a death ballet

love keeps lifting me higher

little secrets. a simple movie, but with a deep meaning.

the sky is purple.


got up hell early at 12 to meet geraldine and celestine. bought the need stuff for tmr's lesson. boy. have to get my bum outta bed uber early tmr too. audi practice. =(

she wants to move, tha song, rocks.

guess you have to learn to forget than lucas.

okae. wasting my day away. i'm so bOorEd. poo.

oh yea oh yea!!! i saw the most HORRIBLE gift ever in history tdy man. totally.

whoo. parties. two days straight. both were a blast.
had a farewell ytd for wilson. that boy's leaving for SAS. think the whole knows this by now. =X the guys were like having such a "fun" time by pushing everybody down, one by one, into the pool super duper uber lame. cos eventually, all of them went in by themselves. as for the girls, we just played blackjack at one corner, quietly. but hey, as usual, girls are scheming. we all planeed to dragg lynette dwn. and we SUCCEEDED! muahah. and that dodo poured green tea on all of us as revenge. =(

shelly's bday tday. happy birthday girl. they had flag dae..so poor geraldine and i had to go all the way to suntec and meet them. they walked from bugis all the way to there. lame asses. haha. ate seoul garden. it was a blast man. super fun. lurve the girls took neos. all eight of us were squeezing and pushing and bending. taking neos can even be tiring man. ha. thought the neos wuld be even nicer if cuimin joined us tho. had fun all the same anyway.

had some kinda dialogue sessions with the teachers. thought whad some ppl said were kinda good. thought even more that the panel were just plain ole dumb. after all the suggestions brought up, all the answers were after all "no". they all just put it in a nicer way. whad shit abt listening to us man.

it feels great to know that a long lost friend, whom you just keep in touch via the "friendster", keeps the stuff you gave her a gazillion years ago, and still mentions it. ha.

camp meeting was O K A Y. ava was friggin cold. usual camp and stuff.
YEA OH YEA!! geraldine and i came to school late!!! i noe it's something not to be proud of.. but thought it was rather funny. we came during recess time. we were so damn afraid that we would get caught. ha.

netball as usual. ecpected more to turn up for our team. but hey... at least only three weren't present. the juniors accompanied me up to 6. real sweet of them. was waiting for geraldine... lars...

American Idol was SUPERB. two thumbs up.

mr ong ar!!!! easy my head!! dun even dare to ask him a single question. haha.

3e3 3e4 and 3e5 haave officially turned into gambling dens. everybody's playing cards, gambling. hahhah. dun think LKK will ever play black jack with geraldine and i. =)

my gosh.. sue cried when shelly told her that she and cuimin saw AK. boy oh boy.. she still drive her crazy.

KUI JIEN!!!!

sling is officially down and out man!
this whole flu thing is getting into my head.

i hate school!!!!! cheapo post exams activities.

should i go this sat? dun see a need to feel remorseful, tho i really miss the gang. shall not spoil shelly's day than. aft all... it's her wish, for geraldine and i to be there.

i got a bunch of silly juniors. and they got a loser cap't. haha.

dong coin. ha.

two days have passed. record.

crap.have yet to do mrchen's work. a math a math. it's SO getting on my nerves. mr ong, hAaaAALLLP!

another day soon to be gone.

gonna head down to changi hospital ltr. vivo's having an op. =X
all tha best mate.

oooo la la... just realised how cute simon cowell is mann.. ooo boy.

1)eric bana
2)hugh jackman
3)josh harnett
4)figo (aRRRRRGGGGhh!!!)
5) -currently still finding. haha.-

fun shit man. total peace. but i miss them tho.

hahs. charles and mark just called me. typical pranksters. =)

class was real quiet tdy. too quiet infact. it was empty. too empty. guess everybody's on holiday mood already. skipping school every now and than.

during mother tongue lesson, the guys just can't get enough. FOREVER,and i mean FOREVER.. disturbing me. haha. mian bao chao ren. =X all the usual crap and stuff.

if you guys are reading this.. you better start watching jurassic park man!.

irritated. constipated. frustrated. fcukstrated.

caught van helsing again tdy. just wanted to watch that show again. dunnoe. felt like it eases some pain.

told geraldine the story. so glad she's on my side. had doubts abt shelly tho. and it turns out.. well.. let's just say, she made my day. =)
immuned. =X

the word has left it's scar on my hand.

health comes first. if your health fails, who's gonna take care of her?

have your check ups.

that message made me smile. it did. =)

super borrrrring day. attended some kinda party at my uncle's house tdy. that place totally bore me out man.
thought abt loads of things last night. pea-brain spark which started the damn fire. fark you sling. up down left right. inside out, upside down. big forehead, but just water inside. no brains.

and no, i dun want you to symphatize. i deserve it. gimme more. give this biatch the lesson she deserves.

i just lost a friend. and i noe she wouldn't mind losing me.

guess it's over than. the thought of scolding you the f word din even cross my mind. just to let you know that i still care.

totally agree with sue. i miss you swyls.C

boys will come and go, but friends are forever.

plain ole PMS, or just your usual arrogant attitude? are we your friends or are we just toys for you to bloody hell vent your frequent anger on? whad kinda friend are you? instead of showing support to shelly, you ranted off with killer words, making her feel guilty and bad. if you have the right sense, you would know when to control. you dun see any of us taking out our displeasure on you ritte? after all the damn sayings, you say "it's up to you". contradicting aye? i'm tired of always having to butter you up at the end of the day. let's change position, and you'll understand man. learn to be mean? you dun have to be mean to survive. you just be you.

one of my best friends...
...forever.

i can' believe it. we will remain friends no matter whad. during school time, or after school time. but once it has passed, shelly cannot turn back time to catch up on her studies. if our friendship was really true, it will remain that, no matter whad. diff class, whadever. if you say that, that means u have never bothered abt me att all when i'm alone in e3. ritte? guess that's how you really feel. now i noe why you say, i will never understand you.

memorable day indeed.

had some kinda cheerleading thingy in the hall tdy. sure takes alot of guts to be a damn flyer. whad the hell was i thinking when i went for the try outs man! freako.
the whole school practically slacked out in the hall tdy. some kinda cheapo post exam activities the school has.
stayed back for a lil mo aft school. hanged ard in e4. we were gambling! =X haha. played black jack.

met luthfi half way home. ended up in mac chatting. talked abt some stuff. aft that, we were laughing away. talked abt our 1e1, 2e1 days. manz, we sure were childish last time man. hha.

shelly's officially in e3.
sick and tired. wth. friends wun say sucha thing. is it worth it? heck.

bummed the WHOLE dae. felt like a uber slacker for the first time. =X
interclass: my class gurls went crazy, as usual.

that's it i guess. wasted this perfect day away. did nth out of the extra ordinary.sian.

just one day of absence from school, and so many things happened.
luthfi, moses, mark, shelly... haiz. these four ppl.

Get sling, or Get out.

mr ong : i got 44 for amath. not too sure abt the whole class tho. =D

confused. super duper uber confused. one min, he suffocates me w his murderous words, the next moment, he praises me like there is no tmr. weirdo. this shows that teaching students from whitley sec can make a teacher go bonkers. =X

i finally understand the meaning of "never say die". perseverence and determination. no.1 on my list. =D

headed down to May Adventure camp site tdy. some pre orientation thingy. fWahs. steady. enjoyed my day totally. nearly died, cause apparently, somebody did not hold on to the rope-like thingy firmly. pratically flew all the way down from the top. heck. still had fun. subra gave austin youjwo and i some kinda special priviledge. we three were the only one who did that siaogina flying fox. can cry. hahs. grown stronger, physically. *poke muscles.

it's a happy happy day.

my sis is nuts. she called me out w her. wanted to so called "test" drive her driving. i practically fell asleep waiting for her to park. hha.

two thumbs up to the new nikefootball ad. =D
ole!

just read shelly's blog. adventure camp. i noe whad's going on austin. i'm not tht dumb. oh well, i wish shiawting all tha best. have to face you for the three whole days. it's so damn obvious man austin. save the shit about all the OBS ppl have ta go. whad a lousy lie. now i finally understand whad 2e1'03 guys were trying to say. i'm boiling inside. first i have ta tolerate that screwed up teacher, who lets his emotions override his silly brain, and next, i have to bear being in the same class with a moron for the next year and a half. ergh..the agony. no wonder whitley is a total flop. all thanks to the ppl who "thinks" they are helping the school. sucka.

it's thru all these put downs, that i shall rise again as a stronger person.

ok, camp-conflict aside. back ta business. shall not let these ppl get me down.

I've been watching, I've been waiting
In the shadows for my time
I've been searching, I've been living
For tomorrows all my life...

....They say that I must learn to kill before I can feel safe
But I, I'd rather kill myself than turn into their slave

the exams may have past. but damn, i'm suffering from post-exam blues. totally lost. my routine is a mess. my brain has gone hay wired. not forgetting to mention that i wake up each day w nth to do man. the life of a student sure stinks. but i bet, certain good top-grade teachers(i mean good quality kind) are suffering 10 times worser than us.
peace out.

haha. tohxin is so right. rare appearance.

just read a few ppl's blog. wassup with the a maths thing man. think it's a trend. everybody's gonna fail it.. with flying colours. =b
whadtheheck. i can guarantee you guys out there, together w warranty and signature, tt my midyear will be a total screw up. no thanks to the last minute cramming of info in my small, pea sized brain. hahx.

1)mark drank a stranger's coffee!!

2)prabs caught a lady w her fly down. whoo hoo.

finally. the time has come where i can just totally slack my day off w/o a care in the world.

went swimming tdy. all the way at jurong. hidaya's sis is damn adorable. =D
okae. i'm seriously drunk ritte now. needa catch up on some sleep.

i'll be failing my a maths with flying colours. i can predct it.

dumdidumms. time check : 3.30 am. hah
up again. all of us were pia-ing tuition work. lols.

had hardly any sleep this past two days. stayed up practically the whole night with the usuals, trying to study. boy, i really hate exams to the core man. tosh have been joining us lately. exciting man. the guys really treat tosh as if he's their lil brother. now, one, two, three, all together :aWWww.
we were up on wed night, conferencing, me, mark, luthfi, tianhee and charles that is, mugging and discusing. killer boy. we all slept ard 5+. and dammit. i was late for school. woke up at 7.30. fortunately for me, got to school on time. why do this always happen to me during the exam period? something like this happened last year too. sheer dumb luck.

the hansons are just so rocking my world man. penny and me.

i swore i could have given them a slap across the face.

shagged out. 16 from my class were absent tdy. haa.. steady steady bom pee pee.
tuition-ed since morning till around 4. continued mugging at mac aft that. this time round, there were additional ppl : fardhan, luthfi, tosh, tian hee and geraldine. I N T E R E S T I N G. haha.

buddhist, act christian. =x

if only you guys understand.

breakers unite! (=

spend the whole night out w mark charles and daniel. slacked practically everywhere. headed dwn to da esplanade aft that. my favourite place of all times.=) whoop de hooray. the trip there was as usual, full of crap. i pushed daniel into the water thingy at milenia walk. he's shoes got wet!! hur hur hur. well well, i got my fair share. all three of them suddenly grabbed my hand and tried to pull me in. i screamed damn loud. ahaa. uber funny.

i dunnoe. things have been real weird lately. hrumph. no idea.