jamming made me more depressed one luh..
cos my fingers are like retarded now, it's been some time since i last jammed.
same for my strokes. >.<
ohyeah, i lost 1 stick in the house..
but better than losing a prestige clarinet in a house. HAHA. =X
whoots.
and how about good english in smses?
and siying just started typing to me in good english. (:
good for english. HAA!
ok i AM going to study today.
last night i did luh, a bit of geog. haha, like 7 pages?
this is so disgusting, i studied 3 hours on monday, 1 hour on tues, 0 hour on wed and thurs i dont know. haha.
hopefully it'll be at least 2 hours..
anyway.
play game for awhile more and back to studying.
chem prac after school tmr!
and some rather _____ course? (you're supposed to fill in the blank yourself)
bye.
till then; 4:11 PM
overall, prelims was BADbadbad.
sighs.
seriously, i dont know what was i studying..
just 1 point improvement from midyear.
when people all over the place are getting As.
and when they get any Bs, it's like the end of the world for them.
LIKE HELLO, you wanna exchange your grade with me?
and if they dont mind, can chop half of their brain off and fix it into my head.
sighs.
i just dont have a good brain.
somehow i feel discouraged and at the same time wanting to study.
see how contradicting my brain is.
maybe i need to go for a brain transplant surgery.
aiyer so fed up.
i just dont like the way things turn out..
not that it HAS to be my way, but.. ok i just think life is that unfair.
sighs.
ok then, shall go and jam today.
to make me feel better? actually i sorta am but after awhile i think i'll start anyhow think about stuff.
AAHHHHHHH!
i need to like play basketball or something which allows me to vent.
crapping on msn isnt a bad thing.
i'll consider..
ohwell.
jiayou.
till then; 2:31 PM
Wednesday, September 27, 2006
i'm such a gone case for prelims.confirmed byebye to first 1 1/2 month.
and we're gonna have our chalet then, right? haa.
ohwells, some improved some deproved.
hurr. flunked my ss/g and the only one to fail higher chinese in the level? so you can see how sucky my chinese is.
WAIT, my english also no better luh! b4..
paper 1 - 31/60
paper 2 - 32/50
paper 3 (oral) - 30/40
so this makes up around 61.3.. ta ma de, i improved by 1.3 marks only.
emaths (my more hopeful hope) = c5.
tada, plus together is like 20 points including last year's o levels express chinese.
not that i didnt study, just of no use ba? BLEH.
HAHA i'm helping chengfu think for his compo.
interesting.
i can form nice nice sentences for him to write. lol!
if only i can form nice sentences for exams.
ahaa maybe i just need to think faster?
anyway didnt study today. =/
nvm.. sat is bu chang shi jian.
piaing from morning till night. (:
airport studying club resuming business first time after prelims. -.-''
but with extended business hours. -.-''''''
more papers to come tmr!
and i doubt they'll be better than today's. in fact, i think they'll be
aiyah forget it. no use thinking..
haha, maybe shall study a bit later.
cos maybe i'll shi mian like last night, slept like 3 hours in the afternoon since i came home, like yesterday. ahaa.
eh shall go and delete all the songs from my mp3 and re-put them in..
just feel like cos i think i need to put alot of songs in. -.-'' wth.
ohyeah, and thanks to all who made the effort to motivate me. loveyaloads!! -send flying kiss- anybody caught it? -cold-
helping people to 'write' compo is fun! xD
till then; 11:46 PM
Tuesday, September 26, 2006
aiyah something wrong with the link.. SIAN. wanted to put the whole thing here but the html go haywire??http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=X-QNWpJaiY0
it's damn FUNNY! got this from fir. yupp.
haha.
anyway getting back results tmr.
so i didnt study much today, only 1 hour or so.
haha i dont see any link.
you can say that i've been chatting for the whole night. =X
and making my band song songlist. LOL.
it's currently at 366 without the recordings.
dont know how i got 600+ in total..
hurr.
i think the results will have at least some impact on me tmr..
so... ya. i'm like preparing myself for the worst.
as long as it's less than 30 for prelims i'm satisfied.
o's just like maybe try to halve it.
hope that's not too far-sighting. lol..
cos miracles do happen, dreams do come true.. what else?
hope this potential 30pointer can half her l1r5.
nights.
should be sleeping soon..
till then; 11:56 PM
Monday, September 25, 2006
i deleted the previous post cos i think it's damn rubbish..anyway, today wasnt that boring in school.
we had jc talks.. i went for the vj (everybody), tj, aj and sa one.
hurrhurr. can forget about first admission. i bet i'd be down there shaking leg when people are choosing schools.. =/
hmm.
actually it's really no one to blame for the state that i'm in now.. like this morning we just said, if only we didnt slack in sec 1 which linked to slacking badly in sec 2 and so on in sec 3. but ok, just do whatever i can now. haaa.
was dismissed at 12.50 today and then went studying with yaju.
at first at pp macs, and i suddenly realise that i forgot to hand in my f&n to foong so i smsed mrs woo to tell foong to wait for me to go back to school. haa then mrs woo called and say i can hand in tmr morning. (:
in the end, the lower sec guys were too noisy so we still walked back to school in the end to hand in my f&n and to study, at the library.
the school was like damn leng qing, with very few people being seen walking or at any part of the school?
but the library wasnt.
eh then studied for 1 hour only cos i forgot why.
i studied from 12am to 1am last night also though. ahaa cos i didnt know what to do besides to study. -.-''
alright.
after dinner i'll go and study again. that damn chapter which dont look long actually IS very long.. i'm talking about the atmosphere one for chem. and actually there's quite a lot to know too. haa.
dammit. need to study other subjects also luh, like maths and f&n?? >.<
i bathed already. heh!
better get going.
till then; 7:23 PM
Saturday, September 23, 2006
tada, i think i finished evaluation.. only.ahaa. pathetic.. but i forgot what foong told me about where i went wrong already. oops.
maybe next time i should record down. =X
and i'm like reddish pink today. >.<
paaiin~ couldnt sleep properly last night cos the shirt created friction between the cloth and my skin.
now i'm in sleeveless. HOO.
much more comfortable and less pain.
this time even my legs are sunburnt?!
first time man..
OHYA!! I FORGOT TO SAY YESTERDAY THAT MY MP3 GOT OVERHEATED!! wth?!
we were like listening to it halfway then the screen showed, "overheating, shutting down.." i was like, got such thing??? hahahahaha.
where did i go today?
hmm. orchard to raffles city to esplanade with adriel.. then yaju at airport.
eh heh. we didnt study there today.
things to do after o's:
- genting
- alumni band
- dye hair
- rollerblade/ cycle
- basketball
- trip to bandworld (for yaju's clarinet and maybe i'll take a look at the drum pads if there's any.. haha)
- blind; jamming
- chalets
- band farewell
- sentosa
- concerts?
hurr! cant wait. (:
but of course i need to study first luh.. ):
i'll start studying like next week.. must slowly get into the mood for the time being before i completely get attached to books.
ohwell.
my cousin was like telling me not to go mj just now, all the not-so-good things. lol.
aiyah we shall see after getting the results, i hope either sa or mj. and i'm not talking about prelims, just o levels. haha.
prelims wont get me anywhere.
sighs.
life is so hard to live, they're just so complicating. [random]
i dont know why i'm saying this luh..
but nothing's really fair in this world.
oh f, what's with the randomness.
hmm.
i've thought of it before, if given a choice, would i rather be in a pro band or in some normal and average band?
i just think that sometimes those pros get arrogant and everything, then i'd rather be in an average one. nothing will come out of me if you dont enjoy right?
haa i dont know why i thought of all those la, but i randomly thought of it. ahaa random people..
ok it's 12.07am! my father and my bro's watching the ghost movie.. office you gui.
hurrhur. my eyes are glued to the com screen..
anyway chat awhile more and off to do something else or sleep?
till then; 11:38 PM
Friday, September 22, 2006
sentosa was FUN! xDand this background's our shadows in the water! (:
i mean yaju, siying and i.
eh, i'm not really as red as lobster now la.
actually just burning sensation on the skin, more like when i touch it or something.
hohoho. we spent most our time in the water gossiping and laughing our heads off.
"i dont care!" these 3 words had a huge impact on the 3 of us. LOLOL.
throwing a ball in the water and trying to sit on it had been fun! whoo. but it was rather dumb cos the ball'd shoot out of the water out of nowhere if we failed..
lalala. islander membership, wait for me after o's. =D
and it's been a long time since i went out with siying. ok la, seems long.. (:
ok maybe a few photos for viewing pleasure, dont steal ah! ahaha.
i think they will all be dao photos only, cos like more than 50% of the photos are dao photos.
(the ahlian photos and the actcute photos will not be posted anywhere! hahaha cos this is to bao chi our xing xiang. xD)
hurr. tmr gonna have lunch.. and then yaju and i felt like going to study. like, HAHA WTH. dont know eh, i got this strong urge to go to the airport and study.. (:
and i miss the airport luh! )x
eew, the 9 o'clock show.. that woman is such a bitch! tsk.
oh. i almost forgot i need to do f&n. haha..
bye then!
life's greatest joy is to be able to with your loves. (:
till then; 9:14 PM
Thursday, September 21, 2006
prelims' over..this weekend will be resting days.
uh will be going out i guess.
haha i think that the locking up in the hall was rather fun. =D
our first and only time being locked for prelims.
actually it looked like a playground for us. haha.
we had a mini 2p gathering! lol. baoyue was there too. (:
so fun ehh.. heh.
tada, this really stupid pervert has spoiled my mood. i shall dedicate some half of my post to him to honour him, NOT.
i know who's the idiot who put photos on the stupid website.
and guess what? he's a stupid pervert. and i mean it, really STUPID.
puts his email at the profile and i went to friendster to see and he viewed my profile before.
so stupid right? (ps, sorry man, he's like ugly..)
let me tell you ah, if i see him on the streets.
HE WILL DIE A HORRIBLE DEATH.
1. even diamond also cannot protect him.
2. he'd better have undertaker contacts.
aiyah thinking about it makes me want to send a message.. "FUCK YOU, YOU SUCK." =X
ahaa but sorry, we're civilised people.
he shall not continue to spoil my mood.
bet he'd be hated by many. and i hope he's sneezing nonstop now. @!#$%&
happy stuffs.
today went to eat ban mian with siying! seokhan and renhui was there too.
seokhan is so funny laa. haha. walking in to school with her also as funny. =D
went to meet yaju at orchard later but we met each other at toa payoh mrt station instead cos that's pure coincidence.
hmm. went fareast and actually everywhere.
heeren, taka and blah.
the things i bought today are all ear stuffs like earstuds and the alcohol. lol.
yes sentosa tmr! xD
cant wait man.. it's time to suntan! whoooo.
just hope it doesnt rain.
i'm like white chicken now. >.<
and sat adriel wants to have lunch.. =/
after that maybe ask yaju to go somewhere to relax, but who knows, we might even end up studying.. ahaa.
hmmhmm.
ohya, damn. i still have to redo some parts of the cwa. zzzzzz ...
ohwell, shall do some later and continue some maybe tmr or weekend cos must do by monday.. haaaa.
ok i stink now. need to bathe.. haha.
everybody enjoy your weekends! (:
and good luck to all having english paper tmr! heh.
byebyeee.
till then; 9:02 PM
Wednesday, September 20, 2006
say i'm pro.my mummy says that some of my test tubes are broken and they are still nowhere to be found..
DAMN IT. @!#$%&
uhh maybe i'll try borrowing them instead if they are still nowhere to be found.
aiyah, tmr's last day of prelims.
and sorry lor, i dont wanna get back results.
maybe i should be 'sick' until graduation day. =/
yucks, my results will be bad
l1r5 as high as the sky.. and then drop down to the ground and die.
haha it rhymns! i didnt mean to write a poem..
ok heard that science chem (paper3) was badly done.
expected? hurhurr.
see, i'm gonna flunk.
f&n.
although i studied finished almost everything, BUT i think i can only remember 30% of the things that i studied..
so conclusion is, i'll start f&n damn early for o's.
maybe 5 times a week or even everyday.
and i think i lost some notes. =/
shall borrow to photocopy after i find out what notes i have missing.
ay, and yesterday whole day was facing f&n notes..
and guess what?
i went into the kitchen and looked at the vegetables and first thought was : what minerals and vitamins does it contain huh?
next, the rice.. the words 'bran', 'endosperm' came into my mind. LIKE ?!
AHAA i can 100% say that i cannot study at home.
1. my bro is playing the same song on the piano everyday for like at least 20 times. he not sian, I SIAN OK. blast my mp3, close door already still can hear..
2. the
3. bad habit of wanting to wander around in the house although there's nothing for me to do.
4. take half an hour to find a pen/pencil or any stationary.
5. few minutes rest = few hours sleep.
see, so many reasons! HAHA.
hmm, i see that my bro's got new songs to play! hahaha. got the mononoke and doraemon scores eh. i shall go and learn after o's or something. and i realise that my qing tian is still halfway learnt. heee. xD
uh i think i better get off here cos i sound like i'm getting crappier and higher..
no good as i still need to study for practical. TSK.
ah, qa and whatever biuret test here i come!
i want sentosa!
byebye. (:
till then; 2:27 PM
Monday, September 18, 2006
hurr.emaths paper i couldnt really finish cos i was taking my time to do the front parts. i think i'm crazy la..
but i didnt finish the last question only, i think.
others i dont know but i dont like answers with long decimal places, maybe that's why i think my answers are weird. HOPEFULLY they're not. >.<
hcl paper i was taking my time to read the passage and write the answers too. wth, i think i really am crazy, keep thinking that i have lots of time to do the papers.
then in the end i will be chionging like mad. =/
OHYES, the chinese paper kinda asked stupid questions. like do you think you treasure your time and what kinda student am i - zhen du shu, jia du shu, or bu du shu. LOL.
most of us wrote jia du shu which means STUDYING FOR THE SAKE OF STUDYING. and tests and exams. like totally true aint it?
haa and we also dont study with sincerity do we?
as for the treasuring time one, i lied. HAHA.
of course i waste lots of time everyday. =X
jia du shu, ME.
or maybe you can say bu du shu. tsk.
oh and yesterday i had 4 hours of amaths tuition.
but it wasnt very intensive. haha. so no point in saying..
no need to go to school tmr! (:
but of course there's a big pile of f&n notes for me to read and REMEMBER.
tonight i'm gonna study another few topics.
no more nice tv shows also. haha..
maybe only the 9 o clock show to watch luh.
ohwells.
and my pa just came back with my long awaited jay chou's yi ran fan te xi. ahaa.
although i have the songs already.. but still, be a loyal fan. loll. got dvd also ma.. x)
i dont know what rubbish am i blogging in the first place.
byee.
till then; 7:27 PM
Saturday, September 16, 2006
ok, i'm here.. shouldnt be here. BLEH.anyway today's airport trip was noisy.
ahleelu la, so many chickens. 2 groups of laughing people.
i wonder why people who go to the airport are all so happy.. everytime i go there will have groups of people laughing loudly.
OHYA, and that woman gave us 2 sides when it's supposed to be 3. cant be they changed their menu in 2 days?! hello, we went 2 days ago and it was 3. die die also dont wanna admit.. =X
and wth, we paid $1 to upsize to a larger drink only. !!
hurr.
and i almost died studying. cos i can throw my books at the noisy people anytime, or maybe the tray and the chicken bones.
uhh and omg the sms was .. i dont know. haha.
only yaju and i knows about it. we were sorta 0.o ing..
but i think i need to consult in some prooo. =X
hmm.
ok haven't studied emaths today! @!#$%& dieee.
didnt bring foolscap to airport again, and thus i can only study f&n which i only studied a few topics. CAN DIIIEEE LEEEH. there're like so many topics.. >.<
sheesh go and study emaths already, i mean do papers and questions cos how on earth do you study emaths? (maybe formulas..)
and i cut finish the songs already. ahaha.
few more papers to go!
BYEBYE.
till then; 9:05 PM
Friday, September 15, 2006
LET ME SAY CHEM SUCKS.if you think it dont suck, then you better be my tutor. hahaha.
was doing the mcq for chem/bio just now. WOAH, i realise that BIO ROCKS so much more.
i dont know whether it's really difficult la.
cos actually i was supposed to know how to do but i studied it like weeks ago or something then cannot remember anything. =/
if not then it's like the question is in alien language and i stare and stare and trying to guess the answer.
ohyeah and i was sighing throughout the whole paper. 'HAIII' was all i did when i look at the questions.
damn screwed man.
and err, i think i'll just have to include a f9 in my l1r5 cos i bet my amaths and science will both be f9.
and so far i think there's no paper that i'm confident of.
so... you know, i know.
anyway i'm gonna pia emaths and f&n tmr and sunday.
emaths i hope paper 2 saves me. cos i bet paper 1 was quite screwed.. SIGHS.
okok. i think i'm gonna really lock the door the whole day in the room after next week and start expanding my brain memory to maybe 30gb.
time to upgrade my brain power too! ):
ohwell.
guess the next time i'll be updating is next week.
really need to mug hard for O'S, not
whathef. i almost wanted to tear the paper when i was doing the chem questions and when i was doing bio, i was like ... OHMYTUDIGONG i really really love bio huh. somehow i think it's easier..
nothing from the textbook seems to get into my head.
sighs.
i think i go and cut songs and then put into my mp3 and then off to study again.
and i guess i'm still not studying hard enough..
hai.
bye then.
airport again tmr. (:
till then; 9:40 PM
Monday, September 11, 2006
i hate myself for being here now.but nvm, i will make sure that there will be nothing from me on this blog for the week.
i will be going off to study soon.
my motivations are all gone after today's papers. HAA.
i think they sucked. =X
maybe i wont be in jc for the first 3 months afterall..
with l1r5 of > 20. zzz ...
aiyah i shall go and find my motivation back later.
2 regrets today:
- emaths for not studying enough.
- ss for not writing/thinking fast enough.
although i know there's no point regretting. -.-''
uhh maybe there's still hope la, emaths on paper 2 and ss on geog (which is tmr).
i just hope i can remember everything i studied cos i usually cant. =/
and finishing them is pointless if i cant remember them..
and for geog? i finished tourism and erm let me see.. 15/52 pages of agri.
bio i'm not sure but i feel that i've studied most of them? so.. LOOK THROUGH AGAIN! cos i will forget.
ok, no more posts this week eh?
until weekend at least, but i might be piaing f&n and emaths paper 2 or something.
i think i'd better go out to study or something. cant remember what papers are there next week..
OK STUDY YES.
COMPUTER NO.
anything other than study NO please.
make me a nerd for another 2 months plus.
joke of the day:
a new tradition will be started by us; throwing papers out of the window after olevels (maybe not cos we'll be punished by the law for gao lou pao wu)
and then singapore will be flooded with papers on the streets. and thus creating more job opportunities as the more sweepers will be needed.
thankyou but it doesnt seem that funny typing it out now. lol.
bye.
till then; 4:54 PM
Saturday, September 09, 2006
BLEH.today's an unfruitful day..
didnt manage to study much and i woke up at like 1plusPM when i slept at uh 2 last night?
then after lunch, my bro was playing on the piano and he's not any pro at it please. (just had his grade 3 exam) HAA.
when he went out with my mummy- HOUSE PEACE.
and now he's back, still as irritating.
fffffuck.
eh he like dont need to study for psle also.
still can play maple everyday.. -.-''
and i shan't be a bad person and curse him for not doing well.
but at least he ends 1 month earlier than us. @!#$%&
and i bet we have thrice as much to study than them.
alamak. geog i finished only tourism and only started on agri last night..
uhh tmr's the day to chiong emaths and the remaining ss.
the paper's on monday.
at least finished about 70% of the topics for ss already.
i think amaths is just gonna dieee..
shouldnt be counting it for prelims yet.
yucks i should get off the com soon since he's back and making so much noise in the house, mostly talking rubbish.
back to the room and stuff my ears and BLAST.
i'll concentrate better.
ok i shall refrain from using the com tmr. yes?
hopefully.
maybe i can stay late again tonight. meanwhile smsing gay friend like last night to make me not so scared. haha. wth
studystudystudystudystudystudystudystudystudystudy.
byebye.
till then; 7:45 PM
Friday, September 08, 2006
sorta lost touch with the com for days. since tuesday, although it seems very short. but i still think that it's quite long, somehow for me. -.-''been studying out everyday.
summary of my whereabouts (as if you wanna know)
monday - airport
tuesday - school/ pp mac
wednesday - kovan mac/ airport
thursday - marina mac/ singapore river/ esplanade chairs
friday - airport
uh yeah i've tried many weird places for studying. and i LOVE the one at singapore river, just that suay suay study halfway it started raining. >.<
but we were distracted by the very beautiful scenery.. memerised by it can.
somehow i feel that i've been studying from 10am/11am/12pm to 5/6/7pm but actually in total according to exact timings, i only studied like 4 - 5 hours. BLEH.
i'm waiting for the day when i reach 6 hours. haaa. today's a good chance but i'm here sitting in front of the com. but ohwell, still stand a chance cos i need about 1 half hour more. lol.
i also think that i can go and be singapore tour guide already, toured all the places of interest? crazy.
and we've seen airplanes and boats while studying. what's next? sit in the middle of the road ah? or maybe sit in the swimming pool?
today i reached airport at 10am, supposed to meet at 9.30. but nvm, it's kinda arranged earlier on purpose cos we confirm late. and yaju more pro, i reached and called her. she was still sleeping. =X
so i spent the first time in my life studying outside alone. HAA. but there were a few other tables studying too although the place wasnt open yet.
and yeah, studying alone is quite effective, not bad..
cos i kinda studied nonstop for hmm 1 hour plus (while smsing away).
the table beside us, like a bunch of aunties please. =X
dressed auntily and talked auntily.
but at least there was some entertainment, and there are really people who laugh like chickens everywhere. OHMAN.
and the people at popeyes, 90% of the people were studying.
so those who make too much noise ought to be shot cos anyone can just shut them up any moment.
ok it's been tiring to study, i think my back aches very easily already. I'M OLD!
sit too long i guess?
maybe i should go and jam for awhile and then study at 10plus! can consider studying till late today..
and in case i dont come online until after the next weekend (next week's prelims), i shall wish everybody good luck now!
JIAYOU everybody, for prelims and even for your end of years! haha.
just hope can qualify for at least jc for first 3 months. lol
jiayou to me too! (:
but i seem to study the textbooks alot and cant seem to do the questions in the tys. >.<
that's all!
byebye.
till then; 8:47 PM
Tuesday, September 05, 2006
the airport's a very nice place to STUDY!whoo. a conducive environment, especially the viewing mall with no tables, but a good environment.
just that maybe once in awhile, a few kids will come running and screaming. there was one kid from maybe some middle-east country, i was studying halfway and he appeared in front me and started talking enthusiastically to me. yaju and i were like.. "HUH??"
another thing, it gets dark as the sun sets.. and the lights are of no use, yellowish and dim.
there was this guy snoring behind us, lying flat on the chair.
snore very loud uh, cos we were kinda blasting our mp3 already.
other than that, the chair is quite comfortable, the environment is quiet (most of the time) and the temperature is just nice! (:
and we were saying that it's a nice place to emo. HAA.
today's studying was that effective la.
studied at the tables near the school library.
then no mood, sang along to disco lives. =/
sian? went walking around the school and kana dragged in to band room by mr ong.
he was like "come in, come in!" and he opened the door for us already. -.-''
he was behind us and saying "if ya'll dont go in i'm going to push ya'll already.." -.-''''''
actually you can say that the feeling of band pracs came back to me.
it felt like a normal band prac. ok, it was.
but you can say that lotsa memories came back to me.
seeing them dance for disco lives simply reminds me of "cedar in harmony"'s chicago and the macritchie performance whereby we walked around the back of the section.
just too much memories i had i guess.
i miss percussion04, i dont know why, the most.
anyway i shall go and study already.
bye.
till then; 10:57 PM
Sunday, September 03, 2006
meet mr spongebob composer! (:
yes, neeon 2!
FINALLY, an mp3.
a nice one. muahaha.
ok dont feel like blogging already.
i'm already starting to feel guilty for not studying much today.. so i shall get off soon and listen to mp3 and study! hoho.
yesterday airport trip again.
wasnt too bad.. just that we kiasu a bit, meet at 8.30am.
and then left for expo to buy mp3 at 5.30pm.
black neeon 2. (:
aiyah i dont know how will the pictures be like, as in the order of them. cos from seen here, it is in a mess. =/
ok put songs into the mp3 already!
shall go study more tonight.
anyone jio me out to study this hols?
cos obviously i CANT stay home.
AUNTY ALIEN ANG!
overnight studying leh.. missed friday/sat already. oops.
choose another auspicious day? =D
by the way,
please drop by the website and vote for cedar's uniform! hahaha. (:
click on it man.
GOGOGO!
airport rocks. haha.
byeee.
till then; 8:39 PM
