Weird dreams

I finally fallen asleep with an active mind at 6+ in the morning. I had a weird dream. Something totally unexpected. I don't remember much details about it anymore but I do remember about me visiting these people who are sort of critically ill and they passed on in the later part of the dream. All these just to make me realise that I was dead too. Weird right?

I don't know if there is any meaning to the dream at all. There could be but I will never know. It may be just me watching too much tv over the past few days and thus all these drama in my dreams. haha... I wonder what kind of weird dreams are waiting for me tonight...

Rambling thoughts in an Insomnia Night

Sometimes I wonder if Insomnia gives me more "inspiration" to blog or is it because there is totally nothing for me to do at 4+ in the morning and thus I am here blogging.

There's alot of rambling thoughts in my mind right now and some are really things that I had spoken about here and probably never will. So I shall probably keep to what I can speak about.

I was watching an episode of Criminal Minds (Season 5) that showed a pyschopath killing these women who posts any and every single detail of their life on social media. I actually find it quite disturbing maybe because it is so close to real life. Who would have thought something so seemingly simple could have lead to them getting stalked then killed. Even though this may not have happened in real life, who knows, it could have had happened. No one can be certain that this thing will not come true. This reminds me why I stopped all my postings and only do it randomly nowadays. That is other than to keep the kpos who don't need to know from knowing too much about what is going on in my life. The people I really care about gets an update from me personally. :)

There are somethings which I have been thinking of putting an end to. I think it is really time to do it. I had been telling myself to do that time and again but I keep stopping myself from doing it. I really should put this in my To Do List before 2012 ends.

On a lighter note, the little one in my family has some new found talent! One is practising her vocals daily. Apparently her lungs are functioning superb-ly. I heard that she is trying her very best to become a koala bear too! Dad says she refuses to be held or placed in any other way except by being carried by someone. -.-''' I wonder who taught her that. I have yet to see her new patterns because I have been unwell so I will wait until I am well enough to bully her before I go and ka jiao her. haha... I have to say a new addition to our family is definitely good for our family. At least we gather more often than last time even if it is just to see the baby. :) Mum and Dad are definitely happier with the latest addition to the house. No complaints from them yet. haha... I always laugh and say she is the 金孙. :P I took tons of her photos whenever I see her because she doesn't stay still at all! Luckily in this day and age, we no longer have to develop the film before we know how the photo turns out, otherwise I would have been really poor then. lol...

ok... age is catching up with me because I forgot what else I want to say. Most importantly, why am I still wide awake at 5 in the morning?! :(

Insomnia

Not sure if it is because of too much sleep in the daytime or it is because of this... I didn't know antibiotics can cause insomnia!!!

I wonder if I will sleep my dark eye circles away at the rate I am sleeping...

Sick

wah liew... I have not fallen sick for a long time. Not sure if it is an accumulation of sickness or what but everything seems to come all at one go!
Mon - Sore throat plus fever with flu saying in the middle of the night.
Tues - Sore throat still there, cough came along
Wed - cough still here and my throat is still sore.

In fact I sound like a duck now. *Quack Quack Quack* :( I got a total of 4 days of mc. My Team leader actually asked if I can clear my leave this week. I ended up clearing my mc instead. ha... This is the first time I took so many days of mc at one go lor.

Sad to say there's nothing for me to do at home at all. Thus I became the lengendary couch potato~! It is not an easy feat trying to be a couch potato you know?! It is an honorable task which includes alot of TV surfing for the whole day. Nothing but TV surfing. I swear that I am more sick by being a couch potato and doing absolutely nothing for the past few days!!! Sibei cham! :(

Happy Birthday to me...

This year's birthday came as quietly as it left. I spent almost the whole day in my new house watching tv and sleeping the day away. As it was raining on and off and we were lazy to leave the house, we ordered pizza in for lunch. We finally left the house mich later to hunt for dinner.

Well... Happy Birthday to me. I hope a year older is a year wiser...

Just realised I have not been writing in a loooooonnnngggg while. I was too caught up with work in the past week. My peer left the job to furtherher studies. Just as well also.

I am also busy packing for the work place as they are planning to do some renovation. As the things to pack are so much and I am only given a week to do the packing, I end up staying until 9+ everyday for the past week. So sian... I told my team leader that I want to claim my time off since my boss so gek gao with me then I will gek gao back. I never claim time back whenever I stayed back for work. This time round I dun care! Who ask him to be so heartless and be gek gao with me. bleah~~~

So I will probably take some time off this week to rest. Last week was a terrible week. I hope things will be better soon...

New born!!!

My sister-in-law had given birth to a baby girl on 06 August! It is just too bad I was holidaying in Brisbane when she gave birth or else I will fly to see the kiddo!

Most importantly, I am now officially a 姑姑! Welcome to this world kiddo! :D

我要潇洒一点...

366 Project: City Space

Night view from City Space... Memories I have from there...

纸包不住火

纸包不住火, 那这张纸几时会烧掉？烧掉了后, 我可以承担那个后果吗？我会后悔吗？

366 Project: Bottle Tree Park

I went there with my colleagues for dinner. Heard from my boss that they might be closing down soon... Kinda sad... After all it is quite a nice place...

Fred posted this in twitter saying "Tell urself this and maybe u will be slightly happier in your life :)" I told him maybe just maybe... provided you can really move on...

Move on... There's a lot of things I want to move on from. However, it is easier said than done... When can I really move on?

I think you have more than made up for it. :)

I seriously dunno whether I should feel disappointed or I should actually be glad. Sigh...

Coming out of the Closet

My friend came out of the closet and introduced his partner to us last Sat! I am happy for him as long as he is happy. I just mourn for the loss for the woman community. You people just lost a good man/bf/husband/father to the gay community! Good for the gay community though because he is a really good guy because he is one of the few guys whom I admire the most...

366 Project: Strawberry Jelly Heart

I used to see my classmate making Strawberry Jelly Heart. I have been wanting to try my hand in making it but been procrastinating for the longest time.

I had a potluck with my secondary school friends today so I decided to make them! (^-^)

The Strawberry Jelly Hearts that I made turns out quite well for a first attempt. It should be better if it is more chilled though. Nevertheless, it was quite well received by my friends. :D

Taishoken

Muscle strain

Pulled a muscle at my shoulder so I having a terrible stiff neck and muscle strain now. Can't sleep at all throughout the night.. :(

366 Project: Hot weather

Weather is so hot that even the cat is sticking out its tongue...

Kelong

Things happen and things don't always turn out the way we want it, but we just have to live with the poor decisions and make the best out of what's good...

366 Project: The Moon

Dreams

Everyone dreams... It can be about having lots of money, owning your dream car, getting into a good school, having a house and etc...

What happens when the dream turns out to be not something that you want after all? What if it becomes a nightmare instead?

For many years, I have this dream that I never think I will ever have a chance to fulfil. Little do I expect, I did fulfil this dream. Dreams don't come true easily. I guess this is why I tried my hardest to hold on to this dream, stopping myself from waking up.

I guess it is time for me to wake up from this dream. True it is sweet but I have to admit that it is a nightmare too. The after effects I have to deal with, is not something I like. It makes me feel like a terrible person. Things are actually much simpler before this dream was fulfilled.

It is probably really time to put a stop to all these and wake up from the dream. It is time to face the reality. Time to tell myself that as much as how sweet the dream is, it is also a nightmare at the same time. Time to wake up... Time to put an end to all these.

I offered to buy L lunch because her birthday was on last Friday. M, who is not in super good terms with L, also wanted to buy her lunch so she suggested that we go there together. I'm ok with eating with anyone so I said ok.

Weather near lunch time don't look very good so I suggested going for lunch the next day instead. I was seriously too lazy to lug an umbrella along and end up getting myself wet. M said she was fine with eating another day but she wants to do it soon because she just wants to get over and done with it.

In my opinion, it is nice for you to offer to buy her a birthday lunch. However if you have a "get over and done with" mentality, you might as well not even offer to treat her. I seriously don't think L really gian your treat. If you are not sincere, just don't bother.

366 Project: Quote

A friend who left the company sent us this quote along with her goodbye message. I will miss having her around!

366 Project: Keep Fit Day

Badminton for this week's Keep Fit Program...

366 Project: Diablo 3

This game is going to keep alot of people off the streets....

366 Project: Happy Mother's Day

366 Project: 酸甜苦辣

The Groom and his brothers always have to brave through this before getting the hand of the beautiful Bride. :P

How true...

Heard this over Yes 933 this morning... "树不要皮，必死无疑。人不要脸，天下无敌。" How true how true...

Most Irritating Type of Person

The most irritating type of person are probably those who says "Anything" when you ask them where to go for a meal or place to go. Yet when you reach there, they start to hiam alot and say "this place here no good, there no good." If that place is really THAT no good, please suggest a place to go instead. Don't say "Anything" liao then start to hiam here hiam there. This irritates the hell out of me.

366 Project: Sleepy Meow

This cat was happily sleeping under the table when we reached. It got stepped on by a unknowing boy who did not realise its presence.

366 Project: Shaw House

Shaw House has changed so much since I last went... I had so many memories there...

366 Project: Berlayer Creek

Passed by this place on my way to Labrador MRT station. Looks so nice...

366 Project: Draw Something

The latest game I am hooked to! Draw Something! I didn't realised I can draw such a funny Lion King! lol...

我不说不代表我不知道。我只是想看你要做到多过分。。。

Keys...

I'm getting the keys to my flat on this coming Friday! Looking forward to it! :D

366 Project: Biggest Pineapple Tart Ever

For some reason, pineapple tarts are always an exceptionally popular treat during CNY. My friend passed me a pineapple tart that his family made every year. I think it is probably the biggest pineapple I have ever seen before. lol...

In order to show how big the pineapple tart is, I placed a normal size card in front of it. lol...

366 Project: Long time no fish

366 Project: Luggage Tag

Hee... The Cath Kidston Luggage Tag that I bought online finally arrived~! Loved the polka dots! Super worthed it for €3. ^^

366 Project

2012 is a leap year meaning there will be 366 days in 2012 instead of the usual 365 days in a year. 365 Project will thus be called 366 Project! :P

Project 366 will most probably be taken using my iPhone other than the occasional appearance of my 小红 which is my trusted Canon Ixus 100IS camera. :D Ai yah... it is more convenient to take photos using iPhone because I have it with me all the time. I don't bring 小红 around with
me everywhere. Just too lazy sometimes. :P

I will TRY to stick to a photo a day... TRY~ huh... If I can't stick to it then bo bian lah... :P

Wrapping Up 2011

2011 has come and gone. So fast... Too fast... With the arrival of 2012, it is probably time for me to give 2011 a wrap up.

To be frank, 2011 has not been very exciting for me. For some reason, even though I have more free time on hand, I seem to be doing less things. This may probably be because I had been so occupied with doing so many things all the while such as studying after work and etc, that I just want to take life a little more slowly now.

Japanese Course

I took up Japanese early this year and to be frank, I am not good at it. I am just too lazy to revise through what I learn and when learning language, practising and revising is probably more important than anything else. I am just super lucky to be able to pass my course. No, I don't plan to continue because I am just too lazy. :P

Work

Work has been terrible this year. Not only was it busy, I seem to be having very bad working relationship with my other colleagues. Never have I need to go and "lah" so many kopi with my bosses before. :S I'm so sick of it that there was a point when I just feel like quitting my job just to get away from all the sickening people. In the end, I told myself that they are just not worth for me to leave a job that pays well. I may meet even worse people in other places so f it lah. I will just grind my teeth and do what I am supposed to do. Since people are not appreciative in what I do, I will just start work at 8.30 and end work at 5.30. I won't be so silly as to stay late just so that I can finish my work. It is just not worth it at all.

Friends

Friends come and go. That I understand perfectly. Sometimes I wonder if it really needs to be that way. Sometimes I wonder if it is really that difficult for them to make the effort to meet up just for a simple dinner. It just makes me feel sad whenever I think of how little effort they put into trying to maintain the friendship.

Marriage

The biggest event for me in 2011 is probably getting married. Life has not changed much for me probably because we still stay in our own home while waiting for our flat to arrive early this year. I think things will probably be more or less the same until we moved in and stay with each other. Till then...

Travel

Sad to say, I did not have a chance to do much travelling this year. I think I only managed to make a trip to New Delhi. I will like to go back to India as a tourist one day. I do think it is a place worth visiting. No kidding. :)

This is probably my wrap up for 2011. Kind of sad because nothing much happened. Let's hope 2012 will be a more exciting year. :)

365 Project: First Drink of the Year

My first drink of 2012! Mango Margarita. :)