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finally i hab the time to come online - to update my blog, personaLise my frdster and catCh up with moii frds =] tdy MOrniin shift, quite fUn lol, not so slaCk tdy cos no mOre seCond yR de liao *hiphiphoRray* oPps ! eRmz, hab been hearing quite alot of stuffs froM moii frds tt the 2nd yR actually complAined tO Ms Cheong tt we went For break for more den the time giVen, but guess wAt, the pot calling the kettle blacK .. ane idea how slaCk was dere, well .. moRe den me, hehhe .. its the 2nd weeK in ward 55a .. cOol plaCe *wink* a class ward, equipped with full blast air cOn, tv for the pt, and nt to forget, for us to rnjoy toO .. ghees damn cold sia over dere, till i reali pull over my jacket and wear =] but once u walk over to 55b, completely diff, hOotttt =x 55a damn slack de, we do nth but para,para and para .. hehhe .. most of the time all we can do is serve diet, do para nia .. jUs tt tdy gt sth new to do ! SMU ! hehhe, nt spore managment university okie, is save measured urine .. one pt went for bladder washed out, den the catheter less den 20 mins will full liao, so we mUst like drain every now and den .. these few days, gt reali veri upset with 2 of moi collegues .. thOu i m quite close to u gers, bt i still gtta say tis .. dUn be se selfish can u .. ask pple for help but when pple need ur help, u gers Jus turn ur baCk on and still said, thats ur room, nt mine. whoever see call bell need to answer k, regardless of wat roOm, wonder if one day another room gt blue code, are u gonna stand dere and say "thats nt moi roOm, its urs" we always help u all to take parameters bt when it comes to our side, have u all done anyting ?? its damn irritatin okie, i just couldnt believe how muCh u have changed .. even parvin also get pissed .. gonna attend moi uncle's wake in the later evening, burn joss stick for him den go home ohh ohh, tmr mornin shift. heard tt if u attend a wake, u cant attend a wedding function ? hMm, i wonder. nvm la .. haiz, at most dun attend the wedding function loL .. still will gib my best wishes de =D feeL so slPy now but dun feel like slping, gonna hit my pillow in one hr time and wake up and meet darling .. he gonna fetch me dere =] erMx .. sad sia, tis sat gt make up again .. haiz, tis yr dunno why, keep falling sick .. reali is gou nian bu li .. mUahahah ... tings hab been going quite well for me, except for the tings happenin in ward .. tings are fine between me and him =] tdy he said .. he reali hope tt we can go thru thick and thin, esp ns that period while he is away .. he dowan to come out frM Ns without me by his side =] well, dear .. i will be dere, dun woRry .. muacks ... haben finish my duck rice yet thou feeling hungry, not nice de =x the duck o much bone, just now nearly get stuck in moi guMs !!!!!!!!!! ltr i die from chokin .. hehhe .. jus now coming homr tt time, saw deb while boarding moii bus so i sms her and we chatted for awhile. haiz. i m not going for my tkd grading test, cos i havnt been attending moii tkd training ever since jAn ?? mostly due to moii attaChment .. reali dun hf the energy to kick liao =x and of cos, partly due to some other reasons .. well .. i hope i can get on with moii life without finding any regrets when i lOok baCk and tt applies to moii relatioship as well ... sometimes tings come to a state where everyting cant salvage anymore no matter how hard we try .. if the other party cant bury the past, wat else can we do .. it take stwo hand to clap =] from all these yrs, reali can see, no couples can remain as real frds after break up, why are guys lidat ? maybe only they themselves noe. are u all reali tt petty ?? heaven noes .. lOls wanna watch urs, mine & ours .. seems like a nice show, guess its somehow resembles cheaper by a dozen 2 ?? Hmm, muz wait for darlin to be free to watch .. dear, when r u free ??!! miss yA K.C.e.A.L ^ l Kel And Ca
 (^.^) yUpps .. i Love tis phOto .. one of moii fav xDtAken with dear at his house somewhere in feb i tiNk =] preCious dear, i lOve eUUU .. muaCksss tdy neber go worK .. work up in the morning, suddenly feel a sudden crAmp in my stomACh area like as thou someone is tying a knot on my intestine n stomaCh .. hurt till i reali cant move at all =x i tot it will be gone after a few minuTes, but it nV (:_:) den my mama said, if Veri pAin den dUn go work, call ms cheong to tAke leave well, called .. bUt ms cheong alwAys nv on hEr fone de ! wa sia .. so i smsed sabriNa to ask her pass the msg to Ms Cheong, in case she nv checked her hp =x went baCk to sLp and when i woke up around 8+, the pAin was gone, bUt my mum still insisted on bringing me alOng to the poLy cliniC .. went see doC at tp, damn it .. i hate polyCliniC, waited for 2 hours plUs loh. luCky gt moii mp3 with me if nt i tell u, i reali will bang wall =x doC said my stomaCh inside gt air, tts why will pAin .. gave me soMe manegsium carbonAte and at the same time i ask for some geL to apply on my terrible uClers hAiiz, whole life, alwAys the same siCkness -- gastriC probleMs and UlCer .. alwAys hAUnt me, wonder if one day i will get CA stomaCh arnot =x choy ! after seeing doC, went pharmaCy to collect mediCine, upon payment reAliZe tt the aUnt had charged me adUlt rate instead of the usuaL stUdent rate .. so my mUm, the same old her, told the aUnt =.= i was damn mad, not at my mum, but at the stupid aunt .. she said why nv show her the student card in the first plaCe, she said alot of craPz man .. said wat if u all sporean so kiasu, dowanna paid a few dollars more, den be more aUtomatiC flash ur student card lah .. after she see moii student card, guess wat she said ... she said, i dUnno if u are a student arnot cos ur forehead nv write "i m an ITE student" FUCK u lAh .. its not like as if u are frM university or poLy, i dUn tink u are better den anywhere loh. i jus shoot her baCk - its ur job to ask for the student pass and in the first plaCe u nv ask for it. its ur job so dun kao bei with me ('-') she just stare with me with that kinda look and i just glare baCk at her. i dun xcare if she tinks that i m rude, but if u dun admit ur mistake, den dun say pple till lidat. dUn insult ite students okie, they are not as bad as wat u all think .. at least i guess, i'm more educated den u ! u jUs piss me off ! shOOo gonna bath and go dear dear house liao, hahaas, actuaLLy suppose to reacH dere quite early but sinCe he plAying mj, den i go late abit ba .. hMmm, haben taken my medicine yet =x sometimes wonder, wat for i see doC sia. everytime see le i nv eat the medicine de, haiz. i m jus laZy lah, i hate the pills, the syrup .. tmr mornnin shift =x muz get hOme early tonyte, but no matter how early i get hOme, i always end up slping late =D hahas ... ward 55a, same ward as geok huay from wat xiu hui has told me, haiz, xiu hui at b sia, sad ... reali wanna work with u gers .. tis sat gotta make up again actually planned to follow my frds go zoUk tis st but noW it seems like .. haiz ! Hmm, gotta go pOm poM liao .. update some other time daRlin .. miss yA its sUnday agAin .. hAte sunday cos after sUnday its gonna be monday whiCh is the beginning of waking up early =x ytd was moii last day of attChment in ward 46 yesh .. finAlly come to an end of it !! actually ytd we arent suppose to go at 4pM cos the mass casualties exercise was nt finisH yet, the whole ting end at 6Pm loh, no way we are gonNA stAy till tt lAte unless u pAy us like wat we said =x so .. when the minUte hAnD strike 12 .. hahaas, we sneak and sign off ! lols, feel guilty and bad lah, bt nt as bad as the sisters thou .. humpf !! hMm somehow Veri bu she de with Mooi EN ans SN .. after noeing them for so long, actually they quite good also =] ytd before we left, one of the SN said, if they ever scold us before, dun take it to heart =) well, rest assure we wont for we noe u gers did that for our own good, wat more ever we are future nurses to be !! Hmm tdy is our anniversary =] tWo yrs two months le lolx ! hAppy anniversary dear ... dUnno tdy gt meet him arNot cos his eyes aRe still tt red haiiz, worry sia .. bt ytd i go see Him after worK, the reddness ard the circumferenCe of his pupils is stArting to get baCk to normaL le =] dear oH, rmb pUt ur eyes geL kiex ! quiCk quick recover and we go take neoprints agAin =D i lUb eUu .. i reAli do .. ghee mebbe ltr i go find hIm ba, if nt he stuCk @ hM alone also Veri siiAn =.= gt a bad drM last nyte, drM abt mAny many tings =.= i dRm .. haiz, doWAn say bt its sOmeting i reali fear will come true some day .. i told KelKel, he asked me not to worry .. hahasss Hmm .. so hungry now, waiting for my fish porridge t0 come baCk my mouth so pAin sia .. gt mAny ulCer, 7 leh =.= pAin till when i bite food also gt pRob, sad ... pAin till my head also will pAin .. haiz .. tMr is a new day at ward 55b .. heard its air conditioner =D well, mAke me wanna work moRe hard and slaCk more ! lOlsss well, hope everyting will be better doWn dere and nt like thAt damn ward 46 =.= _______________ I wrote your name on the sand bUt it got washed awAy. I wrote your name on the cloUds, bUt e wind bloW it away. god saw me in the darkness so he created u to lite up moii life. He saw me without hAppiness, so he created YOU. The rain makes all things beautiful. The grass, the flowers n eUu too. _____________ l[1 last day -- final coUntdown to the end of moii misery in ward 46]l hAhas, tdy work was fUn ! fUn cos mAny tings happened .. hehhe tdy inserted ng tube for one of the ah ma in my rOom to my surprise, she nV scream or groan but she tried to pull the ting oUt .. hehhe i was so damn scared sia =.= i was sweating cold sweat Jus now lolss den jUs nw when prepared the ngt trolley, me and geok huay were like so clumsy ! hAhaa we JUs dUnno wat to prepare for the insertion ! fOrget le, opps ... lUCky SN assisted me, if not i reali dUnno wat to do .. heh tdy we break for a totally of ...... 1 hr 45 minUtes ! hAhAaa we slaCked so muCh sia, was bUsy till me n geok huay went for break at only 7pM =s brought delifranCe tdy, vEri ex worr .. $8 .. bUt nVm la, long long time pampered ownself shouldnt be a prob. we went staff loUnge and eat .. shiokkkk ghees tmr last day of attChment .. YESYESYES !!! finAlly ! i wait till tis day to come so can go other ward .. actually tis ward nt totally bad lah, there are some gd staffs ard tOo =] haiz, so sad. tonyte no dear dear here to pEi me, he go hOme tdy le cos moii family they all Come baCk frm bintan le .. my mama asked me why dun ask hIm stAy tonyte so he dun nd run here run dere, jUs told her he need hIs rest =] dear .. faster get well soOn oKie ? mauCk ... no matter wAt happen, i will be here for u de, jUs like how u used to be dere for me tt time =] miss yA ! was so hAppy jUs now when he came dw specially to fetCh me hOme !! hehhe ... thanks dear .. hMm nV reply moii sms liao, tink he slp liao ba =s reali hope tt the days to Come will be better .. hMm .. the frd who previously was nt on talkin terms with me cos of some issues we are talkin liao =] thou nt as mUCh bt better den nth ryte ? all everyone need is time i guess .. to put all the unhappiness behind us is all matters =] reali hope everyone will be happii .. hMmm .. sometimes tink here tink dere ah .. wonder i will be a nurse after i pass out aRnot .. haiz .. dUnno lAh, sometimes reAli feel liike giving up bUt second tot ~ its alr been a year .. at least finish the other 1 yr, my efforts wont be wasted =] whether i be a nurse arnot, i dUnno bUt for sUre .. i will be good one if i m gonna be one =D hahass ___ ouR lurve aRe developed oVer time jUs like the wine ... the longer it is, the better it taste =] ___ 1 2 0 1 0 4 zZzz it was a suprise tt i woKe up so eArly, hahaas .. haiz, open mOoii eyes jUs nW anD finD the plaCe beside me emPty =( after a few seConds den realiZed, oh, dear went for his follow up @ sgh liao didnt aCC hIm cos i was reali tired, ltr afternOon shift, wanna get more rest. bUt jUs nw 9 i wake up, i couldn t get to slp anymore, thou now my eyes still dun feel like openin up =x last nyte slp at 1 am =D we waTChed mtV together dUuhh lalala, sing sOng togEther *grInss* ytd attChment, haizz ... dUn reali haf the mood in the first plaCe can reali c frM mOi face tt i m sulking all bCos of two tings ... 1. my frd told me sth den after tt i told her she said she hear no evil, den i was like =.= .. wat the hell u tell me and after i hear ur respond u tell me u hear no evil ?? 2. my make up on sat .. actUally tis sat make up is frm 7am-3pm de but becos of the stupid mass casualties ting, we muz change oUr timiNg, and it totally mess up moi plans and mood !! we are jus students loh, why muz get us involved with the stupid mass ting ?? jUs dun get it why tis ward sisters are jus so shitty. when ms cheong asked me ytd if i agreed to come at 9-5, i reali like shoot her back and say, i cant say no wad ... haiz, i guess ytd i m quite rude to her thou she nv say anything =[ s0rry cher .. mood ryte now .. -siian- Jus felling siian thoU, hahaas cos dear might not be fetChing me to work ltr liao, he gonna go hOme and rest his eyes haiz, nVm, understood hahaas, ytd work slaCk quite alOt .. went for abt 1 hr 45 mins lidat in total .. lOl, mus treat myself better for i work so hard when they want me tO !!! ytd me and hafiq change one diaper for one uncle, hahaas furni sia .. hafiz changed till he sweat like hell and he was graspin for air cos .. the smell reali unbearable =x in the end, hahaas, his spects came off for no reason and the whole ting spoil =x den he told me, see lah, told u the smell unbearable liao, even my spects also cant take it =D Hmm, hungry liao .. waiting For my hotcakes to come. hehhe. my aunt came and buy for me !! yUumMiii wonder how will my day be ltr .. haiz ...siian l[3 more days to the end of moii misery in ward 46]l yipee, finally finish moii day at ward 46 tdy, left .. 3 more days ! hAhaas .. tdy work was not bad lah, not so slack cos cant slack, cos sister in charge of our rooms =s but nvm, me and geok huay still extend our break eventually -lolsss- tmr afternOon shift , so tt means ltr can go shopping at bugis with dardar till late cUs tmr dUn need wake up so early =D goNna bUy my food ltr at cold stOrage wonder wat to eat for supper tonyte .. Hmmm ('.') laksa ? roti prata ? kfC ? yoshinoya or mos bUrger ?? hahaas, depends on Him, see wat he wanna eat =] mus accomodate with eaCh other de !!! hehhe .. my parents and sisters go bintan liao, only left me and Kel at hOme =] well, i will be slpin like a log tonyte, damn tired Zzz ytd deb send me one song, JJ de down .. Veri nice oHhh lyrics veri meaningfUl .. lalala, rain finally send me moi fallin star melody =] thanks gers Hmmm .. thurs fri afternoOn shift, sUCks sia .. i dUn like afternOon shift cos few of mooii frds are working plus, nth mUCh for us to do ! sometimes wonder y they post us to tis ward when there's nth for the students to help out .. even parametres, the EN, pCa will do in advance =D hahaas well, tts life i sUppose ... Zzz hao lei oHh .. gonna post moii last blog for the day and off to slp once the tv drama finishes =] my maggi mee is still oUt dere, hahaas .. haben eat finish, hungry bUt no appetite =] well, i guess i jUs did sth i shouldnt haf dOne .. fOr, now i'd regretted, hand itChy itChy go send heLLo to one of mOii frd on msn well, nt even tAlkin le, contacts all deleted, wat the hell i send it for when i n0e i wont get a greEting baCk ? silly meee =x dear oH, u gt a silly dearie bY ur side, haaas. i gUess oVer the past feW months, i had done tings to let go wAt i ought to let go =] its hard bUt .. its sth i gotta do for its sth tt had alr loses it valUe .. no one give a damn abt it, soo .. why shud i ? when i m strugglin to keep it floating bUt beneath, u pull it down ?? hehhe, i m happiee tOo .. her fOto is gone frM his fOne =D realiZe it last nyte =] hmm, anewae wat's suppose to be out Frm moii fone is alr oUt ! no entry anymore, haass .. gonnA triM my fringe ltr b4 i slp =s ms cheong said verii long worr .. haiz, wa sai .. i reali dowanna cUt cos i bu she de !!! oh oh .. i haben iron moii uniform yet, die liao. can forget abt slping early tonyte hehheee .. baby dear, i miss u so mUCh !! cant wait to see eUu tmr after my work ends miss yA Love is abt giving, receiving, understanding, mutual trust and .. its all about chemistry =] wHee, i m baCk to update mOi blog, haben been updatin fOr quite sometime le .. iis busy with my attChment which will cOntinUe for another mOnth or so .. hAiix, i m so dan tired and soMehoW someTimes i asked myself, did i mAke the ryte choice jOinin nUrsin aRnort >.< now currently at bloCk 46, jUs dislike particularly abt eVery little ting abt tis daMn ward, i dUnno y, i jUs dUn feEl like commiting totAlly for my attCh tis time round =s hAhaas, actually tis wArd compared to my previous 2 posting, tis one reali sUper slaCked .. slaCk till i reali gt nth to say but good also lAh .. hAhAas the nUrses down there Veri independent, they did everyTing by themselves de =] thus leaving nth behind for us to do !! yipee, tis week is the last weeK of medical postin le worrx, finally can leave this ward =D dUn need see the irritabLe faces of the sisters agAin. keke but damn it, i tis sat still need t0 mAke up =s my god !!!!!!!!!!!! haizzzzz reali veri fAn hMm, is waiting fOr His reply nOw. hAhaas, still slping awAy my precioUs baby (^.^) dear, hope euur eyes get well s00n. haiix, stupid contact lend de fault, caused his eyes to be infected with fUngus but now he on the road of recovery le bA =) tAke Care mOi dear if nt wed thurs and fri i die le, hahas .. cos i need His companion as my whole family going away to bintanv for holiday =[ i cant go, i gt mOii stupid attChment .. haAiz went to do CIP at peacehaven last sat, haahss .. actually nV go de, bUt need to accumlate moii CIP points =D the old folks dere so ke aii, hehhe .. esp one of the uncle, during the service he will always shout amen ! hAhas .. actually went dere we didnt do mUCh ting also. jUs distribute lUnCh to the old folks and attend the churCh service =0) hehhe, den dUring our free time, me and rebekah went do oUr own tings den she was like askin if she can plAy with the piAno over dere .. whee, kahkah noe how to plAy piAno worr ! so envy thou she said she haben master completely yet =s bt still envy her sia, my heart melts when she plays canon in d, hahas .. siiao liao, i fall in love with her le = actually i lurve piano alot, wanted to learn when i was young .. wonder if i still can learn now arnot ! hAhaas .. well, tmr wed Le, counting down for my Medical posting to end. hMm, 3 more days !!! gotta hang in dere .. well, many tings hAppened over the past few months. thinkin baCk, i realize sth ... be it frdship or relationship, it reali takes two hands to clap .. haiiz .. well, seriously, i cherish everyone who enter moii life, be it u are my frds or jus working collegues =D esp mOii frds, thoU some of u left quietly bt i suppose i cant blAme and stop for tis is ur own choice ... wahh .. feelling hungry now le .. gonna grab moii sandwiCh anD eAt .. dunno tmr wanna go tkd arnot. or go xiuhui bdae celebration ? hahaa, or go home early cos i noe mOi precious dear will be waiting for me !! dear, i loVe yAaa .. mUACks .. LooK ForwArd is all i Can do no point tUrn baCk anD dig into the past it only brings misery .. be content with wAt eUu haf n i guess we will be satisfied =] |