Sunday, October 30, 2005
good luck to all for tmr's chinese. BLEH. some words just seem to can't get into my head. dammit.
SMALL BRAINS! sighs. am i stupid? @#&%$@#^%
anyway. all the best for tmr. hope i don't write out of point for zuowen
again. argh. damn.. after tmr i shall try my best NOT to touch chinese. maybe i shall finsih up the chinese hw so that i do not need to touch chinese again for the hols. (: yeah! after tmr it will all be homework and homework, and remedials.
ok i think i'm dumb? to some extent. brrr. anybody who can tell me that i'm not dumb with evidence. i'll.. urhm. think you pro. ahaa. no la no la. i shall try to evolve (evaluate; from grace) into a not-so-dumb person. bleh whatever.
off to study more chinese. just went kovan macs to study. horrible man. zzz.
ps. just read 'someone's blog and
almost puked! really that kinda almost. lucky had nothing to puke. interested parties pls ask me personally. heh. x)
till then; 7:58 PM
Thursday, October 27, 2005
ok. now, my hols is like so busy leh. where got time to study? haha no la no la. SURE GOT de! but maybe from 4th to18th nov will be so full of remedials. later indigestion. (i know it's..
lame) wth. anyway can have up to 3 remedials per day, ranging from 8 - 4.. blah and of course still got the diagnostic tests. and for your information, i have dropped to combined sci..
anyway gotta study during hols yeah? everyone too. (: and there's like 4 band pracs in a wk for 1 of the wks. well.. don't think can go many of it, got remedials la! haa.. having overnight band camp is erm. exciting? maybe
too exciting. hurrrh.
hmm ok. we shall push each other to study arh. (: good for health. haa like real. give us more stress nia. anyway being dumb is bad. real bad. but too bad for me larh.. now just concentrate on chinese. but super sick of it alr. but must persevere. haa. we're gonna zi bi for the hols! meaning? something like isolating. zzz. start making my books like me. cos it's like no matter how much i try to like them they don't like me. ): that's why still cannot pass. yeah right, didn't study enough la.
report book think no need show for time being cos seeee everything alr. yesterday when letting my mummy sign the dropping subject form. so what's there to see now? so 'nice' with so many underlines.. my pa also not in singapore now. go taiwan enjoy sia. coming back only on 7th i think. can wait until end hols then sign liao. but don't think so la, sure will see one right? not like my house very big can hide.. (hide also no use! alr know..)
damn. my nose peeling now. quite badly! shit. so ugly. haha. not as if i look very nice even without peelings. heng my shoulder never peel, better put more aloe vera gel so won't peel. gonna put on nose too. maybe going study tmr. and with peeled nose? bleh.
till then; 10:21 PM
Monday, October 24, 2005
sentosa-ed with siying, el, daniel, greg and dominic today. and i'm chaota now. like lobster. but i know the tan won't last long la. cos will PEEL.
blah. tired. still hafta study chinese later. zzz. and die.. i haven't finish the yingyongwen and zuowen! ssshhh.. and supposed to hand in like 1 wk ago..? damn. ok shall see if i have the mood to blog about sentosa someday anot. for now, don't want. lazy la. x)
till then; 7:29 PM
Friday, October 21, 2005
ok. i told my mummy the results alr. and i said.. "mummy, my teacher will call you again this time." and then settled. cuz she understood le ma. hmm. then she say never concentrate when studying blah blah blah. then i just said dunno and went back to my room. almost cried la when telling her and when she replied. but anyway still cried.. in the room. zzz. then i slept. from like 4+ and woke up at 8+.
anyway. today in school.. morning assembly that time had to see suresh. and in the bottom 40 again.. then going the i'm gifted so are you thingy. and it's like on the 2P chalet date. hais. nvm. see first. and my uncle told me that the chalet booked le..
went back class then had chinese. so sian. everyday chinese till i die. hais. but no choice. then after chinese mrswoo came in. let us sign the results and everything. then talked to some ppl. haven't reached me by the time recess came. anyway yy came to find me and gave me the classt and pullover design le. who wanna see? hmm. then recess we went to find mrswoo cuz she said those who want to see me first can come. so we went. then talked mainly to 3 out of 5 of us. cos 2 being extra. haha. argh. i seriously think that our method of studying is
WRONG.. and my 'not enough practice' is dumb. maybe applies to amaths only.
and then went to eat during reading. anyway also no reading. then after that went to hall for nyaa talk. wasn't listening actually. dumb. they were vandalising me. think i vandalising corner ar. but el draw the monster on my leg very cute. haha el, compliment you leh. anyway everywhere also being vandalised. then our class got 'scolded'. like asking.. what class is that at the end there? so noisy blah blah. dammit. and like kinda insulted us. ok that's what
i feel.
went back class for dna thing. was super boring. and was like wanna sleep. and the flower opposite me was sleeping so soundly. haha. halfway we went toilet to slack. if not really going to sleep le. then do this do that. and i think i don't understand a thing.. so chim. zzz. i also dunno learn for what lo. also not interested in being scientist or dunno what thing related to SCIENCE.. hais.
then gave the ws. haha and i had a kit kat for nothing. lolx. but it's like the whole class getting kit kat alr.. haha. ohh. and mrs chiaw came in and scolded our gang. haha. cuz on the sign list we wrote things which she thinks is FUNNY. well. just like wrote flower or vainpot all these. haa but i think she didn't notice me and celes's. x) but maybe tuesday she will come finding us and ask us to resign then..
after school went chinatown to eat again. haha. now we're addicted to going chinatown.. lolx. i think we're like the only pupils who go there.. cos till now we haven't like seen any? i ate the laksa and they ate the tang yuan. (:
went home. then decided to tell my mummy results after sms-ing missgrace. refer to top for continuation. haha.
ok. i shall go study chinese le larh. i think it can save me for o's.
wrong method of studying.. hmm..
till then; 9:11 PM
Wednesday, October 19, 2005
flunked until crazy. zzz. shan't think about it anymore. (: since i'm more sure that i have passed 3 subjects. yeah? just have to study more effectively during the hols. for the diagnostic testsss too.
yesterday worried me till wanna die.. haa. and i really failed my emaths.
i need a wall to bang. and i can hit siying twice. must conserve energy first then hit when feeling most hyper. xP hais. but was disappointed lo. dammit la! pia hardest for emaths and fail again. that's why my conclusion is that i study and study is no difference. maybe i shan't waste so much time studying. but no. i won't. (: i'll study during the hols.
shit. haven't told my parents. and my tuition teacher asked me about my results. and i told her bad. haha. i think fri my teacher will just tell my mother or something. sighs. maybe like tell her that i going sentosa first if not later she don't let me go after she see the results. hais..
till then; 6:19 PM
Monday, October 17, 2005
ohh well. got back results today. for chinese and CHEM. during morning assembly then we gotta know that we gonna get back chem paper. and there was a
big reaction. haha. and we sang the national anthem thrice. one time without music and it was..
horrible. ahaa.
damn. flunked my chinese. paper1, paper2.
flunked both. worse than shit man. but at least the paper3 saved me from death. lolx. and i got a superduperr BORDERLINE pass. and my zuowen
WROTE OUT OF POINT! and then.. failed. and for chem? dammit. obviously i
won't pass, mind you! haha. like 18 ppl failed in our class? and 9 of em with f9s. and.. i'm one of them! hurrh. wth. haaa.
after that had some talk about pimples. haha. and i wasn't really in the mood to listen. thinking whether i passed my chinese overall and wanna sleep. then was too irritated la. and accidentally said too loudly "ta hen fan leh (she veh irritating)" and it was really too loud that the front ppl all turned back and looked at me. so paiseh!
recess.. hmm. had some things to 'do'. and felt better after that. heh. lalala~ more relieved ehh. so no need to think so much about passing my emaths. (: whoosh. had 2 free periods and the hcl ppl were all pia-ing the damn chinese papers. and our dna course not today! hmm.. aahh do halfway don't feel like doing already. so dunno who started asking ppl to sign the informal class photo. haha. and we all started signing like superstars. x)
then had chinese lesson. errh went through the papers. and han lao shi said that nobody failed in the level. and lowest is obviously.. 50. wah. that means i got lowest.. zzz. how 'nice' ehh. gave out more papers to do.. argh. crazy man. but for the a1, like bao said, must do more! lolx.
after school we went out. cuz no dna course. ahaa. and it was undecided on where we were going. in the end went ps. ahaha cuz greg there. wanted to intro grace worr. heh. anyway ate at food court. nah just ate ice cream. short of cash. haha. found greg in kfc and dominic was like pointing furiously at us. haha. then we went off.
to where? to chinatown.. -.-'' went to find grace's mum. lolx. and she remembered me as the one who sat on huiching's leg at her house. haha! then we went to eat tang yuan! ahaha cuz bao say the tang yuan veh nice. (: the way celes told the person very funnii! ahaha. nvm. anyway we helped some tourist leh. they were asking how to get to merlion. and we confused them and ourselves. hmm. in the end ask them go city hall and take cab. haha. (:
went home. and now. going to watch tv. and like.. eat dinner? after that go and do the damn ying yong wen and zuowen. but don't think gonna do the zuowen larh. x) hurrrh. lala. ok i'm off. shall start studying for the o's chinese man. yeah! bao, the a1! heh.
ohh yeah! tmr we're checking
5; FIVE papers. can die. amaths, emaths, english, ss, geog. haaa. dead. for amaths and everything. anyway i think i can no need to think so much alr. (: heh. mrs woo just rocks la! so damn nice. (:
till then; 5:41 PM
Sunday, October 16, 2005
tmr is my death day. hais. don't even know getting what papers back..
and i still have like 8 compres for the chinese papers
undone. how pro.. and i shall do it later. nono. i going my grandma house soon. damn. so scared for emaths. if i don't pass i'll
DIE. sighs. criteria to pass this yr: pass english and 2 other subjects. ARGH.
was looking through the emaths paper section b and c last night. and got this bad bad feeling i gonna fail. well.. forget it la. the papers are marked alr.
goner.
till then; 5:42 PM
Saturday, October 15, 2005
hmm. just now went heeren for superstar autograph session. whoo. ok i was late for meeting grace and celes.
met at somerset and went to cine to buy cd from sembawang. cuz we thought it would cheaper. aiyah in fact it was. and we saw priscilla, lynn and actually i forgot who. only know there were 3 of them. and then we went long john eat. crazy i had extra fries added. fei si wo. and of course i ate the slowest again la.
hmm. then we walked to heeren. then we were like.. so little people? sorry we gong kias. and then went to walk around heeren first. then more and more people came. well.. and then saw grace's friend. and she was panicking. cuz don't have coupon. then we were like shocked.. like.. huh??!! need coupon? wtf. and we panicked too. haha. actually not really panicking. more of CURSING. like why they didn't say must buy from hmv and get coupon all these. and we were like standing in the middle of nowhere and cursing and scolding vulgarities. oops. but it's like. fuck la. why never say properly.
and we got to knew from grace's friend that the queue was outside. and we went to see. ok la actually not alot of ppl lor. zzz. ran here ran there. dunno what to do. planned to just take photos. grrr. so stayed inside hmv. they coming from there. and then finally, they came.
screamed and shouted. took a photo. hmm quite nice la. not like that time.. hurrr took jason cos of fast reaction.. lolx. anyway. we were like so busy. running everywhere. cuz after they walked past the area we siam again. to the stage there and we got a quite-nice position.
BUT they were backfacing us.
screamed and shouted weijian until the whole building can hear sia. and grace and i were shouting furiously. haha. and then he like deaf. or just ignoring us. call him so many times don't want turn around and wave. zzz. nvm. so dao. haha. then they sat down. all the backs facing us. though i took lotsa pics but 99% cannot see face. can only see 2 botaks. haha. and they sat alr we still shouting. choong even posed for us. but got the
stupid staff. choong was posing and we were taking photos she just go and walk here walk there. damn her. feel like kicking their asses. or just push her down the stage.. zzz. too bad. but derrick got wave to us also! and pose. haha but not as long as what choong did. and when he waving..
the picture i took his hands covered his own face! wahh. so wasted sia. hmm if not will be nice. (:
anyway. we rushed to queue after taking somemore photos cuz we heard that can go and queue without coupon also. whoosh. so BUSY. finally going to our turn after the stupid ass security guards keep on asking who got coupon go first go first. like who dunno. keep on scolding and cursing again. dunno why so pissed with the people there. haha. as in those working. and like the people behind us TRYING SO HARD to cut queue. but too bad. we too fat cannot arh. don't let you cut leh. huh. HOWHOWHOWHOW. what can you do.. haha. so sarcastic.
yeah then our turn. i was behind grace and celes was behind me. grace so funnii la. tell em so many things like weichoong i miss your hair. haha. and he replied.. "yalor i also." and ask them to jiayou all these. me and celes just like stand there wait. lolx. and i dunno which one is mine. ahaa. bleh. then celes they all asked me to ask derrick to write my name. AND the fucking woman beside him said cannot and chased me off.
WTF. haha before that i go
shake hand with derrick. k he look dao. haha. nvm.. and i went jumping off the stage. and grace was down there jumping alr. walau. the damn security guard asked us not to block the place. LIKE GOT SO MANY PPL COMING DOWN FROM STAGE LYDAT. cursed him again. ahaa i cursed so many ppl today/
hmm. then think awhile.. decided to queue 2nd time. heh. to sign inside. and then our turn again? they woman like..
sign before alr. cannot liao. bloody! and we were on stage.. and she just ask us to go down.
fuckfuckfuck. throw my face. lolx. and why we cannot sign 2nd time? is we queue NOT YOU queue.
dummies.. and i saw the people who queued 2nd time can sign.. walau. CURSED
again. too bad larh. who ask them like see us bu shuang. as if i see them very shuang..
so pissed la. and then went into hmv wait for them to leave. took photos again. but no nice ones. haa. but they saw us again. lolx. decided to go carpark. and then wait for some time. think they left.. and everybody left also le. so never wait. and went home.
damn. and later i gtg do LOTS of chinese papers. han lao shi said must do 1 paper everyday. and 3 days have passed and i did
none. pro? zzz. no. this is called dieee. i hafta do 4 today! nvm i shall divide equally and do some tmr also. hai.. nvm shall not read the initial d comics first..
and grace have the derrick's hand perfume smell on her hands now!! walau i jealous.
i don't have! boo. nvm. at least got shake and touch his hand. ahaha sound pervertic. lolx. nvm. k i go eat dinner le. byeeee.
hurrr. greg = korkor? i his didi. and then el is the jiejie of both of us? ahaa.
till then; 6:43 PM
Friday, October 14, 2005
zzz. life so boring now. like so funnii ehh no need to touch the books. and today i didn't go out. but i went from 12-7 yesterday. ok not very long la but to kill time only.
hurrh. i'm like rotting in front of the com le. since i woke up, which is 11+.. until now. which is 5+ i've been rotting. zzz. play games. friendstering. what else? k.. chatting. and now i finally resorted to blogging. urhm i sound as if i don't want to blog very badly which is not true! just that dunno what to blog. now i decided to crap a liiil'.
el! why you never call me out! haha still can forget.. lolx. nvm. i'll be going out tmr. and see superstars. haha. got derrick anot. i not so sure la. but is the autograph session. though i haven't bought the cd.. buy tmr lor. heh. aaahh. must take photos again. hoho.
boooo/ i going to men si le. ok and no vcd to watch. but at least got comics to read. initial d one. hehheh. but now no mood to read. only read it at night. hahaha.
urrhm well. now don't want to think about the stupid checking papers first. cuz is a sure die for me. and i think i'll start worrying on sunday. don't spoil my mood now. hai. HOWHOWHOW? check papers.. zzz. idiot. just ask the teacher help me burn or tear mine la. no need let me see. piangs. i think can just flunk again le lor.. sian. forever the same. told you that i study and never study also
no difference. blah.
zzz crap finish le larh. and now? ok. can just find me and talk crap with me on msn. so i won't rot so fast. decrease the rate of rotting. -.-''
till then; 5:31 PM
Tuesday, October 11, 2005
WAH! i found derrick sing de tiankong! wheeeeee. so cooool. heh heh.
i'm crazy. today end-of-
FEAR. haha. celebrated lots. uhh. though my f&n like gonna die.. hoho. went ps and walked like 3, 4 times around the whole plaza? and was so SIAN. waiting for our 1.20 show - corpse bride - to start. and i ate a breakfast set a at the food court. x) cheap leh. haha. saw lydia and lichu there. ohh and i rmb something made me laugh until i collapse on the chair laughing.. haha think was el's zhou gong wu gong thing. and my own hong gong. (hongkong??)
went to buy nachos and drinks. whooo so damn cheesy. heh. and before the show even started we alr finished our nachos. had to spend the rest of the time foodless. quite funnii larh. grace was laughing away so i laugh together. more fun ma. if not so boring..
went to meet siying and amanda. they at tako there. wanted to scare them but failed. nvm. that was fun though. too thrilled la. zzz. was so bored and went orchard meet cherissa. hahaha. so many ppl so fun! lolx. then went fareast. walked awhile and went out.. went heeren.
wah. i bought wallet liao. BUT, not billabong one.. x( but anyway i sorta love my wallet now. lolx. nice leh. (:
aiyah don't want blog liao. ate dinner at hougang mall there with siying. went home and reached home at about 8. hoho. funnii. and tired. walk so much! zzz. anyway i go and burn cd and download maplestory lo. hehe. but lazy play. and meanwhile i go and tidy my books. they are all over the house.. and floor.. and chair.. aiyah everywhere. so. my mummy's gonna nag again after exams! cuz she say exam time she don't care me so much. then now exams over she gonna start again.. BLEH. so irritating. and she expects me to reach home early. like.. how can? you expect me to go home and start making love with the books after exams?? must be crazy la.
till then; 9:42 PM
Sunday, October 09, 2005
dead la. i feel so dead for amaths. just like totally dying. tmr i will die man.. i think i'm like crazy le. did amaths till
4am. was like dying then. got so much like dunno how to do. sighs.
everything sucks la. think gonna flunk again. like studying is no use, maybe for me only. cuz i study also fail. never study also fail. so why waste my time studying. freak. esp my sciences. like totally hopeless liao.
ARGH. nvm. i shall die when it's checking papers. go and enjoy first. during marking days.. zzz. dammit. this is like the first time i so streeessed. so fucking damn. so screwed la. anyway maths is easier than science. i think. so pia maths. no wonder the day before the science papers i in so heck-mood. and before maths papers i was like so worried. damn.
bye.
till then; 5:28 PM
Friday, October 07, 2005
blehs. hate exams la. make me stressed. the dunno what andrenaline thing. zzz. but i never study that one.
wed's emaths is shit. dunno can pass not. don't pass i want bang the wall liao. cuz if don't pass emaths others can forget about passing. i pia-ed the hardest for emaths. zzz. and ss at first dunno what to write one lo. then i think my brain warm up liao then started popping things out. but no time write sia. so just die la. booooo.
went home and superr no mood to ahh.study for chem and geog. so de-motivated la must be the emaths's fault! ahaa. so was like staring at the books and never read. mad la.. so my chem is confirm fail. diagnostic test is mine. hahaha. the moles qns i totally gong. at least celes taught me some 'basics' which i think isn't so basic, before the paper. ahaha. so i tried to use it lo. geog? ok ok lor. but the 12m qn my mind hang la. and before that jj was asking us to read it in the courtyard cuz mrs lim gave clue. but i read read read. exam that time forgot everything that we read. zzz.
after that went to eat ban mian. saw evan there. lolx. then went home and i slept! from the time i reach home until 8! wth! overslept lo. no need study le.. pro. my mummy never wake me up! haha. and then i ate dinner and sat in front of the bio book. boo. got lots to study! sure die. anyway my bio is the superrduper
hopeless kind. ahaa. failing since start of yr. study also cannot pass.. argh.
haiyah. today's bio is dead. esp the section b. and c. the first qn for section b like. what's this?? cannot leave blank la, first pg you want leave blank.. so anyhow thought of something and wrote. sian. just know that my bio 101% fail. another diagnostic test for me.. so busy leh.
anyway i was stuck outside just now after coming back from pp mac. kao. 1hour20mins. until my mp3 going to die. lolx. maybe i should have went with bao celes and grace. to immigration centre! wahaha. to make her passport photo. ohh ya i almost died laughing at macs.. zzz. siao si wo le! (:
bye going tuition liao. veh tired now. cuz last night i cannot sleep ehh! slept at 2.. crazy. anyway 2 more papers to go! amaths and f&n left. and tuesday i'm going out. wahaha. shall make my schedule full. hai. but another scary one is amaths la.. BLERGH.
till then; 3:46 PM
Sunday, October 02, 2005
studystudystudy. crazy la. this is soooosooooosoooooo crazy..! esp doing the school papers. wahh. i'd rather the school just use a knife and kill me man. rather than they make me die a slow death. piangs. do until wanna die man. (or isit i'm too stupid le?)
urm. what did i do yesterday? study lor. what else?? freak. although i spent half my afternoon in front of the com. haha. for a few hours. tsktskk. budden after that i studied for some time before going tuition. maybe like 1hour plus ba. and i forgot my tuition time.. zzz. until my teacher sms-ed me at around 5 that she will be slightly late then i jumped from my table and rushed off. lolx.
came home and dinner wasn't ready yet. haha. then i guai guai go study first. x) for half an hour i think.. ate dinner and back to studying! okok enough of my studyings.. blehhs. anyway was watching powerpuff movie. ahaa! and studying at the same time. lolx. uhm. then like bathed and study again.. siao. around 10 la. then studied until like 3..? crazy. doing the stupid hws lo. got so much leh! like no need to study can. zzz-
studied ss after those hws plus some maths. slept. at almost 3 lo. blahh.
and woke up at 11.30 today. so early! like 8 hours of sleep for me is not enough! x) and i'm repeating myself again.
study. and i wanna die liao.. BLERH! i think i can just skip chem and bio - the sciences. go spend all the time on better subjects which can help me pass. zzz.
chem. still at chapter 2 wth. and the past yr paper ms sim went through. section c. see le.. i dunno how to do a single thing. MADNESS. you gimme the paper on that day i think i can just give back the teacher and go home and sleep! sian.
bio. i study and don't study also
no difference la. so maybe just study that the day before or something. dunno why my bio forever so bad..
thing is. if i fail emaths i can go bang the wall and die. nothing else for me to pass easier liao. dammit. all others suck like dunno what. amaths is also quite bad. ZZZ-ZZZ.. but i wanna pass it also. bleh. but it seems like reaching for the sky arh..
sian.
till then; 4:37 PM
