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tried a few quizzes online, and the answer is damn accurate =] 1.what kinda hugs do i give ^.^ _______________________ moii hugs are Gentle and Loving the person you hug can feel exactly how much they mean to you just by the way you hug them. you try your best to transfer all your love into that simple embrace. yUp, exactly .. action speaks louder den words .. thats me =) -.-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-.- 2.what kind of heart do i have (._.) _________________________ ii have a broken heart. i once loved but now ii can't bare to have a crush ii push everyone away that trys to help hmmm, but i thanks those who try to cheers me up ! -.-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-.- 3. how do i feel most of the time =] ___________________________ i live in fear. Something happened happened in the past that i can't seem to forget. i cry at night when everyone else is asleep. and in my spare time i sit in a corner thinking about what happened in the past. i dont want my friends to knows so i keep in a secret. Quote:I'm afraid...and I dont know if I will ever have the courage to face my fears -.-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-.- UrrrrrGGGhhh .. phrase test postpone till tmr 1 pm ~ ytd pOn 8 hours of PCA simply dun haf the mood to wake up and prepare for sch cos my mind was nt settled yet thou i wasnt feelin reali tired. guess i just wanna slp all my troubles away, thou they will still left unsettled .. i hugged hobbes and slp, as each sec pass, but my heart just ache even more (._.) so i just sent hamidah a sms and claim that i wont be going lesson as i m hafing migrane again .. Zheng jing called me but i m tOo laZy to reply cos i only wanto hug hobbes to slp .. even if u are not by my side anymore, i still gt hobbes to peii me =) its a companion tt he left for me i guess .. monday nyte went to his grandfather funeral wake cried when i went to see the body, guess its common to get emotional ?? firs reach dere saw his frds, dun like one of them cux he is always putting on a fuckin face. hello, i m with ur buddy, not u. so stop showing me tt kinda look .. was rather glad tt tings was not awkward between the 2 of us, at least we talked and chatted. sat with his sisters and relatives they all .. how i wish time will stop .. during the prayers, i kinda like stare long long at him and stone dere =) whenever our eyes met, we will look eyes to eyes for a few seconds and look away ... thou he never say anyting, but i can tell, there are many tots within u .. i just hope u will be happy =0) wat comfort me the me the most is that, esther told me, no matter wat happens, i m always her hao jie jie. girl, i LOve u tOo .. thanks for being there to help me thru out tis two years .. u will always be a good sister of mine =) played with his sister and cousin and went 7-11 to buy strepsils for his mama ... she was sick .. auntie, hope u are better by now =] ltr on tt nyte when i was abt to leave, initially he wanted to send me to the main road but i left without him, cos he was busy so .. i went off myself, better i guess, at least i wont like bu she de xD after i left, he sms me, ask me to be careful on the way home, hahaa .. den guess wat he said ? he asked me why i keep l0oking at him ? which make him shy .. well, u should noe why i look at u eh .. ("V") MISSING YOU ("V") wanted to go down to the wake ytd, but he asked me to rest at home .. well, i just wanna see u .. haiz .. revise for phrase test for 15 minutes and went to bugis .. its not being supertitious or wat, its just tt i believe in god ~ i went to the temple and ask for a lOt .. initially i didnt wanted to go, cos i m afraid to fact the true .. wat if i got a bad one, i will end up crying even more i guess. but i got a good one ^.^ went and ask the uncle and he interpreted further for me .. _________________ tis describes the harmony of the sun and the moon .. symbolises great good fortune, watever u wish will materialize. a man and woman will unite in marriage, they will be abundant of riches and an even better harvest to come. family and ur safety is guaranteed. trading will propser and u will make money easily. marriage will be sucessfully arranged and a boy will be born. A VISITIOR WILL COME SOON AND THE MISSING WILL REAPPEAR. TINGS LOST WILL BE FOUND ... __________________ well, i dunno how long muz i wait again .. but i guess fate lies in the god, its someting we cant control =) mebbe years ltr, 40 yrs ltr, we end up being together again ??? hahaa, i hope s0 =) came to noe tt, the chinese believes tt marriage are continued from our previous life .. so i guess, perhaps i own him too muCh in my previous life. well, he might not be the one who will be marrying me ! so save tt for ltr yeah !!!!!!!! hahaas .. after going to the temple, suppose to meet audrey and debbie at the same time. audrey wanted to la kopi and debbie meeting me up to buy someting .. but in the end, audrey didnt come cos she stuck in little india with her frd, haaa... so la kopi session was delayed =) met up with debbie and i went for my haircut first while debbie went to BO .. haiz~ previously when he and me broke up, i also went to cut hair .. i hope after i cut, tings will be better, a new start xD after tt we went watch x-men ! i lurve storm, she's so incredible. hehhe i m the mystique .. muahahaha ... debbie, dun faint, u are the one who said tt =P after movie, we went around to shop .. bb so nice to marmar, cos she brought someting so nice for him n for herself .. add up came to a total of $120 wOOOOOoooo ... bb, why i dun have ? muahhe .. after tt, went to V8 cafe at bugis for dinner .. ate fish and chips and she had chicken baked rice .. thanks deb for the dinner .. i shall treat u one day when the chance come okie ? when my pocket is full and nt empty hehhe .. sat dere we talked and slacked till 9 lidat den we make our way home .. tts how the nyte ends =) hobbes hobbes, i love u .. to all my friends out there, thanks for being here for me .. esther, debbie, naga, Zheng jing, ivy, yu hua, catherine, innyi, daniel .. thanks =) i hope i will be strong, no matter if i will be waiting for him or i will be letting go .. i m the girl with a broken smile now .. i hope i will find my smile back soon .. i hope i can reali have someone who loves me more den i love him. someone who will makes my day whenever i m with him .. Zheng jing is ryte .. sometings once it passes u, one will live to regret .. i guess so .. cos i once gaf up someone who love me so much for the sake of the one who hurt me so much .. sily little me ... well .. wounds will heal but when ?? no one noes .. but i hope one day i m able to put u down .. >."< someone is waiting for ur return =] no matter when turn back, u will see her smiles .. huggies  as sec tick pass, my heart ache even more ... day by day, i just hope to forget the love i had for u .. even if we dun talk again in our life, u remain special to me and u had made a difference in my life once in a time =] i loOk up to u, treasure and cherish u thou i dunno if u real had been all tis times .. but i feel it when i was with u .. take care ~ i m out of his life he is out of mine ... the past still haunts mi memories of the past keep flashin thru my mind =x it makes me cry it makes me wanna die .. i simply love u too much tt i gotta let go =( will we be together again ?? i will miss the past but i dowana cling on it ... i will never love someone as much as i had again .. cos heartbreak is wat i get in return i wish u will tell me whats on ur mind 120104 always on my mind =] i saw the sunshine tdy =] but i doubt i exist in his life anymore .. i said with wat supported evidence debbie u noe it ryte !! Keep smiling =] i love ur smile it never fails to bright up my days even thou i dun get to see u as often as i wanto but noein tt u are somewhr beneath the skies i will smile t0o =) my dream world would be a land of fantasy and romance. The sun would set over marshes and citadels and the pale stars would appear one by one as the world prepares for slumber. tt nyte when ii went esplanade .. i recalled back so maNy tings =') happi moments tt i had with my loved one .. still rmb one yr during my birthday .. with Kel .. he celebrated moii birthday dere, sang a birthday song ryte into my ears which made me cried on the spot .. moments where he took my hand and stroll down the path way i guess all dese wont happened again for tings are coming to an end ?? loOkin forward for the ferri wheel to be complete .. he promised me he'll be the one who bring me to ride on it, view the jaw-dropping scenery, will u still be the one? i doubt so, the chance seems so ... little =x sing me a birthday song, with a lited candle cake =) will it be u ? will it ???? I DUNNO .. tt nyte, me and deb look at the ever-changing clouds ... ate corns under the starry skies .. talk all our problems out but ... its still unsolved ... i dunno wat u want from me, but i can tell you, i m not the rebecca tt i used to be. i grow up under the circumstances tt u gaf .. i came so far to be strong after so much hurt i had inflicted on myself .. i OWNED you wat i haf tdy .. - scars - deb innyi told me to give him a sms first .. perhaps he's waiting for my msg =] but no, i wont .. so many times, for the past 2 years plus, i m the one who keep giving n giving in. i m the one who took the initiative. even when i m not at fault, i gaf in and apologised .. wat more can u ask from me ?? if u had been taking tings for granted, den i guess i will get out of ur life. yes i will .. i m just waiting for monday 00:00 to come .. how i gonna tell u, i dunno .. but i guess, come to the worse, lets remain silence for the rest of our life =) doesnt think of him that muCh liao =) hmmm now only can wait for monday to come cos monday will be the last chance i m giving tis relationship jus realize sth stunned tdy gt the weird feeling deep inside, keep poppin in my mind but .. i guess, nth will come out of tis cos .. ITS IMPOSSIBLE ANYMORE anyway .. i m better =]]] tmr test, unprepared .. no mood to study tis few days, guess gonna burn midnyte oil tonyte liao =0) bb, its great to hear the good news =) muacks .. take care kie ... fallin in Love is easy, letting go is hard .. dun ask me if i m feelin better cos i can still feel the heart ache deep inside =] HAIZ but i m feelin much much more better after doing silly tings like poppin the pills and inflicting hurt on myself by slashin on my thigh =] most impt, i feel MUch better cos they are dere for me : debbie =] Naga =) NiCholas =') admOnd =} esther ^.^ agNes ^^ i LOVE YOU ALL thanks so mUCh =') i noe u all dun reali noe how to help me but being here for me, is alr a big aid emotionally =) letting go Hurts ! but i reali wanna let go badly, i dowan shed any more tears .. ZhengJing is ryte, a man who is worth ur tears wont make u cry .. but y haf i been shedding tears for him on n off for 2 years plus ?? i guess i gotta let it go bit by bit thou ... i still hab the sickening habit, checkin my fone if he did sms me, but no(._.) since the moment i slashed myself, my heart hardens .. now i m glad, i didnt slash it for nth =) for when i see my wounds now, it reminds me not to think of u, not to miss u and most of all, not to sms u !! i dunno when u will take the initiative to sms me, neither do i noe when will ur cooling dw periods ends .. but now, i noe .. even if u sms me, i wont get back to ur sms so soon cos .. yes i m bad, u train me out all these years u train me to be strong by letting my fall all over again ... deep in my heart, i alr announced us as broken up .. i dowana to but l0okin at tings ryte now, we r nt even like a couple .. i deleted ur contacts in my fone, change my profile names and bluetooth nick .. i put our neo prints away cos i dowana see UUUUUU ! stop wearing our ring since dunno which day .. dowan feel its presence cos everytime i fiddled with it, my heart aches even more .. this 2 days i keep thinkin : where and who did u go out with tt nyte ?? i got the feeling, the instinct, tt u'r out with someone =) sending her home too .. but after much tinkin, i banished the tot and told myself : "forget it. i dowan noe for the truth hurts .. sths are better left untold .. curiousity kills the cat .." i dunno if i still love u arnot, i think it still do for it still yearns for ur sms .. but for sure, i wont love u like last time le .. i will love myself more, love anyone more but not u .. u took away 3/4 of the love i had for u, smashed it totally .. i guess i m lidat too in ur heart ? its a pity tt tings might and are coming to an end =( i dowan it tis way, u are the one =] SHOO~~~ reread the sms u sent me .. everyting well said but not welll done so wats the point of saying it when u dun even mean it ??? i feelin like seein the smiles now xD it just light my dae up but i guess i cant see as n when i wan .. but it remains in my mind !! -THINK- DEB, be strong, i m here for eUuu no matter what happens, i promise =) there are better man out dere =) Jus noe read thru naga's blog, den realized she actually post tis for me =] .. CHeer up ya.. don like to see u sad again..Don gif up so easily hao ma??!!Gif him sometime again... i kne its not fair for u.. but for this 1 last time??At the same time u think carefully.. U think its worth it? U'r veri sure this time round u can go on w/o him in ur life..??Realli don wanna see u suffer.. see u hurting urself.. ookHeartache to see tat its the end of such a long , sweet, loving relationship..The romance u guys share is unbelievable.. so pls don gif up so easily.. ookThe same thing... no matter wad i will support u.. juz like last time.. =)LUV U GER_____ take care!! *--------------------------* tears filled my eyes at the split sec .. i dun wish to give up too hao bu rong yi build a relationship tt come tis far i m tinking, deep in my heart should i let go ? i dunno .. thou i noe he still love me, but i cant stand the way he treats me now veri hurting why issit tt he never once spare a tot of how i feel when he is doing all this stuns but i will try to hang on as long as i can i just need u by my side =) DEAR, I LOVE YOU SIMPLY TOO MUCH, TILL I BU SHE DE LET GO dedicated gary's de shi jie wei yi de ni for uuu .. muacks - ZHE GE SHI JIE WEI YI DE NI [the only u in tis world ] SHI WO YONG YOU DE QI JI [hafing you is a miracle] DUI WO SHUO DE YI ZI YI JU [everyword you said to me] DOU SHI WO MEN DE MI MI [ is a secret that we shared] JIN JIN YONG BAO WEI YI DE NI [ embracing the only u in my arms] WU KE JIU YAO DE JIAN DING [ is a belief i strongly hold onto] JIU SUAN SHI JIE Yu WO WEI DI [ even if the world set itself against me] WO YE YUAN YI, WO SHEN MUE DOU YUAN YI [ i m more den willing ] KAN KAI,GUO QU SUO YOU DE BEI AI [put down all the past sorrows] DOU ZHI SHI SHUN LIAN WO WEI NI YONG GAN [ all tis r just training me to be brave, for the sake of u] ZHEN AI, ZHAO LIANG LE QI HEI DE YE WAN [ true love lit up the gloomy nyte] QUN ZHAO LE BI CI YI BEI ZI [ been searching for each other for almost half of our life] ZAI YE BU FENG KAI [ i dowan seperated from u again] WO YOU YI FU CHU YI QIE JIAO HUN [ i m willing to give everyting up jus to exchange] WO LING HUN DE LIN YI BAN [ the other half of moi soul ] i WIll climb the highest mountain i will swim the deepest sea DUI WO SHUO DE YI ZI YI JU [everyword you said to me] DOU SHI WO MEN DE MI MI [ is a secret that we shared] JIN JIN YONG BAO WEI YI DE NI [ embracing the only u in my arms] WU KE JIU YAO DE JIAN DING [ is a belief i strongly hold onto] JIU SUAN SHI JIE Yu WO WEI DI [ even if the world set itself against me] WO YE YUAN YI, WO SHEN MUE DOU YUAN YI [ i m more den willing ] .. moii the pain is more obvious now, even worse in the morning .. i shouldnt have blame on my fingers blame on my heart i wish i was less committed =) i feel lIke leting go .. i rather let go now den get more hurt in the long run .. my brain is tellin me one ting and my heart is telling me another ting my brain is telling me to my heart ask me Looking back, u find regrets .. i wonder.. how many pple look back w/o finding regrets in their life =/ 2 years 4 months 8 days which iis 28 months 8 days [if one month= 28 days] its alr 792 days =) which is 2851200 seconds .. having spent 2851200 secs with him, how many of it is pure happi memories ?? i dUnno .. haiz ytd wrote alot of letters for him at his house while he is at work .. abt 3 to 4 .. i wish i didnt care, so i cant be bother to write so mUCh .. i cried suddenly which reali stunned his younger sis lucky me, i still gt her to keep me in a cheerful mood cos she's full of tricks xD seeing the photo still lies in the frame, i m reali glad. but still, xin li you yi zhong shuo bu chu de feeling =x can i be can i ? i guess i cant cos its just part of my character .. m i blessed or m i not ?? i dunno ... listen to cao ge's song reali make my heart ache even more he sang how i feel inside he sang tt feeling out everyting tt makes me wanna cry even more .. went for walkaton tdy, haiya, dunno how to spell =s didnt walk at all hahas spent the day talkin to v.o.n tak abt love of our life, yes the how i wish i m as strong as she is so i wont suffer in the hand of anyone =) say him again tdy, outside cafe and in the cafe =) guess he mus be the rays of my life i dunno why but seeing him smile, deep inside got a kinda undescribable feeLing somtimes reali wish tings can be different is it reali hard to maintain a frdship ? i wish, we are frds .. but i cant ask for more cos i inflicted a i guess, being able to see his smile, is more den i could ask for .. hi bye frd, i guess we r nt even tt =x - my skies seem gloomy - Jus for Kel =] Sa Rang Hae Yo Means I Love You 代表着我 离不开你 每分每秒 每一个声音 只有你撒娇 会让我微笑 Sa Rang Hae Yo 只对你说 I Will Love You And Forever More 我答应 Baby You Will See 每一个我都属于你   cute cute precious dear =] missing u every now and then no matter how far apart we are i noe our heart beat as one =D muacks i miss eUuu i reali do .. how i wish tings are back like normaL tis veri sec baby dear .. I LOVE YOU Love u so mUChieee .. listen to so many songs remind me of uu esp gary's de superwoman and shi jie wei yi de ni .. I LOVE I LOVE U DO U NOE TT gonna hug ur pillow later, i dun care =x humpf ytd didnt didnt went well, sth unhappy happened .. i also dunno how to put it .. i hope i m being paranoid, suspect tt he's hafing someone else again .. thou he gave me his reassurance, i cant help but being worry =( bi jing, i got bitten once .. the scar is still dere .. being collegues is fine, but maintain ur distance .. ytd when he picked me up from sch, she was smsing him, ask him wat time he going down to spag. den during movie time, she ask him if he's home yet .. i dunno lah, i reali dunno .. i reali hoe like wat he had said, they got nth btw them ... my mind is in a mess i hope i'm not so devoted in a relatioship at least i wont be hurt by hm time and time again dear, its nt i dowan trust u, but u gotta prove it to me ... i wish i can let tings go by easily so i can let u go w/o missing u, w/o crying my heart out actually he baked a cake for me, but he didnt give it to me, its still in spag .. cos of so many unhappiness lately, i guess his heart ask him not to do so .. but thanks dear, the cake reali veri nice =') thanks for the effort, i reali appreciated it =) i dunno if u ever give me the cake, or u will throw it away .. i just wanna let u noe tt, i m reali touched and stunned whnen u show me the photo .. haiz love u my dear i gt a doZen of tings to get off moii chest but i simply dunno how to ~haiz but somtimes feel so glad tt i still gt a couple of buds for me to confide in =) furends like naga, debbie in sch .. thanks gers =) feelin rather frustrated tis mornin, dunno why also .. was in the lab doing practical den ivy suddenly say fri meet up and do proj .. was feeling like, wth ... cos i noe if reali meet up, in the end i guess also gt no outcome .. feel like changing grp but somehow i just feel bad for leaving them .. well, dunno la .. past one day count one day den =s ytd went tm with deb .. went eat mac with her den actually planned to watch movie together, but bcos of some reason den nv liao eat till helf way someone's appearance made me veri shock =x didnt expect a hi frm him, but well, seeing the laughters on his face again, somehow i feel a bit better =] well, just dunno how to describe that feeling =) saw him in the cafe just now also .. well, keep bumping into him these few days .. nan dao when one is feelin dw, they will see their guardian angel *arbish* i m spouting nonsense so ignore me .. hahaaas ... yipees,dear tmr bringing me go spageddies mum mum =D yeah yeah yeah .. single seafood sizzlini in white wine sauce ! slurp toasted garlic bread dipped in soup of the day .. or rather pepperoni bread xD follow by tiramisu and banana milkshake ! yUmmmmMmm cant wait for sch to end tmr .. muahahaha den after dinner, plan to go watch movie but dunno watch wat cai hao ... hope tmr eveyting goes well loL =] gonna buy gary's and rainie de cd, dear gonna get it from me at rivervale plaza, hope he can pass it to me tmr =] i still feel a bit down cos of wat had happened on sun how i had treat my sweetie ... hope tis kinda ting wont happen again, dear, i give u moi words, i will kick tt habit. sorrie babe ... mUacks !!! I LOVE YOU KELVIN TEO .. HEHHE yeah, blue .. cos monday blues =x doesnt reali haf a nice slp last nyte despite oning my air con at full blast e colder it is, the more lonely u feel deep inside .. cried last nyte in front of moii telebision ='( nt cos of the drama which is playing .. but cos of wat i m going thru deep in moii heart .. dear, i m sorrie tt i vent my anger on u .. u muz haf feel damn mad with me but there's nth u can do other den ignoring me .. thou u might not see tis .. i still wanna say: * i love u, i reali do, i love u more den anyting, anyone * i dunno when the cold war will be until, but i hope, the dark clouds will be blown away soon .. LooKing forward to seee euu o.O scored 7 upon 10 for my bio quiZ on the urinary system, not bad liao lah .,. hehhe .. i still tot i will fail, if fail reali malu la cos paper is marked by my classmates de o.O received a bag of sweets and chocolates from JiahUi, so nice of her .. thAnks gEr *hugs* come to tt, i haben brought her bdae pressie yet, guess it will go to her =x another long day of schooL guess i will be damn distracted in the later part of the day cos i reali feeel veri blue .. haizz dear, i miss u so .. love u my sweetie =) heart wrecking .. =/ haiz ..  wedding dinner at the M okie, gonna update wat had happened during the past few days =] ___12 May 2006___ his sister big day .. pack my stuffs and went over to his house in the afternoOn went compass pt brought the pair of high heels, den go over .. ate the buffet lunch tt dere ordered and shortly his sister came back for the tea ceremony =) she look so pretty in the traditional outfit !!!! so nice, so pretty .. hahaa, sth veri funny happen .. when esther turn to offer the tea to her sister n brother in law, as she walk, she said " wow, got ang bao take leh" hahaa, everyone just end up laughting out loud. after tt took pictures together with the bride and the bride groom .. 4 plus went down to the saloon and makeover, prepare for the wedding at nyte .. the hairdresser curled my hair =D veri satisfied with the outcome =) at nyte arrived at m hotel, veri class ! hahaas .. love the ambience down dere .. den me n dear helped out as receptionist, direct pple to their table etc .. the dinner was wonderfuL, everyone was so happy =] esp the yam seng tt part, hehhe ... dear drank so much red wine tt he was a bit drunk after the dinner .. got trouble handling him in the cab on the way back to his house =x keep muttering nonsense, silly dear.. i love uuu .. how abt eUUu .. u love to eat chicken or cockroach ? chicken is his childhood swtheart cockroach is me, cos they called me caca -.- __________________________________ ytd went visit his grandfather .. to my surprise he still recognise me when his papa ask him who m i .. nearly cried suddenly reali hope he will recover soon .. =] crying deep inside what can i do ... if u dun even understand wat i m going thru .. i reali dun dare to ask anyone to understand me anymore .. i m ridiculous in ur mind always .. starting from 2 years ago .. i m .. and tis preception of your have never change i suppose .. now, tis veri minute, my tears is free .. free for my stomach .. anyone wants ?? tmr is ... me and his : 2 years 4 months anniversary !! Love u my darling =] tdy is lovely thurs tmr is lovely ph ... -.- my ear stud gt confiscated by the stupid class advisor and kel said because she dun like me .. nvm, i never adore her from the start anyway cos she is racist anewae .. gonna get a new pair ltr on just simply 3 bucks, wat the big deal ... saw mr png in the cafe just now .. hahaas ... he's not a lecturer or wat .. he's just someone with evil laughter .. someone who is blessed with a nice gr =) gotta find info for geron classes dunno wat stupid biological programmin theory -.- sound more like biochem class ryte ?? geron is boring, geron is dry geron is simply sick but i'm forced to take it -.- yr 2 is full of chimology .. full .. stack of chimology ... if only i have doraemon pancakes, den i dun need to memorise and study like hell ... sLeepy .. damn tired tdy .. thou tdy dun need wake up at 6 tdy, but still i still feel like collasping =[ thanks to dear, he sent me to sch .. thanks to my mum, for pestering him to stay overnye ytd =p hehhe .. ytd slep around 12 plus, waited for him to bath and acc him go down take the helmet up, in case it rain .. so nice to have him in moii arms thru out the nyte =x last nyte he bought me to eat wanton =D my favourite ! hahaas, i ordered a bowl of $5 de wanton insider gt abt 30 plus i tink many ryte ??? hehhe .. the wanton reali veri nice, located at beach rd dere de ... but muz wait veri llong .. 2nd year is so tough lecturer teach like bullet train .. lesson end so late everyday haiiz .. tis morning de bio lesson i listen till gong gong cos ii miss monday lesson trying very hard to catch up with the lesson while on e other hand, continue doing moii uncompleted mind map .. everytime reach home alr half dead alr, thou reali wanto revise, but you xin mei li - gt heart no strenght, hehhe .. yipee tmr thurs after tmr holiday =] fri fri faster come cos its his sister wedding veri excited abt itt .. hehhe 6pm faster come !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i wanna go home orh orh .. ltr gt der for me to hug again .. hehhehehehehehe nth to blog le ... shall continue next time tdy no sch for caca hehhe .. __________________ l[ 6th mAy ]l went out with debbie to shop around in town .. we went heeren and taka and to queensway .. finally we brought our ayam brand bag =D hehhe, the le coq sportif .. initally deb n me wanted to buy the light blue n purple and the black and silver one respectively, but when we try it on it jus dun suit us ! den we try on each other de, to our surprise, it match us so perfectly .. hehhe .. so i brought the lite blue n purple de, den deb brought the black and silver one ... in the evening, we went to hougang mall and walk walk .. walk till halfway, i felt reali veri sick .. den i took a cab home from dere and deb wanted me to inform her when i get home .. but i guess i forget .. hehees was down with a high fever -38 degree- shortly i reached home .. ruin all my plans for tt nyte, suppose to go arcade and watch movie w darling after he finished workin de but end up staying at hM to wait for him =[ but at least i still gt my darling and my mama to nurse me thru out the nyte =] poor dear, guess he didnt reali slept well, cos whole nyte i keep disturbing him .. he keep checking for my temp and forcin mr to drink water =x finally sunday morning, my fever subsided .. _______________________ l[ 7 may ]l fever subsided liao .. woke up in the morning n realize tt i m slping in his arms ^-^ feel so cosy and safe whenever he hug me .. Zzzz till 1130 plus dear wake up and go downstairs to buy the bottled "caixin" and the black bean fish for me so i can go with my porridge ... he peii me eat the same ting also, so i wont feel so blue =] after tt .. he helped me changed my hamster beddings, i went to bathe and we went out to town .. went to bugis to look for clothes at the edge .. saw a flaired skirt which was reali nice and it goes pretty well with one of the top in the shop but there wasnt any new piece anymore, so i didnt purchsed it thou the salesgirl offered 30% for it. so i jus buy the skirt =] after tt me n dear went pasta mania and eat as i was craving for pasta ^-^ ate the prawn aglio in tom sauce, den dear ate the pizza .. ordered a mushroom soup and some garlic bread .. but i still prefered those at spageddies ! hehhe ... after lunch, we went sgh to visit his ah gong ... he seem pretty sick, hope he will recover soon and hope he's able to attend dear's sis weddin tis fri =] stayed awhile over dere, chat with his aunties, cousins before going orchard .. went taka first, walked past pepper lunch and i reali wanna eat but dear dun let cos too heaty liao .. so i put up a kelian face but still he dun care =.= he went eat auntie anne prezel but i cant eat !!! beat him ! hmp .. den we went to adidas shop, brought the bag i wanted ! hehhe .. also brought a top a saw at cine .. to go with the skirt i had =] baby baby dear, when can i see u again .. Hmmm i miss u so muCh |