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Thursday, May 26, 2005

[[gee whiz]]

wow. everything's just great. i simply love how nice things are now. yay. how i enjoy going to school and experiencing this for 3 whole years. bah. -_- i just can't seem to fit in.

arr.. suddenly, miss my ou xiang loads. haven't been talking to him for a long time. =x

yay 2d outing on sat. bball time. gonna be a happy date.. woosh. =}

get me out.

Closed Book At... [11:13 PM]

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Saturday, May 21, 2005

[[when the road bends]]

yay! big thanks to the great pple who accompanied me through smses during the orientation! swee, sai, jace and lun.. thanks so much k! hehe.. esp swee and sai =) and to dt (bright yarlow, a happy colour!), i know you're having a very hard time.. although we've not met or spoken to each other for a very long time, do know that i really care for you k! miss you loads. and hope you're feeling better now.. things will improve.. take lotsa care! =D quote 'YAY-ness' =D. oh and sorry for not being able to attend any class outings this weekend or monday. =x

hmm.. a relatively long entry.. oh i'm leaving for m'sia tomorrow (after 7 years i finally get to go 'overseas' =D).

we'll eventually reach a straight smooth path. =)

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Tuesday, May 10, 2005

[[nutty case]]

firstly, sis com + my com were nearly stolen. cos' mum saw a lousy leaflet on computer repairing and stuff. so she called the hp number on the leaflet. that guy came, took a look at our computers and said he had to take them back to check. mum agreed. after he left with our computers, we realised, the only info we had about him was a name and a hp no. he could just steal our 2 computers and change his hp no. ya? then for hours, mum kept calling, no one answered.

oh nios!

haha.. we were lucky. the guy called back, then came with our 2 computers. woah. so risky la. if he didn't return, we'd have lost a large sum of money. yay my com is upgraded, windows xp! but now all my downloaded fonts are gone. and there goes my nice little beloved familiar adobe photoshop 7.0! i'm only left with adobe photoshop cs. yea.. you guys may think i'm weird. 'cs is better wad! newest somemore!' arrghh.. i know. but chao not familiar la. and.. like loadsa problems, can't seem to open a new document. no more making of blogskins. arrrr.. i'm seriously very very sad.

anyone has adobe photoshop 7.0 please lend me k? i'd love you forever. aha, kiddin'. but the lending part is serious. hahaha thanks in advance!! =D

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Thursday, May 05, 2005

[[tear it apart]]

at that moment, i thought i wasn't happy at all. but now when i look back, i realise i've enjoyed every moment of it. yes, it's time i should learn to cherish things before they're gone, before regretting. it's over. and i seriously gotta move on.

the past comes back.

the sadness sinks in once again.

it's not that easy.

Closed Book At... [7:51 PM]

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Tuesday, May 03, 2005

[[bubble trouble]]

arrgh. my sis. i don't know what to say anymore.. she's like 21 already. whenever she goes out, she asks mum for money. and during her long holidays, she doesn't want to work. she expects mum to do everything for her. there was once, mum made breakfast for her, she raised her voice in the lift with many pple around, 'you dunno i don't like this kinda bread meh? then u still make for me?!' this invited many stares. wah. she's like so old already la. she can jolly well make her own breakfast! doesn't she know wad is shame? she wants a new handphone which costs so much. ask mum to buy, when she doesn't want to work for it.

for years and years, she had been living in her own world. computer games. endless play. she does nothing at all, occasionally even need mum to bring in her food, asking her to eat. and she unreasonably scolds us when we forget to do something for her. she scolds mum for forgetting to buy a pair of scissors or penknife or pieces of papers! she scolds mum for forgetting to give her money (which is only like sometimes), when she can work and get the money herself. her school fees is like sooo ex. and mum pays the full amount. mum still has to buy everything she needs for her school project. it's just as if she can't do it herself. project stuff.. isn't it just right to get them herself? it's her project.

and now, she found herself a new game. it costs like $100+.. she's so bent on subscribing. and that isn't a game any girl would play la. once she gets hooked on a game, it's end of the world. she can't stop. and she can never live a normal life. she doesn't work, go out, or do anything. she coops herself at home just to play. and it's not like she's paying for the game. it's mum who's paying! of cos' she doesn't feel the pinch. so i was telling her not to carry on with her mistakes. and wad did i get? a lecture, telling me not to care. wad can i possibly do?

i feel so sorry for my mum in this situation. actually she tried knocking some sense into her a couple of times.. but it always ended up so badly.. so she told me she can do nothing but to give in to her. that is quite true, cos' she simply won't listen. if you go against her wishes, the result will just be a heated argument. but i don't get it. she's already soo demanding and unreasonable. the more we give in, doesn't she become even worse? cos' she thinks she can get everything her way. and it's also not like we go against her just for the sake of it. we won't be so stupid to pick a quarrel for nothing ya? it's all cos' we care wad. but she doesn't understand! arggh.

oh ya.. something happy! i... took a pic with sly on my hp!! =D

err... oops. i forgot..

it was just a dream.

Closed Book At... [3:32 PM]

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