19岁的生日 (last teen year) ^^

24.5.1992 我出身的日期...一路走来有着很多很多疼爱我的人.诗筠,不懂从何谢起.你们的爱已感受到了.今年的生日收到三个蛋糕两次的庆祝.其实,真的很感动.以后,我可以骄傲的炫耀曾经有那么一群朋友疯到午夜12.00来帮你庆生,多令人羡慕~ ^^ 不是开完笑,那是我生平第一次! 珍惜的要命了...

有个朋友,不怎么特别,有时说话不怎么投缘,烦起来还会令人讨厌...恨她会觉得自己是个罪人不恨她会觉得自己无辜啊~但她就是有朋友的心...看了真的会感动.
又有个朋友,明明没空,明明就很麻烦,明明可以假装忘记...死都抽个时间把蛋糕塞给自己然后匆匆去上课.我心情烂透了因为不能和送你蛋糕的人一起吃...真的很没意思...但又不能生气她才叫我哭笑不得!

让我流泪的终究是生活在同一个屋檐下一年的他们.一直相信和他们一块生活准没错...又是旧同学又是同乡又是朋友...有苦必对他们诉.容纳我一切缺点,自私,无知,高傲....所有所有...不但不怪我,还给予那份惊喜和心意~~远远胜过一切贵重的礼物.谢谢你们.真的谢谢你们.心麻到不行了~我每年都要这样哭一次好吗?!

当生日过去,还慢慢细读一大堆的祝福~~我幸福惨了...^^

人总是不满足.满满的祝福与疼爱中必定有那么的一点不完美.有些东适合烂在心里,让它成为成长的养分.(我常会不知足,所以常提醒自己)
想说...朋友,不要只顾着羡慕"我的" >.<  (*别人*)幸福而觉得自己一无所有.她是因为懂得知足所以幸福.

我不再许下让自己多成功的愿望;相反的我希望就算我一辈子都那么的无能还会有很多人来爱我帮我疼我. 嘻嘻~~神吧?!?我伟大的愿望!!!

我是一只小小鸟

有时后我觉得自己像一只小小鸟
想要飞 却怎么样也飞不高
也许有一天我栖上枝头 却成为猎人的目标
我飞上了青天才发现自己从此无依无靠


每次到了夜深人静的时候 我总是睡不着
我怀疑是不是只有我的明天没有变得更好
未来会怎样究竟有谁会知道
幸福是否只是一种传说 我永远都找不到
我是一只小小小小鸟
想要飞呀飞 却飞也飞不高
我寻寻觅觅寻寻觅觅一个温暖的怀抱
这样的要求算不算太高我是一只小小小小鸟
想要飞呀飞 却飞也飞不高
我寻寻觅觅寻寻觅觅一个温暖的怀抱
这样的要求算不算太高


所有知道我的名字的人啊 你们好不好
世界是如此的小 我们注定无处可逃
当我尝尽人情冷暖 当你决定为你了的理想燃烧
生活的压力与生命的尊严哪一个重要
我是一只小小小小鸟
想要飞呀飞 却飞也飞不高
我寻寻觅觅寻寻觅觅一个温暖的怀抱
这样的要求算不算太高


我是一只小小小小鸟
想要飞呀飞 却飞也飞不高
我寻寻觅觅寻寻觅觅一个温暖的怀抱
这样的要求算不算太高


我是一只小小小小鸟
想要飞呀飞 却飞也飞不高
我寻寻觅觅寻寻觅觅一个温暖的怀抱
这样的要求算不算太高
这样的要求算不算太高

人真的会累,鼓励着我撑下去的一首歌.不要再害怕孤单.加油!!!

Stop Compare !

 Result was out yesterday. Finally passed. Thanks for the guys who help me in revision. I don't have any things in return you all but I am here to stay beside you any time you need my help.
 Many students got excellent results. However most of them do not satisfy with the results. Looking for better is a good attitude but dont let yourself always stay in stress. Come on. We are human, if you did your best. That's enough. Stop compare yourself with others. How many effort you put how many harvest you get. Sometime, we totally can't make balance of our mind to see those guy put less effort but get more. Yeah, you are right. God is not fair. Really not fair. He make everyone different. He let the person who are stronger to face more problems on the way to success because he believe on us. He believe that we are the one who can handle all the difficulties. Others can't, that is why we are choosen by him. ^^ Therefore, stop yourself to compare. You are not happy with your marks? How about the one who don't even has book to read? We do has the opportunity to study and we do try our best to do it well. Nothing else we do to regret, right?
 This is just the way I console myself . Unhappy things hold 9 per 10 in our life. Let the annoyance go only the pleasure stay in your heart.

Worth

  It is the time I stay alone. Great for me to refresh my mind, write and share. Next week gonna be second year student. Proud with that I am safe to stay. Finally moved to new unit with 2 new housemates and 2 previous housemates on 2nd of May. I didnt catch any photo of previous unit but I believe friends which close with us have been there before. For sure I miss it. Do you? Just as a 'stranger' or 'friend' to our unit, do you have memories in there? Pasta day, group study, gossip, celebrations and many.

  Holiday make changes in my hair. First time cut it from long to short. Good bye to my 6 years long hair. When I was sitting in the barber shop, took almost half hour to decide. I tried to call mum and friend too for suggestion but no one pick up my phone. God, I shaked. I wana change! Just hope get ahead in everything. Cut. Luckily you all accepted it. Not bad. When I never long hair, 13 has a big determination for I must make a long long hair. After 6 years, I made a bigger determination for I must try to cut short my first long hair.

 



long straight

 Is that possible another changes? We look forward too.

long curly

If nothing ever change, there'd be no butterflies. Tomorrow will be another change.

 short !!!

Do has the idea to change yourself, guys? It is worth no matter lost or gain as you learn more and get ahead. To be brave but humble.

Teenager

  Damn sick now. Just visit doctor because I keep on vomiting and diarrhea. I am not sure is the problem of food poison or the excream park of Sunway Lagoon...Yup, honestly I was so scare to play all such games and I will vomit and dizzy after play all of these. You may think what a crazy person I am? However, I asked myself...if I don't play within this age. When is the time I gonna play? I scare I will regret if I don't try it now. ^^  No matter how I still alive here so no worry. My father said "年轻人没有累, 就算生病, 睡醒一觉又是精力充沛." Listen guys, try every things ,do the best and enjoy every moment of our teenager period. hehe...very least in my blog without appreciation. Kit Kei, Foo Koay and Joyi. Thanks a lot. Last 3 days were the days I laughed the most...

  Last Friday went back AMC with FK to take SPM certificate. Spent less then RM 10 to eat a lot in AMC canteen.Yummy Yummy~~ It was Hari Anugerah too...we swear that we don't know about that...it's just happen without expected...We sang School Song before left... yearn every things happened in secondary school ...( most of my teenager memories was here)

AMC's Hall

RM1.00 Cheese Hot Dog

Beloved school and mentor
We hold you very dear
May we in your great hall
Be ever full of cheer
Learning there to love and serve
To care and also share
Each others' joy and sorrow
And all of value there

Let's in duty steadfast be
To country God and king
To our parents teachers
And all that life may bring
Growing wiser day by day
And humbly all the way
Gaining both in strength and grace  at
Both our work and play

When it's  time to say adieu
And make our way alone
We will always think of you
And all you have us shown
So may God bless us
As our world enlarges
Daughters of Ave Maria
Forward let us march.

Gemini

　
　　双子孤傲是因为他们自信，双子善变是因为世界在改变，双子没有耐性是因为他们发现了不值得，双子冷漠是因为他们害怕被伤害，双子花心是因为他们没有找到真爱，双子不在乎是因为你没有看到他们的敏感。
　　
　　　　笑　　
　　　　双子们的笑永远都是最单纯的，无论什么时候你都会看到一直都在笑的双子，因为他们一直都只想把自己的快乐带给别人，却只把悲伤留给自己，你没有看到过双子的眼泪是因为他从来不会在被人面前哭，当你看到双子的眼泪的时候，那么说明你是真的把他们的真心夺走了，因为双子真的很需要一份值得的依靠，他会每时每刻的在乎你的一切，他们很敏感的，会跟着你的快乐而快乐，跟着你的忧愁而忧愁，跟着你的改变而改变，但在你面前他们从来都是快乐的。
　　
　　　　爱
　　
　　　　一提到双子的爱，一般人肯定都会说：
　　双子座的人最花心。可是是真的是这样吗？双子和异性的关系好只是因为他们非同一般的亲和力，而双子的真心只有一个，当他找到的时候，他就会付出自己的一切让对方得到幸福，他要的不是他自己能和对方在一起，他要的是对方的幸福，和双子在一起会感到很随和，因为他会包容你的一切，你的一切优点和缺点，和双子在一起绝对不会觉得被锁住，你只要做自己就好，因为双子喜欢的就是真实的你，做作的人根本不会得到双子的心。
　　
　　　　坚强　　
　　　　有人说双子很坚强，什么都不在乎，是阿，表面的双子确实很坚强，但是内心他们比任何人都脆弱，也许这也是风向
　　星座的人的一个特性，决不会让别人看到自己脆弱的一面，因为他们都是一个有一双别人看不见翅膀的天使，天生就会给别人带来快乐，双子们的眼泪是透明的，别人看不见，可是自己却能看得很清楚这样的透明的泪给自己开来双倍的痛。
　　
　　　　人际
　　
　　　　双子们的人缘很好，因为他们懂得你什么时候需要什么样的帮助，而且双子们会根据不同的人有不同的交往方式，双子很容易相信别人，所以经常会被欺骗，可是在欺骗后他们仍然会轻轻的笑笑然后说：没关系的，他骗我肯定会有原因。双子从来不会知道后悔是什么，因为他们时时刻刻都在为别人想，总会设身处地，可是这样别人根本就不知道，就是因为他帮助别人太多了，所以在他需要帮助的时候却总是孤立无援，然后继续的笑着，笑着找到一个角落，留下那颗透明的泪。
　　
　　　　朋友　　
　　　　当双子的朋友真的很幸福哦！因为当你遇到什么困难时，他会比你更着急，甚至会失去自己宝贵的东西也会帮助你，他会带给你快乐帮你分担忧愁，可是你却看不到他的孤独和无助，当双子看到你不高兴的时候，无论这时他有多么的郁闷，他也会立刻露出最真实的笑容来帮助你。
　　
　　　　执着
　　
　　　　说双子善变，那只是片面之词，对于双子真正喜欢的东西，它是会执着的让人害怕的，就是因为内心太像小孩子太单纯，所以对于他们真正喜欢的东西，他们是根本就不知道放弃是什么的，除非是他们自己发现这个东西不值得，否则他们是绝对不会放弃的，只要是他们肯定的，他们就会有超出别人很多的坚持和执著。
　　
　　　　自尊　　
　　　　双子的自尊很重要，对于他们最重要的恐怕就是这个了，他们懂得原谅，无数次的去试着原谅，就算别人让自己千疮百孔，他们也会无条件的有自己的宽容，有自己的原则和原谅，就是因为他们的自尊，他们的自尊心让他们相信这个世界永远都是最美的，因为他们的自尊不允许自己放弃这个世界。
　　
　　　　分享
　　
　　　　在双子的世界里没有分享，只有是你的或者是我的，他们不会把一样东西去和别人分享，因为他们认为这样对那样东西是不公平的，因为他在乎每一个人每一样东西的感觉，只要他认为这件东西是自己可以割舍的，他绝对会无条件的退出，去成全别人，对于欺骗过他们的恋人，他会选择原谅，但绝对不会再和他们在一起，因为他懂得这样不值得。
　　
　　　　双子座的人真的很可爱，真的很需要人的保护和安慰，他们不会放弃世界，却会放弃自己，去成全别人，他们懂得原谅和理解，无论这一秒他有多讨厌一个人，下一秒看到那个人脆弱的一面，他还是会去无条件地帮助他，真的很傻吧？但是傻的好可爱，好让人心疼，痛过以后，他们依然会笑着面对以后未知的路，继续原谅，继续理解，继续快乐，继续的傻着，改变双子真的很难吧？因为他们的心都是金刚石作的，但不是说他们无情，他们的执着只是针对自己的，那么孤傲的一个人，也只是针对自己，因为他们不知道怎么表达自己的内心，所以他们选择了沉默。

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Wow~ it is so glad Gemini to be written as so 'Angel ' ... ^^ I like and share to you too.

Lucky

  Hello! I'm in great mood today. ^^ Yeah~ as you know I know he know...today measurement paper over! This morning woke up about 4.00a.m. to make last revise.Read and read and read...automatically mind appeared few people. My heart full of thanks...You will know who you are even if I didnt mention out. Just because I didnt do it well and make all of you in trouble with my stuff. I feel so unresponsible to myself. You guys really really "buddies" enough...Before exam, spend every Thursday to help me, stay two more days in Setapak after exam to teach me, purposely go to collage to answer my questions and check pass year answers and purposely stayed in Tar Villa for whole week to stand in me after her exam...a wall post, sent 3 messages to wake me up in this morning, a best wish message before exam, once exam over they are the 1st person who called me ...  Oh God...How come I am so lucky ? See Jiun will keep it in heart,Promise. You may be think why I am so funny to say lucky although resit paper. I have the right to ignore your curiosity...but I won't. Let's see

                                                    人生因失去而美丽.
                                              Life become amazing in lost.
Nothing is perfect. Sometime we may lost somethings that very important for us and this make us different with others. Dont think ourselves is weird but unique.Same case here.Obviously showed what is lost and what is amazing. 

                      After exam, where did I go? No sleep? No rest? Yeah~ ~SHOPPING !!!

                                                  Our Lovely Lunch (*.*)/ \(*.*)

Black Pepper Butter Chicken Chop

                                                    Black Pepper Chicken Chop

Restaurant's name ---->加油站
Hope the coming year two in Diploma of Quantity Surveying,  you and I Add Oil together. ^^