A sincere apologize for someone whom i broke the heart once or maybe twice.
someone who care so much about me with no intention of any return.

someone who plays a role in my life.

someone who care and wants me happy.

Sorry..

A Special Day For A Special Girl

My Special friend:LOW QIU YING,aka QIAO QIAO Or Mushroom head=)

My childhood friend!a very important one..

i love her.
she always make my life so special.

so much fond memories.

how long was our friendship?10years?11years?12years?
more than that!!

we will move on till we are old.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY MUSHROOM HEAD=)

Rebel and Boat Quay.

i am drunk in my heart.

it happens again..
i am a lousy Girlfriend.i hate myself.i am mad with myself.
why is love so complicated?why is it so tough to love someone?why am i always doing the wrong stuff?i just dont get it.

he is so disappointed with me.
sorry.
i know i broke your trust for me.but again,you forgive like how you always do.
forgive me and gave me time.

i was surprise.heartbroken.upset.

you are always so forgiven..so special...
thanks.

i will try to change and become a better girl.
the time will change.
=)

So many times I was alone I couldn't sleepYou left me drowning in the tears of memoryAnd ever since you've gone, I found it hard to breatheCause there was so much that your heart just couldn't seeA thousand wasted dreams rolling off my eyesBut time's been healing me and I say goodbyeCause I can breathe again, dream againI'll be on the road againLike it used to be the other dayNow I feel free again, so innocentCause someone makes me whole again for sureI'll find another youCould you imagine someone else is by my sideI've been afraid he couldn't keep myself from fallingMy heart was always searching for a place to hideCould not await the dawn to bring another dayYour not the only one so hear me when I sayThe thoughts of you, they just fade awayCause I can breathe again, dream againI'll be on the road againLike it used to be the other dayNow I feel free again, so innocentCause someone makes me whole again for sureI'll find another youSometimes I see you when I close my eyesYou're still apart of my lifeBut I can breathe again, dream againI'll be on the road againLike it used to be the other dayNow I feel free again, so innocentCause someone makes me whole again for sureI'll find another youI'll find another you

*Shag.

meeting the girls tmr.
lets hope we will have fun.

Smile=D

Went to eat with my friend.
She and her bf relationship is cold..she told me is a "xi guan"and not "xi huan"
she is 24years old.independent.

Our conversation.
me:if ever your bf broke up with you.will you be upset?

her:I am not sure if i will be upset.BUT!!i am sure i wont cry.

me:why?if this is the case..why don you break up with him?why are you still holding on?

her:i have been giving him chances..and i want him to regret not me.he will be the one losing me if ever he don wan me.Chances is what i am giving him

me:then you not tired?

her:yes i am.too tired.dont even want to think.

love is not one sided.
is both parties.
what can i sae?

IS just complicated.
am i right?

*Chocolate and Chipster

A letter from Clinic/
Please Kindly call at counter 7 lvl1
Collect referral letter to NATIONAL HEART CENTER

I AM STARTING TO LOVE MY STUPID HAIR.


LOVE THE COLOR LOVE ITS EVERYTHING.
ACCEPT THE REALITY.
LOLBABY LOVE IS CRYING.

Random** my heart screen test=(
waraku with mr pm.
look at the size of the bowl!!is huge..
cant really tell from pic,but you guys shld try it.
location:waraku dinning.
Heeren.
at little indian for supper.
some Greenish Cottage Cheese.
...
Gross
Hougang View.
The sunset.

Bad hair day.LOL

Above Photos are all Belated one.

HAHAHS!!

just randomly update it.

The MalaySia Trip=))

Walk,Eat,Shop and do hair..
Went with Worm to City Square.
we were laughing,Playing talking crap.
fun day.really enjoy the time with her...

lets go again!maybe somewhere else..hahahs!!
but if city square again..well i don mind!!hahahas

I super Zi lian lah
you know why?
i have to wait for worm's hair.
so..thats the way i kill my time.LOL

work tmr!!

*faint..

I wishhh

I misses the time when i was at Bangkok=)
everyday shop,eat,Play,and even Party=)

i earn and paid for all the expenses.
Proud little Girl=))wahahs*BHB

even till now,i use what i have earned.

But i am really tired...
can i be a tai tai?wahahhas

"I WAN ICE WATER!!"
"WASH MY CLOTHES FOR ME"
"COOK FOR ME"

yes!yes!yes!
LOL
*dream dream dream

Live beyond your dream even though is beyond common sense.
By:Anna sui

HOLD ME TIGHT..WILL YOU?

LETS DANCE BABY!!

Hold me tight when i need you

Oil!oil!oil..
just ate fishball noodles.Super oily!Yuck.wanna Puke!

*Faint.

Busy Busy Day.
Helped out for a video shoot at wisma today.
Fun.Interesting.Nervous=))

now i know how acting goes..
NG take really funny.hahahs...
have to be natural yet talk Loud.hhaahhas
Voice too soft,isetan have to soften the music=))
have to walk from a corner In and act.so weird.
so many uncles aunties staring..*Shy=D

Packed 25cartons today.
*shhag..
met up with my old friends.I missed them so much.
*Serene was busy but feels contented=))

i want to hear the voice inside my heart..

My Crave=))

19th Aug 2009
Off.

Woke up at 10am.

Prepared to go for driving lesson.

Today was a good improvment.

Drive pretty fast.4th gear.*Contented=))

Reached SSDC at 2pm.

*WAIT WAIT WAIT..

Theory trial test

...

computer break down.

in the end,i paid for nothing.

have to do on worksheet.

No explaination when i got it wrong..

Super worried for my Final test.

Been Working At bugis Promotion,I have no time to prepare myself..

But Guess what!!

I PASSED!!SECOND ONE TO COME OUT.

SERENE IS VERY HAPPY WITH THE RESULT=)

Can SSDC refund my money back!!idiot..

18th August 2009

Off.

woke up at 10am again.

Travel to polyclinic alone.

*emmo mood..

didnt want anyone to pei me.

did heart screening,doctor say it will be more clarify if i do x-ray.

Xray?

hmhp..booked an appoinment at SGH on october.

*wait and see bahh..

takashimaya promotion will be coming.21-28th

angeline intro me another part time job on 24th-27th

hsbc will call me for job on 24th.

Busy.shag.tired.

=))

nights peeps

Went to celebrate Ivan's bdae last night.
off at 10.reach his hse at about 1030.in time for his cake session=))
played king of fighter 4.and watch some weird movies.
some were playing mj.

got home 1am.
took nightrider back.
hope ivan's will like his last minute present=))

16th
work was fine.
sales was bad.
packing stock was tiring.

the end of the promotion=)
thats fast.
so many things had happened.

words spread.got it?

i got my fren into the tornado and lucky everythings was sorted out.
=)smile..thanks!!

SHOULD I?OR SHOULD I NOT?

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DADDY!!

UR DAUGHTER LOVES YOU!MUACKK

Daddy,
you are the best daddy in the world.
i hope you love the prezzie i got for you.
i really love you with all my heart.

i want to earn lotsa money ,bring you for holiday,buy you things,treat you eat good good.get for you whatever you wants.
i want to learn driving,buy a car and ride you anywhere anytime when you needs me.
i want to be a guai nu er.
be the number 1 daughter for you!!
=))
i was independent when i was 15.
i didnt count on you or mummy,
maybe i was naughty.not behaving right outside.but you guys always trust what i am doing .


In my heart..theres only 3 letter words..I LOVE YOU!!and that will never change..NEVER!!

yes.AH JIE!!
my second sister.
IRENE LEE.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TOO..YOUR MEI LOVES YOU!!hahhhas
hope you love the surprise and present i got for you.
old liao arh..must know how to think kaes?
thanks for cooking noodles for me when i am hungry.
i simply love the way you cook..wahhahs

i love you with 1000000000000000000000000xxxx hugs=))

Promotion's Hairstyle.Suify arhhhh..cant really tell from here.LOL

Back from Bugis!!
today was normal.nothing special=))

beauty bar is getting from bad to worst.

i misses all the senior,

all the fun we use to share.

now..

haiish.

Boring...

i really hope the girls will be back.

Huiming,cynthia,xueting,jessica,jasmine..

ni meng hui lai bahhh.hahahs

SING K after promo,supper after promo..

siian..where is all the fun??

was at takashimaya during morning.rushed to bugis in the afternoon.

running both counter was really ultimate.

sales were pretty bad.

not much crowd=)hope tmr will be a good one!!

i love taking car lesson.

i enjoy driving..especially "speeding"

coach lim say"You really enjoy fast!!hmph..i am impress"

wahahas.of coz!!i was so bored when driving slow.well.

yes.i am driving with safety!dont worry=))

okay.working tmr.

gonna rest!!buaixxx

Beauty Bar was fun.
i misses so many of them...Gosh..and oh mandy!yes,i didnt recieve your msges ok!!meet up soon=))

my collegues told me something which is super lame but funny.
ahhahas.i think is Pure Retards.
was browsing through blogs and i saw something!!
hahahas.

car lesson tmr.ssiiaaannnnn..
i will be free after 20th!!date me date me!!
feel free.

i hope i wont regret leaving anna sui.
because i want to achieve sth in life.
yes.i dont want to base on sales orriented.
but..
i am sure for now,
i have goals in life and thats makes a difference.
i see no point wasting time everyday

btw i found a super random job.
basically i can get pay every wk.
i can afford to pay for my school fee=))
hope everything turns up well!!



btw,how come you know i resign?everyday read my blog huh??
nice!!interesting.

i am lucky
i am lucky
i am so so so lucky


to know YOUuuu

All i want is a warm hug.Just A hug.

is just so simple.

can i have it?

a hug that i can smile from my heart.

and a silly sweetness within when i closes my eyes.

facing too much stress lately.

just for the final last week,i have to prepare myself

but anyway,

i am glad about this promo and i am so excited.

come on..waiting for it to happen..

trust me.

Very stress.
i am having a very bad headache now..
panadol please..

My future wedding plan!!

SUPER "WORDING"Post..
hahas

My PDL

Passed BTT

I have already started learning driving.

For my very first lesson,i already drive at the main road.omg.isnt that amazing??i am so nervous.the instructor was telling me..ok "i want you to stop at the bus stop"i was like"what?"ahahs

hello!!first lesson.and you want me to do it?ok!fine..and i did it!!LOL well he said i did a very good job..

*HAPPY@@=)

i have been stressing myself.
financial managment?hospitality and tourism?maketing managment?
i really dont know.
having a dream is good.but i am so uncleared about my future...*stress

first,
i went to royal hotel for an interview.
*front desk position.
i believe from there i will gain exp and meanwhile,i will study my hNt.
if i am rich enuff,i will get my advance in business management plus,marketing and management bachelor degree.

Second,

MY FINAL INTERVIEW WITH HSBC.BUT!!THEY TOLD ME THERE IS 3RD ROUND OF INTERVIEW COMING UP!!*FAINT

i went to HSBC for an interview.
working as a sales excutive.
i believe from there,i will gain exp and meanwhile study my financial management,follow by business management.

now,i am so confuse...what am i suppose to do?
choose something that i like...well..
this time,i love marketing.
wth.can i study all 3?hahahs!!
i hope i will make a wise choice!!good luck to myself...

Hsbc was cool.
i have 3 rds of interview.
i have gone through 2rds.left one more..omg..JIAYOU!!
but this job is basically asking ppl to sign credit card.
i hate ppl selling credit card on the street.Firritating.
but i was amazed by the job enviroment.
they are so homely,and i only work 4 hrs at the sales floor..the rest of the hrs i will be in the office.
well..good way to gain exp.
you have to make an effort in order to be somebody.
and commitment is what i learn.so what if you ask someone to sign credit card?
do you know this job enviroment is so good,i can travel with them if i make a good job,
most of them work from sales exc upwards.
you can be somebody if you put in effort.YES!!



ok.stressful..
goona rest.
take care everyone!!

Smile Baby Love=)

yes.my dearest gf,
sorry to left you when we were in secondary 4.
but i still love you...Muack!!=)

remember that!!
all the laughter we shared.
slept together at com lab*bath together at the school canteen toilet*eat together*laugh together*share our problems together*gossip together*shopping together*dance together*drink together

so much memories....
thats how love is been created=))

miss ya!!

strange