [-.-] i gt achives on my blog ^^ dun nd source for new blogskins liao, hehehe its under "Love", click it and scoll to the bottom of my lurves and u will be able to see it =) reali gotta thanks Jenny, is she helped me with the code de. so sweet of her, noe tt i wanted it on my blog and she helped me with it .. hey girl, thanks *big hugs love u love u, hehehehe my prince :) miss u i m able to get all my old post on my blog again ^^ i guess after reading thru, i definately noe i m a strong girl coz i came thru so much so happi =) has the chapters that should be ended has alr been closed with a full stop ? or another edition of the same story is coming up, juz tt with a different ending ? or perhaps, another chpt is unfolding silently w/o us noeing the chpt tt comes, belongs to who ? fate take the lead but still, my heart still is the impt lead =) the titeness of the grabbed that ihad felt makes my imagination goes off again but tis time round i wasnt wrong, coz u gaf me the answer to my doubts thanks i cherish every ting and everyone tt comes into my life =) i reali do i love everyone of u and had nv hate anyone of u b4 no matter how much u all bully me, hehehe .. coz at the end of the day, a stronger becca emerge first day to ttsh .. er, walless ward, reali gt no walls, absolutely no pivacy at all and worse of all, i dun even haf a hideout place to reply my msgs ! soOobb* and where are we gonna hide when we gt nth to do, cant possibly ask me to stand dere like a statue or walk ard continously .. my knees will break =x but overall its quite okii lahh, at least its more organise den NUH but the cons is, there are no walls !!!! i need my privacy, sgh, u still rocks nth to blog lahh, my mind is switch off rite nw .. okii, u can press the x at the up right hand corner =) debz ! hope u are feeling better .. muackz i m always here, to lend u my fingers and eyes if i cant be physically dere *big hugs uh, always get bully by u all at ward bully by Zahira thou she's juz playing but verii mean lahh .. soobbbbb smelly pillow, i m coming .. Zzzz
i cant imagine, no i cant .. eeeeyer !
alright, my new family member ... And i wanna get a new blogskin, with achives but .. those tt i had found is reali nt up to my expectation .. but nvm, i will con't to search .. Omg ! today my tarot is super accurate ... here goes : The Judgement card suggests that my alter ego is The Compassionate One, whose superpower lies in revelation of my life and worldly events. I will reflect a sense of gratitude for my life and those involved by showing humility, forgiveness and charity. By doing so, I feel a strong redemption for past events -- a great liberating feeling. I have punished myself enough and am free at last. Clearing the conscience through forgiving yourself and others can bring an overwhelming sense of peace and joy. alright, i nv blamed wat u guys had done to hurt me in the past or perhaps all tis while wanna be angry with u all i also cant, coz i simply duno how to .. Jus like i wanna be mad at debbie for giving me up coz of her marcus but after awhile i will goes forget it tink next time pple murder me, i also will say, heez, nvm lah. its okii .. Sunday is rest day and so i m gonna stay in my room all day and do my stuffs ... dun reali feel like gg out - i m dead beat ! last nite didnt haf a good slp, i duno why too, Juz feel tt i didnt haf a wink the whole nite ! guess is bcoz i slept too late le .. slept at 230 and i rmb waking up at 630 feel as thou i didnt slp at all ! my god and i pulled myself out of my damn blanket at 1230 .. came online and haf lunch - chicken rice and roast meat - again !!! i'm sick of chicken liao, eat till i was on the verge of vomitting on my last few mouths .. and finally, i gaf up, wrapped up n dumped into the rubbish churt i need sth new for my meals .. sick of eating chicken rice, duck rice, fish porridge, mixed veg rice, nasi lemak and prawn noodle i need sth new, mebbe sushi for all my meals ! and i miss tissue prata, hotcakes and big breakfast i miss hafing oh ni [ yam paste ] i wanna eat banana dessert pizza, dessert or desert ? hahaha i wan ben and jerry ice cream, tiramisu by spageddies and famous amous cookies .. tako pochi bacon and cheese, tori q chicken, mos chilli dog and i want stingray =x swtdrmz swtdrmz where are u ... mentioned till drmz, i had a terrible one last nite .. well, dun wish to mention it but still it kinda affects me .. but over is over, okii, drmz are the opposite of reality so no worries becca i gt my card reader ! its working perfectly fine and i reali hope it will con't workin well thou u are ugly but its okii, looks doesnt matter *giggle u pissed me off okii ... even if i m very close with ya, u reali made me mad stop looking dw on pple okii i gt enuff someone gaf me tis girl's blog link to read last nite this girl - *t from NYP guess everyone has heard abt wat happened to her .. but after reading her blog, i reali wanna say tis to her, girl, u are great, u are strong =) she's reali strong, i wonder which girl can go thru so much and still be dw dere standing and facing the world stop discriminating her and stop all the gosspiing, pple has alr let dw all the past and yet u meanies are still dw here disturbing her with all the crude ideas u had in mean wat goes ard comes ard okii, tts wat i always believe =) let them do watever they want ... they are green with jealousy, with wat we haf tt they wanto come all the way to spoil our life, shit* i let go of the past but tt doesnt means i had forgot how U had treated me, u made me lost someone tt meant so much to me, but nvm .. i dun blame u .. for at least i m happy with wat i had now =) my eyes starting to close, okii .. get to slp after tis posting .. LALALA tmr at ttsh .. omg, i dread .. coz of the group i m in shit* Juz reach home nt long ago, i feel like hitting the sack rite away, but i wanna get my card reader installation done and so .. i did it, and yes ! it managed to work =) had a hard time finding the suitable one for my PC plug and play version, version usb 1.0 .. but walked the whoole sim lim, the sales person said dun haf, and perhaps my starz are blessing me, i found one with uusb 2.0 tt says, suitable for version one but nd dl-ing of the hard-drive =) the person asked me to try and if it reali cant work, bring it bkk to him, so nice of him .. i m so happy ! i can upload my fotoz as often as i wanto ! yeahhh went bugis in the afternoon with esther, went shopped for the stuffz we want .. i saw i reali nice watch and brought it .. noe wat, tis is the first time i brought a watch, coz i normally dun wear one as my wrist is reali small but i gt a reali suitable one tis time =) went took neo print and met up with Kel after tt .. went ps and haf dinner at pasta mania and after tt off we went to catch CLICK Omg, its reali nice, funny and touching. the scenes reali made me cried and he goes : silly i cried a few times, till i reali goes *sniff sniff noe wats the morale of the story ? cherish wat u haf ard u, cherish every sec .. guess wat ! i got candy floss for the evening ! heez, brought one at the counter and we was like, wow, our childhood is back, hahaha been years ever since i eat ! i miss it but it doesnt take tt original, well, i juz duno how to describe it =x after movie went n haf lots of fun :) actually wanna go ECp but instead we went geylang to eat the shao bing, reali reali nice .. yuMm .. swtdrmz, cheer up okii ? show me ur big grinz ! ur grinz always chase my worries away, esp ur blehz smile always .. turning in .. nitenite everyone will i still love u in the morning ? forever n ever .. Juz reach home nt long ago, i feel like hitting the sack rite away, but i wanna get my card reader installation done and so .. i did it, and yes ! it managed to work =) had a hard time finding the suitable one for my PC plug and play version, version usb 1.0 .. but walked the whoole sim lim, the sales person said dun haf, and perhaps my starz are blessing me, i found one with uusb 2.0 tt says, suitable for version one but nd dl-ing of the hard-drive =) the person asked me to try and if it reali cant work, bring it bkk to him, so nice of him .. i m so happy ! i can upload my fotoz as often as i wanto ! yeahhh went bugis in the afternoon with esther, went shopped for the stuffz we want .. i saw i reali nice watch and brought it .. noe wat, tis is the first time i brought a watch, coz i normally dun wear one as my wrist is reali small but i gt a reali suitable one tis time =) went took neo print and met up with Kel after tt .. went ps and haf dinner at pasta mania and after tt off we went to catch CLICK Omg, its reali nice, funny and touching. the scenes reali made me cried and he goes : silly i cried a few times, till i reali goes *sniff sniff noe wats the morale of the story ? cherish wat u haf ard u, cherish every sec .. guess wat ! i got candy floss for the evening ! heez, brought one at the counter and we was like, wow, our childhood is back, hahaha been years ever since i eat ! i miss it but it doesnt take tt original, well, i juz duno how to describe it =x after movie went n haf lots of fun :) actually wanna go ECp but instead we went geylang to eat the shao bing, reali reali nice .. yuMm .. swtdrmz, cheer up okii ? show me ur big grinz ! ur grinz always chase my worries away, esp ur blehz smile always .. turning in .. nitenite everyone will i still love u in the morning ? forever n ever .. suppose to go swimming tdy ! but when i told my mum abt tt, she sound reluctant to let me go coz she said it's the 7th month rite now urgh, tis yr got 2 months of it, so when can i ever go for my swim .. (._.) but i guess i will still go nx week, well, go w/o telling her, come to the worse when i come home she niam only =x hmm yahh, i m a bad girl, i m always one, i juz love to be rebellious once in a while ! but shopping is still on .. meeting esther, updating tis while waiting for her to come ... gonna go ard shop, but the prob is, except for bugis and orchard, where else can we go ? spore is damn small but nvm, i still love spore =) evening time meeting kelvin to watch click, pray pray pray, tt there's timeslot for evening coz somehow tis movie has been out for quite sometimes .. i wanto go ECP, bring me go pls, hahaha .. i juz miss the sea, the sky and the air down dere ... i miss the feeling of hafing the wind brush across my face Amazed - i lurve tis song but duno why, whenever i hear tis, i tink of my swtdrmz, hahaha i told him tt, thou its unrelevant but i still duno why he will comes to my mind *wide grinz dun laugh lahh, hahaha .. i'll kill u and get that tuna and sardine off my face if nt i will pinch my nose whenever i c u i miss sch ! i cant wait for it to start, alright, 6 more weeks to go .. and i can tuck myself in all the food in the cafeteria, slp in class and haf funs witrh my crazy class mates Lols sky looks gloomy now, seems as its gonna rain NO, PLEASE DUN dun ruin my plans, i still wanna go gai gai and see starz tonight *pray *cross fingers debbieeeeeee, last nite jjoking with u de lahh, i m not angry with u, heehez jus wanna make u mad but duno y u didnt, always so nice to me i'll always be here ^^ i love u girl swtdrmz, i love u too, will u ever love me ? *blush recently suffering from severe STM, god, i reali will forget wat my frds told me the next minute i feel so paiseh when i ask xiuhui why she was commented as a gd student in the delivery suite, and she goes ... " hur, i tot i told u tt day ? u nv listen to me !" OMg ... i m reali sorrie girl, i dun mean it .. in fact, i keep forgetting the simple details, like what time we are suppose to report on monday tt kinda stuff, or perhaps i wasnt paying enuff attention. ermz, i hope tts the case =) finally .. the days in NUH are over *chirps tdy i was late for work, seriously in my whole life, all my attachment, tis is the first time i was late but it wasnt my fault at all ... i didnt woke up late, in fact i board the NEL at 6am .. but the stupid driver-less train was facing technical problem door couldnt close, stuck in the tunnel and moving like a trishaw for almost one hour well, i noe i shud stop whining but its nt fair while others dun need to make up for their lateness due to the technical problems, i haf to ! MDM YEO !!!!!!!!! I REALI HATE U NOW i did called u k, at 6am and asked if i could start at 8 instead, but u say its okii =( i m not angry coz i need to make up but its juz unfair ... anewae, wasnt bad at all, after the briefing, went bk to ward with rebekah .. walked here walked there, helped update i/o chart and soon it was 4pm .. next 2 weeks shall stuff myself with yong tau hu in ttsh heez, haf been eating 2 weeks de mee hoon kueh in NUH le and in sgh, i guess, i gonna spend all my 4 weeks eating fish porridge, LALALA and u noe wat, i reali dowana be in the group tt i mgonna be in ttsh coz its like, she put me alone with the other 3 of them and somehow, urgh .. i dunoo lahh .. forget it, another 8 months and i m out of here didnt get to see dr. joshua tdy, didnt get a chance to say bye to him .. he's reali nice =) tmr out for swimmmmm finally ... i yearn for the sun, i reali does ... after tt, it will be shopping time =D why are weekends so short ? i wish it can be longer, or rather, it would nv ends =) i need my beauty slp, i need my holidays, i need his smiles *big grinz twinkle stars bless him with all u haf ... bless him for his examz and make him smile again soon =) |
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