Today marks the 3rd year from when HTA and I met. I've been debating coming back from going private and think today is as good of day as any all things considered! I probably will not repost all the history but things with HTA continue and I'm completely grateful for the fate that occured 3 years ago, 1000 miles away that brought us together for what should have been a one night stand. I saw him just recently - I still get butterflies when I first see him, the chemistry is still as HOT and Intense as it ever was and I still feel this empty gut wrenching void when I leave him.
He has become my sanity and escape for my current situation....the thought of this stopping is honestly too much for me to think about some days even though physically - we don't see each more then 5 times a year - the communication is almost daily . I think that says much for what our relationship has evolved into in that its beyond just the physical.
A day at a time and it is what it is.
He has become my sanity and escape for my current situation....the thought of this stopping is honestly too much for me to think about some days even though physically - we don't see each more then 5 times a year - the communication is almost daily . I think that says much for what our relationship has evolved into in that its beyond just the physical.
A day at a time and it is what it is.
