a death ballet
my contemporary struggle
Thursday, June 30, 2005
the bitter-sweet journey of life.
thursdays, non-stop entertainment on the teevee
some ppl just got to get it into their heads why we do this.
WE CARE, you doofus.
esp you, my so called "husband". well, that's if you know who you are.
odel's a swell girl. really. she just came back from alaska and bought many many different kinds of sweets.
she bought bertie botts all flavour beans. and boy, they really do have all kinds of flavour.
and thanks a lot odel for giving me the
vomit flavour which i must say, really tasted like vomit. (:
fags and booze. wassup man.
it's all nothing but just a passing phase.
i'm getting very irritated and short tempered.
tdy's assembly item was of total no sense.
life's a bitch
Wednesday, June 29, 2005

for you kevin. you favourite. haha
you guys must be wondering.
well. some time ago, during the hols, those in the picture and including jasper and i, caught madagascar tog. i made them go behind this board thingy to pose off as the animals from madagascar. hahahaha.

gene

lucas ; howard
the following photos are long ovoerdue. (:
enjoy.
what's the opposite term for pedophile? (:
singapore health ministry don't produce enough dentists as cute as our school's. haha.
and i seriously think i got this shit goin' on for boys with braces. hahahaha. oh. and dimples.
sounds like adam brody, without the braces tho. (:
everyone's changing and leaving.
Tuesday, June 28, 2005
note to all mums out there :
- NEVER let my bro and i do grocery shopping for you.
ms singh was teaching on good governence tdy.
i can't help but keep thinking about jasper and his msn nick. " LEEmocratic"
haha
today's the day of the "most eligible".
anws. dine, shelly and i think that kevin has a bladder problem. he walked to and fro to the toilet like a gazillion billion times.
it's an obtuse triangle.
with me way out in left field.
Monday, June 27, 2005
I've forgotten what it feels like to feel normal,
to be normal.
HELLO MOTO!
so, first day of school. what a shame.
i guess we all really do have to WAKE UP. no more procrastination, i hope?
bullshit. i'm a professional procrastinator. guess what i really need is an alter ego, whose personality is of the total opposite of mine.
anws. day was a dread. think i pissed ow yong off with a sick amath question.
AND HAVE YOU GUYS SEEN THE NEWLY FORMULATED TIMETABLE?!
double amath EVERY SINGLE DAY.
boy, am i thrilled or what.
( please dear friends, sense my tone of sarcasm here. )
i've infiltrated the camp sir. and it's free from sick whackos.
let's proceed and give them the ultimate wedgie EVER. (:
it's not time for me to throw in the towel.
it's not time.
i need a new prospect.
it's time for me to pull the punches.
let's not pack our suitcases. let not the sound of it say goodbye for us.
it's our battle, our rut.
so let's shake those thangs and put on all the freak caps.
let's put on the bravest front we ever have, for the asshole O levels.
god bless you all, sec fouryers'05.
we really do need this right now and for the next few months.
and not forgetting, with loads of charlie-brown-kind-of-motivation too.
adiós (:
Sunday, June 26, 2005
this is nice.
my sis just came back from malaysia, and she got like a gazillion qian bian wen da ti.
really damn qian bian.
school blues.
hha.
ta for now ppl.
what a uneventful day.
so i met kevin, my present borders kaki/khaki.
rocked on magazines of all sorts. and i seriously think that kevin has a thing going on for adam brody, aka seth cohen.
headed for kallang station next. waited like some kinda fool there. meiding shelly jinxuan and alvin got stuck in the darnit train. train broke down. how funny.
and boy, must i complain.
kallang station got BLARDY RUDE station managers. slap them up down left right centre, INSIDE OUT.
anyways, after what seemed like a freaking eternity, they arrived in a damn cab. the series of unfortunate events dun just end here. as the road through kallang was close due to the national day rehearsal, we had to walk and drag our feets ALL the way down to kallang theatre. like that isn't bad enough. i'm short and i got short legs lar. they take one step, i have to take two step LEHS! wth.
yea. things got better when we saw the many many soldiers. hahahaha. girl's ultimate fantasy. my ass.
so okae, we were late. j.ling's was onto her second dance item already when we arrived.
dance dance. prance prance. frolic frolic.
i shall post a picture of j.ling asap.
had supper at newton. and here i am, at home.
am i pathetic or what?
ultimate wedgie.
Saturday, June 25, 2005
wassup with friendster and weird ppl.
i dun understand.
is impressing and showing off a must-have for guys in orderto win a girl's heart?
take a hike ugly men.
off to meet debbie and holy.
ta morons.
Friday, June 24, 2005
levin and emm are just so fascinated and attracted with shelly's body.
think tank ppl. shelly, in hot red bikini. hahhas.
i had fun today. just pure chatting and bitching with friends, and some loony ones too.
didn't know how much i miss shiaw ting until i saw her today. bitched and studied AMATHs. i repeat,
AMATH! mr ow yong, you should be surprised.
i finally understand why they say sharing is good.
caught Initial D.
i'm gonna gush on like some bimbotic blonde right now..
EDISON CHEN and SHAUN YUE ARE SO FRIGGIN CUTE.if only they are my body guards. i'll make them strip down to boxers, and protect me from all harm and evil! HAHAHAHA.
gene and lucas are really great movie kakis. (:
met up with emm and levin at mac, as usual. bitched abt some pretty boy we spotted there. emm apparently feels that he is SO not attractive.
anyway, the pretty boy is on SEVENTEEN mag. yea. he's either kenrick or shane. dunnoe which one. twins can be such a chore, but a girl's ultimate fantasy. ha
oh yea. EUGENE OEI ZI RONG, i dun have sick little fantasies about ow yong.
and speaking about ow yong, i realised that every sms he replies, he can always somehow find a way to change the topic to amath or emath. loon.
boy, i rattled tad bit too much.
ta, humans
so the gig was pretty whack'd up. music was good, and the people were just great.
however, i found something quite funny. a bit of an irony infact. everyone there was so sociable and amiable. saying hi and introducing themselves.
here's the cracked up part: whenever i introduce my friends to lester, he just waves and turns away. super dao.
whatever.
anyways, i forgot i own a "mr potato" tee. i was so thrilled when i found it. HAHA
Thursday, June 23, 2005
this is all some kind of a whacked up conspiracy.
my days have become a weary routine. i'm usually up in time for dinner.
today's special tho. lucas was an ass. haha. he called me at the wee hour of 11 am and woke me up.
i'm getting sick, of the holidays. i know it won't be much better when school starts. by than, i'll just be sick 24hrs 7 days a week.
Wednesday, June 22, 2005
emm bumped in to ow yong on bus 155 that day.
i dreamt of ow yong and jennifer garner together last night.
now, this is getting weird. HAHA
potato and JENNIFER GARNER! THE HOT BABE OF ALIAS?!!
i can't wait for school to start. i miss ow yong's bullshit. hahahahaha

HAHAHA.

ROBUT likes crunching small things under his feet because the popping sounds help him relax. He thinks tiny people are funny.
well. this is comforting. at least someone thinks i'm funny. (:
sentosa'd for two days straight.
all brown and burnt.
maple-sugar skin.
i need a life. (:
Saturday, June 18, 2005
okae, as you can see from the multiple entries, how
SIAN i am at home, when i could have been at tpy or orchard.
anyways, OC marathon is over. yes kevin and jasper. i've watched season two finish. kudos to me for that.
shit. when is OC season 3 coming out man.
anyways, it's on to LOST.
and MY GOODNESS! is it me, or is the temperature 6348287231 degrees?!!
you never know how lucky you are till all is lost.
i'm glad i found you.
my benefactor.
it is only too familiar.
bryan and ryan. hmm.
the similarity is just uncanny.
let's all go take a mug shot together ppl. (:
so no NSL, no rock concert at orchard park. man, am i feeling the blues.
definitely a forlorn and wretched day. stuck, at home, with amath.
all gallentry and stupidity. if only there IS such a person.
like they say, it's a secret told by mouth, not by ears.
you know the song by remy zero? OST of superman?
yea, well.. i kinda need it right now. so
SAVE ME!!!
another shit to add on to my list of bitch problems.
Friday, June 17, 2005
i'm hyperventilating.
and i dun know the reason why.
Thursday, June 16, 2005
caught in a dilemma.
right on.
sometimes you really can't make it on your own. life's a bitch. a fracas.
HAHA.
living in a world of paranoia?
hell no. it's all the mind, dumb ass!
finally. sometime to the com without anyone bugging me.
is it me, or is the world getting smaller?
right.
things have been weird enough. even without the drama background songs, or the comic relief.
if only i can just settle things by using guns and killing everyone. just like mr and mrs smith.
got into a pretty touchy topic on the train home ytd - LESBIANISM.
gene and kevin were super enthu about it.
com'n man, it's the upbeat of life.
Tuesday, June 14, 2005
things i learnt today :
1) never never EVER put chocolate into the microwave for 2 whole min.
2) always ALWAYS remain calm when something catches fire.
3) never never EVER forget the eggs when baking. it's like forgetting your calculator during the AMATH O's. cheerios to that.
4) always ALWAYS put my phone on silent before i go to bed
hello all, you perceptive readers. i am here once again again to bequeath my history for the past 24 hours.
all right, ugly ppl. things can never get better when you just spend the day alone.
than again, i HAVE been spending quite a number of my days on my own, doing my own things, minding my own business. (:
oh my, the contemporary struggle.
heck no. i'm havin' a blast. ((:
Monster-in-law is just a wickedly good show. not lord-of-the-rings-kinda-good. just good. haha.
guess it's the company. sis and levin. what could be possibly better? oh, right. i know what could be better: kevin and gang. ( why kevin? his retardedly weird antics.)
nothing is more soothing, than to going for a late night jog, and camping in my room after that for a OC marathon once more. this time, had Russell Peters (or whatever) for starters.
PUNANI. >> that's jamaican language for you-know-what. dunnoe? ask me. (x
somebody's gonna hurt real bad.
rightt.
as you can see, i had a great day. well, tremendously perfect in fact. town feels like home, when spent alone. try it.
Sunday, June 12, 2005
THREE NAMES YOU GO BY:
1. sling
2. linghui
3. EH
THREE SCREEN NAMES YOU HAVE HAD:
1. sling
2. linghui
3. ling ling (courtesy of tasso chan)
THREE PHYSICAL THINGS YOU LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF:
1.me
2. myself
3. and i. (:
THREE PHYSICAL THINGS YOU DON’T LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF:
1. my
2. pathetic
3. height (that's how short i am.)
THREE PARTS OF YOUR HERITAGE:
1. chinese
2. cantonese
3. hokkien
THREE THINGS THAT SCARE YOU:
1. ghost
2. cockroaches
3. amath
THREE OF YOUR EVERYDAY ESSENTIALS:
1. music
2. internet
3. food
THREE OF YOUR EVERYDAY NON-ESSENTIAL FOR LIFE ESSENTIALS:
1. music.
2. movies
3. handphone
THREE THINGS YOU ARE WEARING RIGHT NOW:
1. tank
2. jeans
3. glasses
THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE BANDS OR MUSICAL ARTISTS:
1. goo goo dolls
2. maroon 5
3. oasis
4. suede
THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE SONGS (ATM):
1. i'm shaking - Rooney
2. paint the silence - South
3. how good it can be - the 88 (jasper's affected shit by madagascar, and i got the OC fever)
THREE THINGS YOU WANT IN A RELATIONSHIP:
1. FUN!
2. FUN!
3. FUN!
4. trust
TWO TRUTHS AND A LIE (in no particular order):
1. i'm short.
2. very short.
3. i'm tall, big and STRONG!
THREE PHYSICAL THINGS ABOUT THE PREFERRED SEX THAT APPEAL TO YOU:
1. face
2. hair
3. stature
THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE HOBBIES:
1. listening
2. always on the move
3. checking out the latest at the all time favourite "public" library, BORDERS
THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO REALLY BADLY RIGHT NOW:
1. sleep
2. party
3. drink
THREE CAREERS YOU’RE CONSIDERING/YOU’VE CONSIDERED:
1. zoologist
2. fire woman
3. veterinarian
4. boxer
THREE PLACES YOU WANT TO GO ON VACATION:
1. all
2. the
3. continents!(:
THREE KID’S NAMES YOU LIKE:
1. CALVIN!(:
2. jillian
3. jeremy
THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO BEFORE YOU DIE:
1. shop
2. travel round the world
3. shop
THREE WAYS THAT YOU ARE STEREOTYPICALLY A GIRL:
1. i care 'bout how i look
2. i walk very slowly. and no, it's not cos i wear skirts like jasper.
3. i love to shop
THREE WAYS THAT YOU ARE STEREOTYPICALLY A BOY:
1. i talk too fast
2. i sit with my legs wide open
3. i get grouchy when i'm tired
THREE CELEB CRUSHES:
1. KEANU REEVES
2. JOSH HARNETT
3. HUGH JACKMAN
4. MATTHEW PERRY
5. MICHAEL VARTAN
6.EDISON CHEN
7. ADAM BRODY
8. BENJAMIN MCKENZIE
9. GARY SINISE
10. KUI JIEN
THREE PEOPLE THAT I WOULD LIKE TO SEE TAKE THIS QUIZ NOW:
1. eugene
2. shelly
3. mark
can't believe i'm laughing out loud to jasper's corny post.
apparently, jasper has failed to master the art of counting. they asked for THREE places you want to go on a vacation, he gave 8. how nice. HAHA.
anws, let's skipp and fast forward to my favourite part:
TWO TRUTHS AND A LIE (in no particular order):
1. i haf a big manhood.
2. i haf a VERY bigmanhood.
3.i haf no manhood. :(
haha! i like. that really cracked me up.
hahha.
EDITS
Friday, June 10
went out with gene, kev, lucas, howard, and JASPER.
/EDIT
hahaha.
yes yes jasper. i'm sorry for labelling you as ETC ETC
right
can't believe you'd actually think that i would stoop so low and tell my whole team.
pig.

team uno
Saturday, June 11, 2005
one shock too many.
love my team motorcycle, bus, lorry, car, van, caravan, truck loads!!!
the day that kevin actually replies on MSN would be the day that i'm 1.7m tall.
which technically, it means NEVER.
hahah.
lucas admitted to everything. how nice.
i feel weird.
so while kevin is taking a nice stroll home now, i'm supposed to be blogging abt something sweet he did.
haha. yes, kevin walked me home. he claims that he's loyal. right.
it's only right that you walk me home you loon. it's LATE! L-A-T-E
okae okae.. it's was really a sweet gesture tho. (:
caught Madagascar again, but this time, with gene kev, lucas etc.
stupid la. the show isn't as funny as kevin's weird antics. Melman didn't make me laugh as much as him.
oh yea. i almost forgot. gene, lucas, howard, and kevin are bad influence.(: well, maybe nt gene and howard. crapp. i miss gurvin already. them, in addition with gurvin, would equals to a major chaos.
i was asking the guys that maybe next time when we meet, we should call ow yong along. HAHAHA
it's back to eatting my books.
just read jasper's blog. it's like a quick update to what i'm missing in town.
eh, next time you guys in borders, must jio lehs. :))
Thursday, June 09, 2005
hahaha. so many taggies.
kevin : ya. my sis is a big fan of it too. shall lend you the moment she gives the green light aye?
ws : they are just crazy. in love with my forehead.. that's why.
daph : HOWARD IS BETTERRR!!!!!!
gene : hahah. right. too low. dun make it sound as if you're so TALL la gene. hahahah.
LOST is a fantabulous show man. same makers as ALIAS. whoopie.
hahahahahahahha. i'm going teevee crazy.
Wednesday, June 08, 2005
CHOOSE HOWARD! CHOOSE HOWARD! CHOOSE HOWARD!
my virgin time watching eye for a guy 2, and i'm so excited over howard. i mean, how cute can a guy get man?! singapore don't produce guys better than this man.
hahaah.
OC, here i come. (:
Tuesday, June 07, 2005
alright ppl, put on your thinking caps and start cracking your brains for words to describe eugene.
blockhead, cretin, dodo, dolt, donkey, dope, dork, dumbbell, dummy, dunce, fathead, goon, half-wit, ignoramus, imbecile, jackass, knothead, moron, nincompoop, ninny, nitwit, numbskull , pinhead, simpleton, stock, turkey, monkey, dupe, chipmunk brain, egghead, loon, scatterhead, bird brain?
kaes, eugene, your turn. CHOOSE. (:
i dun have the 7 colours of a rainbows shelly and dine.
i only have the 5 points of a star.
firstly, i'm not desperate lucas. haha
I've forgot-ton what it feels like to feel normal
to be normal
And I've forgot-ton what the taste's like
The way it tastes right
My tastebuds tastes right
Well, I wake up in so much spit and sweat
It is not normal, but what is normal?
rooney - i'm shaking
hahaha!!!! judging by the number of exclamation marks, you can see that i really really love this song. (:
"Talking to stranger is not something i usually do. I do not like talking to strangers. This is not because of Stranger Danger which they tell us about at school, which is where a strange offers you a sweet or a ride in his car because he wants to do sex with you. I am not worried about that. If a strange man touched me i would hit him, and i can hit people very hard."
i just learnt that zero factorial equals to one. how cool is that?
i'm now on to my OC DVD late night marathon. (:
imma happy girl, as you all can see that. HA.
Monday, June 06, 2005
kevin writes lousy post on ppl.
haha. and kevin is a doink. "i'll terrorize your whole family!"
chchh- check it out.
I'M BIG TALL AND NICE. haha
courtesy of
kevinsolo retail therapy can be tad soothing.
Sunday, June 05, 2005
weird. really.
totally unanticipated. heart skipped a beat tho.
it's all in my head.
i think of it over and over again.
i replay it over and over again.
dropped and dead.
music pounding on my ears, smoke blinding my vision.
does it have to be this way?
joel and jem are gays. :)
and debbie's a sweetie. :))
you don't know how fortunate you are until you have friends like mark, lester, lucas, and shelly.
it takes time. i need to fully accept all the facts and digest.
pooling is like a MUST-DO thing for everybody now. weird.
bet it's just a passing phase.
if only i could slap her.
Thursday, June 02, 2005
i've never felt worse before.
ola to me.
screwed holidays.

WAHAHAHA

she's back. better than before. (:
Wednesday, June 01, 2005
i'm feeling blue.
going back to school for lessons makes it worse.
nvm. got potato to brighten up my days. hahhas. mark said something abt potato that made some sense.
my sis and levin are getting way close. and that sure isn't a good sign.
i'm town sick. no, lemme rephrase that : i'm sick of town.
holland v, here i come.
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