switching over to http://ethavenx.livejournal.com, come find me there if ya still wanna support lazy ol me.. lolz

ever thought of how sometimes u really try to be a nice person, but circumstances always force you to change? well this post is juz for all the people who think this way.

k lets put it this way.. when ur trying to do something nice for someone; the gd person's thinking will be: "hmmmm doesnt matter whether they know i'm doing this for them, juz as long as they're gd or fine is all that matters"

a bastard's thinking would be: "hmm i definitely wan something in return for doing this for someone"

can see the difference??? big diff rite? i'm betting most pplz, like 8 out of 10 ppl would agree with the gd person's thinking rite?? BUT WHY IS IT 8 OUT OF 10 TIMES ITS THE BASTARD WHO ALWAYS MANAGES TO WALK OUT OF SITUATIONS BEING THE BEST? is the world designed in such a way that if u dun bastardise urself, u'll nv win??? fuk dis.. wats the pt in being a nice person.. fuk the world for all i care..

4get it.. i'm juz ranting


*the author would like to apologise for the excessive usage of vulgarities, however if you cannot withstand it.. you can juz FUK OFF!*

irritated with EVERYTHING.. dun contact (call/sms) me unless its some impt stuff or to do with WG stuff.. other than tht.. juz leave me alone..

simply put.. JUZ FUKING LEAVE ME ALONE..

closing blog til i'm back in a normal state of mind..

heys all.. juz back to post again.. i noe i've been afk 4 pretty long.. but well.. juz wanted to update a little.. to everyone who noes wat i've been thru.. i really wanna juz thank u guys 4 putting up with my shit.. especially the 2 ladies who were there when i needed them the most.. tink u guys noe who u are.. i really appreciated tht.. and yes, i promise i wont do anything stupid like THAT ever again.. thts my promise to u guys.. life's nv smooth sailing, and i really apologise 4 tink of such stupid stuff.. wont let u guys worry anymore.. =) it mite take awhile.. but i will pick myself up. so thnx 4 all the support u all have given me so far..

heys... i'm finally back.. =) (juz in case ur wondering, i juz got back from a KTV pub and i'm freaking blur.. so dun blame me 4 spelling mistakes)... havent blogged in mnths, so thot i'll blog once..

sighz.. CNY.. good festive season, but not gd 4 me this yr.. kept losing money... den Mei Hui got injured, spent money too.. sighz.. hope she'll be fine soon.. worried 4 her 24-7 sia.. lolz.. dun noe why care bout her also// mayb becuz of fellow 401 member bahz.. btw... EUNICE.. if u see this.. i wish u all the best.. i hope u noe wat i'm toking bout... YISI.. plz stay away from YOU KNOW WHO.. juz let it be k.. PLZ.. rest of the 401 peeps.. hope all of u guys take care.. CAROLINA, heard ur going overseas soon.. plz take care of urself K? nid any help from us b4 u go muz let us noe k!!! =)

k tht shld be arnd it.. these few days, keep getting high and drunk sia.. lolz... WOOTZ.. i've been emo for 1yr, 9 days... WHO CAN SNAP ME out of it..??? lolz...

backs.. hmmm.. leaving for thailand in like 12 hrs, and i've still not packed anything yet.. lolz.. reaching airport at 1030 tmr, flights at 1230.. so sianz.. :S but well juz gotta live with it i guess.. tin i shld be going without my parents tmr.. go airport slack for awhile b4 bracing myself to stare and listen to my parents nag at me while i'm stuck with them for 6 days...

life's still pretty much the same... same old stuff keeps popping into my head.. still clubbing like mad lately.. still emo as ever.. tink its really becoming into my favourite emotion lately.. lolz.. still tinkin bout.... oh well 4get it... some things arent worth dwelling over.. sighz..

oh and i got drunk AGAIN.. at attica.. lolz.. thnx vivian for the drinks at attica, eunice for the wine at MOS.. totally killed me off tht nite.. was shouting in attica tht nite.. lolz.. pplz who heard wat i said... keep it to urself hor.. u guys promised... lolz..

DXO the other nite was alright.. but didnt have enuff slp..so ended up slping inside for bout an hr.. lolz.. horrible, totally horrible.. stpuid eunice go take my photo while i was asleep.. EVIL!!! lolz..

thts pretty much it.. i'll be back on the 23rd.. so i'll see u guys den.. everyone plz do take care.. and cheer up k? those ppl who are emo rite now, u guys noe who u r larh..lets cheer up together k? no pt being emo.. aint worth it.. SMILE SMILE!

hey guys.. back with another post.. those who noes me.. ya larh u noe i'm a lazy blogger.. so LIVE WITH IT!!! lolz..

so i'm back with a diff skin and all.. tink only huijiaa noes why huh.. lolz.. time to start over i guess.. no point afterall.. time to put my own advices to use i guess.. hope it works.. juz read thru atom's blog.. damn emo.. lolz.. i feel so emo now too.. but den again, since when aint i emo.. =S cant help replaying my blog song over and over again lately.. lolz..

so basically, i'm currently in common test mode now.. 3 papers down.. 1 more to go.. hope i can breeze thru man.. den can enjoy on thurs.. most prob wont get high.. but who noes.. anyone wanna get me drunk? lolz.. already more or less cant be bothered anymore.. =)

and thats ends the stupid life of ME!!!! lolz.. tune in next time for another chapter of my stupid life.. THATS ALL FOLKS! =)