omg
It's been 6 years since I first liked you.
I need to get ur shadow out of my mind.
it's been so long
yet chatting with you still bring a smile to my face.
Even now I still want to turn back time for you, but i think i'm finally moving on.
As in really moving on.
why?
Why do you say one thing and do another?
Why do you say you care but I don't feel it?
Why do you say we are close when I feel so far apart?
Why do you say we have something special?
Why did I even fall for you?
I never knew
I never knew I could let anyone affect me so badly. Why why?
What did you do what did you say? How did I fall so hard so fast?
Was I lonely, was I sad? I never realize I could feel so much.
I tried letting go, I tried walking away. But I can't seem to escape I can't seem to run. A word from you and I can't bear to go. I'm tired, I'm lost. I'm going nuts.
I need to get a grip. Somehow. Somewhere. Is there a piece of wood for me out there?
I'm floundering, sinking.
Just let me be.