a death ballet
my contemporary struggle
Sunday, February 29, 2004
yea.... him... SO DEFINATELY HIM. *rolls eyes, sacarstically*
hmmmm.. shuld i go for it?
think my biological clock is kinda screwed up. slept at three last nite.when down to meet kaizhi charles and lester. walked to 7 eleven to get a quick super. haha. slept at 3, woke up at 9 for my bloody tuition. den slept at 12 again, alll the way, until now. haha. kinda screwed up rite? muahaha.
Saturday, February 28, 2004
finally had the rest that i SO deserve. had been slping at 1 for the past week, with only less than 5 hours of slp EVERY SINGLE DAY! charles and mark can vouch for that. was too crazy studying. (and to think that shelly can call me lazy. that
bitch! haha. just jking. i lurve her too much to hate her!)
woke up at 2 in e aftnoon. did abit of studying.. again. ok ok. enough of the bragging. met up with mark and charles. headed for school to see some kinda campfire organized by the scouts and guides. we weren't alowed to stay and watch. den moses and the rest got into some kinda shit. who asked them to shout brainless stuff. neways, felt kinda pissed tho. but who cares ritte?.
shall not blogg any further abt whad we did aft that. nothing worth remembering after all.
did abit of thinking, as usual.
should i go for it?
first thing that comes in to my mind *
coffee = brown
yellow = dirrty fellow
pillow = sleep, him*
britney = misunderstood
J.Lo = bit butt
pink = hearts
Josh Hartnett = hott!!
Tom Welling = boring..
popcorn = movies
summer = hott, and sweaty
winter = cold. white.
spring = cool.
autumn = red. nice leaves.
lamer = me.. =|
Raymond = 3e3
Utt = nice ass.
party = wild. raunchy.
S.H.E = stoopid chinese bands.
memories = regrets
sushi = sweet memories w shelly chagxuan kahjoo ong and charles.
neo-prints = money. friends.
Sorry = sucks
enemy = war shows.
dog = moon and star.
country = australia.
love = confusing.
bf/gf's ex = jealous
liars = stoopid ppl, who gets into bigger shit aft that.
Sean Paul = new year's eve 2003.
WWE = 3:16.
jealousy = root of all problems.
bed = sleep. dreams.
clubbing = funky.
Dark Angel= ALba ba!! alba alba!
thanksgiving = F.R.I.E.N.D.S
aloha = hawaii.
Marche = heerens.
smooches = regretss
hmmm.... just came back from another night of mind wrecking. was trying damn hard to study tdy.. guess that my attention spend tnight really stinks. lols. kah joo, ong charles, and mark were there. ade and chee came later. had a rather "hot" and happy night.. with a quick dashes of unhappiness here and there. irritating.
hE cAMEE!!!! saw him. felt on top of the world!! this feeling is just too weird. do i like him??...
... or not? hmmmm.
Friday, February 27, 2004
just reached home. tdy, o' level results out. quite scary. i kinda freak out too. and yes, dat pissed sue out. was damn afraid I din do well for MY Os. i mean, it's still pharking far. hahas.
yea.. was so damn anxious for chalven, tasso, etc etc. hoped they din do too badly. but of course, naturally... there have got to be failures. well at least they were still cheerful. at least SOME... i think.
Thursday, February 26, 2004
touchy touchy subject..hmmm...
a table spoon of you, a teaspoon of me. add a cup full of lurve, and a pinch of jealousy.
shelly and sue were saying abt that stupid mole today. agree with them totally. we just see the three of them together, we feel superr irritated already. but like whad they both said, it's their life. not ours. we have no right to sae them.
so damn bloody right.
haha... tdy's like fun fun and more fun. i think jia hao and noor tdy were extremely HILARIOUS! jia hao was chasing aft noor. den JH took the broom, and pretended it was a javelin stick. farnie sia.
netball tdy is just jolly. we were enjoying ourselves. i could see that.. but tho i'm not too sure whad huihui's feeling. just hope she had fun too. played captain's ball.. together with ms tan p.f... thought that the game was good. we were playing fast. think i shuld have more of this in the future. can train up our speed and stamina. fun fun and more fun!!!
oh yea... we were all pouring water on amanda.. her burfday today mahz. tradition you see. haha. yea.. pour pour pour, den suddenly all started pouring water on me too.. suay. got damn drench. den sacarstic sue can still say our school got swimming pool. haha. but basically, it was fun. lURvVe thEm LOADS!!!
Wednesday, February 25, 2004
mIe bUrfDaEEE!!!! yays!!
well.. to everyone out there, thanks for all those darling giftsss, and wishes!!! thank you thank you.. a thousand thank yous!!! had a great day. think i'm gonna die from suffocation and diabetes... =) haha. once again, thanks!!!!....
my back's suffering from all the whacks i received just now. oUCh. class sang a burfdae song for me. aWww.. okae.. enough bout my bdae....just wanna thank this few ppl, again.. =): mark, ade, charles, shelly, j.ling, sue, cuimin, royston, lester, ong, kaizhi, tian xi, daniel, kahkiat, fizah, huiling, syam.. and many many more..
think that last nite, at 12 am was a superr memorable day.. lurve them loads manz.. the 'them' i'm referring to are, charles mark and ade. lurve the cake, the song, the gifts. EVERYTHING!!! *superr duperr bigg hugg!!!!!
think my class got a serious case of curiousity. toooo curious i guess. kept bombarding mdm azizah and ms singh with questions. all about meditation, sports, levitation.had a hell fun time. think ms singh's a real cool dude.. but abit scary to have her as a teacher. can't even think of cheating. later she read my mind, i die. haha. but she's one cool dude too.. mdm azizah too. they both rock. =)
i can levitate...
... in the water.
riteeee.. how lame can chester get?.. but a classic joke. lols.
hmmmm. if only he's here to celebrate with me..
Tuesday, February 24, 2004
damn jealous. think he's really interested in her. haha.
hmmm.. finally got to catch up with the com. haha.
kaes.. basically, tdy's a in between day. was a bit pissed in the morning. but got a hell load better aft that. stayed baq and waited for them. was studying with kym to kill time.. talked abit with kymmies. boy, i lurve that gurl loads man!
anyway.. today, we were disturbing cuimin. said that tmr she's going to take some mammogram. haha. hilarious. than shelly said that they use the machine, trying to kiap the breast, but got nth to kiap. haha. den she did the action of it. haha. joker sia. den when we were walkin home, sue said that i need to use that science apparatus to measure mine.
riteeee...
just realised i've been saying "ritteeeee" quite alot lately. haha.
hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm....
i'm not interested in you at all. not even the teeny weeniest bit. sorry. you noe who you are.
time check : 12 am.
just reached home after a bloody night full of a maths. haha. was studying. like whad i wrote in my last entree. haha. oOo... just lurve studying at night. at least i get something done. yay!
Monday, February 23, 2004
haha. okie dokes. tdy's a really fun and 'learning' day. haha. dunnoe whad to blog either actually. like got nth much to say. just that i think whad kaizhi suan-ed me tdy was hilarious. haha. and oh yea.. whad ms singh said was funny too. she was trying to reply dunnoe who from my class lar.. she said, "no, the black sea isn't black in colour."
ritteeeeeee.... hahaa
i was laughing like hell manz! laughin my head off. haha. dun get how she's able to say something like that with a straight face.
something's wrong with yicheng tdy. superr quiet. hmmmm... 'ope he's fine.
netball's real disappointing now adays.. my team's a total disappointment. think they aren't even interested in it anymore. hhaiz
oh yea. my apologies if i dun blog for a couple of days. i will be busy studying at the study corner. too many test coming up. gotta rush and meet charles to study le.. ciaos.
just reached home. was busy studying at my block's study corner. studied a maths until i went crazy. haha. heard yi cheng's band jam today... they totally rock manz!!!...two thumbs up.. well done guys.
Saturday, February 21, 2004
went out with sue to see shanaz colin and yicheng. semi-finals sia. not bad. made it this far.
"so-called" bumped into mark fardhan karen badri and mien there. hmmm.... =| questions questions.
had a superr weird feeling tdy. dunnoe whad it is..
riteeee
spend the rest of the night with charles. guess i've become really close to him now.. hmmmm...
dammit.
tmr, gonna follow mark and gang, to see them jam. shucks. dunnoe whether i've made the rite decision norts. tho i badly wanna hear how they perform. =)
Friday, February 20, 2004
superr duperr sick today. kept sneezking, and wheezing away. used fours packets of tissue, and about three stacks of toilet paper. i'm like rudolph now. nose damn red, due to the rubbing. =|
hmm.... something's up with sue.. funny... just left immediately after school today, said that she's meeting someone. wonder who. haha.
he's not in school today...
today passed by real quick. amazing. was concerntrating during all the lessons today. hmmm. haha. got loads to catch up on.. gotta head for my books now. see ya later.
Thursday, February 19, 2004
haha. think today's a superr duperr fun day. firstly.. during 'chiong aH!!'s lesson, yicheng and austin played the guitar. stinkingly good. all of us stayed silent listening to them. oh yea, and aizudin was singing. then at one point, yicheng played qingtian i think, then quite a number of ppl in class were singing. kaos. that period of time, damn cool. den while they were singing and playing, noor-man asked me to help him write something on his pe tee. some soccer player's name. write write.
den suddenly i realized that i wrote wrongly!!. muahaha. sorry noorman. luckily quek was there to help save his tee from any further damage. haha.
during mother tongue lesson. damn funny. daniel went to the toilet. den when he came back, he came and talk ta me (he's sitting infront of me and kymmiez.) den suddenly kym started laughing after dunnoe whad zhihao told her. den i ask. she said that.. hmm... how shall i put it?... oh... let me put it simply, daniel din zip his flyer!!!!! wAhHAhaHAaa!!! den farnie cann?! the three of us were just laughing our heads off. den kept suaning daniel. even sang the chinese song abt the "wo shi yi zhi xiao xiao xiao de niao.." hahaa. cannot take it.
after school... haiz. couple of thing happened. lazy to type. besides, i dun want any body else to know too much about whad happened between my friends. can't believe he cried. this proved one thing : he's serious about her.
den dunnoe why that LCM attitude again. said that she din do anything. but com'n lors. we're not stupid. dunnoe lars. concern for her. tell her not to go run. but think i say too much. later say to much, she say i kao bei. cannot be bothered le lars. wednesday follow her go hospital. see whad i can do. =|
stupid quek.. haha.. vandalized my body. wrote that stupid three letter words all oveer my body. hahaha. had a fun time with her. cheers
i noe it. i can feel it. sooner or later, we will be seperated. maybe now, or in the near future. we will no longer be the swyls, tho at heart, i strongly hope we will still be. i just have this gut feeling, dat, i will be the first to leave. me, and not snail. crappy. to outsiders, yea.. but to us, guess it's time we get together and talk things out. it isn't cos we ain close, we dun talk, or we dun hangout anymore. let's just say, i dun really feel the 'strong bond' we used to have. mabbie cos i'm in a diff. class. i feel too left out i guess. peace.
Wednesday, February 18, 2004
kaes. to darn tired to be doing my homework now. just woke up.
today, was pretty 'guai'. tried concerntrating on my work. geraldine and i as usual always full of shit. =p. meiding was in the DC rook the whole day for in-house suspension. =( guess actually today's a pretty boring day.
shelly and i were debating about our english teachers.. and we finally came up with a hella good conclusion : ms tan W.L suck as a teacher. =))
oh yea.. i just lurve shelly's project 0303.
felt SuPeRR dUpPeRR jealous after school. *looks at sue* haha. just joking lars. kaos.. i bloody hell missed it. shuldn't have told them that i will be staying in class. rEgREt siA!!! *heartpain*. haha. had a fun time laughin ard with sue in their class. =))
Tuesday, February 17, 2004
shall blog now, and not come online later. got loads of work to do. kaes..
think my class is just damn cool. we are ordering jerseys. act. it's for the guys to wear while playing soccer, budden, some gurls have decided to get to. cool huh?! oh yea, speaking abt soccer, i asked odel just now whether we can just go and play play while dey are having training, she said yea. think i shall give it a shot. go there and have some fun, destress. =)
another thing which i find it rather amusing tdy, was that.. our class guys came up with some kinda english name for every single person in class. mine is serene. =| haha. bohan's jeremaiah (is that how you spell it?) khairi's aloysius. kai zhi's raymond. tosh's jacob. meiding's caroline. loads and loads. we even have a name list of all the new names. funkY!..
hmmm.. type too long den no one will read?!! dat's great. shall type super duper long next time. haha. that's if i want to. =|
ritee...
lurve the revolue3, swyls and trio forever.
Monday, February 16, 2004
oh yea.. was talking to tasso on the phone last nite.. again.rite. okae. NEways, he was letting me hear whad rifdi was saying to him. tot that rifdi's damn hilarious. told sue abt it. just laughed her head off manz.
i am damn piss can?! ppl think that i am interested in him.. sCrEw them can? little childish faggots. can't you guys just be lil wee bit mature. eRgHz!!
kept falling asleep during lessons tdy. geraldine can be my witness. =p i just totally stink at A maths cann?!! i sHo badly wanna drop to e5 manz! =|
had some character course this afternoon. think the teacher's not bad, but a bit unreasonable at times.
suddenly i feel like killing him. hmmmm.
YAYS!!! there will be IPW meeting tmr!!! can't wait to be with the KUDOS!!! yea manz!! just lUrve tHem to bits!!!
i hate this school
Sunday, February 15, 2004
the biggest bitch on the earth. instead of helping, she ran away. asked for loot. asked for favours. whad a bitch.
woke up damn early.. 10 am can?!! hahaa.. actualy, i woke up at 11.. tasso gave me morning call. kept calling and calling. hahha. but still, i continued to sleep.. haha. lil pig. woke up, rushed on my homework. had tuition at 3. ultimate boring. jus can't stay still and stare at the sums. =|
the thought of going to school tmr, just totally turns me off. erGhZ. sick. nvm.. like whad sue said,"those are whad i go to school for!" -looks at sue- oEi!! lols. =)
i'm so lost. dunnoe whether i shuld tell him whad's actually happening. haiz. dun want him to be sad. guess i shall just wait for him to find out himself..
happy valentine's day ppl!!!!
time check : 11.15. just reached home. spend the whole day out with peeps. met up with charles at 2. he was with karen. wHoo hOO!! den me and him, left for town. headed straight to HMV. i wanted to pierce my ear, and charles wanted to get a wallet. den walk here walk there. after that.. at 77th street, i told charles dat.. i'm a bit scared le. so i told him we walk ard first.. later than i come back and pierce. =P
we walked. den ms tan G.L spotted us half way. tot we were together. my gosh manz. no way. haha.
half way charles sae he thirsty, sho we go paragon.the mo we stepped in, we were like saying tt paragon's a place for high class ppl. if we break things, we can spend the rest of our lives working to pay of our debt. haha. aftdat, went to buy drinks. we headed for the basement. charles damn kuku. say he wanna drink coffee bean. but no CB [=)], so go starbucks. but half wae, say dun wan again, say wanna drink jollybean. de way he said that rite, CLASSIC sia!! muahah. den, again, he said drink orange julius. haha. den he drank bananarilla. muahah. den sat down, talk talk for awhile. he kept saying he wanna sit down. sho sit lors. haha. den later, i said go the super market. we saw humungous strawberries sia!!!! we were like wow-ing here and wow-ing there. damn hilarious. den charles say, wah, de price damn big too sia!! wahahah. den walk ard in the supermarket. wanted to get choco. den charles spotted big, gargatuan prawns manz!!! it's bigger than my hand manz!!! we were like, stupefied. i kept rattling on and on about the BIG strawberries, and the ENORMOUS prawnz. haha. bought our chocs. charles badly wanted to find a place to sit down. so we went around paragon, looking for a place to slack. then we went to the highest level. sat down. chatted. and charles was merrily eatting his choco raisins. haha. den i kept saying that i wanna pierce my ear. den he kept on scaring me.. say that very pain wan. all dat crap. lols.
finally, headed back to HMV to get my bloody ear pierced. met loads of ppl today manz. saw shermien, alfred, levin, stephanie and rebecca. fWhEEt!! met my dearest netballers too!! huiling, fizah, and xiaoxiao. haha.
headed to somerset mrt to meet the rest.. FINALLY MANZ. tian hee and gonaidi came first. than.. moses poped up. my mood totally changed manz. not that i hate him to the core. i just dun wanna.. erm.. how to say..
hang out with him? not quite sure whether that's the correct phrase to use. just wanna be erm.. aqquaintance.. dat's all. den sms-ed dat stupid mole. said he invited him. kaoz. if you took my temperature than, you could have seen teh thermometer burst.
den, cheetong, daniel, kah kiat, n mark finally arrived. sharon joined us too. i guess i was just soOo pissed, that i took it out on most ppl. mark asked me whad happened. told him. din bloody hell expected him to go and inform the rest. dammit, jsut typing it, makes my blood boil. i mean.. i AM pissed. but i dun want moses to know.. cosh.. mabbie, i've already gone this far to be friends with him again, i dun want any spark to blow off. damn hell pissed. so pissed that i din want top catch teh movie anymore. wanted to leave immediately. kept caling tasso they all. wanted to meet them asap.
things began to turn better i guess. was laughing ard with daniel kah kiat, zhihao, mark etc. met deborah, joanne and evan. daniel kept puking away. hahaz. damn mean. oh yea!!! daniel can bloody hell belly dance can?!!! damn cute sia!! den, we started pinching here and there.. waiting for warren, kaizhi, bohan weichen, tian hee gonaidi. den in the end we left. bloody hell. today's jsut a day, in which we spend waiting for ppl. walk, stop. walk, stop. everything wasn't planned. dined at mac at suntec. oh ya, another thingy. something really fishy's going on between jiajie and sharon. hmmmm.
mark's shoes got wet. moses was scaring him.. i dunnoe lar... den daniel go and push moses, and mark fell in to the water area thingy. hilarious. walked to promenade. it's damn beautiful. practically took my breath away.
jiajie, moses, zhihao, and luthfi were all acting retarded. tried to act drunk. daniel laughed. i laughed. contagious laughter lars. hahahahaha. moses made all of sharon's flowers spoiled man. expected this kinda jerk. can be a real nice guy, but.. i dunno lars. haiz.
charles and i went baq to orchard. met up with tasso, khad, fiona, joyce and alex. felt weird. de atmosphere there was just totally weird. knew that totochan was feeling damn F-ed up. so left. met apple and friends. den charles walk me baq to the station. needed to get home asap. oh yea.. a flower seller dropped a flower. i picked it up for him, den he said " never mind nevermind. give you!! happy valentine's day..!" of course in chinese lars. haha. i felt super malu can!!! haha/
basically, this year's valentine, i spend it with charles. and i dun regret at all. had a fun time with him. this are the kind of friends dat i have to treasure. hmm.
okae.. going to complain.. I CANNOT STAND HIM MANZ!!
total jerk. slapped me. literally. eRgHzZZ.. he's really a MCP. a real one manz. i just can't imagine being in the same school with him sia!! a totall asshole. tries damn hard to get attention. ppl laugh at his jokes. but come to think of it.. his jokes are pretty lame. super duper lame. thinks he's damn desirable. my gosh. he have a bloody ah pek face can?!?! i just can't stand him for nuts manz! FARQ HIM!!!!!!!
Saturday, February 14, 2004
oh no!!! i feel super bad!!! i fell asleep again whiel talking to tasso!!! sorry!!!! he was screaming on the phone to get me to wake up.. guess i'm just damn bloody shagged. sorry papa!!!!!
i'm kinda pms-ing rite now. woke up, and i feel like everything is against me.. so was abit rude to mom. =| sorrie.
tdy's excursion day!!! had a hell load of fun can?!! well.. let's just go thru the day slowly kaes?
met sue in the morns. basically, we crapped here and there again. met many peeps on the way there. to name afew, moses, gonaidi, jiajie, jian bing... etc etc.
at 8, we assembled at the inner quart. fwahs.. tell ya.. tdy cheetong santa claus mood. kept giving me chocolates..cwazee
had to line up according to class. timo kept disturbing me again.
we headed for yishun base camp first. went straight for the auditorium. had some kidna talk. instead, geraldine, meiding, lynette, and i had our own talk. =p. oh yea.. the chairs in there are just sHooOOo comfy!! so, naturally, when the talk started.. i fell asleep. hahah shhh.. dun say. after that.. e3 and e4 were grouped under as one. we were under the mascot mongul.. or whadever. headed from station to station. rushed to join the swyls etc. kaos. while walking there, mr kor was obviously having a good time disturbing me. kept suaning me from the beginning of the trip to end. haha.. den crossed several bridges. shoo sian. den headed up to the gallery. sitting behind us were the malay boys from ite. IRRITATING sial. i say i cannot whad was going on, they come sit with them, something like that, then can see le. sian. diao. then.. at the last section of the camp.. lynette, meiding, emme, and i, climbed in to a tank. coo', man coo'!!! lols.
spacious. more spacious den i thought. whad's best was that we were wearing skirts, soo.. erm.. you noe. lols.
on the way to SDC in the bus.. had a great time too!!!... the guys sitting behind : aizudin, yicheng and austin were singing. making a hell load of noises. tell yea, dinz is a future singer cum rapper. whoo hoo!! nt bad.the back of the bus was just like totally fun!!. when we reached SDC, BEST. we had lunch first. supposed to gather by 2. me, sue and hidaya.. din buy food, instead, we walked ard, jalan jalan, den kapok ppl's food. hahaha.. after that we damn full. oh yea!! sue took a picture together with kevin keong. he damn on can?!! eccentric, yes. nice, definately!
aft dat, we went to talk to little george. sHOOOOOO sIlLy can?!! haha. asked him questions. damn crazy. den went in to watch movie, AGAIN. no space, so most of us ended up sitting on the staircases. sian rite?? lols. nearly wanted to faint. i was super duper tired. (i still am now. muahaha) after the show, we headed for the gallery. me sue and hidaya just came out from mental institution, and forgot to take our medication. we were like a criminal on the loose manz!! muahaha. ran here ran there. see stuff. den we saw balloons. me and sue got the knife balloons. after tat, like i said, criminal on the loose. we went ard disturbing the primary kids. all those who were inside the dark places, looking at the exhibits, we ran in, use our balloon and disturb them, den ran for our lives!!!! hahahah. damn noty.
oh yea.. took the stimulator ride. e3 and e4 united sia!!!! we made the loudest noise of the century inside can?!! when the thing started we all kept shouting here and there. bohan dat kuku, shouted "i lURVE GANGA!!" damn suan. den we started shouting ehre and there. den the asses mark and timo shouted EUGENE OEI! dammit. hahaaha. whadever. couldn't be angry with them manz. it was a day to have fun!!! muahaha. so just became a tomato, and becam quiet for awhile in the stimulator. muahaha.
after that, we were hanging ard the so-called "park" inside the gallery. got a bench, with a statue sitting and reading the papers. at first, i said i dun want to sit.. cos scared. scaredit jump up.. joking joking, i sit down. i accidentally move the whole bench, den ihum, tot the statue move, i scream at the top of my lungs can?!!! hahaha. everybody laughed at me.. malu!! den david, jiajie, and timo were marching. den later, me and LKK came up with a new kinda marching routine. hahhaah. his trademark.. dammit. it was bloody hell hilarious.
just lurve tdy. on the trip back to school. everybody was quiet. too tired i guess. i fell asleep. and stupid aizudin tried to take a pic of me sleeping. heng, neber.
reached school. meiding passed me a flower and told me that it was from him. *pIaNG!!* heart break and melt. hmmm. the irony. but, seriously. he's damn sweet. but.. hmmmm... too bad i guess.
he sat beside meiding and hidaya. dunnoe whad.. but just felt abit jealous.. wEiRd!!. aiyar.. screw it lars.
met up with charles and tian hee just now. helped charles to get a v-day gift. guess charles thought that i was pretty lame to come up with such a stupid idea. haha.
Thursday, February 12, 2004
charles' hair can tie a mini pony tail!!! sHo cUttEE can?!! =)
tmr, got excursion... can't wait!!. stupid cat, wrote in her journal, sae that i kept oei-ing. lols. cute lars!! he got lil boy face. muahaha. can join man hunt. =p
ust now, walking baq with sue.. den she say abt shankar(??) and john tajo. say they got dunnoe whad kinda relationship. den she say shanka name ish
'shanka-ma'.. kaoz.. de way she say, sounded liek.. lan jiao hor le ga. something like that. laughed until peng.
I'm in luRRvveee with greennnnn!!!! =))
starting of day. and as usual, sue's late again. lols. used to be, now it's her turn. e maths test. my stomach hurt like hell. went to the toilet, only to find shelly there. hahaha. her stomach ached too. damn farnie. i had to rush baq to class and borrow tissue from kah kiat for her. pathetic. lols.
oh yea oh yea!!! miracle!!! mr chen din scream at me at all!!! hahaha... surprise of the century!!
just can't stop disturbing j.ling and david. shelly and i kept repeating the " i got a pen, the pen ish blue. i got a stead, the stead ish you!" had a hell load of fun disturbing them. kaos.. the look on their face... CLASSIC. only once in a lifetime. wHoo hOO!! tried to be angry with cuimin tdy. idiot. dat gurl, have not completly recover yet, and she's off to the gym , AGAIN. hAiyo. . oh yea.. i fell asleep during the mother tongue test. damn bloody tired. damn zai.
had IPW leader's briefing just now in the ava room. shelly and sue were with me. during the briefing, realised the he was sitting infront of us. kaoz. nearly fainted. muahaha. den stupid shelly and silly sue, go saboh me. sue called out his name, and shelly said out loud " linghui, you think *** cute?!!!" rittteee. super malu cans??? geraldine heard it too.. den she too started suaning me. emme wanted to start too. felt damn "F-ed" up, and malued. felt like digging a hole , and jump in to hide. siao. i was blushing like no body's business. super red tomato up for grabs!! =p
come to think of it.. i'm still damn embarressed. eRrGGhzz. gonna strangle that stupid shelly tmr.
headed for com class aftdat. sat next to j.ling and david. kAOs!!! my goosebumps were like.... BOOM!!! on full alert today cann!!!!! dey damn mushy lors?!!! muahaha. luthfi sms-ed me aft dat sho stupid. muahaha. stupid but sweet i guess.
saw him. dIao. wanted to just die on the spot. lols. okok. guess i'm going overboard. but it's nothing more den just erm.. looking?? hahah. nothing more den that. i promise. muahaha.
rattled on abt him to shelly j.ling and sue. guess they were really damn pissed. hahahahahh. super duper funn. took neos tdy with them!! haha. went ard snapping with my dis.cam. wanted to finish up the film.
sue kept wanting to drop her books. =) to many M.As le. muahah. but seriously, some of the MAs are top quality can? we are like silly lil gurl oggling at some kinda idol. =|
saw the GST tdy. guess it's really the attention, not forgetting to mention the boys, that they are really looking for. not for the interest in the sport. how lame and pathetic can dey get. some are really interested. can see. but the rest.. it's like printed on their foreheads, "i want attention!!!" with a capital A. hmmmmmm....
guess i'm really toking alot tdy. but i've really got a lot to sae!!!!
feeling damn farqed up now. guess there's a certain limit to everything. there are things which i decide whether i wanna tell you manz. you may be a good friend (and yes, you are one bloody good friend to have), but i guess i will decide on whad things i wanna tell ya. some things are purely personal can? dun be sho.. erm..dunnoe whad word to sae lars. but, SERIOUSLY!! at times, you're kinda MCP. stop throwing your bloody childish temper ard. and stop hiding things from ppl. we noe it. we can FEEL it. so stop faking. it pisses ppl off!
Wednesday, February 11, 2004
haha. tdy..played against cresent. tho we din do well, think we had fun. the cresent gurls are one big grp of B*****S.. they may have the skill, but they totally lack of sportsmanship. when we talk to them, they have this kinda arrogant attitude. arrogant, proud. dun care lars. anyway.. (haha) we tok pictures. group pics. think it was a very special mo. (hmm... )
during SS lessong tdy, timo, geraldine and i, were doing our work together, and of course, talking at the same time abt certain stuff. talking about gurls and boys. when all of a sudden, timo said that i should go and be the Bachelorette. but b4 i do so, i must go for breast enhancement first.
ritttttttttttteeeeeeee.
after that.. moved on to eug.oei. i said that he's cute. bloody hell. din really mean anything. guess that stupid timo took it for something else.. lame. haha. MARK CHEN ALSO LARS!! i went out to study with him just now.. then he go and call eug.oei, say that i think he's cute. kaos. make me blush until like farq. dammit. shouldn't have trusted him. hmmmm. eRgHHHZZZ. cannot take it...
tdy, got the stupid fire drill. we were practically fried under the hot sun can?! like lil eggs..sunny side up... =)
i thought it was kinda stupid. tania and tiara had to act for some kinda thing. two thumps up for their enthusiasm. well done. but on the whole, i thought it was a total failure can?? went to the hall after that. my class had no place to sit.. in the end, we were thrown to one corner of the hall. so stupid. den we were all making noises, talking.. everything. haha.. (guess geralding, lynette, meiding and i had a time of our lives. =p)
I'VE FINALLY GOTTEN THE ANSWER
finally know who i am really attracted to.. all the while. not him, but himm. tho i've had a couple of bfs. i've found out who i really like le. not him, but himm!! hmm.... get whad i'm saying norts? lols
Tuesday, February 10, 2004
had a great bonding time with my juniors tdy. guess i lurve them loads too..
for the first time since this year, i have finally done a POA work all by myself!!! yays!!! three cheers to lynette too!!! muahaha. oh, to add on.. i passed my history and physics!!! =)
really hate leaving school early at times. i just wanna stay in class and focus on my work. dammit. so gonna lagg behind. seesh
Monday, February 09, 2004
WARNING
not in the best of mood. shall just blog abt the three major things that kinda affected me tdy..
no. 1 : MCKD smokes. asked him not to, he said 'like you care!'
I DO.
no.2 : MCSW smoked before. damn disappointed.
no.3 : made me think alot. whether i'm a good captain or whatsoever. think i'm gonna step down from being a captain.
just a piece of advice...
refrain from talking to me abt others achievements as far as possible. thank you
Sunday, February 08, 2004
I JUST CANNOT STAND HIM AT TIMES MANZ!! really. he shuld just push his pride aside and think how his bloody ego boost is affecting the others. never really bother to think.. never ever realize how much his negative attitude has affected others. whad a jerk at times. and to think that i like him alot as a friend. ignorant, arrogant, selfish attitude.
just came hme from KK hospital again. de stupid security system thingy there sucks lors!!! i hate it!! eRgHH!!! hahah.... cuimin's doing fine ppl. she's the usual talkative self again. hahaha.. went with daniel and mark tdy morning. bought grapes, apple, a forever bear keychain, and a card for her. gave her a toy gun to play too. hahaha.. hope she feel's better like that. she wun be discharged until tmr. haiz.. sHooOOO long can??! hahah ciaos
Saturday, February 07, 2004
x-country day
ran tdy. came in 18th. sucky position. aft dat, someone told me cuimin faint. rushed out with kym, mp, yuhfang, wanli, and j.ling to the start of the road area. den found out from gordon, dat shelly and cuimin are inside. cuimin under shock. freaked out abit. ran back, whe mark said that cuimin was looking for me. panicked even more. cried when i saw the state she was in. she was totally down. couldn't even open her eyes. tried to, but couldn't. aclled her sis for her. de teachers had already called for an ambulance. after dat, cuimin started calling for wailai. den, she came. ambulance came. the two of us followedin the ambulance with her. teng and shelly took car there. reached there, her sis was already there waiting for us. went back to macritchie. at macs, sue lost her wallet. pissed off, she attitude. dunnoe lars. can't be bothered. too much things in my mind den. me, j.ling and shelly went to pastamania to eat. den slack ard. met up with charles and tian hee. slacked even more. couldn't take it, when home. called up cuiling (cuimin's sis) to check on her. first person to talk on the phone with her after she gain consiousness. sounded damn sick. rushed down with shelly and charles to visit her. ade beifang huiling xiaolin and shimin were on their way there too. at first, visiting hours closed. they only allowed one up. i went up. damn sick. haiz. freaking worried for her. den ade came up next. tmr, visiting her again. anybody who wish to visit her, here's all the info you need.
KK hospital. children's block
level 4, ward 46, bed 15
-=take a taxi from novena mrt=-
haiz. head's spinning still. too much things in my mind. hoping that cuimin will get well, i will farqing pass my physics and chem common test, have loads of work to complete, have yet to master POA. sai sia.
Friday, February 06, 2004
wolf cries
super freaked out. tasso ade and i, we were crossing the road.. den we saw a view of the moon partially blocked by the clouds. it looks like the vampire scene from de vampire show. den we were staring and staring. den at ade's block, we tried to scare ade, but instead, i got a shock and screamed. den laughed. we laughed. walked a couple of steps, DEN, we heard it. a wolf cry came. we looked at each other, and started screaming. vision this : walking along a corridoor, with all the houses lights off. the corridoor is damn dark.and you heard a wolf cry. wah lau. we just started running and running. den at her door step, we heard it again. screamed even louder. ran in to her house. just so freaked out. cannot take it. i'm sweating. talking on the phone just now. we were all scared. dammit.
hmm... lessons are pretty good tdy. had fun again with my classmates. i officially announce : sling is in lurve with the revolue 3s!!!!! =))
changed the sitting arrangement tdy. we are now sitting in pairs. sitting next to geraldine. and as usual, kah kiat is sitting behind me.tdy, that guo en's like suffering from pms. crazee. hais, just can't stop rattling about my class. i seriously lurve them manz!!! and oh yea, the teachers too!!!! ms tan, mdm azizah, ms singh, mr lim, mr kor.. myfavourties!!! lols
had my common test after school tdy with karen. hahahhaha... and e4 were having their maths retest. every one was like copying here and there can? hahah hilarious. aft that, me and karen went to the staff room area to have our chem test. i lurve dat part, esp. since syam and fizah were both there. hahhhaahaha.
aft dat me karen cuimin shelly, headed for j8. the guys were watching gothika. din wanna watch it.. yet. i will be meeting tasso in less than an hour to watch the show, together with ade,and praba. think i'm just gonna scream and scream. hahaha. like whad cuimin said, i am just donating money to GV. =|
raining now. dammit. wonder how will i be going down dun feel like carrying umbrella lehs!!! hmmsss..
tmr, x-crountry. freaking out. dunnoe whether can do it or not. sianz. damn sick and tired of this kinda stuff. haha.
realized i got loads of things to say. hahaha. talk cock sing song, plae mahjong!!
will update more later!!!
Thursday, February 05, 2004
have been really unlucky these few days. stepped into class, and mr lim practically blew his top at me. his whole face went as red as a tomato, and he just started screaming and screamnig the moment i set foot in class. haha. but heck, i wasn't feeling even the slightest bit of angry. just explained, and went back. muahaha.
got back my test papers. physics and A maths. =p failed both papers. haha. got 7 for physics, and 14 for A maths. joke of the year man. =P
will show you guys that i will pass my science cmmon test. =))
netball
c div had a game tdy. but was postponed cause of the rain. =\
i've got loads of to say abt the sec ones. dey are extremely cute!! cute, funny, spontaneous.. and oh yea. dey definately do have the positive netball attitude dat some of the sec twos lack. but, still... i lurve my netballers!!!!
huiping's the naughty and mischevious one. BUT, on the other hand, she's determined, perseverence, and hardworking.
yenhui's funny, and cheerful always. she's always never fail to smile. same positive attitude as huiping.
dorcas, always doing her silly little 'i-love-you' signs to ppl. gave me a shock when she said i love you tdy. hahaha... but nontheless, she's good too.
sheryl and daphne. dey are one hella good players. dey go ALL out for the ball. with essential practice, these gurls are going to keep netball alive manz.
the rest.... they are equaly good. just too lazy to write anymore.
hmmm...... guess i dun feel comfortable with certain things. must understand okae fat mole?
Wednesday, February 04, 2004
din blog for a few daes. sorry!!
had netball tournament tdy. against cedar. we did pretty well even tho we din win. could see dat we were striving for it.. i guess. lurve my class more and more as days goes by. The Revolue3 rocks!!!
dat daniel.. super duper cute.. always ka jiao me. hahaha. farney dude.
Sunday, February 01, 2004
went out with tasso, khad, nicolesoo, and ade. walk walk here and there. tasso. really damn scarey.. freaked me out BIG TIME tdy. hmm. oh yea. when me khad tasso and nicole were in wisma's food court. we play with ice on the table. den tasso dins noe, that the water dripped onto his pants.. and DIRECTLY at his crotch area. haha we laugh until peng. den he had to borrow from khad her paper bag to cover.. muahaha.. MALU!
den later when the rest left, me khad and tasso went to eat FAMILY's meal at KFC. wha kaoz. damn full. den khad spotted two malay dudes. they look look here, den look look there. aiyo. haha.
den send khad off to the the station.. den me and tasso headed for borders. he so called 'relieve stress'. by throwing soft toys around. =| hmmmmm...
oh yea. tasso bought me two tees from adidas as an early burfdae gift. thank you! =) and to add on.. bought myself a giodarno kids top too. muahha. damn comfy. cannot take it!! haha =p
you think too much
time check : 12.26p.m
going to meet tasso, and most probably ade too. going to shop shop with tasso. muahaha. ate yum yum waffles for lunch. shit... i MWW le. dammit. now mark's gonna laugh at me. muhahaha. enough said bout him for the time now i guess. =|
wHoa!! lurve the acoustic version of Suger Ray's Someday. it rocks my socks!!! muahaha.
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