a death ballet

we teenagers communicate via online/sms by donning short hand language. we go to all extend of thinking up new kinds of short hand. the shorter, the better.
anyway, my main point is, shelly and i were having an online conversation. and it went something like this :

my heart bleeds // I love you, goodbye says:
why? she licked u ar?
slingg - says:
no la
slingg - says:
she won't lick me wan

if you're an outsider, and you have absolutely no balls on what's going on, you would think that we were just doing some trash talking. sigh, technology these days are really screwing us kids up. haha.

i'm truly envious of those who have a high level of dedication to a certain someone/eyecandy. (hmm, did i phrase that right?) anyway, i can never achieve that. no?
"have faith and you will than enter the realm of His."
i hope so. like i've said before, i don't need anyone to determine my worth.

"whack! just whack!! 12 choices! never know what might happen!!! GAMBLE! "
words of wisdom from jade seah.
okay okay. i'll whack. no matter how far-fetched is it.

i'm so pathetic. i keep allowing a certain unhappy thought ruin my day. downright wretchful.
i need an overdose of laughing gas. knock me out flat! HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!
post-preliminary exam stress. or high?
k, i shall stop here. and to end it off, MATH TEACHERS ARE LAME.
toodles! (:

it's only beer! quit making a fuss out of it.
we all don't even drink that often.

nothing beats having a brother home for the weekend from camp, equipped head to toe with freaking cool stuff.

" Fact #1: Men have a fiddle with the night snake more than you think. Fact #2 : Only the bravest will admit to even doing this, and all of us will round down if questioned about the frequency of such solo dalliances."

Cleo, October 2005 Issue No. 133

Hi! my name is Tanny Chua Dua Ni. Nice to meet chew!

BAWHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!

today deserves a post for many reasons.

firstly, i had my A math preliminary examination today. it was relatively easy compared to the other papers. meiding said that the teachers are cutting the standard for this year's prelims so that we all can make it. something like that. well, i don't know whether is it true and neither do i care. i just wanna pass my a math. ha! i also had a lot of spare time left after completing my history paper. and this can only mean one thing for sure : i am going to see my scripts in the trash.
anyhows, i am pretty satisfied with today's performance, considering the rather last minute revision.

secondly, i just realise that i am a big coward. well, i have always known that i AM a big sissy, but it hit me really hard today that i can't stand being alone in a room or in a close quarter, without having deranged thoughts.
i am scared, really really scared of white transparent floaty things. especially those with long hair and dons red clothing. those things just freak the creep out of me.

last but not definitely not the least, i got struck by an angel today. (:


shelly introduced me to her friend's blog. here is a quirky quotation :
Masturbation is just like procrastination. It feels good until you realised you've just screwed yourself.
Go Figure.
so stop procrastinating. if not, you're just plain screwed.
toodles!

walk.. walk.. walk..
i banged in to my balcony's sliding glass door. the surface area of my forehead has increased to double its size. hallelujah.

so i did some blog-hopping. hopped all the way to the pages of bloggers from america, france, and of course, malaysia (truly asiaaaa..) too.
the different lifestyles people off all walks lead is downright engaging and exciting. i wouldn't mind trading my peaceful and serene life for a bit of risk taking. what's life without liabilities?
like that where got shiok right?
haha. till than, laters.

it is downright amazing how tactless and insensitive the male species can be at times. it's not like we females are that perfect either, but i sometimes feel that boys think with their balls and not with their heart.

Publishing race hate in any medium, be it blogs, email, print, tv, radio, or a piece of paper you put on people's car, is a criminal offence in Singapore, and I believe in many countries, like the UK.

mrbrown.com

I BLOODY HELL WON KEVIN IN POOL LAST NIGHT!
move aside ppl, the pool-pro is here.. not.
anyway, eat some cue sticks kev! you lost! i won! (:

i'll try not to grow attached to you.

it's all very bad for the health, aye lester?
and oh yes. lester went all shy and squirmy when his eye candy sat infront of him today. well, that's a first! you hardly get to witness the thick-skinned lester blush. so yepp, it's a first.

besides marking countless of scripts, i think our teachers patronize our public bus services, ALOT. and memorizes the bus routes. okay, just a random thought.

check out her latest entry. this makes me even more eager and impatient to have lil' baby boys. two of 'em!

my brother is finally gonna learn how to be a man. in the army that is.

SAVE MY SOUL. i'm actually in the social circle of a true-blue bimbo.
all boobs, no brain. haha.
i got to be part of one of the world's most horrible secret. i am thoroughly disgusted.

it's not fair.
why do those pleasantly plump ladies get to be in the hot tub with jon jonsson and i don't?

hurricane katrina
save those ppl, and pray for them.

taking a stroll down the wet retail lane, hand in hand with a good friend, with good conversations at bay. (:

loy·al
faithful to a private person to whom fidelity is due


i don't understand boys/men who are so chi qing.
loyal to girls in hope for the same return of feelings. they get so blinded by it, they fail to notice the other sunshines and flowers.
anyway, i hope none of my friends are not like that, esp when the other party is obviously not interested.

the SNGS culture.
be part of the family.