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Sunday, February 26, 2006

hello. if you have nothing to do, you can go to the following site and help me know more about myself. lol. thankyou. (:
i think i really dunno myself well.. i dunno my strengths and weaknesses. i dunno what am i like. maybe this could help me. haha.
so do contribute to it!

http://kevan.org/johari?view=chinghong

heard from celes that she got 5 tics from ahdreeahno. for 6th march when we dont have school! lol. can watch results show then. heh. x) next day no school also. cos of OAC! though it's none of our business. haha. but we have 2 days break from school, BUT NOT from homework and books.. sad hor? oh well, and today's last year we were still at oac. forgot what were we doing already, but i think it's amazing race or something excursionish and away from the campsite. i think oac was fun. (:

hmm.. it's been 2 weeks since shuyan went australia. miss her loads! bah anyway i just miss her. been crapping alot, it's obvious. so random also.. but i think she's doing fine over there. lol.
anyway.
i'll try not to use the com next week! arbish, tmr got art. but got bio remedial until 3plus liao lo.. aiyah dunno see first. go and finish up my homework la! BYE.!

till then; 10:04 PM

Saturday, February 25, 2006

i bought another 2 fbts today from the joo seng warehouse. second time going there. the last time i went was like 2 years ago when i was in sec 2, to buy the shirt for swimming use. haa, as if you're interested to know.

blah. homework really sucks. and it's overdue.. better finish it by monday and hand them in. this is so sucky and shitty. everyday thinking of the overdue homeworks.. monday got chem test. havent like started studying? ahleelu! i oughta be shot man. qa and redox. my qa sucks la.. previous test got 8/25. no, actually my chem sucks. bio even worse..

i think my results are still as bad, maybe A BIT better only. i guess i still need to work HARDER. sighsss. if not, gonna ask chiaw to shoot me. last night i dunno why i felt like reading book so i went to read tuesdays with morrie for the second time. maybe i wanna have better english. without piguana. zzz.

I STILL NEED MOTIVATION TO STUDY! i need something to get me off the com. how to make studying more interesting? hai. life's so tiring lei.. more of school life. i think i better get things understood from emaths and chem tmr during tuition. if not i'll die and die again..

aiyah. art (academic reinforcement time)'s starting next week. wont be free for the whole week except for weekends liao. i need to jiayou la.. that's all i know. feel so sian lo.. anyway, i think i going to force myself to study soon. maybe tmr or what. cos i'm tired now already. later go watch tv awhile then sleep liao. and do some homework. BLEH.

OHYES! but i finally know what to do after differentiating already. the take out common factor part. lol. (: wed was doing homework in band room and after consulting celes and sheena huang and i dunno who, then consulted siying also. haha. then i know liao! hoho. congrats to myself. x)

bye.
[oh and can anyone suggest what to wear for my cousin's wedding?]

till then; 10:37 PM

Friday, February 24, 2006

eh for the a nice nice piguana story, pls refer to grace's blog. x)

damn shit. my mummy forever nagging. everytime i sit in front of the com, not even for half an hour, she'll start to nag. noise pollution SIA.

anyway, just came to blog nothing. hoho.

and today f&n, i cooked damn slow. and didnt managed to help afi in making the curry. oops! and my kueh dardar or dunno what dish like no taste one. =/ it's still in my plastic bag.

today's pp trip wasn't very successful though. haha.

booshit. go and do homework la. byee.

till then; 9:22 PM

Monday, February 20, 2006

i dont understand. WHY? are parents so crazy and out of their minds. i wonder.. sometimes they say that it's just that i'm lazy and can be smart. then when they dont like it, they just say i'm stupid useless whatever. DAM BO SOT SOT AY. (a lil bit siao siao) nono. actually it's JIN SOT AH! (very siao)

tsk. after watching the i not stupid 2 also no use for them one. and they ask me to reflect from my point of view only. what about them? wtf. say i watch already still the same. they also what.. zzz. but i'll love them more if only they could stop nagging so much. haha. got such thing one.. x) and they think i dont care about studies.. whatever. like i dunno how to study like that.

notice the change in me? sec 1. i was still okok and a bit slack. haha. sec 2 very slack liao. sec 3 still slack until after midyr became guai-er a bit. started to do hw and study. lolx. this year? ok la, maybe still owe homeworks but i dont copy. like now, i still owe emaths (i'm 1 of the 4 who didnt hand in) another emaths (1 of the 8) -.-''.. 1 amaths for 1 day. haa. but i'm so confused about the factorising thing. after differentiating i dunno how to 'expand'. LUAN LUAN LUAN! ok, i'm going to clarify it tmr! with anybody who wants to teach me. haha although celes taught me today i'm still sorta confused.

sian. no mood to do f&n.. hai. coursework ah coursework. it's so important cos it will be the one pulling the grades up. but so TEDIOUS sia. tmr after band go home will be tired.. i pray hard hard tmr no hw. (maybe in the dreams) haha. then can do f&n. maybe i try to do some now la.. bo bian. so byebye. i also need to go and do other hw! can die..

ohya! tmr changing seats le. i'll be sitting with ziling at the first row! bleh. kiat will be behind me. bao will be beside kiat and grace will be behind bao, i think. heh. celes will be at the other row. haha gonna say bye to yujuan and sheena huang! dont miss me ah. x) maybe i will be able to hear yujuan laughing madly. hoho. so funny.. today during bio remedial we were laughing and laughing away when chiaw's away at 4o.

bye.

till then; 11:00 PM

Friday, February 17, 2006

blah. need to rush. mummy nagging like SHIT. ok i think i shall skip la.. after school went to theatrette. eh, after amaths test. haha. i forgot everything about binomial cos i didnt study. =/ so it's going to be screwed! tsk.

oh, theatrette. had the last year sec 4s results analysis. then they were like telling us about dropping subjects.. anyway i already dropped la. yeah. then erm some examples of from e8 f9 to a1 a2. haa. btw the people who were bottom in the level went to theatrette la.

uh.. i think i better start studying now. as in REALLY study.. hai. if not it's gonna be bad. very bad. midyr exams is like 2, 3 months away.. BOOO. hai hai hai. and we're supposed to go for the ART thingy. as in must stay back in school for 2 days in a week after school and do hw in the library. sucks man.. BECAUSE. band on tuesdays, wednesdays and thursdays. choose 2 days? only got monday and friday to choose from. and now, the whole week i wont be freeee! sighs. maybe this could help improve though. i hope so.

lim kim choo then talked to wenqi and me. regarding band stuffs one. about the july competition and stuffs.. i still dunno whether i should go for the competition not. bleh see first la. maybe sec 4s not even going or what, who knows. or see results. jenn said something like "it's her interest what" when i asked them whether i should go. haha. it's meaningful. (:

after that went to watch movie with bao and grace at cine. season for love or season of love or whatever it is la. it's a sad movie. and i was silent crying. HAHA. grace and bao was sniffing away. hmm.. 2 characters died in the end. i also dunno why the man died in the fire leh. nvm maybe he just wants to..?

sighs. i think i go and do homework le. tmr going to yilan and yeongeun's party. (: and time to be broke cos i owe yilan years of presents. haha. and i'm tired too.. SEEYA. time to work hardhardHARDHARD! jiayou everybody.

till then; 9:38 PM

Wednesday, February 15, 2006

aiyah just feel like blogging. so i had a nice valentine's day! (: with presents. haha. sweets and chocolates and 2 roses. from ah grace and wanning. hehe. you can see everybody's tables filled with sweets and chocolates and flowers, BUT NO books. heh. i think i owe people alot of presents. =/

boooo. anyway i haven finish my ying yong wen. DIE LA. and it's like 12.16AM now.. no need sleep liao. tsk. what was i doing just now? i also cannot remember eh. OH, listening to the cedar concert band cd.. year 1999. cool man. got own cd. (: i also want la! and since then, our band's been playing ABBA GOLD and THAT THING YOU DO. wahaa. but i cant see the balloon hat festival vcd!! WHY CANNOT?!

okok. go do yyw if not i die.. damn shit la now i'm starting to owe lots of hw! hai. thurs half day! but it's equals to another wed.. cos, dismissed at 10.10, straight after that got chem remedial. then got band until 12.30. and greg and ruixian bringing me to some place. ahaah. so secretive. actually i dunno where liao. tsk. what once in a lifetime??

anyway. got some ipp exercise tmr la. and we're making the toilet. COOL NOT? heh. in-place something something. stuck in the classroom for 1 hour? with sealed doors and windows.. think we're gonna play games or study f&n! i havent study...! DEAD LA. okokokok.. BYE.

till then; 12:15 AM

Sunday, February 12, 2006

went to airport to send shuyan off just now. gonna miss her man.. we reached at 5. and regina reached at 4.. siao la so damn early. then i doing hw halfway so nice, went earlier to accompany her. although it's only 20min earlier.. haa.

then we ate at burger king. julia drew the book was damn nice. she said she slept at 5am. WAH. but it was nice. (: oh and it took me millions of seconds to think of what to write. [cannot be millions of years cos that would be too long] haa. and i think i still got alot to write but at that point of time, i had no ling gan. yeah..

went over to the row 11 or something. shuyan came over and hugged us - regina silin me julia wanqi. baaah it was sad. she cried. but i didnt cry. before that we were betting who will cry. haa they all say i'll be the first to cry. well, but i didnt la. must be strong! heh. x) like so rare that i can control my tears so well. maybe wasnt in the mood ba. oh, and bao went too! haha. at first we couldn't make it one. then i can. she can also. ahaa. then we saw each other there. (:

she went in at 7.30pm. hmm then we went home liao la.. nothing to do anyway. then on the bus suddenly felt sad. ahaa. so it's like i almost cried on the bus. =/ boooo. gonna miss her maaan. pst. i feel as if i still have lots more to say.

anyway, i wanna sleep early today. blah. before that go and check still got what hw havent do.. i finished this afternoon before going to airport. but i think i had some blanks. aiyah dunno la.. NITES! oh, and grace, WE JIAYOU TOGETHER OK!! (:

till then; 10:46 PM

Saturday, February 11, 2006

yesterday haven blog com kana off my father. so irritated la. they think that i have no brains and keep on telling me what to think. walau. and they nagged for about 30min or more, repeating the same pts. SS CONFIRM FAIL ONE LA.

anyway, yesterday was a stupid day. dont ask me why stupid. just feel that it's a stupid day. had to get back o level chinese results.

amaths then english then ss/g. nothing much la. oh, besides english when we went com lab to look for articles. and i saw a prawn article which was damn funny. yujuan was crazily laughing. haha. i was sorta counting down to 2.30.. then duriing recess after we finished eating we walked past foyer. then saw top scholar taking photo. heard from dunno who or where that she top scholar in singapore with 11 a1s. we were like.. WHAT THE! and i think her mother was just sitting at the foyer bench and we were just exciting away with "she damn smart" etc. haha she was like smiling la. then after we started walking back to class, we were like.. eh that one her mother hor? HAHA.

after reading. got announcement from suresh. say that 1.45 go hall.. SHIT la. all the sec 4s had to go too. oh then suresh appeared at our door for emaths after the announcement. lolx. he was telling us the same thing he said like the day before. "girls, 1 year is very short blah blah blah.." haha but 1 year is really short.. >.<>LET'S ALL WORK HARD HARD OK!! yujuan's gonna kill me if i slack. haha. people wushu expert ok.. and we were damn scared already for our results!

uh then f&n. i was saying i think i'll burn down the kitchen today. and when afi and i were cooking the curry paste, there were alot of smoke lo. haha. and then mrs woo said dont burn down the kitchen. so we almost burned down the kitchen! haa. scared ma.. went through coursework a question after that. btw, we made agar agar and fish curry.

mrs woo then told us about the ex sec 4s f&n results. she said there was 1 failure.. then she cried. bah so sad can. at least i only had tears in my eyes. haa. there's more to come..

went to the hall after that. sat at the gallery. had the analysis of this year's results. wooo. top scholar! haha... so funny, you can see all the cameras chasing after her when she went onstage. lolx. err then time to go back to class to get our results.. OMG.

shit la. already can predict.. when kiat said that han lao shi coming we all panicked. ahaa. i covered myself under the jacket. bleh. and before that baoyue imitated what she'll do and she did all the things. haha. erm then since she came in i was already crying. so scared la.. she told us that 4h had 6 b3s. ok. the end. i know i CONFIRM the b3 liao. 4n had none. 4c had 1.

MY TURN. signed that damn paper. saw a 3. well.. that's it. i think han lao shi was like waiting for me to say something. cos she hold the paper in her hand and dowan to let go until i say something lydat. blah.. went back to seat and continue crying. then, i practically cried from the starting to the ending la. actually after ending i was still crying. han lao shi came to me and like said some stuffs.

people came in and started comforting me. haa. THANKS TO ALL!! (: i was ok after crying already. oh then shuyan came to our class. got 7 points ah.. smart eh. and she said what get 5 pts for l1r5 next year? funny ah. then she went off. i finished the journal and grace finished her zuoye. then baoyue grace and i went to ps..

yeah. then went home.
i'm ok already la. (:
the thing is whether to drop hcl not..
i dunno!
tsk.

i have learnt my lesson.

till then; 2:15 PM

Wednesday, February 08, 2006

i think i ought to be shot and thrown into the deep blue sea.
worthless.

the chem test was shit. only know how to do the first pg. the other 2 very little.. argh. anyway i think i'm gonna fail AGAIN la.. sighs. emaths too! like dunno how to do. blah dammit. let it be.. haa, this's like the first tests i'll be failing for this year (besides BIO which i failed the practical and i think some timed assignments). hai.

this time i studied la.. ARGH. ok, maybe not emaths.

i'm feeling dumb la. can i ask mrs chiaw to come and shoot me and throw me into the deep blue sea? bleh.

friday the release of o level results. ERM, i haven't received the letter la.. sunday they said they already received. wtf.. and i'm sure that i wont get an A for chinese la. cos i think the paper was screwed, including the oral. dammit. i want to bang the wall...

just took the iq test on tickle. iq score: 111. Your Intellectual Type is Precision Processor. This means you're exceptionally good at discovering quick solutions to problems, especially ones that involve math or logic. You're also resourceful and able to think on your feet. And that's just some of what we know about you from your test results.

what do you think?
sighs.

till then; 5:53 PM

Sunday, February 05, 2006

mummywoo is just so nice. (:

just came back from her house. and it's so nice and cosy! too cosy that i can't bear to leave the sofa. haa.. and that's how i pangsehed el and celes. sooo sorry la! i feel bad also. tsk.

supposed to watch i not stupid too again with el and celes. then we tried booking tics at mrswoo's house. the system like kinda laggy.. then in the end failed to book. and mrswoo took lotsa trouble to help us book the tics! so touched. haha. in the end still cannot book. hmm.. and everybody didnt want to leave her house. lolx.

although i'm like supposed to be doing hw now, i decided to blog abit la. yeah. and i think we're getting the f&n o level coursework a question tmr. haiyah. well..

oh, this morning i went macritchie. my parents meeting their friends there. and i was sorta rotting.. was just reading newspaper and listening to my mp3 there. after that went to eat lunch lo.

i still think mummywoo is so nice. (:
ps. sorry to el and celes again. paiseh paiseh paiseh.

till then; 6:41 PM

Friday, February 03, 2006

hey.
update on the week la.
from wed.

lessons were as usual. then after school had sec1 welcome party. erm at 2.30? then my section went outta school to buy drinks. and ate at joo seng. eat what? cup noodles. i was pig, ate cup noodles, mashed potato and a gulp. =P

then the party we eat cake and played games. cake eating? and cream smearing la. sheeping smeared cream on my face then we ended up chasing people. chased yeong eun and i was suay enough. she was running with zappel. and then i was with cream. haha. and then she splashed the zappel on me lo.. but it was fun? heh. then played game. marco polooo.. lalala. then dismissed.

after that, we went j8. as in yaju yilan and ruixian. yilan and ME wanna pierce ear. yaju and ruixian went to watch 'show'.. -.-'' my show. haha. erm yeah. then pierced my ear! i wanted to pierce since like last year after that chinese o's. zzz. and took neoprint after that! (:

thurs.
nothing much also la.. the lessons. all the same one. oh most 'impressive' thing was that we had english debate. we were the first teams la. and that time she wanted us to be the speakers. ok lor.. be then be la. speak not good like not our fault? in the end, she had 2 pages of comments. blah. and told us everything. feel so shit. i was like.. fuck la. and then i was the last speaker and then she gave those comments. like how am i gonna survive?? in the end, she asked me to continued. i didnt know how to start already la. dammit. nvm.. percussion promised to accept everybody. haha!

then i know had chem remedial after school. then went for band. uh the sec1s finally chose their instruments! haha. and we have 4 sec1s this year. wah. and KNOW WHAT?! mr ong bought (personal) drumsticks for them! x( nvm, i also have mine. lolx. but i buy myself one. -.-''

erm then had sectionals and like half an hour combined band prac. and dismissed.

fri (today).
didnt have very significant lessons. oh i forgot to bring apron and stuffs. haha. totally forgot about f&n today. and i used that super long plastic apron. 2nd time this year. and my cheese thingy wasnt really nice lo. cos i didnt know what i was doing! tsk.

mdm faridah didnt come today. so sorta have free period, although there's work to do but like little people doing.. then assmbly had presentations. by ms ng first. then by shir, yanti and priscilla on the f&n perth trip. bleh i still wanna go lor. but cannot.. wth. nvm. shall go to yilan's house this year after os, in china. yeah! and maybe go malaysia with friends. hehe. el can be the tour guide in genting. i can be the tour guide in kl. lol what crap.

uhm after school had emaths remedial in the theatrette. walked out with yujuan. haha. i think she's so funny. lolx. laughing at nothing sometimes. ahaa.

there's just some lil problem la.. and like we're the neutral party. and i cant infer much from celes's message, the tone. (ss??) hai. and therefore, i'll be staying home tmr and do homework! and study for wed's chem and emaths common test. sighs. but i THINK mon everything will be ok? hope so. and well, i think i going to do some hw before i sleep later. heh. x)

till then; 11:42 PM