what to do?
only one can help oneself, no one else will be able to.
sighs.
and, after much thinking.. the smart people wont be able to know how the not-so-smart people feel (i shant say stupid). i dont know why i'm saying this either. just randomised. but think of it, true right?
what if i dont do well for midyrs? or should you say what if i dont improve by midyrs. then i'll be out for competition even though i said i wanna go. and then i'll still be stuck in art. hai. each day passes and nothing done from me. give me motivation!
i still believe in practising.
till then; 7:24 PM
my hair still has the powder smell la! think my nose gonna spoil smelling it for the whole day already.. and somemore i bathed already. oh my goodness. that means it's gonna be very difficult to get rid of it. zzz.
anyway, i wanna go and sleep already. so anyhow post some rubbish. actually i only wanted to burn the music xtravaganza cd, the year 2002 concert. and after trying for zillions of times, xian just told me cannot burn one. waaah. nehneh. nvm.. i can return the disc which i borrowed since february tmr. and borrow new ones! i want the one with lemon tree! hahaha. so damn cool. and somemore discs la. all nice nice one ok. band songs are nice. so mangala dont think i'm so banded. or are you mangala? wahaaa. (:
i reached home at 11 just now. after 35 taxis didnt want to fetch us, we decided to take mrt. the concert was quite ok. we were late so we missed the movement 1 and 2 part i think. but i think that song was not appreciated by me cos i think wasnt that nice. i prefer the carmen suite or something, got exciting parts, slow parts, cute parts.. lol.
oh ya, taxis. the concert ended at 9 and we left city hall only at 10. why? actually there were almost 100 taxis which didnt want to fetch us in total. cos we tried catching more before that. cos regina stomache then go esplanade find toilet la. damn pro.. so had to walk there and then bought some stuffs to eat. eh i realise this isnt a short post. ahaa.
then took mrt back lo.. hmm today band we voted. like so fast you know. last year we were still voting for this batch of leaders and now we're voting for the next. good luck to all the sec 3s then. and very soon, sec 4s will be off to study! i think i'll be damn sian without band pracs cos i'm like used to it already. sighs. i think i'll miss alot of people too.. cos i was thinking just now, who are most of the people i'll miss. actually quite alot but not say alot. ahh bullshit.
anyway, OH! i just remembered hafta sign chinese test.. and go and find my ic paper for collection. the office reminded lizah to remind me to go and collect it. but i dunno where i put it.. go and dig first. hai.. i'm having flashbacks of the past. good or bad.. and i'm missing some people. i know i miss sir. haha. i realise there are alot of people who look like him, i mean the hair the bag all these, on the streets. lol. i miss shuyan too! who is coming back in april. i miss people. but i dont like the feeling of missing people. but i seriously think i'll miss alot of people this year..
eh 12.30am already! go and sleep already. AND! today's 4h buzz @ canteen totally rocked! (: it was fun.
till then; 12:08 AM
Tuesday, March 28, 2006
aiyoyo. i wanna have no deadlines for all the homeworks can? cos NO TIME LA! bang bang bang. reach home at around 7 everyday. then by the time eat finish dinner and everything already what? 9??i dont want to study. and do homework today. uh, ok i MUST. bo bian right? sighs. go and read thru the amaths textbook later. tmr got timed assignment on sec 3 work! bang bang. i still owe lots and lotsa homework... ): serious la. ALOT ok! i'd better dont list out, if not you'll faint..
4h buzz @ canteen is tmr! i'm yujuan's lao bei. she is my za bor kia. x)
hannui, waileng, regina and i going to watch the free percussion concert tmr! whooo. others still not confirmed yet. haha ok i hope wont have pangsehs or even worse, nobody go in the end. that's what it's always like. lol.
i really really officially HATE homeworks from now. sighs. maybe not studying, YET. we shall see.. my hatred for homeworks is indescribable! hai. this is so bad.. i think i'll drag everything until next week la.. going to do homework with siying on sat, until evening! must finish everything. yeah yeah. ohya! i love gay friend! hehe. i have a nice pullover now. (:
BOMnehneh signing off.
i love the nehs and las people. x)
till then; 10:50 PM
Monday, March 27, 2006
haiyerr. homeworks suck. i'm gonna be here for 5 minutes ONLY. then, off to homeworks and bathing. zzz.firstly, i wanna say that i seriously dont understand AMATHS !! that rate of change thingy. AAHHH! i'm so gonna dieee. sighs. oh and today right, me and bao asked lumpy explain to us cos bao didnt come on friday so dunno what's going on. and as a useless partner, i dunno too! haha. uhm. then she talked and talked and talked.. finished. then? me and bao were like.. har??? she explain = to never explain also. apah apah lah! [malay: whatever!] x)
i bought the school shoe at hougang mall bata in the end yesterday la. go woodlands there and rottt. nothing to shop cos it isn't any nice nice shopping centre as you thought. just some ulu ulu place where i saw lots of superstar magazines. x) while grace celes they all were finding it all over singapore. ahaa. i want that converse shoes la! but the thing is, size 4 AND 12. what do you think? more like (4+12)/2 = 8. siao. OH YES! i LOVE kerr's plaster!! pink panther one. hahaha. it's cute ok. i think i have to put another plaster tmr already.. so sad hor? cos the new shoe is making my leg so pain.
oh well. amaths amaths amaths. ok i quite like amaths besides this differentiation part. ): ahaaaaa. aiyo i go and call people already. tmr got speech day full dress rehearsal! siying just told me at around 7pm. haa. okokok. that's all for today ok. cos there's still alot alot alot alot alot of homeworks i havent finish. and, i STINK! i was like online just now cos my bro playing com and the com auto sign me in to msn. he say got people talk to me! but i dont know who cos he stupidly closed all the windows.. how dumb. so, if you're one of them, err what you wanna say? haha.
BYEBYE. go and watch css! (:
till then; 7:50 PM
Sunday, March 26, 2006
uh i'm going woodlands later.i'm posting now i cos i know next week sure no time. dont think got time to touch com also.. ya. cos of remedials, art, band and cheerleading. ahaa. monday to friday gone. tsk. and i better start studying for midyrs. it's in err 1 month's time?
aiyah i going off already. ok i think i understand amaths better now. emaths i not sure if i understand not. later go and do the hw and we shall see..
read yy's blog just now! aiyo can come and find us ma. (: although i dont come very early to school.. yeah. cheers! ok gtg already. bye bye.
till then; 1:07 PM
Saturday, March 25, 2006
so sad, o2jam's FULL for dunno how long. i need to go and play and complete the level 12 mission laaa. i didnt egged ok, when i tried this afternoon. haha but cannot level cos i play myself.anyway, today was another meaningless day! argh. time is precious you know. but i wasted almost the whole day away. =/ this morning went to school for the cheerleading audition. i was the freest person there so nvm. haha. woke up at 6! -yawnnn- uh then went to pp macs to eat breakfast with celes! then we listened to zhiyang sing thru grace thru the tv thru the phone. cos she was watching the repeat. i didnt get to record dean's cos i cant watch any other repeat. ALL BECAUSE OF.. my kuku mp3. haha no no actually mu mp3 isnt kuku. good quality ok. then it's me who's kuku lor..
reached home and com-ed for around 1 hour because my mummy wanna play the game. snatch with me.. so i went to sleep. for, 5 HOURS. this is so pig. anyway i tried doing emaths . i realise i dunno how to stretch and shear negative scale factor. -.-'' hurrh so i shall go and ask my tuition teacher tmr. and AMATHS! so shit can. i dont know what is lumpy talking about.. ): i think we're despised by her.
oh ya. and besides those meaningless things that i did today, i went to do some push-ups, diagonal one from the table.. haha so it's quite useless la, did 50 of it. and this is very very bad! why? cos my standing broad jump deproved alot alot! around 20cm? oh my goodness. sit & reach and 2.4 no need to say. i was stretching too. something lame: what's the scale factor? -.-''
ok i dont care i gonna try jam again. the malaysians no need to sleep isit. zzz. haha malaysians remind me that my cousin from malaysia coming to singapore to study in yishun jc. then my mummy was like "you see, ah long korkor (what we always call him) also can come here to study.. you blah blah blah.." sighs. parents are always comparing, right??
anyway, i'm going to buy school shoe tmr! hahaha. my kappa one is like tattered and torn.. x) i'm considering converse shoes. ahaa cos last time sec 2 i wore then always got hole. i shall try it again, see if there's hole not.
till then; 11:02 PM
Thursday, March 23, 2006
i wanna dieee le. feel like burning all the homeworks. so i dont need to do already! ):progress report sucks, got back on tues.
with dunno how many underlines.
i wanna bang myself.
throw me into the dirty canal too. or wherever you wanna throw me.
can i be deaf? cos my house is chaotic now with NOISES which gives me headache. nag nag nag. never nag will die isit? use com for 1 hour only. somemore the past 2 days i didnt even touch can. i was doing homework.. shitty ass.
ah fuck dont wanna type already. everytime remind me that i suck. like i dunno..
damn damn damn. i'm scared for my midyrs. sighs.
cheerleading and art and amaths remedial after school tmr. so 'free' huh.
till then; 11:07 PM
Tuesday, March 21, 2006
ok i'm waiting for my f&n to be printed out. 12 pages. i just finished it! i know i wont have time to do tmr so i'm finishing it today. (:ah ok it's done printing. i better get going to do my other homeworks. dunno why recently got the mood to post at midnight. those previous posts were all posted in midnight. lol. it's 1.40am now. eh like same as yesterday. but nvm. i had alot of things i wanted to post just now but now i forgot everything.
hmm. campus superstar, adriano and clara got out. that's quite sad. as in adriano. clara i dont care. =X later the fans humtum me. i messaged him again but he didnt reply as usual. used to it already.. message for fun only. i'm so in love with zhu wo sheng ri kuai le. as in you know the jay and landy version. dean sang it today and it was NICE! (: got feelings.
i found the lyrics and xian sent me the song. so tmr i shall start singing in class, i know kerr and el and everyone will be singing la. or else sing JULIA. lol. the song i listened to when i pri school.. ahaa. the lyrics is quite nice and meaningful. you know i realise i spend my birthdays quite pathetically with my parents in malaysia this few years. haha. wasnt that fun. just get to buy more things and buy you tiao (for last last year) and marble cheesecake back to hotel and eat. HAHA! just like the lyrics , i wish myself happy birthday although i dont la. it's sorta. i hope to have a more meaningful birthday this year, erm perhaps not in malaysia AGAIN. i dont mind singapore though. haha. (:
eh ok i dont think i'll be coming online tmr/ today. cos i got tuition at 8.45pm, weird timing huh. my tuition teacher choose one. ahaa. so i dont know what time it'll finish then like after band must go home eat dinner and bathe. come back homework then sleep! such a robotic life.. hai.
okok. i'm going to listen to birthday song already! and do homework. so i know the tune when i sing it tmr with the lyrics. heh. x) oh, and grace sang in class for almost the whole day today until i got headache. =/ OOPS! seeyaaaa. i think the tune of the birthday song is sad..
oh yeah i think i gonna find the song and put in my blog soon. but the thing is the player isn't working! haiyo. xian's one also.. aiyah heck la. let it repair by itself. it ought to.
till then; 1:34 AM
Monday, March 20, 2006
wah ok. i finished TA. now is 1.40am. yawnnn. ok short one before i go to sleep with many many homeworks undone.eh sorry if i type nonsense cos my mind is going to shut off already. was reading thru some of my previous posts just now, like the 2p chalet one. i really miss that kinda of enjoyment. with all the friends and late night chats, stargazing etc. i promise i will enjoy myself with all my wonderful friends after o's. (: must date me out eh.
hmm. i still think life's so chim la. you wont know what can happen the next minute or something. you cant predict the future and what would be of everyone. and in few month's time, will we still be as close with our dear friends? well. i hope so! haha.
ok i think i cannot take it already, need to sleep. and i just now then i realised really need to find recipes for research only when i read the comments part. sighs. so we asked mrs woo for deadline extension. yep.
oh, there are a few people adding me on friendster recently. as in i think it's because of the adriano photo. i think they added for the sake of adding.. i dont like. they dont bother to talk on msn either. lol. but i dont really care either. then too bad.. but there are a few who also talk to me. (: yeah cheers! my profile is being viewed by so many funny funny people. =/ like those with weird weird typings. liike diishh. so i dont bother to read back the profiles. haha!
and shuyan says she's coming back in april. woots. (: missed her man.
ah well. nites. dream of the busy week ahead. booo.
till then; 1:41 AM
Sunday, March 19, 2006
whoosh. f&n is tiring.. havent finished it after doing it for hours. -stretch-5 pages only leh. and i dunno need how many. think gonna ask mrswoo tmr. and i havent do TA!! more of adding stuffs and editing la. erm ok it's so late now. 2am? oosh continue doing tmr ba. and i havent like done others? i oughta be shot!
oh anyway. i've uploaded the pic of me in skirt on friendster. haha feel free to go and see. but just dont laugh to death or something. x) really very weird with track shoe. but sorry la i dont have other shoes to wear. lol. i think i gonna buy skirt soon. either before jb or in jb. ahaa!
okok. next week or rather the following weeks are gonna be busy. and for your information, i've joined cheerleading. =/ dont laugh to death again ok. HAHA. but seriously i cant dance la. nvm i shall try. since sec 1's ndp. lol. which was damn damn damn terrible, you should have seen it. the instructor was beside me for the whole practice. yeah so, it's BAD. busy with band, art and cheerleading.. somemore i needa pia late work leh. hai. oops.
nites. so late. my parents are going to wake up anytime and chase me off the com. haha. oh and i feel like changing skin liao. but i think this skin's ok too. aiyah see first. see my mood. (: bye!
till then; 1:40 AM
Friday, March 17, 2006
i cant decide.question: should i take part in the july competition?
answer: yes? i think so.
but i think even if i wanna go, after midyrs i wont be in. =/ they gonna see results what. heard that less than 30 points they let you go? hmm. may seem easy for others but not for me. hurr. hai. but nvm i shall still try my best though. must have a clear goal ahead. eh later i shall go and plan my goals. (: but gonna sleep early. so damn tired today. although i slept for 5 hours which is considered quite average.
so i think i'll just take it as i'm going first. then let the school decide for me. HAHA. nah shan't waste too much time thinking about that for the time being. should spend my time on the damn homeworks. but sorry i dont think i'll be finishing them. even if i did i think most of it will be unknown to me cos i wont know how to do. haa nvm.
i seriously need motivation now. to really study. sighs. i'm getting worse la. ok maybe taking part in the competition will make me have that sense of 'urgency' like we said. like we cannot play com cos must rush homework that kind of thing.
spent 6 hours in the com lab today. xian and peiting were doing the band webpage design thing. so yaju and i went in to pei them cos supposed to go and do homework and go the shop. haha. we like picnicked inside. =X left there at around 5plus. yaju and i were playing games like neopets. haha. quite fun what..
went to pp macs to eat ice cream after that. after i reached home greg told me about the cabs at macs just now. ahleelu. they're just so insignificant that i didnt even notice them or heard what they said. too bad. i'm not interested anyway.
my life's so meaningless nowadays. why? because i didnt make good use of the time. and monday we're gonna return to school already. might as well dont have hols. so i wont be able to waste so much time. ahh i should learn to be guaier and have better self control. ohwell. o2jam is full today. cant get in. although i played 3 times today.. ahaa. just that i'm stupid enough to go out of the channel and get in again but it became all full. just too bad for me. i shall play awhile tmr morning.
nites. going to sleep earlier today. tired tired. bye.
till then; 10:14 PM
Thursday, March 16, 2006
woke up at 6.30am today and slept at 1.30 last night. was doing emaths.. erm specimen paper a paper 1. the oac break homework. =/ eh i'm like so dead. got lotsa homework haven do.anyway. went to school for bio remedial. wasnt paying much attention cos i cant. haa. nothing will go in.. ahleelu. aiyah then i didnt study for the reproductive system. i forgot about it! nah nvm..
went for band after that. we brought instruments out. as in only snare, cymbals woodblock temple block tambourine. small ones. want us to move until siao meh/. eh then played yiddish lo. what else? is sectionals throughout almost the whole band prac. the off beat parts are giving us nightmares. haha. keep doing off beat. jiayou jiayou! (:
then after that went back band room played a bit of yiddish and played the march(es). oh, then hannui didnt come.. so. drumline watching at her house wasnt successful for the 3rd time. she say cannot book also. well. maybe we can wait until end of yr liao. =/
so we went to ps ljs to EAT! during band we were already thinking of food. =P hungry ma. and at the dhoby ghaut mrt station we didnt take any escalators, we climbed stairs ALL THE WAY. cool man. can exercise before we eat. -.-'' anyway long john didnt had space, very crowded la. so we waited there. but when we stood in the shop, the whole shop like no more space for people to walk already. but soon we found seats.
ate that promotion meal. haha it's just combo 1 with 3 more tiny shrimps. well.. then saw xian and yaju. after eating not-whole-of-percussion took neoprints like twice? and i took with xian and yaju another time. in all, i took 3 times of neoprints today. rich? nah, cos varruna returned me some money. heh. ok i shouldnt take so much next time. kinda waste money. lolx.
eh then walked around. xian and i took a brochure from carrefour and see. only interested in some stuffs. like rollerblade. haha we all want but cannot buy. -.-'' so we just see. and we went window shopping. looking at clothes. blah. nothing much.
oh man. i think i gonna play o2jam only on weekends when school reopen. [even though it doesnt seem like hols now] bleh no com no com for me. i getting back to the 'olden' days again. playing everyday. argh shit. must be like the first week of this year when school reopen! only twice a week i think.
my earhole is mad. or rather the earring/ earstud. aiyah you know what la. silin poked in for me today.. my the other ear is still kinda stuck. damn. i need yujuan! haha. wushu pro can help people pull earstuds wor. x)
aiyah enough crap. i go and do homework already. and i took sooo long to type this post cos i save as draft and go and do stuffs first. it's 12.47am. quite late and i quite tired already.. so i shall go and chiong a bit homework before i collapse onto the bed. yeah so bye.
till then; 10:10 PM
Tuesday, March 14, 2006
sighs. cant jam for long. my mummy's chasing me off the com already. haven't even jammed with greg xian and sp la! nvm.. i shall chiong tmr morning when there's nobody to disturb me. good.i hate having no life. ok maybe not cos i've spent my whole day doing meaningless things. unless you count band as meaningful, just sitting there and rot. sectionals first then yiddish again. totally no parts. ohwell. erm and spent my whole afternoon outside. went home and then xian they all were at ps so i went to meet them in home clothes. walked around heeren for awhile and went home.
ah. sian. i go do homework already. bye. update tmr.
till then; 11:15 PM
Monday, March 13, 2006
first day of march hols. was spending my whole day doing homework. haha but i didnt complete much. just chinese. my bro used the com for the whole day la. so can only use it now which is at night. there's band tmr, happy? yeah i guess so. haha.anyway, for this week.
tuesday - band
wed - ?
thurs - bio remedial, band
friday - band
i cant remember what else already la. anyway i was thinking.. i really should use the 1 week to do as much studying and homework as possible. midyrs is near.. sighs. bleh bleh bleh. sian. dunno what to type already la. want the homework list again? ok here goes..
f&n research
f&n task analysis
chem mye 05 (science)
geog tourism worksheet
english situational writing
amaths ex 15.5
amaths worksheet
bio worksheet
emaths specimen paper 1 (paper 2)
amaths assessment paper 1
amaths assessment paper 2
chem rate of reaction worksheet
bish i still got some overdue ones like ss and bio ws. aiyah i go and do later at around 11. and i'd better finish the homeworks. hai. ohyeah, i still cant pull out my right ear's earstud or ring or whatever. shall try harder then. haa. wanna see me in skirt? wait i load the pic..
eh cannot load. haha maybe i put on friendster. ok thats all. tmr got band! uhm but i think will be yiddish again. lol. very long never play drumset already.. yesterday went to a jazz concert. the drummer play until me and yaju had headaches. haa. the others werent very pro besides the trumpeter from japan, shunzo ohno. his life was tough. hm. ok no more! i wanna go play o2jam for awhile first. heh. then do homework. bye!
till then; 9:07 PM
Friday, March 10, 2006
i need peace. cos i'm using the com in the livin' room, my mummy has been nagging at me to off the com for around half an hour. that's irritating can. super irritated.. downloading game la, what you want me to do? already like 90% now?? you want me to stop and start from 1% again another day? fuck. keep reminding me that i need to study. like i dunno.. dammit like i suck.i know my results are bad, no need to remind me. when she talk, i dont want to talk already. waste my saliva. i just use my eyes instead of my mouth. zzz. anyway, the game's almost finished downloading. some game that xian introed. sounds cool.. heh. described until like highly recommended for band members. wahaa.
my bro is irritating me now too. eeyer sucks la. anyway tmr needa wake up like normal school day time cos got flag day. 7.30 reach orchard.. hai. cannot play the game now. tmr i dont think i have time to play too. cos after flag day got my cousin's wedding. eh i wearing skirt leh. xian's skirt. heh. so za bor. lol. x)
oh today went to eat pastamania after school with xian and yaju. siying got the leaders' inverstiture rehearsal. not bad la we can finish everything. hehe. gossiped alot. then shopped around a bit. and yujuan pulled out one of the earstud for me after school just now. wah pain. a bit infection i think. zzz. ok tmr gonna continue the earstud pulling part II. oh man. i cant pull out lo.. ok and i need to put earstick in or another earstud in later. omg so scary leh. i tried poking in but like cannot poke thru de! haha then i consulted xian. shall try later.
bleh download finish le. installing now.. ok bye go and do homework. got lots. more than 10! bish. i still got those monday tuesday homeworksss. bangg.
till then; 10:34 PM
Thursday, March 09, 2006
first thing today. kana caught by chiaw for untidy hair during spot check.. -.-'' but i think she means it's a bit long. the thing is i just cut on SAT! hmm ok i think i wont be doing anything to my hair to make it more 'tidy' unless you want me to gel it FLAT like a tooty. >.<hmm. then we had pe today after chinese. my chang wen suo duan is super bad. last time i can have negative you know. now i dunno. but still fail. bleh. then pe did javelin at the faaar end there with celes and sheena chia. we self-entertained. using bi yu to say that the javelin = sars. cos we're like under quarantine. people are so far away.. lolx. got back chem test. failed even badder than the previous one. haha previous one 8/25 right, you can guess how bad is it.
had jogging! suckkks. pe and jogging on the same day is bad. cos it is drains away alot of my energy. dammit. after recess was bio double period. we stayed in class, didnt had practical! yay. first period wasnt so bad.. second period was getting boring. so i took a nap. haha. going through the multiple choice paper. she was still at qn 20 when i finished all the corrections until qn 40. so made use of the time. =P meanwhile listening to her.. until qn 40 then wake up.
english was slack after that with oral practice.
after school i went to f&n lab with kiat. cos we had no chem remedial, they doing electrolysis. finished my zuoye there. after that went for art with bao and grace. yeah we went there to DRAW. like real.
then after 2 hours, we talked alot, did a bit of homework. and went home at 4.45. hoho. then i took a super duper hot bus. the temperature outside is much lower than in the bus. even though the aircon's like blowing air, i think it's quite hot air. so i look forward to alighting the bus. =/ damn hot ok but i slept for 1 stop.
oh, and i realised that whenever i read the lian language, i wont be interested to read at all, i'll feel damn sian. so duunchh typee liikee diishx okaaex? heh. with the css photo, my friendster profile views is damn scary. like within 16 hours you'll have about 50 viewed times. i almost got a shock of my life.. ZZZ.
ok i go and eat dinner already. then wait for afi to send me f&n results for our last practical. then do RESULTS AND CONCLUSION! needa hand in tmr. bishh dieee. i gonna owe lotsa hw again.. yesterday i slept at like 10plus. and haven even finished all the chinese stuffs. zzz. nvm. i shall draggg and finish it during the march hols. (:
ohya, flag day on sat. anyone who has too much coins can donate to me la, as in to the aftercare society thing.. go lucky plaza in the morning. haha. and we're supposed to report at 7.30. like who'll be at orchard so early? haa. anyway i need to sleep early later. tired tired.. so i better finish my f&n fast!
till then; 7:25 PM
Tuesday, March 07, 2006
my anata. 30 points! haha..
cute performace. how many rounds did he
walk about the stage?
me and kenneth.. (:
tall one. already bending as much as he can right.
haha. the one who wants to chop off his legs.
me and geraldine.. (:
took 3 times with her cos keep blurring. haha.
yvonne, grace, me and yinwei.. (:
gravity? why all lean towards me and grace.
me and teresa.. (:
she was rushing home already. haha.
me and adriano.. (:
people keep cutting my queue to take photo..
me and zhiyang.. (:
hamster. haha. highest leh.. 32 points.
me and yuyang.. (:
he sang quite well yesterday.
we reached there quite early and went in quite early. cos it was quite empty when we went in. and the group of girls behind us saved the number adriano shouted to us cos i think they thought it was his number when it's not. it's his friend's number! we already got his number and calling him before that, still need him to give us meh. tsk. and i think they got weird dress sense. =x
haha. we appeared on tv for results show. we sat at 3rd row cos people went home. during the performance we were at the back of the first level. middle. quite a good view though.. zhiyang got highest then followed by adriano then yuyang.
heh. gonna watch the repeat later. and try to find me. lol. wearing white shirt. and yuyang was just behind us when he got in. directly behind! then on the tv can see our heads. haha. part of the hair ba. then when adriano got in, we sat down at first. then when he talking, xu zhen rong was using his hand to ask us to stand at the back. so halfway through, can see grace's head pop up. hahaha. maybe mine too.. now we're sorta directly behind adriano. haha. quite a good seat huh.
yiyuan didnt get to next round. after that he cried lo.. haha quite sad la. everybody in the studio were looking at him 'helplessly'. i think the people shouldnt cheer or something. cos will make him cry more. hmm ya.
waited at reception and took photos lo.. didnt get to take with some people cos they went back too early. like yiyuan, shermaine, clara and who i forgot liao. we said bye to clara though. haha. then went home at about 11.40? grace el shir and i cabbed home. share cab. haha.. all go hougang one. went my house first then go hougang then shir take to sengkang? lolx. reached home at 12am. it was scary walking through the carpark sia. nobody one. but there were some people talking at the void deck of the opposite block. but they are scary too. =/
anyway, time to go and do homework. no sense of achievement now.. it's still the same. bish. tmr can see gay friend and xian in school liao. haha. missed them! x) byeee! must watch campus superstar repeat today! ok like left less than an hour to showing. so, watch on saturday! 10am and 11 for results. yeah!
till then; 2:23 PM
Monday, March 06, 2006
beautiful sunday:philharmonic wind and philharmonic youth wind. they played abba, mononoke, cant take my eyes off you, the moon represents my heart (yue liang dai biao wo de xin), 3 flowers song (includes mei gui mei gui wo ai ni etc.). lol. and some unknown titles to me. haa. encore was i will survive. damn funny la. nobody even shouted encore and the conductor walked out himself. and i think the conductor is damn cute. hahaha. he was talking to the audience what song they gonna play and he zi high. LOL. hai.. pro band jiu shi pro band. play until so NICE! (:
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i think my real interest is music - percussion/ band/ drums. they are somehow related anyway. -.-'' i am willing to practise. but aint no pro, just someone who enjoys playing music or maybe listening will do. after been to concerts, there are just too many pro people out there. how i wish someone can be my shifu! (maybe sir also can) haha. teach me something at least. lolx. keep dreaming?..
however, in this realistic world/ society or whatever, studies is more important than anything else (which i dont like). so, maybe i should STOP DREAMING. be realistic and go and study! bah whatever.
i cant see what i'm good at even though people say everyone has something they are good at. ohwell..
anyway, gay friend and xian still at oac. like we promised to miss each other, i do miss them! lol. and i have to sms them the campus superstar results so that after they come back from camp they'll know immediate results. haha. i'm going to watch at mediacorp later. live. x) see them on wed back in school! -.-''
arbish. got so MUCH homework to do! just because we have 2 days break or e-learning you call it, do we have to get 2 months homework? i think there's more than what we get for nov/dec hols. and we have to finish it in 2days? must be mad.. here's the list.
english summary
emaths textbook pg 308
specimen paper a (paper 1) except qn 4, 12b, 19
chem- rate of reaction (e-learning)
chinese assessment paper 4 = many many passages and li jie
ban yue ji
bio worksheet
bio endofyr 200? paper (nov/dec hol homework - need to go and find cos i think it's lost)
ss worksheet
f&n results & conclusion worksheet - graphs
coursework a - research (after march hols)
dunno if i missed out anything.. but there's at least this much. and that's all i finished so far. and the chinese assessment just started. bleh. i wanna dieee.
oh, i've decided to add something random at the end of each post each time. haha. so here's the random one for today (it's gonna be super random).
random: i'm not good at consoling people. but i'll try my best. (random enough? and it was crappy)
till then; 1:07 PM
Thursday, March 02, 2006
a sense of accomplishment. haha. cos i finished my homework in school! during chem remedial nd the free ss/g period. well, i hope there isn't any overdued ones. i think i finished ALL! ok la, although it's kinda late. but actually everytime i finished them before the deadline. then i left those dunno how to do ones which seemed like alot when actually it isn't. so i never hand in. ahaha. so dumb.anyway, 11pm now. there's no time on my post right? haha. -.-''
today another rubbish day. i think everyday's quite rubbish though. we just study for the sake of studying? even though we might not be even using it when we work next time. what rubbish.
o's is like 8months from now. dont you think it's fast? bleh. and my first paper is on 1st nov and ends on 20th nov. others start on 6th and end on 17th. -.-'' start early end late. first and last paper both the science paper (chem/bio). jialad.
i think i should start to learn how to accept people. lol. and percussion should keep to the promise too! (: i think my opinion of piguana might change after today. maybe? we shall see.. see if she changes too. and the points that she pointed out today from the reflections, the front parts were like mine? maybe she got better impression on mine cos i handed in late. =/
band today was yiddish and yiddish throughout. ok maybe not, got the eagle march also. haha. had to play with the cd for dunno how many times. i got little parts. x) so was kinda rotting. but was busy trying to give the timing cos after the other sections play cannot even hear the cd already. lolx. and sometimes must wonder the sound is from cd or from the real instruments. ahaa. and always laggg. as in slow down. ooh and there's 4 toms to play. make me so luan. haha. tempo is like star of dreams tempo..
wah.. yiddish is all over my mind now. since after band my mind all yiddish tunes. now still have. but i feel like listening to it but my wmp is crazy. open will hang. so i assume that it's time to send the com for repairing soon. but i got alot of band songs and pictures and alot of things inside! maybe i go save them in the other com first then say ba. hooo.
there's art tmr. friday like got alot of people going lo.. hmm. and tmr sec 3s going oac lo! haha. 2 days off on mon and tues. did i mention? ALOT OF HOMEWORK FOR US TOO. wow. not as if we have 2 weeks hols. every subject also have. can diee. so i think i go and relieve my burden a bit first. cos i think i going out everyday. haha.
saturday going cut hair. sunday going watch free concert at esplanade. monday go mediacorp for css. oosh. better stop going out so much man. and STUDY. i'm sudd so interested in studying bio. -.-'' but i think i still prefer maths. haha. my science is like rubbish.
hahaha and you wont believe it. i borrowed SKIRT from siying and ruixian for my cousin's wedding. should be wearing xian's one. lalala. i think i look ok. xP we plan already. we go jb and buy skirt. wahaha. but must wait till july. and i dont think i can go the competition. see results? first one to get my name cancelled la pls. ohwell.. but i will work hard for midyrs. haha.
enough rubbish. i'm going to pack my bag already.. and sleep early! oh must remember aprons! haha. later mrs foong scold us for not bringing the things again. heh. weekend!
till then; 10:56 PM
