a death ballet

was taking a look thru my archives. the memories. hmmm.. here goes :

I don't wanna die
But I ain't keen on living either


things getting abit too emotional lately between me and him..... feel like it's kinda of an obligations.



i received a pretty interesting, but weird at the same time, sms from xoxo. hmmmmm. like whad tasso said, you dun really have to tell me everything.




third cut



lurve my class more and more as days goes by.


KK hospital. children's block

level 4, ward 46, bed 15

-=take a taxi from novena mrt=-




WARNING not in the best of mood. shall just blog abt the three major things that kinda affected me tdy..
no. 1 : MCKD smokes. asked him not to, he said 'like you care!'
I DO.
no.2 : MCSW smoked before. damn disappointed.



during SS lessong tdy, timo, geraldine and i, were doing our work together, and of course, talking at the same time abt certain stuff. talking about gurls and boys. when all of a sudden, timo said that i should go and be the Bachelorette. but b4 i do so, i must go for breast enhancement first.








reached school. meiding passed me a flower and told me that it was from him.



swyls rock




lurve the revolue3, swyls and trio forever.

okaee... a brief-er review of the three daes.
everything went orite overall, 'cept a few things like our fellow male colleague is a blardy perv who cannot stop staring down the front of girls.
on the other hand.. we made a couple of good friends. the auntie opposite us selling persimmons and the security guard whom shelly was very interested in. =]

fun..

done with work. three days straight. legs ached like nothing.
well, everything's done. sold pencils. worked with pervs. have crazy bosses. and a great friend for company. =]

beat. dead beat. poo.
can't wait. excited. =)


wah kaos. can't believe i gotta wake up at 7.30 tmr and meet shelly. *$@&#^


did practically nothing the whole day. just bummed ard at home, seated snugly infront of my com. wth.

finally.. layout's all donee.
nopee.. no chicks or hot babes this time.
my place to whine, bitch, and complain. =]
get a load out of this.






i'm still not over you.

girls

so here i am, back again, blogging abt the day's events.

met up with adez in the morning. loaned her a hand bag, and i got to catch a glimpse of her in her prom dress. shibbily gorgeous. her i mean.. =))
ade makes the perfect girl every guy wanna have to show off as a prize trophy.
I LOVE HER CHEESE CAKE MANs. =P

had netball as usual. all [sec threes] of our butts are aching ritte now. that particular drill was crankily strenuous.
had fun all the same.


met up w the guys again. mark's going for OBM soon. 11 fun filled days without him. hahas.
ate. crapped.
every time we're out tog, i always want something.. this time round, i wanted them to eat ice cream at swensens with me. hahas. as you knoee, we're so blardy broke, we ended up at seven eleven, settling down with a mr softie and two mag cones. wahahas.
supposed to sent me home and done. but they wounded up in my house, using the com, and playing PS II with me. hahas. shiite.
and yepps, shal repeat.. they sark at chocobo racing BEEG timee.
cheers. =)

charles and mark are at my house ritee now.. and they suck big time.. and i mean BIG TIME, aat chocobo racing. =P
hahahs

hair's all cut. feeling.. erm.. light? =P

pigged out at sue's house. love her hari raya goodies. ppl can really grow fat there.
andd...
her mum's a brilliant cook. love her curry. mMmm. =))

slogged ard town as usual. just totally cannot wait for friday to comee.
my chance for an escape.


caught the incredibles again. love that show. hahahahahas

happy. dunnoe whyy.
maybe it's cos i've finally found something, joined something, and made a call. =))
yepp.
double blurr rites? it's orite. i'm happy.. and that's what matters most. =D


had training againn. played some shitte good game.

ade.. you're crazy..
but i'm crazier..

he saw me!! he waved at me!!

hahahss.... spoil market sia..

dun gettit again? it's orite. sue, suhanah and cuimin do tho.
can't believe we actually did it!! sHhhh.. between the four of us.



headed dwn town with 'em. sue got a von dutch cap. yepp, a pretty cool one.



had a pleasant surprise this morning. a phonecall which i totally did not expect.
we may not keep in contact anymore, but at least you know that i'm a phonecall away dearie. =)

ade is crazy..

courtesy of sling. =)

whad in tha world is with the "come on, GO! GO! GO!" shitte?!!
mark was pissing charles and i so badly with that blardy pharse. he even have the action to go with. bet he's pissing everybody now. hahahs

tried finding a job again. but this time, by the time we were there, the vacancy was closed. all of us go so pissed.
made them follow me to take to look at toys. than dragged them down to raffles city for the disney thingy. pooh, tigger, eeyore and piglet looks so fake man.

double pissed. can anybody just accompany me.. hang out at town for the whole dae??!!

so syahrul told me about how i can dangle my hamster by a string and spin it round n round like tarzan.
hahas. crappy

another thingg.. he dyed his hair PINK!!
cool, but dunnoe how true is it. =P

headed to eunos w mark and charles for an interview. mark was making smart ass remarks abt cleaning the old folks' backsides. crapp again. hahas
had lunch. met jan. roamed ard orchard aimlessly. felt sick. home.




never judge a book by its cover..
or so they say.



i dun care shelly, i'm gonna complain.
always claim that i dun call you out. but when i do, you always say that you've got no mood.
and just when you say that you can go out anytime for now, you say that you're tired and lazy.
when i asked you to follow me tdy, since you wanted a job so badly, you say no mood. PuUuuII!
bOooOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!! you ku ku pikachu
hahahahhaha....

had swensens with sue and suhanah. yepps.
the waiteress looks like oli.. hahaha... sue was so mesmerized by her. =P
we came up with a name for her.. roli..
you noe the cartoon,
roli poli oli?
something like that.. dunnoe.

so irritating.

they've been complaining that the gurl's ugly.
so there!
changed!
again!.. yepps.
=)

bored stiff.
that's what i kept on telling ppl.
bored to tears.


had emath tdy. i needa buck up so badly... if not i'm gonna fail the Os.
was asked to leave the class. hahas. i got so distracted. started playing.. i dunnoe mans.

had lunch with the girls. was feeling so drained, that i just wanna go home asap.
alapapa.. canot take it anymore. so irritating.
bothered to shit bits.

if only i noe how to deal with it.


swa shi ga la

blame it on yourself shelly.
pPppttttTTTPPppPTT
asked you out tdy, but you dun want to. tOoo bADD!!!
=P


met up with charles, kaiwen, weishen and jian bing. caught a show.
funny whacky movie. called up the rest after that. asked where they were.
asked us to join them and take neos. hahaha. them = steph, becca, gurvin, ting, oei and kev.
hahahs.

headed home straight.
not in the best of moods lately to stay out late.
like whad ade said : bothered


speaking of which, chatted on the phone with ade and shelly last night.
love my girlfriends.
unleashed loads of eRgH just by talking to them.
you gett whad i mean?
no?
fergettit.
sling's doing it again.


make my own decision..
why can't they just let me go.
my prerogative.

spoof time.. hahhaha.. a spoof to ade's entry.

thousand and one things to do after THEIR big oreo O's
1. slack
2. try not to be so lazy
3. swim, when i've decided not to be lazy. =P
4. start a proper diet, and not stick to it
5. i MUST dirrty a clear water beach
6. read more books, so that i can improve my engrish.
7. have the "talk" which i certainly DUN look forward to

hahahs. ok ok.


slinGg's many ambitions ...
i wanna be a :
ZOOKEEPER!!!!
veterinarian
kindergardern teacher (this i have to agree w ade. =) )
chef!


hahhahahahs

aWwww.... take a look at this :

I miss China so much.
I miss sleeping with sling.
haha. I miss sharing a bathroom with her.
I miss her asking me to share the same bed cos she's afraid.lolx.
I miss locking her out of the room.
Sling,you're so dead.
Im obessed over u.wahahaha.


how sickeningly obsessed shelly can get over me?!



met up with steph, becca, charles, kzhi, tianhee and clement at paradiz, after sending my dad off at the airport. played pool... again.
yepp. i noe.. pool.. again.. but it's fun man. hurs hurs.

netball netball netball netball netball netball!

mUahahaha

jasper requested that i change the picture.. so THERE! specially for your jasper. hahs

define love

irritated. to the core.
i tried to be strong.. to be strong for you.
but i just cannot do it.

i hate putting on a fake front.. just for you. bahhs


syahrul and i are OFFICIAL ka jiao pardners. =)

i thank all those who lightened up day.


i got the best compli from weishen!!! muahaha


had lessons in the morning. i agree with shelly.. i'm beginning to love mr chen.
he let us off early tdy. mwAh!
stayed in school. tried to complete the china project. xue yun and dee got rather stressed up. hahas. they became lunatics.
printed out china photos instead.
hahas

Dee and i officially agree that we dislike the school's coms to the coree!!!
hahhas.
the com took 15 min to upload the pictures.
and charles is doing jumps in the lab. dots.

i'm shocked.
mark and charles are FAST. =)

thought that this is damn funny
i was online.. suddenly su su said :
"j.ling on tv!! quick! channel 5!"

i turned on my tv.. and guess whad i saw..
jurassic park.. the t-rex walking out.
wAhahahahaHAhAHahHAs..

three stages :
pre, during and post.


wahahha.... nice one suee... too bad.. shelly said that he's so fake.
hahahah
retard.
farnie farnie.
happie happie.


happie happie.

2e5 2003 

3e3 2004 

3e2 2004 

3e1 2004 

china trip 2004 group photo. including yang dao, lao yang(snorlex) and gina ong =) 

band 5 

group two 

the girls 

the guyss 

them all dressed up 

us, all dressed up. 

band two 

sec 3 express band three chinese 

the ban ban gang. =P 

2e4 2003  

china 2004 sec threes 

2e3 2003 at the water fountain 

2e1 2003 at the water fountain 

weishen and the art student 

2e3 2003 

i got to eat my cake.. FINALLY!
but it's not cheese cake tho. wth.

i'm still missing the china gang.. terribly.

went out ytd. met up with lester, charles and mark. met kaiwen, oei, kevin, jasper, steph, gurvin, and becca at cuppage. played pool... once again.
pretty cranky. bitched ard w lester and kaiwen. din noe that the two of them and weishen are like that. hahas. but it's still pretty funny on the whole.

splitted up aft that, it was down to kaiwen, charles, mark, lester and i. walked ard.. headed for gramaphone.. (cos i wanted to =P)
slacked ard. charles, mark and i ended up at coffee bean as usual.. sipping coffee, and me.. EATING MAH CAKE! wahahas.
caught princess diaries 2.

and i'm slacking right here right now. still feeling sore from the cough. bLarhs.


i'm looking for love, not fondness.

everything's lost.
gone.

a change of mind.
dun feel the same. all is lost. really lost.

i'm back, finally.
anyway, first of all, before i start blogging, i must say this.
TFC
hahhah.. no no. so wrong. just for your info, china was super uber duper fun. enjoyed every single moment.
here goes :

day 0
headed for the airport. late once again. =P vision got kinda blurred. everything was in a mess. boarded the plane. blardy cramp. no space for our legs to stretch. had a tough time trying to fall asleep. in the end, charles and lester became our pillows. (shelly and i). bohan and several others gambled thru the night, until they got caught.

day 1
had the worst breakfast ever.. EVER. i dunnoe how the noodles tasted like, but i know that the soya milk tasted and smelled like PLASTACINE. written on the carton of the soya milk is "ai cong nai kai shi" wahaha. a whole bunch of us thought that was really funny. began touring aft that. su zhou's the lace btw. headed for san guo chen. man, the view is jsut magnificient. lester, kzhi, bohan, shelly, j.ling, alfred chee tong and i had a blast dressing up as those olden days emperors, princesses, dowagers.. etc. came across liu bei's memorial place thingy. bohan proclaimed that he is liubei's 102nd decendant. from then, everybody calls him yi ling er (102)
sneaked out of the hotel at night w shelly, cheetong, charles, weishen, and lester. alfred and lester bunked in w us that night, as i din dare to sleep alone. shelly slept w alfred, and guess what. she sleep talk, and she punches ppl when asleep. steady bo?

day 2
had a typical chinese breakfast. you knoe, the usual porridge, xian cai, etc. yepps. visited SuZhou Singapore International School. a new school, indeed, but definitely way better than singapore schools. their way of teaching, the chance for pupils to excel, the teachers. visited some other places, can't really rmb whad. at night, as usual, sneaked out again. this time, we had steamboat. lester, cheetong, alfred shelly and i. for just S$7, we had SOO much food. drank stuff, faces turned red. hahas.

day 3
arrived at shaoxing. tell you man, this place is famous for the CHOU DOU FU. bangs. damn smelly. it really really stinks big time. sneaked out again. charles, j.ling, cheetong, shelly and i. bought books, took neos (IN CHINA!), bought food and stuff at this place called Trust Mart. the only difference this times round, is that we got caught by mr ngo. man, he was fuming. but little did we expect, that the others sneaked out too. so practically the whole sec three bunch got caught, and of course, scolded.

day 4
now lanxi. stop by zhuge liang's place. zhuge liang ba gua zheng. loved the paintings, the view. bought a couple of calligraphy written by his 48th decendants.
next, we took a boat ride into some cave thing. uber cool. cranky ride.
at night, nope, we did not sneak out. once bitten, twice shy. instead, we went down to the hotel's lobby. sat at the cafe and chatted. the usuals, shelly, cheetong, lester, jling, and i. the cafe's waiteress is really cute. the way she speaks, her actions.. aiyo.. damn adorable. and she's only two years older than us. and the funny part came when, she was able to guess that most of us is 15, but she thought that i'm 10. -_-" am i that small?

day 5
those words. hmm. repeatedly.
emaneul samduel. the iceskating hottie. whoo hoo.
in xihu. bought the chinese undies - du dou
headed for hang zhou next. that night all of us went to the bowling centre. played bowling first. challenged weishen. he won.. both rounds. dammit. hahas. i had to anwer to his every whim the next day. aft that, he taught me ping pong. man, nvr knew he is that encouraging. aft that.. had supper at cheetong's room.

day 6
visited the art school in hang zhou. shelly got rather pissed with one of the students. he asked us for a gift, and shelly thought that was so wrong.
visited some temple next. touched loads of stones and sculptures. they were said to bring good luck. dunnoe. headed for shanghai next. as we walked pass shops to our bus, we managed to witness a fight. biangs.. like wrestling. hahahahas. steady pom pee pee.

day 7
visited the Oriental pearl and Radio tower. great view. BRILLIANT.
we saw a group of negros who looked really important. as if they are some kinda important guest. the guys lied to me first, saying that one of them is pele. and silly meilisa went and asked the guy if he is pele. hahahs. whad a joke. went shopping aft that.

day 8 / 9
shopping day. shopped and shopped. ate hu lu bing tang. I LOVE THAT! i'm really shocked that we can anyhow spit and litter in china. so all of us were like spitting the seeds onto the ground.had our last dinner tog. did alot of yam sengs. the last bus ride, sang alot of songs tog, talked alot, laughed alot, teachers cried alot. took loads of pictures. shall upload it soon yeas??

missing everyone rite now.. the three guides. specifically, yang dao, lao yang (snorlex) and gina ong. hahaz