the way to dusty death.

Tuesday, July 03, 2007

im dying
i sibei sian liao
total demoralised
maybe going siao soon

wanna go back to the life of sports
see ppl run, i sad
see bball, i cry
after o lvl, after that coca cola job
all i ever did is sit infront of the laptop n grow fungus
no serious workout
forgot when i last sweat
laughing at zy as he going into ns nxt year
i cry at myself
i dun even think im ready

but lately start light workout
no gym
no weights
jus toning the muscle
it would b weird if i got big muscles, but small body
imagine an inverted triangle
whhahaha
jus train the shape out can liao
sotong prawnsters!!!! when wanna go sentosa, i still wanna sun tan de
got shape no colour oso veri orbiang

today i pon a lesson that i cannot pon already
but who cares
i dun like this faci
keep giving me Cs even though im helping myself by bucking up
think she already sterotyped me as lazy n will always gif me Cs
so i got go, do well or not is still a Cs lor
though i did improve!!!!!!
n she is veri bias
those smokers in class that smoke the way thru, gets A
talk crap can get A
i trying veri hard to get to the veri detail, which takes a very long time, and often blurred out, confused, and stucked, but still try, Cs
n dun forget i nvr take bio, so how on eath m i going to do well as compared to those that bring out secondary bio n smoke thru!!!!
wanna ask her something, she shoot it back
NOT HELPING AT ALL!!!!
think she dun wanna waste her time on me
when u wan help, no one gif u, how?
when u do well, ppl think u use others credit, how?
FUCKED UP CLASS LA!!!!

shall i call myself zy2? or matt2?
really dunno how i last time can really became top for science
but now, even the most stupid person in my class is cleverer than me
or rather i should say i no longer that good in chemistry
if mrs tan hear this i sure die
whahahha
but really, applied chem is too hard for me liao
but i wanna go back to the state where im the chem pro, but not to how lian la
n so, i will become zy2 as i will always bring txtbks out when having gathering
whahahahha
n may become matt2 which suddenly ki siao
due to system overload
load wif chem
u ppl lucky that the chalet is before i take applied chem 2
if not i sure cycle off in another direction de

btw, speaking of chalet, met up wif some sotong, n a few prawns during sat
therefore sotong prawnsters
to discuss bout the chalet
die oso dun wan changi de
downtown $250
as compared to changi $80 for safra
or $120 for changi aloha, cranwell bungalow
bungalow lei!!!!
but safra better
nearer to changi village n cheaper
cranwell can walk damn long
but
they scared of ghost until dunno like wad
dun wan changi doesnt mean the ghosts wun visit them
whahahaha
got me!!!
i got a lot of stories to tell lor
n to think they even planned to have nite walk
whahhaha
now a favourite of zy, eileen n jay is "welcome to indonesia!"
n i remembered, and calculated.... the date of chalet is during the lunar 7th month!
remember to eat more pork!
n we will haf lots of fun

tml got k
but me still zhao siang
how to sing
mayb ask jay sing
whahahahahha