a death ballet

hiaz.. today ar... really a sad sad day manz. firstly, shelly told me that is confirm: she likes him. hiaz... than he like bo chap.... like...aiyar... really feeling awful. it's like... i really like him.. budd.. he's like wat loads of ppl sae... a bloody flirt. must really force myself to squeeze him out of my mind. can't go on like that.. my results will be affected. hiaz... oh yea.. happie birthday chalven.

erm.... today... dnt lesson... shiok sia!!!!... lolz... stayed in class fer theory. hahhah. altimate shiok!!.. well.. erm.... rehearsed for the chinese reading competition. than wat else ar?.. ya... lester told me something shocking. kinda affected me..dunnoe what to do manz. feel like asking him.. safa also told me something shocking.... !!! hahaha.. shockin day ba!! lolz... during the data logger lesson, we grew bacteria.. quite fun la.... den lucas and me talk talk.. dat's all lor... hahaha

wellz.... haha.. like sue's blog... where shall i start? haha... today like nth exciting happened.. i just like in the mood of studying.. like lucas said..'part and parcel of life' haha... very serious with my studies lately.. dunnoe why either.. hha.. den...well.. received my science common test paper back.. got 3 marks lower that the smartest gurl in our class.. ass.. must beat her.. later going to do my work and study study.. haha ciao

haha.. so long didn't blog liao. wellz.. erm.. today was supposed to be the inter-house training. had a hard time calling ppl down to join. shelly, kym, sue, safa, justine, christina, hidaya, me, and maybe bella and jinling. budd than, when school was over, got the msg from tze wei that training was cancelled. ASSHOLE. haha.. chikU!... erm.. during english lesson in the lab, received a sms from someone. said that i like you. bloody hell. after that, when i reached home, sue sms me say that she received an identical sms too. the 2 of us were damn pissed off... ASSHOLES AND SCUMS! haha.. well, did you guys watch twins effect?.. you see, today, as me and sue were walking home, than at my block's void deck, sue suddenly told me that there was a cockroach.. well naturally i screamed, budd it wasn't a normal scream. i screamed like the gurl in twins effect who couldn't stop screaming. hahaha.. damn loud and sharp that when i reached home, my mum say got a crazy gurl screaming at our block downstairs.. than i luffed.. haha... funnie!!!

haha.. today went to the stadium with netballers to run. than after that bei taught me to run 400m.. quite chim.. hha... damn scared i lose on that day manz.. after that went to big mac and eat. than we played the zong ji mi ma game.. if lose must drink water.. wah siaoz... drink until i siao. after that went to j8 and walk walk. den met up with adez and gang den we went to her hse to watch twins effect and a few other shows after that... like movie marathon like that.. lolz..

sianz... today RHD... me snail sue shelly and jl wore ethnic costume... oh yea.. safa too.. den take picture here and there... after that went to the hall for a play by act 3 called the moby dick.. not bad.. loved the singing.... and i esp love LEON!!!.. he raWkS!!!.. yaYz!! sho damn bloody cute lor.. hahh... than erm.. wat else.. after that, me and sue went ta 'tend' the stall.. budd actually we were there so that we can see upper sec recess... i loved 2e2's cookies.. they are just so YUMMY!!! yayz!!.. haha... than after that, the 5 of us went and change back to out school U... gAn jUe zHen hAo!!... so hapy also... got to slap AH HEM no 2 on the back..!!! oh yea.. i love AH HEM no 1's EYES!!!! they are so nice!!!! wat else... hmm.. oh yea.. the slut was flirting today.. ass.. serioulsy think she likes him!!! yUck!!.. so ugly sia!!.. haha. after that, walked to big mac with tha gang.. and guess who we saw?!!! ak and tasso!! haha... at the stadium.. was hestitaing whether i should run for 400m as i knew that i would lose... hiaz.. budd when i decided to run, they sae no need to run as we only havv 8 ppl in total.. so all of us were qualified... i was so pissed, that i din even went home with sue.. budd than after that, met up with the senior netballers and hui2 . we went to j8 the cinema and talk talk.. sTeAdy!!! luff until can peng... than after that me and ade walked home.. oh yea.. guess who i saw at the cinema again..tasso!!! haha... wad else?.. oh yea. think chad was kinda pissed off with me and gang today.. cos we disturbed him bout the 'janet' thingy again.. hiaz.. poor boy. came in last for 200 m. budd nvm!! you are a long distance runner!!!. hahah.. oh yea.. today.. got misunderstanding.. i got a flower.. than chad go disturb me say that i bought it for him.. than i passed it to him to see. as he passed the flower back to me, mr tan saw and thought that he was giving it to me!!!... maLu!!!!. lolz... that's all i guess.. oh yea.. prepare.. tml i'm gonna cry big time after school... nitey nite!!.. *mUaCks*

lalala.. today.. got the science course thingy... quite interesting.. learned how to clean water all that crap.. haha.. erm.. at sue's house now....choosing wat costume to wear for tml's racial harmony day.. hahah.. wearinga mix of vietnam and malay costume.. actualyy me and sue wearing exactly the samething,just that it is of different colour.. lolz... shy shy...still hestitaing whether i should wear the costumre tml lehz..haha.... erm... wat else... oh yea.. i dun wanna tok to ridz that gang liao lar... damn irritating manz... can't stand it!!!... aRRR heartbreAKer!!!..wanna see him and tell himthat i really really like him manz... budd... shy shy lar.... hahaha.... sLinG's cRazEE!!.. lolz... oh yea... i'm a sprout!!! hahah

hahaha.. just painted my nails black sling is crazee!!!.. lolz.... hmmm.. wat shall i sae fer today's blog? nth to sae lehz... kaoz.. today the ms tans angry with our class sia.. siao wanz. all suddenly screamed at us.... sCaRey!!.. lolzone very violent, the other one very funny.. lolz..... both CMI lar... CANNOT MAKE IT!.. hahaz....

lalala.... dunnoe wart to sae manz.... feelin' tired and drowsy... i have yet to study my science!!!... hAlP!!.. lolz... hmmmz..... looks like today is a rather unaccomplished day... nth happened.. gettin sick and tired of life already...

aRRR.. today just totally suck manz.. HEARTBREAKER!!! lolz erh... blogging on jinling's com.. at her hse with snail and sue.. doing the arty project... sucky manz... can't even print the stewpid stuff... JERK!!! EVRYTHING JUST SUCK... INCLUDING YOU!!! SCUM!!!!

i hate life and i hate you. i hate everything bout me. too short, too phat, too stewpid, too dumb to know that you are nothing in his eyes. why can't things just be abit simpler?? i should just accept the fact that not eveything is wat it seems. i should just push my pride away and take things easy i guess. he isn't yours, and he isn't your type. learn to givv up sling. *slaps face*
AIM:
1) be friends back with him
2) forget bout heam

lIeWs!!!!.... damn shuang!!!.. today is totally my day manz!! me sue and jl went to big mac.. than messenging etc when he said that he just left his primary school.... than saw him at interchange.. than he said he was going to j8 walk walk.. and GANG HAO... me and sue was heading fer there too!!! than when at j8 we passed by each other several times... than we pinch here pinch there.. happy lar. lolz // today i spilled bundung, tha the auntie asked me to go and take the mopand mop up the floor... damn malu lorz!!!hmmz... still got wart else..(my rabbit is biting my shorts).. er... yea.. that's all i guess.. CIAO!

yayz!!!.. today fest spiel nite!!!... haha.. me and sue damn excited.. dunnoe why also.. haha... just now damn funne... ming wei go disturb lye urn... than lye urn trip and fall... me and sue luff until stomach ache.. hahas.. ermz.. wat else... today.... me and lucas crazy... he finding his ah hem.. i finding chalven.. lolz.. than got wart else arz?... hmmm.. ermz.. oh yae.. I HATE HIM!... (dun ask me who)..... i am trying my best to avoid you now.. you hurt my feelings *corny*.... budd it's true... you guys just suck big time manz... hate ya all....

wellz.. today's a lousy and abit of a happie day fer me. wellz, couldn't look him in the eyes now adays... regret confessing to him... hiaz... shouldn't have... -slaps myself-... and the worse thing was that, he didn't even say much bout anything.. haha... than, wellz... blowed bubbles in class again.. damn lame.. lolz. haha.. betta go find out bout the sculpture walk thingy liaoz...
byebye!!

hmmmz... today's a exciting and tired day.. waited for school to end badly... hahah me and sue walked in to the parade square by the long way... saw our AH HEMs... haha.. tml exciting day also. after school, we s\stayed back fer awhile to stall time.wink*.. lolx.. than, walk pass big mac... and guess who we saw... CHALVEN AND GANG!!!!.. hahaha... den after that sue angry lar.. i think... cos she just left the mac like that... yea... woke up late in meeting mark they all for the soccer match... went with mark, lester, charles, badri, and luthfi... damn funny.. luff here luff there.. can die... lolz.. than mark they all send me back.. cos late mahz.. wellz... today.. i finally CONFESSED to him!!!!!.. yay... feel so much better budd not tha best.. lolz.. nitez.. *yawnz!

hahah... today... saw him alot of times sia.. budd... hiaz... shelly they all say that the 2 of us got chance.... budd i always dun wanna confess to him.. i dun dare larz.. budd does he really like me like wad shelly they all think?.. wellz... i seriously dun think so lorz.. [ oh yea , Hui2, i dun like the two of them... so dun anyhow say lorz..haha) yea.. today, netball end damn early.. dunnoe why also.. haha .. yea... that's all i guess

haha.. today farnie day. went to jinling's house.. ta do art project....HEARTBREAKER LAR!!!.. me and sue downthere complaining that e4 ppl are heartbreakers.. lolz... ermz... shelly trip adn fall from jinling's bed.. stewpid... lazy to write larz... hahha.. bye

kaoz.. din use the net fer 2 days straight... can die.. welz... yesterday altimate slacking day siaz!!... science period, ms wond din even teach at all. than i followed shelly up to sec 4 level.. hOrNey!!!.. lolz.. at first.. morning horny, cos AH HEM's class walk near us.. actually is me and the CT hOrnY. than recess time, me and CT saw our AH HEM, den we both horny againz. den after recess, he and CT's AH HEM walk pass, than both of us horny. siao... today, i one two three four times horny sia.. hha // oh yea.. our class picture TOTALL rAwKZ manz... haha// i maDe lucas my brother!! sHo happie.. sling is crazee!! haha stewpid charlotte.. flood my tag board!!! hahaha.. lUrve ya to char!! meet up one day?.. settie!

haha.. yesterday din use internet.. damn tired and abit sick... so i slept at 6 till the next morning. *yAWnz!..hahah...ermz.... today, went to amk library with sue. than i took a nap... haha.. oh yea.. in lesson time, i kept laughing to myself sia... lovesick mahz.. than lester say i crazy.. haha.. cHikU!.... hahah excited.. later watching terminator 3 with my brother.. CHAM!... i so hungry.. lolz.. tata

yaWnz*.... so tired!!!!... going to die soon.. hElP!!.. just finished doing my IPW ppp lorz... and the time now is 11.56 p.m. had a long day today.. and i am dead beat manz... totally!!... well.. at least mark stayed up with me!!... thanks buddy. hhas. well.. today in schoo, had a big depression again.. sad sad... miss him so badly!!!.. aRz!!!..,. well... today upper recess... din get to see him.. sad sad again.. haha... after school, stayed back for lunch with lucas and jinling.... actually... wellz... thoughts.. confused thought just came up my mind... hhahha.z... dunnoe why either... well.. than after school go toj8 with jinling than after that hung ard big mac. than went home.. sleep.... and now.. here i am doin my ipw, and updating my blogg.. hahaah. sianz..

randall from lightyears rAwKs!!... he's just sooooo CUTE!!!!!!!......

haha... today.. finally told jx and benja that my bro was all the while the one playing cs with them. they got a shock sia.. esp jx..than they ask me tado a favour fer them: to ask my bro to trial them fer cs. than i help here help there.. than finally can liao.. jx siao wan.. go and say i love you to everybody sia.. on irc.. hahaah... nth to say.. CMI.. hha... lolz...funny dudes lar.. hahah...

hahah.. today happie day!!!.. went out with shelly, jinling, sue and snail. wellz, we went to do our sculpture walk first. after that, we headed fer orchard. we tok alot of cock lar..on tha way. well.. we head straight fer far east.jinling wanted to buy a choker fer AH HEM. and guess wart. we reached far east at 11?!!! it's so damn bloddy early that none of the other shops are open!!!.. aRgH!!... cHikU!!haha.. than suddenly got bad headache.. well.. the moment i reached orchard.. i felt a bit depressed already.. dunnoe why also. just felt damn sad. after that.. we started hunting fer clothes fer sue. she wanted to buy clothes fer fest spiel nite... vian!!!>..... hhha jkjk..we keep showing her clothes.. budd she always say dun wan.. in the end, it was shelly and jinling who tried on a skirt each. lolz. than finally, sue bought a pair of shoes... can tie up wanz.. dunnoe wart kind lar.. like erm.. sandals like that. after that.. we came in to a shop which provides ear piercing. end guess wart... they forced me to get my ears pierced... budd too bad... i hum!!!. hahhha... than, send jinling to the bus stop as she needed to go back to school for chinese dance. lolz. than walk back up and headed fer youth park. sue wanna see her AH HEM, and shelly wanted to see her AH HEM too. wellz, we went to cine first. than while we were there... we realized that there are alot of gurls and guys there are totally CMI!!... TOTALLY!!!.. aRR.. haha.. (was still feeling depressed all the way) . we walk here walk there... play here play there.. than after that, went to youth park to find shelly's AH HEM. i played with his skateboard. than play play.. than i fall down and hit my hip.. pain sia!!!!!!!.. i think now i've got a bruise.. *oUcH!.. play play.. than a old uncle ride a bicycle pass, and he was carrying a little doggy.. sooooooo cute!!!.. i go and play with it.. patted it. han, soon, sue's AH HEM came... she hOrNy sia!!!.. hahaah. i think she happy.. budd sibei act cool... dun wannat sae anything wanz... damn act cool haha... than later, got this skater gal came... and i was playing with shelly's AH HEM's deck, and that skater gurl juzz suddely came to me and do the skater hand thingy.. i got a shock budd i still did it back.. haha..CUULL!!.. lolz... than after that, left.. dun wanna disturb shelly and her AH HEM.. think they gonna you noe you noe.. so me, snail and sue left. after that, we went home. at bishan, i hurt myself again at the waist.. hha.... banged it against the railings.. *oUcH again.. lolz. den we go buy sushi and collect pictures.. hha.. den headed home.. tired.. *yAwNz..
well.. depressed cos', it's like... i was trying to make myself ferget him. everywhere i go, it reminded me strongly of him. i really like him i think. he's my bimbo. haha. if you wat i mean, why should i continue ta like him? it's like, when i say hi, he dun even reply. send him email.. he dun even care. so what's the use manz. i like him, budd i think he just treat me as a normal friend. or maybe as one of the other gurls... it really pains me. aRgHHHH... budd too bad.. tryin to fer get him.. and i will!!! wish me luckk!!

hahah.. finally got to use my new blog!!!.. so happie!!!.. well...anyway..ppl.. please tag me!!!!... ahhaha.. and erm.. dun mind my craziness.. lolz
well... today, busy doing my bloggie.. than after that, went to j8 and bought my school shoes. than ate ice cream. my father cooked curry.. yum yum*!!!lolz. can't wait to havv it fer dinner manz.. (gosh.. now i'm gettin hungry).. wellz... i'm talking t ken and sue now.. all in the same conversation...hahaha.. damn fun... we all talk alot.. can die.. // that stewpid gurvin added me.. she talk alot sia!!!!.. very ji zha!!lolz.. now got F1 (formula 1)... hopw that micheal.S wins!!! *crosses finger!* hahah.. tata ppl!... so happie that i got my blogg!!!!! yay!!!.. congratulate me!!!!

mUaHahaHaHa.. finally do finish my blogg liaoz.!!!! yays!!!!

erm.. hmm.. wad shall i say... trying to se whether this thing will work.. hiaz

hihi... trying my new bloggie!!!